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when I was younger I worked with oil
 

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when I was younger I worked with oil
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painting and then I suddenly lost my
 

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painting and then I suddenly lost my
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sight and at that point I went into what
 

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sight and at that point I went into what
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I would say pretty deep depression for a
 

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I would say pretty deep depression for a
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couple of years you know pop came out of
 

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couple of years you know pop came out of
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that through through the VA years at I
 

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that through through the VA years at I
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have an excellent psychology department
 

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have an excellent psychology department
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there's a college SLO are you here paid
 

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there's a college SLO are you here paid
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then then that's paint up there what
 

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then then that's paint up there what
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have we talked about I said I can't see
 

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have we talked about I said I can't see
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and it says we don't try it yeah that's
 

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and it says we don't try it yeah that's
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that was my beginning I guess it came
 

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that was my beginning I guess it came
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home picked up some brushes got some
 

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home picked up some brushes got some
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paints and I struggled for four years to
 

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paints and I struggled for four years to
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learn how to paint and acrylic paints
 

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learn how to paint and acrylic paints
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and but it was well worth it because the
 

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and but it was well worth it because the
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photos that you see here are all acrylic
 

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photos that you see here are all acrylic
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before life I say that never painted
 

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before life I say that never painted
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life and so then suddenly I got to
 

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life and so then suddenly I got to
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patience I guess and I started I'm gonna
 

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patience I guess and I started I'm gonna
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try animals and it's like they're
 

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try animals and it's like they're
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feeding animals and a couple of little
 

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feeding animals and a couple of little
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bit but Doug you know back out there
 

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bit but Doug you know back out there
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where I could paint I can I could now
 

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where I could paint I can I could now
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paint anything any of them didn't matter
 

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paint anything any of them didn't matter
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and paintball all you can do is push
 

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and paintball all you can do is push
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through and once you get there you're
 

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through and once you get there you're
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you feel I don't know there's a fan of
 

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you feel I don't know there's a fan of
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euphoria he just come alive and say wow
 

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euphoria he just come alive and say wow
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I can do something you know it's you're
 

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I can do something you know it's you're
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not it's gone
 

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not it's gone
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