so starting going into high school i went to morningstar high school and inglewood california. i can remember being around the age of 15 or 16 or we started becoming active gang members after high school i've experienced dayton a so-called enemy and 97 was about 18 and experiencing that situation and having it revealed in front of my homeboys. almost cost me my life. and saying that i remember was 97 maybe 2 weeks before my graduation one of my homeboys close to me. wanted to kill me and it was like a dark night i just remember it was kind of dark and it was one light twitching and within that light that was to you know twitching liked i remember looking across the street and it was one of my homeboys from my neighborhood at a trench coat on and he walked up towards me and i remember him telling me i was and i said well was sub you here to see me and he pulled out the 45 and he put it to my face and. what that what then that quick 2nd i snooped the gun very familiar gun i seen all the bullets and the barrel. and he start talking crazy he was on the start talking crazy talking a