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i want to first
 

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i want to first
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thank god
 

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thank god
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for this beautiful evening
 

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for this beautiful evening
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holiday season
 

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holiday season
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and there's a saying he said jesus is
 

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and there's a saying he said jesus is
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the reason
 

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the reason
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peace
 

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peace
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happiness
 

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and all the other attitudes describe our
 

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and all the other attitudes describe our
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feelings and our emotions
 

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feelings and our emotions
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and our
 

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spirit so on behalf of the bruce family
 

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spirit so on behalf of the bruce family
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bruce butler family we want to thank
 

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bruce butler family we want to thank
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each and every one of you for coming out
 

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each and every one of you for coming out
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sharing your love we know that there's
 

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sharing your love we know that there's
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so much to share
 

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so much to share
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so much to give
 

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so much to give
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so much to receive
 

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so much to receive
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once again i'm very happy
 

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once again i'm very happy
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to be here on behalf of team veronica
 

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to be here on behalf of team veronica
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cancer resource center
 

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cancer resource center
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this will be a consider a movement the
 

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this will be a consider a movement the
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movement is to
 

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movement is to
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inform
 

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and receive and embrace
 

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and receive and embrace
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all of our life experiences
 

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all of our life experiences
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because the people who you love
 

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because the people who you love
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when they hurt you hurt
 

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when they hurt you hurt
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when they're happy you're happy
 

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when they're happy you're happy
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so i'm gonna digest just a little bit
 

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so i'm gonna digest just a little bit
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just to say that
 

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just to say that
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are there any prayers folk in here
 

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are there any prayers folk in here
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okay thank you i i feel
 

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okay thank you i i feel
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really good because two reasons
 

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really good because two reasons
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i'm in what's considered the house of
 

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i'm in what's considered the house of
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as a guy this team
 

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as a guy this team
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charged with a christian based
 

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charged with a christian based
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so i feel good that i'm in the physical
 

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so i feel good that i'm in the physical
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now that we get i'm surrounded by a lot
 

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now that we get i'm surrounded by a lot
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of praying for
 

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i feel even more
 

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i feel even more
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better than in the house the spiritual
 

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better than in the house the spiritual
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house i'm praying for
 

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house i'm praying for
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i asked that question for a reason
 

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i asked that question for a reason
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this is a special night a special
 

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this is a special night a special
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it's gonna be filled with emotions
 

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it's gonna be filled with emotions
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and as i get older i become more
 

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and as i get older i become more
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emotional and i think the emotion
 

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emotional and i think the emotion
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moving toward the essence of life
 

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moving toward the essence of life
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for real
 

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that you don't hold me up in prayer
 

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that you don't hold me up in prayer
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because again this is very emotional
 

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because again this is very emotional
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it's a special opportunity for me
 

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it's a special opportunity for me
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it's gonna
 

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it's gonna
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keep alive a certain spirit
 

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keep alive a certain spirit
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that that's incredible
 

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that that's incredible
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so there are sometimes that i'll be like
 

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so there are sometimes that i'll be like
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a little
 

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sensitive a little emotional
 

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sensitive a little emotional
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but that's out of love it's just such a
 

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but that's out of love it's just such a
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real uh spirit that's penetrated
 

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real uh spirit that's penetrated
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through me
 

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through me
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and aiming
 

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and aiming
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to get through this because this is not
 

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to get through this because this is not
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for me
 

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for me
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it's for
 

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all those who will
 

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all those who will
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make that
 

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make that
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question leave that
 

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question leave that
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point in life
 

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point in life
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where we come to the understanding where
 

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where we come to the understanding where
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we're moving trying to understand
 

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we're moving trying to understand
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and to manage to deal
 

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and to manage to deal
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with what's coming
 

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with what's coming
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cancer is a
 

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cancer is a
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a horror
 

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it really is a horror because it is
 

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it really is a horror because it is
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affecting more and more and more people
 

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affecting more and more and more people
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you know it's something that
 

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you know it's something that
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some say genetic some say environment
 

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some say genetic some say environment
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and there are many things that can cause
 

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and there are many things that can cause
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for the lack of
 

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so those things so we're here tonight
 

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so those things so we're here tonight
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to encourage one another
 

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to encourage one another
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and god bless me
 

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and god bless me
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an older brother not the oldest but an
 

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an older brother not the oldest but an
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older brother i call my baby sister
 

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older brother i call my baby sister
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and veronica bruce butler
 

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and veronica bruce butler
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as you reflect on her life experience
 

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as you reflect on her life experience
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she was an absolutely
 

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amazing person when i say amazing that's
 

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amazing person when i say amazing that's
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that real
 

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not a stretch of the world
 

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not a stretch of the world
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looking back at her experience
 

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looking back at her experience
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what to me
 

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was so amazing is the fact
 

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was so amazing is the fact
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for a year and a half she
 

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for a year and a half she
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battled with this and she has an
 

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battled with this and she has an
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incredible spirit about it
 

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incredible spirit about it
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you asked her uh veronica how are you
 

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you asked her uh veronica how are you
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doing she says well i love god
 

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doing she says well i love god
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she said guys that have the last word
 

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she said guys that have the last word
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and whether he's blurry god says i'm
 

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and whether he's blurry god says i'm
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okay here
 

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and her signature was
 

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and her signature was
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god got me
 

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god got me
 

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and in that one and a half year of going
 

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and in that one and a half year of going
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that was my record she never complained
 

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that was my record she never complained
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to be so young 48 years old
 

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to be so young 48 years old
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a husband 27 years
 

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two young adult children a two-year-old
 

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two young adult children a two-year-old
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grandbaby a 85 year old mom
 

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grandbaby a 85 year old mom
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she was to me
 

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but she said i'm at peace
 

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but she said i'm at peace
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god got me
 

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so i'm gonna ask um to begin with
 

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so i'm gonna ask um to begin with
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i put together a small
 

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i put together a small
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presentation because we talk about
 

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presentation because we talk about
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what's cancer
 

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a lot of people
 

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we hear the word i can remember back in
 

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we hear the word i can remember back in
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the day
 

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cancer was almost like pissing somebody
 

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cancer was almost like pissing somebody
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you didn't say that
 

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you didn't say so we
 

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you didn't say so we
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we back in the day we called it the c
 

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we back in the day we called it the c
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anybody remember that
 

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anybody remember that
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to learn more about it
 

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to learn more about it
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real people
 

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not a book
 

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not a book
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not a movie these are real this is
 

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not a movie these are real this is
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and god showed me he says
 

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and god showed me he says
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that the the key
 

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that the the key
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is in the people who survive
 

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is in the people who survive
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so i honor you i celebrate you i love on
 

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so i honor you i celebrate you i love on
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praise you god forgive honor and praise
 

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praise you god forgive honor and praise
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where you do and you're
 

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you're deserving of it because you have
 

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you're deserving of it because you have
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through your stories
 

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and i found myself recently
 

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and i found myself recently
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saying this over and over there's an old
 

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saying this over and over there's an old
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and i don't know it's an old song and i
 

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and i don't know it's an old song and i
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don't remember all the words
 

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don't remember all the words
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but there's a phrase within that song
 

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but there's a phrase within that song
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that is so
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it says somebody told me about the joy
 

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it says somebody told me about the joy
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somebody told me about the sorrow they
 

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somebody told me about the sorrow they
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about the pain they had
 

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about the pain they had
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about the grief they had about the cross
 

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about the grief they had about the cross
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but i didn't think it could be
 

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you know hear stories of other people
 

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you know hear stories of other people
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it's a short video and it's a it's a
 

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it's a short video and it's a it's a
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professional done video and it's going
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to talk about
 

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sort of answer the question what is what
 

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sort of answer the question what is what
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is cancer
 

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is cancer
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so if you digress with me and tonight
 

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so if you digress with me and tonight
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we're going to have some again cancer
 

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we're going to have some again cancer
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survivors are going to come and share
 

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survivors are going to come and share
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the experience we can have some words
 

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the experience we can have some words
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uh mr bob david
 

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uh mr bob david
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who is the manager and director of the
 

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who is the manager and director of the
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cancer resource
 

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cancer resource
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group chronic cancer support group in
 

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group chronic cancer support group in
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boston medical uh hospital and so we're
 

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boston medical uh hospital and so we're
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here we're going to hear from real live
 

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here we're going to hear from real live
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people with real life experiences so we
 

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people with real life experiences so we
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want to go with that thank you
 

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want to go with that thank you
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so informative
 

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so informative
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very very informative
 

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very very informative
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um again once again thank you i can't
 

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um again once again thank you i can't
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thank you enough for being here so at
 

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thank you enough for being here so at
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this time i'm gonna ask to um i put
 

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this time i'm gonna ask to um i put
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together a powerpoint presentation which
 

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together a powerpoint presentation which
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will give you some background on
 

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will give you some background on
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a little information about
 

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a little information about
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veronica
 

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veronica
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some information about the
 

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some information about the
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resource center that was established
 

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resource center that was established
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september and also some vision
 

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september and also some vision
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uh points
 

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of where this is going it's becoming
 

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of where this is going it's becoming
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ministry or movement or things that are
 

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ministry or movement or things that are
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uh we're doing within the community
 

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uh we're doing within the community
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for the benefit of people
 

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for the benefit of people
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directly and indirectly
 

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directly and indirectly
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harmed by cancer
 

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harmed by cancer
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because it's about because if someone
 

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because it's about because if someone
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loses a loved one or spouse or someone
 

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loses a loved one or spouse or someone
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very close
 

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very close
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then they're left behind to try to
 

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then they're left behind to try to
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survive try to make it
 

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survive try to make it
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and so it's about bringing those
 

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and so it's about bringing those
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resources be it housing
 

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resources be it housing
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insurance issues
 

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insurance issues
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questions around finance
 

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questions around finance
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relationships so full
 

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relationships so full
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nutrition and so forth so we're going to
 

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nutrition and so forth so we're going to
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see this is a very short
 

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see this is a very short
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powerpoint and then followed by
 

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powerpoint and then followed by
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bob david
 

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for you to come and have a few words and
 

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for you to come and have a few words and
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after which then you'll be ready to eat
 

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after which then you'll be ready to eat
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and we get time and come back and we
 

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and we get time and come back and we
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begin we'll continue with some
 

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begin we'll continue with some
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testimonies from
 

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testimonies from
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you you and you okay
 

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you you and you okay
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walk we did
 

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to raise awareness for
 

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and so please support our efforts to
 

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and so please support our efforts to
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show love peace and compassion for
 

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show love peace and compassion for
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others so those who are interested in
 

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others so those who are interested in
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volunteering if you have some extra time
 

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volunteering if you have some extra time
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you want to uh continue to share your
 

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you want to uh continue to share your
experiences

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experiences
 

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experiences
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and reach out we we encourage that and
 

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and reach out we we encourage that and
grateful

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grateful
 

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grateful
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sharing

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hi everybody it's my pleasure to be here
 

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hi everybody it's my pleasure to be here
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i thank
 

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i thank
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dr bruce for inviting me to speak to you
 

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dr bruce for inviting me to speak to you
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for a few minutes
 

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for a few minutes
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so my name is bob david i have managed
 

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so my name is bob david i have managed
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the cancer support
 

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the cancer support
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programs actually become the cancer and
 

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programs actually become the cancer and
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sickle cell support programs at boston
 

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sickle cell support programs at boston
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medical center
 

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medical center
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um and i did bring some of our brochures
 

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um and i did bring some of our brochures
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i'll pass them out every three months we
 

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i'll pass them out every three months we
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put our new brochures
 

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put our new brochures
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and<00:12:53.680><c> which</c><00:12:53.920><c> are</c><00:12:54.160><c> all</c><00:12:54.399><c> free</c>

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and which are all free
 

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and which are all free
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for patients
 

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for patients
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patients survivors actually we call
 

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patients survivors actually we call
anybody

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anybody
 

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anybody
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who's been diagnosed with cancer and is
 

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who's been diagnosed with cancer and is
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still breathing a survivor so your
 

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still breathing a survivor so your
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survivor from day one
 

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survivor from day one
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some people you know they beat their
 

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some people you know they beat their
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cancer and some people unfortunately
 

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cancer and some people unfortunately
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don't
 

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don't
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but as you saw in the video that
 

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but as you saw in the video that
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that showed earlier
 

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that showed earlier
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treatments are getting better and better
 

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treatments are getting better and better
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and better
 

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and better
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the odds are getting better and better
 

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the odds are getting better and better
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and better and that's the direction it's
 

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and better and that's the direction it's
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going you know
 

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going you know
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some people
 

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some people
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don't believe in science let's say
 

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don't believe in science let's say
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that's a big thing these days
 

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that's a big thing these days
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but it's science
 

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but it's science
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and not only science but it's people
 

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and not only science but it's people
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like yourselves who join research
 

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like yourselves who join research
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programs or studies
 

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programs or studies
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many times you're asked but when you go
 

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many times you're asked but when you go
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to the hospital you're diagnosed
 

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to the hospital you're diagnosed
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often you'll be asked would you like to
 

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often you'll be asked would you like to
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be part of a study
 

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be part of a study
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and the study or the research protocol
 

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and the study or the research protocol
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is really testing out things to help
 

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is really testing out things to help
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yourself perhaps but others down the
 

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yourself perhaps but others down the
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line
 

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line
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um
 

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um
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you know different
 

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you know different
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procedures different drugs or what have
 

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procedures different drugs or what have
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you that can really be beneficial and
 

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you that can really be beneficial and
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actually
 

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actually
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any of you any of us who've ever been to
 

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any of you any of us who've ever been to
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the hospital and has been prescribed
 

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the hospital and has been prescribed
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some procedure or some medicine or some
 

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some procedure or some medicine or some
medication

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medication
 

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medication
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we're the recipients of the benefit of
 

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we're the recipients of the benefit of
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those things
 

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those things
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by virtue of other people having
 

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by virtue of other people having
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gone through trials or research studies
 

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gone through trials or research studies
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in other words every single drug that
 

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in other words every single drug that
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that you receive now any medication
 

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that you receive now any medication
you're<00:14:39.040><c> on</c><00:14:39.279><c> now</c>

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you're on now
 

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you're on now
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has been tried and proven safe through
 

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has been tried and proven safe through
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other people that came before you okay
 

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other people that came before you okay
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so i just want to put that out there
 

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so i just want to put that out there
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because that's such an important part of
 

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because that's such an important part of
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the advancement of medicine and medical
 

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the advancement of medicine and medical
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care for all of us
 

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care for all of us
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so when someone says to you would you
 

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so when someone says to you would you
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like to be part of this clinical trials
 

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like to be part of this clinical trials
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what technically it's called a clinical
 

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what technically it's called a clinical
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trial think about it because it's really
 

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trial think about it because it's really
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a way to contribute to others down the
 

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a way to contribute to others down the
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line maybe your own children
 

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line maybe your own children
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maybe your friends maybe even yourself
 

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maybe your friends maybe even yourself
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because you know what
 

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because you know what
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you can have cancer one time and you can
 

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you can have cancer one time and you can
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have it again
 

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have it again
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you can have the same cancer come back
 

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you can have the same cancer come back
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you can have a totally different cancer
 

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you can have a totally different cancer
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you could have you know cancer in the
 

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you could have you know cancer in the
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breast you could have cancer in the gi
 

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breast you could have cancer in the gi
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at another point i don't mean to sound
 

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at another point i don't mean to sound
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scary but that's the reality that can
 

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scary but that's the reality that can
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happen it doesn't happen a lot but it
 

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happen it doesn't happen a lot but it
can't

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can't
 

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can't
okay

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okay
 

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okay
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and when it does happen or when you do
 

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and when it does happen or when you do
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get diagnosed with cancer um
 

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get diagnosed with cancer um
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it's always a scary thing and you're
 

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it's always a scary thing and you're
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going to hear from oh we have three of
 

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going to hear from oh we have three of
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the lovely women that i've worked with
 

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the lovely women that i've worked with
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two for many years one i've met more
 

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two for many years one i've met more
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recently um they're going to share a bit
 

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recently um they're going to share a bit
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of their stories
 

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of their stories
um

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um
 

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um
and

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and
 

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and
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it's been my total privilege to get to
 

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it's been my total privilege to get to
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know them and to work with them to hear
 

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know them and to work with them to hear
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the various stories it's really been my
 

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the various stories it's really been my
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total privilege to run support groups
 

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total privilege to run support groups
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for many of our patients
 

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for many of our patients
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and to hear the testimonies and you find
 

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and to hear the testimonies and you find
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the most courage and the strength and
 

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the most courage and the strength and
faith

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faith
 

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faith
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and support of one another
 

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and support of one another
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and the people who come to these groups
 

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and the people who come to these groups
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and i'll tell you
 

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and i'll tell you
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it's always a sign to me
 

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it's always a sign to me
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of their attitude and how well they're
 

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of their attitude and how well they're
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going to do in overcoming their cancer
 

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going to do in overcoming their cancer
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when they say you know i want to come to
 

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when they say you know i want to come to
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a group because i want to tell my story
 

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a group because i want to tell my story
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i want to hear other people's stories
 

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i want to hear other people's stories
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it's it's saying i accept what i have
 

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it's it's saying i accept what i have
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and i'm going to do my best with it this
 

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and i'm going to do my best with it this
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is something i have i have to deal with
 

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is something i have i have to deal with
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but it's not my old life it's not well
 

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but it's not my old life it's not well
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with me it's not why me it's like this
 

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with me it's not why me it's like this
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is me this is part of my
 

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is me this is part of my
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my story now and i'm gonna deal with it
 

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my story now and i'm gonna deal with it
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and i want to share it
 

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and i want to share it
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with others and i want to get other
 

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with others and i want to get other
people's<00:17:04.559><c> input</c>

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people's input
 

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people's input
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and that's part of the healing process
 

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and that's part of the healing process
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and so that's why i want to give you one
 

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and so that's why i want to give you one
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of our brochures because of this the
 

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of our brochures because of this the
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different support first we have
 

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different support first we have
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different support groups for different
 

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different support groups for different
cancers

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cancers
 

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cancers
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we have
 

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we have
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for different population groups like we
 

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for different population groups like we
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have a spanish-speaking cancer support
 

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have a spanish-speaking cancer support
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group we have a haitian creole speaking
 

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group we have a haitian creole speaking
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cancer support group
 

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cancer support group
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as well as breast cancer prostate cancer
 

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as well as breast cancer prostate cancer
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i also want to say
 

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i also want to say
that

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that
 

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that
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our groups are open to
 

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our groups are open to
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cancer survivors wherever they've been
 

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cancer survivors wherever they've been
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treated if you
 

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treated if you
lived

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lived
 

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lived
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canada or you lived in kentucky and you
 

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canada or you lived in kentucky and you
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experienced cancer and maybe it was 15
 

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experienced cancer and maybe it was 15
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years ago and now you move to boston or
 

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years ago and now you move to boston or
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brockton and you would like to just be
 

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brockton and you would like to just be
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with other cancer survivors you are
 

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with other cancer survivors you are
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welcome to our programs
 

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welcome to our programs
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okay and like i said it doesn't matter
 

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okay and like i said it doesn't matter
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where you've been or how long ago it has
 

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where you've been or how long ago it has
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been our programs are open and 100
 

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been our programs are open and 100
free

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free
 

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free
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were<00:18:27.360><c> in</c> precoc

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were in precoc
 

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were in precoc
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at the hospital we always have food and
 

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at the hospital we always have food and
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we provide transportation
 

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we provide transportation
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home for people who needed that so we do
 

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home for people who needed that so we do
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a lot to help take care of our patients
 

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a lot to help take care of our patients
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boston medical center is great like that
 

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boston medical center is great like that
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and i wanted to make one one i think
 

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and i wanted to make one one i think
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last comment you saw that presentation
 

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last comment you saw that presentation
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on cancer it was from the cancer centers
 

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on cancer it was from the cancer centers
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of america which is a great institution
 

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of america which is a great institution
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but you are so fortunate to live in the
 

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but you are so fortunate to live in the
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boston area you're not going to get
 

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boston area you're not going to get
better<00:18:58.960><c> care</c>

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better care
 

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better care
anywhere

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anywhere
 

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anywhere
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you know the best hospitals and the best
 

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you know the best hospitals and the best
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medical care is in boston you know there
 

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medical care is in boston you know there
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you for the opportunity if you if
 

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you for the opportunity if you if
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anybody has any specific questions about
 

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anybody has any specific questions about
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our programs or just about cancer
 

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our programs or just about cancer
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treatment that i can answer you know
 

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treatment that i can answer you know
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feel free to approach me
 

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feel free to approach me
and

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and
 

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and
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thank you so much for those remarks um
 

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thank you so much for those remarks um
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before we begin
 

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before we begin
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i want to say
 

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i want to say
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bless the food right
 

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bless the food right
real<00:19:51.679><c> quick</c>

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real quick
 

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real quick
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i'd like to believe you said it's real
 

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i'd like to believe you said it's real
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quick so in revelation
 

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quick so in revelation
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chapter 7 verse 12.
 

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chapter 7 verse 12.
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it's the same amen blessing and glory
 

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it's the same amen blessing and glory
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and wisdom and thanksgiving and honor
 

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and wisdom and thanksgiving and honor
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every day i sit and ask myself
 

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every day i sit and ask myself
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how did love
 

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how did love
slip<00:20:24.240><c> away</c>

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slip away
 

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slip away
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something whispered in my ears and said
 

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something whispered in my ears and said
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that you are not alone
 

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that you are not alone
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i am here with you
 

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i am here with you
though

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though
 

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though
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you're far away
 

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you're far away
i<00:20:38.240><c> am</c><00:20:38.400><c> here</c><00:20:39.039><c> to</c><00:20:39.280><c> stay</c>

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i am here to stay
 

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i am here to stay
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but you are not alone
 

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but you are not alone
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i am here with you
 

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i am here with you
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though we're far apart
 

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though we're far apart
you're<00:20:46.960><c> always</c><00:20:47.440><c> in</c><00:20:47.600><c> my</c><00:20:47.919><c> heart</c>

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you're always in my heart
 

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you're always in my heart
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just the other night i thought i heard
 

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just the other night i thought i heard
you<00:20:56.159><c> cry</c>

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you cry
 

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you cry
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ask me to come and hold you in my arms i
 

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ask me to come and hold you in my arms i
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can hear your prayers
 

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can hear your prayers
your<00:21:04.000><c> burdens</c>

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your burdens
 

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your burdens
i<00:21:05.440><c> will</c><00:21:05.679><c> bear</c>

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i will bear
 

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i will bear
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but first i need your hand
 

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but first i need your hand
then<00:21:09.520><c> forever</c>

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then forever
 

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then forever
can<00:21:11.919><c> begin</c>

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can begin
 

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can begin
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every day i
 

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every day i
ask<00:21:15.600><c> myself</c>

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ask myself
 

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ask myself
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how does life and love slip away
 

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how does life and love slip away
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something whispers in my ear and said
 

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something whispers in my ear and said
that<00:21:23.440><c> you</c><00:21:23.679><c> are</c><00:21:23.760><c> not</c><00:21:24.000><c> alone</c>

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that you are not alone
 

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that you are not alone
i<00:21:25.440><c> am</c><00:21:25.600><c> here</c><00:21:26.159><c> with</c><00:21:26.480><c> you</c>

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i am here with you
 

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i am here with you
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though you're far away i am here to
 

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though you're far away i am here to
stay

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stay
 

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stay
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but you are not alone
 

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but you are not alone
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i'm here with you don't worry far apart
 

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i'm here with you don't worry far apart
you're<00:21:38.320><c> always</c><00:21:38.640><c> in</c><00:21:38.720><c> my</c><00:21:39.039><c> heart</c>

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you're always in my heart
 

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you're always in my heart
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wish for three words
 

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wish for three words
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you<00:21:45.760><c> know</c>

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you know
 

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you know
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i'll be there
 

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i'll be there
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i'll be there
 

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i'll be there
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those are some words that are really
 

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those are some words that are really
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[Applause]
 

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[Applause]
anymore

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uh team veronica cancer resource center
 

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uh team veronica cancer resource center
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and the boston medical
 

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and the boston medical
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uh cancer support group and all those
 

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uh cancer support group and all those
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other support systems that we have
 

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other support systems that we have
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being a huge family like renee has
 

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being a huge family like renee has
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been a small family like your favorite
 

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been a small family like your favorite
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brother or your favorite uncle or aunt
 

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brother or your favorite uncle or aunt
who's<00:22:44.559><c> always</c><00:22:44.799><c> there</c><00:22:45.039><c> for</c><00:22:45.280><c> you</c><00:22:45.679><c> or</c><00:22:45.840><c> your</c><00:22:46.000><c> best</c>

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who's always there for you or your best
 

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who's always there for you or your best
friend

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friend
 

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friend
that<00:22:47.919><c> is</c><00:22:48.080><c> that</c>

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that is that
 

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that is that
voice

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voice
 

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voice
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that i am here for you
 

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that i am here for you
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and though you're far away i'm here to
 

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and though you're far away i'm here to
say<00:22:55.600><c> that</c><00:22:56.000><c> you</c>

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say that you
 

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say that you
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are not alone so i think it offers some
 

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are not alone so i think it offers some
really<00:22:58.880><c> good</c>

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really good
 

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really good
assurance<00:23:00.480><c> and</c><00:23:00.880><c> reassurance</c>

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assurance and reassurance
 

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assurance and reassurance
that<00:23:02.400><c> this</c><00:23:02.640><c> is</c><00:23:02.799><c> a</c><00:23:02.960><c> um</c><00:23:03.520><c> not</c><00:23:03.679><c> a</c><00:23:03.840><c> simple</c><00:23:04.159><c> journey</c>

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that this is a um not a simple journey
 

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that this is a um not a simple journey
it's<00:23:04.880><c> not</c><00:23:05.120><c> a</c><00:23:05.200><c> solo</c><00:23:05.520><c> journey</c><00:23:05.840><c> because</c><00:23:06.000><c> we</c><00:23:06.159><c> do</c>

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it's not a solo journey because we do
 

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it's not a solo journey because we do
this

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this
 

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this
together

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together
 

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together
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and another the words this other one
 

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and another the words this other one
may<00:23:12.400><c> be</c><00:23:12.960><c> a</c><00:23:13.039><c> little</c><00:23:13.520><c> more</c><00:23:13.840><c> personal</c>

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may be a little more personal
 

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may be a little more personal
to<00:23:14.960><c> those</c><00:23:15.200><c> who</c><00:23:15.440><c> are</c>

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to those who are
 

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to those who are
surviving<00:23:16.720><c> when</c><00:23:16.880><c> you</c><00:23:16.960><c> have</c><00:23:17.120><c> a</c><00:23:17.200><c> story</c>

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surviving when you have a story
 

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surviving when you have a story
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like this is an old song too
 

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like this is an old song too
at<00:23:21.120><c> first</c><00:23:21.520><c> i</c><00:23:21.600><c> was</c><00:23:21.760><c> afraid</c>

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at first i was afraid
 

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at first i was afraid
i<00:23:22.880><c> was</c><00:23:23.120><c> petrified</c>

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i was petrified
 

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i was petrified
kept<00:23:25.039><c> thinking</c><00:23:25.440><c> i</c><00:23:25.600><c> could</c><00:23:25.840><c> never</c><00:23:26.080><c> live</c><00:23:26.240><c> without</c>

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kept thinking i could never live without
 

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kept thinking i could never live without
you<00:23:27.280><c> by</c><00:23:27.520><c> my</c><00:23:27.840><c> side</c>

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you by my side
 

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you by my side
but<00:23:29.120><c> then</c><00:23:29.360><c> i</c><00:23:29.440><c> spent</c><00:23:29.840><c> so</c><00:23:30.240><c> many</c><00:23:30.559><c> nights</c>

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but then i spent so many nights
 

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but then i spent so many nights
thinking<00:23:32.000><c> how</c><00:23:32.640><c> you</c><00:23:32.799><c> did</c><00:23:32.960><c> me</c><00:23:33.200><c> wrong</c>

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thinking how you did me wrong
 

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thinking how you did me wrong
and<00:23:35.440><c> i</c><00:23:35.600><c> grew</c><00:23:35.919><c> strong</c>

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and i grew strong
 

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and i grew strong
i<00:23:37.120><c> learned</c><00:23:37.440><c> how</c><00:23:37.600><c> to</c><00:23:37.679><c> get</c><00:23:37.919><c> along</c><00:23:38.400><c> and</c><00:23:38.640><c> so</c><00:23:38.799><c> you're</c>

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i learned how to get along and so you're
 

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i learned how to get along and so you're
back

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back
 

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back
from<00:23:40.080><c> outer</c><00:23:40.400><c> space</c>

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from outer space
 

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from outer space
i<00:23:41.600><c> just</c><00:23:41.840><c> wanted</c><00:23:42.240><c> to</c><00:23:42.559><c> find</c><00:23:42.960><c> you</c><00:23:43.120><c> here</c><00:23:43.760><c> with</c><00:23:43.919><c> that</c>

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i just wanted to find you here with that
 

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i just wanted to find you here with that
sad<00:23:44.720><c> look</c><00:23:44.960><c> upon</c><00:23:45.279><c> your</c><00:23:45.520><c> face</c><00:23:46.159><c> i</c><00:23:46.320><c> try</c><00:23:46.559><c> to</c><00:23:46.720><c> change</c>

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sad look upon your face i try to change
 

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sad look upon your face i try to change
us<00:23:47.279><c> to</c><00:23:47.440><c> the</c><00:23:47.600><c> light</c><00:23:48.000><c> i</c><00:23:48.240><c> should</c><00:23:48.400><c> have</c><00:23:48.559><c> made</c><00:23:49.279><c> your</c>

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us to the light i should have made your
 

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us to the light i should have made your
key<00:23:50.159><c> but</c><00:23:50.400><c> for</c><00:23:50.880><c> just</c><00:23:51.200><c> one</c><00:23:51.440><c> second</c><00:23:52.080><c> you'll</c><00:23:52.320><c> be</c>

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key but for just one second you'll be
 

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key but for just one second you'll be
back<00:23:52.880><c> to</c><00:23:53.120><c> bother</c><00:23:53.440><c> me</c><00:23:54.000><c> so</c><00:23:54.240><c> now</c><00:23:54.400><c> i'm</c><00:23:54.640><c> gone</c>

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back to bother me so now i'm gone
 

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back to bother me so now i'm gone
tell<00:23:56.400><c> him</c><00:23:56.640><c> to</c><00:23:56.880><c> go</c>

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tell him to go
 

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tell him to go
get

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get
 

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get
guilty

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guilty
 

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guilty
okay<00:24:00.559><c> get</c>

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okay get
 

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okay get
uh<00:24:01.840><c> walk</c><00:24:02.080><c> out</c><00:24:02.320><c> the</c><00:24:02.400><c> door</c><00:24:02.880><c> just</c><00:24:03.120><c> turn</c><00:24:03.360><c> around</c>

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uh walk out the door just turn around
 

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uh walk out the door just turn around
you're<00:24:04.080><c> not</c><00:24:04.240><c> welcome</c><00:24:04.640><c> anymore</c><00:24:05.360><c> that's</c><00:24:05.600><c> what</c>

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you're not welcome anymore that's what
 

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you're not welcome anymore that's what
you<00:24:05.840><c> have</c><00:24:05.919><c> to</c><00:24:06.080><c> talk</c><00:24:06.320><c> to</c>

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you have to talk to
 

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you have to talk to
like<00:24:07.360><c> you</c><00:24:07.440><c> know</c><00:24:07.520><c> this</c><00:24:07.760><c> is</c><00:24:07.919><c> spirit</c>

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like you know this is spirit
 

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like you know this is spirit
you're<00:24:09.039><c> not</c><00:24:09.200><c> welcome</c><00:24:09.600><c> anymore</c>

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you're not welcome anymore
 

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you're not welcome anymore
just<00:24:11.919><c> turn</c><00:24:12.159><c> around</c>

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just turn around
 

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just turn around
you<00:24:13.840><c> know</c>

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you know
 

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you know
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so that's those are the words you have
 

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so that's those are the words you have
to<00:24:16.480><c> kind</c><00:24:16.640><c> of</c><00:24:16.880><c> talk</c>

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[Music]

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[Music]
 

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[Music]
thomas<00:24:27.039><c> is</c><00:24:27.120><c> back</c><00:24:27.440><c> thank</c><00:24:27.600><c> you</c><00:24:27.760><c> so</c><00:24:27.919><c> much</c><00:24:28.080><c> thomas</c>

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thomas is back thank you so much thomas
 

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thomas is back thank you so much thomas
thomas<00:24:28.799><c> is</c><00:24:28.960><c> with</c>

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and<00:24:31.360><c> doing</c><00:24:31.600><c> a</c> uh<00:24:32.080><c> great</c><00:24:32.320><c> job</c><00:24:32.640><c> of</c><00:24:32.960><c> covering</c>

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and doing a uh great job of covering
 

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and doing a uh great job of covering
this<00:24:34.000><c> and</c><00:24:34.159><c> we're</c><00:24:34.400><c> honored</c><00:24:34.799><c> and</c><00:24:35.360><c> uh</c><00:24:35.760><c> grateful</c>

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this and we're honored and uh grateful
 

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this and we're honored and uh grateful
because<00:24:37.120><c> uh</c><00:24:37.440><c> this</c><00:24:37.600><c> is</c><00:24:37.760><c> an</c><00:24:37.919><c> opportunity</c><00:24:38.559><c> for</c>

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because uh this is an opportunity for
 

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because uh this is an opportunity for
the<00:24:39.120><c> community</c><00:24:39.520><c> to</c><00:24:39.760><c> know</c><00:24:40.000><c> what</c><00:24:40.159><c> we're</c><00:24:40.320><c> doing</c>

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the community to know what we're doing
 

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the community to know what we're doing
and<00:24:41.200><c> to</c><00:24:41.440><c> hear</c><00:24:41.679><c> your</c><00:24:41.840><c> stories</c>

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and to hear your stories
 

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and to hear your stories
that's<00:24:43.440><c> the</c><00:24:43.679><c> goal</c><00:24:44.320><c> so</c><00:24:44.480><c> we</c><00:24:44.640><c> can</c><00:24:44.880><c> learn</c><00:24:45.200><c> and</c><00:24:45.360><c> live</c>

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that's the goal so we can learn and live
 

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that's the goal so we can learn and live
and<00:24:45.840><c> grow</c><00:24:46.240><c> and</c><00:24:46.480><c> be</c><00:24:46.640><c> supported</c><00:24:47.200><c> and</c><00:24:47.279><c> encouraged</c>

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and grow and be supported and encouraged
 

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and grow and be supported and encouraged
by<00:24:48.799><c> each</c><00:24:48.960><c> other</c><00:24:49.679><c> without</c><00:24:50.080><c> further</c><00:24:50.480><c> ado</c><00:24:50.720><c> i'm</c>

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by each other without further ado i'm
 

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by each other without further ado i'm
going<00:24:50.880><c> to</c><00:24:50.960><c> bring</c><00:24:51.200><c> out</c><00:24:51.600><c> mr</c><00:24:52.159><c> allen</c><00:24:52.640><c> jacobson</c><00:24:53.279><c> he</c>

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going to bring out mr allen jacobson he
 

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going to bring out mr allen jacobson he
has<00:24:53.679><c> a</c>

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has a
 

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has a
story

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story
 

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story
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about his experience along the journey
 

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about his experience along the journey
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on the topic of cancers and we're going
 

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on the topic of cancers and we're going
to<00:25:00.960><c> ask</c><00:25:01.200><c> you</c>

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to ask you
 

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to ask you
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each of you to kind of
 

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each of you to kind of
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keep your remarks on your speeches
 

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keep your remarks on your speeches
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between five to ten minutes and if we
 

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between five to ten minutes and if we
have<00:25:08.240><c> more</c><00:25:08.480><c> time</c><00:25:08.720><c> we'll</c><00:25:09.039><c> call</c><00:25:09.200><c> you</c><00:25:09.360><c> back</c><00:25:09.679><c> up</c>

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have more time we'll call you back up
 

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have more time we'll call you back up
because<00:25:10.320><c> again</c>

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[Applause]

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[Applause]
 

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[Applause]
thank<00:25:16.880><c> you</c><00:25:17.039><c> james</c><00:25:17.360><c> how</c><00:25:17.440><c> about</c><00:25:17.600><c> a</c><00:25:17.679><c> round</c><00:25:17.840><c> of</c>

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thank you james how about a round of
 

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thank you james how about a round of
applause<00:25:18.720><c> for</c><00:25:18.960><c> james</c>

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applause for james
 

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applause for james
and

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i<00:25:24.880><c> said</c><00:25:25.120><c> james</c><00:25:25.520><c> is</c><00:25:25.600><c> the</c><00:25:25.679><c> board</c><00:25:26.000><c> helping</c><00:25:26.240><c> you</c>

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i said james is the board helping you
 

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i said james is the board helping you
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with all this he said he had to go too
 

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with all this he said he had to go too
fast

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fast
 

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fast
he<00:25:29.840><c> didn't</c><00:25:30.000><c> want</c><00:25:30.159><c> him</c><00:25:30.320><c> to</c><00:25:30.400><c> hold</c><00:25:30.640><c> him</c><00:25:30.799><c> back</c><00:25:31.440><c> so</c>

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he didn't want him to hold him back so
 

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he didn't want him to hold him back so
so

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so
 

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so
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i'm<00:25:39.200><c> good</c><00:25:39.440><c> i'm</c><00:25:39.600><c> good</c>

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i'm good i'm good
 

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i'm good i'm good
no<00:25:40.799><c> i</c><00:25:41.039><c> um</c>

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no i um
 

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no i um
so<00:25:42.559><c> james</c><00:25:42.880><c> gave</c><00:25:43.039><c> me</c><00:25:43.120><c> a</c><00:25:43.200><c> list</c><00:25:43.440><c> of</c><00:25:43.840><c> topics</c>

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so james gave me a list of topics
 

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so james gave me a list of topics
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and he said i should talk for about 45
 

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and he said i should talk for about 45
45<00:25:48.159><c> minutes</c>

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45 minutes
 

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45 minutes
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but i'll keep it down to six
 

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but i'll keep it down to six
so<00:25:52.559><c> my</c><00:25:52.720><c> name</c><00:25:52.880><c> is</c><00:25:53.039><c> alan</c><00:25:53.360><c> jacobson</c><00:25:53.919><c> i'm</c>

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so my name is alan jacobson i'm
 

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so my name is alan jacobson i'm
semi-retired<00:25:55.120><c> i</c><00:25:55.600><c> teach</c><00:25:55.919><c> mindfulness</c><00:25:56.559><c> online</c>

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semi-retired i teach mindfulness online
 

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semi-retired i teach mindfulness online
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to an organization down in taunton
 

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to an organization down in taunton
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and in january i'll start teaching my
 

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and in january i'll start teaching my
fungus<00:26:03.840><c> to</c><00:26:03.919><c> children</c><00:26:04.320><c> in</c><00:26:04.400><c> the</c><00:26:04.480><c> boston</c><00:26:04.880><c> public</c>

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fungus to children in the boston public
 

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fungus to children in the boston public
schools

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schools
 

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schools
i'm<00:26:06.720><c> 68</c><00:26:07.360><c> years</c><00:26:07.679><c> old</c><00:26:08.400><c> and</c><00:26:09.279><c> been</c><00:26:09.440><c> in</c><00:26:09.520><c> good</c><00:26:09.679><c> health</c>

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i'm 68 years old and been in good health
 

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i'm 68 years old and been in good health
all<00:26:10.080><c> my</c><00:26:10.240><c> life</c><00:26:10.640><c> but</c>

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all my life but
 

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all my life but
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about a year and a half ago uh june of
 

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about a year and a half ago uh june of
2020

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2020
 

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2020
i<00:26:15.679><c> went</c><00:26:15.919><c> in</c><00:26:16.000><c> for</c><00:26:16.159><c> a</c><00:26:16.720><c> regular</c><00:26:17.120><c> colonoscopy</c><00:26:18.240><c> and</c>

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i went in for a regular colonoscopy and
 

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i went in for a regular colonoscopy and
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the doctor told me she found something
 

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the doctor told me she found something
it<00:26:22.559><c> was</c><00:26:22.840><c> uh</c><00:26:24.240><c> it</c><00:26:24.320><c> was</c><00:26:24.559><c> embedded</c>

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it was uh it was embedded
 

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it was uh it was embedded
uh<00:26:26.400><c> polyps</c>

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uh polyps
 

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uh polyps
in<00:26:27.679><c> my</c><00:26:27.840><c> colon</c>

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in my colon
 

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in my colon
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and she said she thinks she removed it
 

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and she said she thinks she removed it
all<00:26:30.640><c> but</c><00:26:30.799><c> she</c><00:26:30.960><c> wasn't</c><00:26:31.279><c> sure</c>

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all but she wasn't sure
 

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all but she wasn't sure
and

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and
 

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and
so<00:26:34.080><c> i</c><00:26:34.159><c> said</c><00:26:34.400><c> okay</c><00:26:34.720><c> but</c><00:26:35.360><c> she</c><00:26:35.520><c> was</c><00:26:35.679><c> going</c><00:26:35.760><c> to</c><00:26:35.840><c> have</c>

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so i said okay but she was going to have
 

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so i said okay but she was going to have
a<00:26:36.240><c> biopsy</c><00:26:36.840><c> done</c><00:26:37.919><c> and</c><00:26:38.240><c> so</c><00:26:38.400><c> i'm</c><00:26:38.480><c> like</c>

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a biopsy done and so i'm like
 

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a biopsy done and so i'm like
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it was a little unnerving not to know
 

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it was a little unnerving not to know
what<00:26:42.320><c> was</c><00:26:42.559><c> there</c><00:26:43.200><c> so</c><00:26:43.440><c> they</c><00:26:43.600><c> did</c><00:26:43.760><c> the</c><00:26:43.840><c> biopsy</c>

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what was there so they did the biopsy
 

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what was there so they did the biopsy
and<00:26:45.039><c> three</c><00:26:45.200><c> days</c><00:26:45.440><c> later</c><00:26:45.679><c> she</c><00:26:45.840><c> said</c><00:26:46.080><c> it</c><00:26:46.159><c> was</c>

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and three days later she said it was
 

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and three days later she said it was
cancerous

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cancerous
 

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cancerous
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and i found out that from a doctor at
 

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and i found out that from a doctor at
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beth israel because they sent me to beth
 

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beth israel because they sent me to beth
israel<00:26:52.480><c> for</c><00:26:52.720><c> follow-up</c>

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israel for follow-up
 

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israel for follow-up
uh<00:26:54.400><c> the</c><00:26:54.720><c> chief</c><00:26:54.960><c> of</c><00:26:55.039><c> surgery</c><00:26:55.520><c> said</c><00:26:55.919><c> only</c><00:26:56.240><c> ten</c>

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uh the chief of surgery said only ten
 

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uh the chief of surgery said only ten
percent

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percent
 

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percent
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of all his patients
 

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of all his patients
are<00:26:59.840><c> diagnosed</c><00:27:00.400><c> at</c><00:27:00.559><c> stage</c><00:27:00.960><c> one</c><00:27:01.440><c> so</c><00:27:01.600><c> that</c><00:27:01.760><c> was</c><00:27:01.919><c> a</c>

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are diagnosed at stage one so that was a
 

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are diagnosed at stage one so that was a
blessing<00:27:02.400><c> for</c><00:27:02.559><c> me</c>

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blessing for me
 

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blessing for me
that<00:27:03.520><c> i</c><00:27:03.760><c> went</c><00:27:04.080><c> in</c><00:27:04.480><c> and</c><00:27:04.640><c> i</c><00:27:04.720><c> listened</c><00:27:04.960><c> to</c><00:27:05.120><c> my</c>

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that i went in and i listened to my
 

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that i went in and i listened to my
doctor<00:27:06.240><c> and</c><00:27:06.799><c> to</c><00:27:07.039><c> go</c><00:27:07.279><c> in</c><00:27:07.840><c> to</c><00:27:08.000><c> have</c><00:27:08.320><c> all</c><00:27:08.480><c> the</c>

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doctor and to go in to have all the
 

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doctor and to go in to have all the
preventative<00:27:09.360><c> stuff</c><00:27:09.679><c> done</c><00:27:10.320><c> so</c><00:27:10.480><c> if</c><00:27:10.559><c> you're</c><00:27:10.720><c> a</c>

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preventative stuff done so if you're a
 

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preventative stuff done so if you're a
woman

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woman
 

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woman
you're<00:27:12.000><c> supposed</c><00:27:12.159><c> to</c><00:27:12.240><c> have</c><00:27:12.400><c> a</c><00:27:12.480><c> mammogram</c>

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you're supposed to have a mammogram
 

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you're supposed to have a mammogram
every<00:27:13.520><c> so</c><00:27:13.760><c> often</c><00:27:14.159><c> it's</c><00:27:14.320><c> every</c><00:27:14.559><c> year</c><00:27:14.720><c> or</c><00:27:14.880><c> two</c>

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every so often it's every year or two
 

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every so often it's every year or two
do<00:27:16.240><c> it</c>

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do it
 

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do it
if<00:27:17.440><c> there's</c><00:27:17.679><c> any</c>

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if there's any
 

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if there's any
exams<00:27:19.039><c> that</c><00:27:19.120><c> are</c><00:27:19.279><c> uncomfortable</c><00:27:19.919><c> or</c>

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exams that are uncomfortable or
 

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exams that are uncomfortable or
embarrassing

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embarrassing
 

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embarrassing
do<00:27:22.559><c> it</c><00:27:22.720><c> get</c><00:27:22.960><c> past</c><00:27:23.279><c> it</c><00:27:23.760><c> so</c><00:27:24.080><c> you</c><00:27:24.159><c> can</c><00:27:24.640><c> you</c><00:27:24.799><c> can</c>

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do it get past it so you can you can
 

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do it get past it so you can you can
find<00:27:25.200><c> out</c><00:27:25.279><c> if</c><00:27:25.440><c> there</c><00:27:25.600><c> is</c><00:27:25.679><c> a</c><00:27:25.840><c> problem</c>

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lifestyle

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lifestyle
 

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lifestyle
i<00:27:32.559><c> haven't</c><00:27:32.960><c> eaten</c><00:27:33.279><c> red</c><00:27:33.520><c> meat</c><00:27:33.760><c> in</c><00:27:34.159><c> 29</c><00:27:34.640><c> years</c><00:27:35.360><c> i</c>

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i haven't eaten red meat in 29 years i
 

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i haven't eaten red meat in 29 years i
haven't<00:27:35.679><c> had</c><00:27:35.840><c> a</c><00:27:35.919><c> doughnut</c><00:27:36.320><c> in</c><00:27:36.480><c> 30</c><00:27:36.720><c> years</c>

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haven't had a doughnut in 30 years
 

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haven't had a doughnut in 30 years
that<00:27:37.919><c> didn't</c><00:27:38.159><c> stop</c><00:27:38.320><c> me</c><00:27:38.480><c> from</c><00:27:38.640><c> getting</c><00:27:38.880><c> cancer</c>

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that didn't stop me from getting cancer
 

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that didn't stop me from getting cancer
i<00:27:40.559><c> exercise</c><00:27:41.120><c> regularly</c>

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i exercise regularly
 

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i exercise regularly
i<00:27:43.440><c> try</c><00:27:43.679><c> to</c><00:27:43.760><c> be</c><00:27:43.919><c> positive</c>

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so<00:27:47.440><c> i</c><00:27:47.520><c> think</c><00:27:47.600><c> i</c><00:27:47.679><c> do</c><00:27:47.919><c> all</c><00:27:48.000><c> the</c><00:27:48.080><c> things</c><00:27:48.320><c> right</c><00:27:48.480><c> but</c>

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so i think i do all the things right but
 

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so i think i do all the things right but
i<00:27:48.720><c> still</c><00:27:48.960><c> got</c><00:27:49.120><c> cancer</c><00:27:49.919><c> my</c><00:27:50.080><c> father</c><00:27:50.320><c> had</c><00:27:50.559><c> cancer</c>

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i still got cancer my father had cancer
 

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i still got cancer my father had cancer
he<00:27:51.120><c> had</c><00:27:51.279><c> eight</c><00:27:51.520><c> inches</c><00:27:51.760><c> of</c><00:27:51.840><c> his</c><00:27:52.000><c> large</c><00:27:52.320><c> colon</c>

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he had eight inches of his large colon
 

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he had eight inches of his large colon
removed

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removed
 

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removed
uh<00:27:54.240><c> when</c><00:27:54.399><c> he</c><00:27:54.559><c> was</c><00:27:54.799><c> in</c><00:27:54.880><c> his</c><00:27:55.120><c> 60s</c><00:27:55.520><c> about</c><00:27:55.679><c> my</c><00:27:55.919><c> age</c>

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uh when he was in his 60s about my age
 

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uh when he was in his 60s about my age
probably

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probably
 

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probably
and<00:27:57.760><c> he</c><00:27:57.919><c> survived</c><00:27:58.399><c> he</c><00:27:58.559><c> never</c><00:27:58.880><c> came</c><00:27:59.120><c> back</c><00:27:59.840><c> so</c>

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and he survived he never came back so
 

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and he survived he never came back so
there's<00:28:00.640><c> a</c><00:28:00.720><c> genetic</c><00:28:01.120><c> component</c><00:28:01.520><c> for</c><00:28:01.679><c> sure</c>

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the<00:28:05.520><c> support</c><00:28:05.919><c> system</c><00:28:06.320><c> is</c>

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the support system is
 

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the support system is
tanya<00:28:07.760><c> who's</c><00:28:08.000><c> at</c><00:28:08.080><c> the</c><00:28:08.240><c> table</c><00:28:08.480><c> with</c><00:28:08.640><c> me</c><00:28:08.880><c> my</c>

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tanya who's at the table with me my
 

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tanya who's at the table with me my
fiance

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fiance
 

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fiance
my<00:28:10.640><c> brother</c>

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my brother
 

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my brother
friends

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james<00:28:17.279><c> has</c><00:28:17.520><c> spent</c><00:28:18.080><c> uh</c>

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james has spent uh
 

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james has spent uh
time<00:28:19.520><c> with</c><00:28:19.679><c> me</c><00:28:19.840><c> praying</c>

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time with me praying
 

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time with me praying
and<00:28:21.360><c> looking</c><00:28:21.760><c> looking</c><00:28:22.240><c> for</c><00:28:22.399><c> the</c><00:28:22.559><c> positive</c>

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and looking looking for the positive
 

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and looking looking for the positive
and<00:28:24.399><c> i</c><00:28:24.559><c> re</c><00:28:24.799><c> you</c><00:28:24.960><c> remember</c><00:28:25.440><c> all</c><00:28:25.600><c> these</c><00:28:25.840><c> things</c>

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and i re you remember all these things
 

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and i re you remember all these things
that<00:28:26.320><c> people</c><00:28:26.559><c> have</c><00:28:26.720><c> done</c><00:28:27.039><c> and</c><00:28:27.200><c> it</c><00:28:27.279><c> stays</c><00:28:27.679><c> with</c>

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that people have done and it stays with
 

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that people have done and it stays with
you

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so<00:28:31.840><c> when</c><00:28:32.000><c> i</c><00:28:32.080><c> found</c><00:28:32.399><c> they</c><00:28:32.720><c> told</c><00:28:32.960><c> me</c><00:28:33.039><c> i</c><00:28:33.120><c> had</c>

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so when i found they told me i had
 

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so when i found they told me i had
cancer

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cancer
 

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cancer
suggestion<00:28:34.960><c> was</c><00:28:35.520><c> let</c><00:28:35.760><c> my</c><00:28:35.919><c> brother</c><00:28:36.240><c> know</c><00:28:36.559><c> who's</c>

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suggestion was let my brother know who's
 

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suggestion was let my brother know who's
65<00:28:37.919><c> that</c><00:28:38.080><c> he</c><00:28:38.240><c> should</c><00:28:38.399><c> have</c><00:28:38.640><c> his</c>

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65 that he should have his
 

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65 that he should have his
colonoscopy<00:28:40.640><c> more</c><00:28:40.880><c> frequently</c><00:28:41.440><c> every</c><00:28:41.679><c> five</c>

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colonoscopy more frequently every five
 

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colonoscopy more frequently every five
years<00:28:42.080><c> instead</c><00:28:42.320><c> of</c><00:28:42.480><c> every</c><00:28:42.840><c> 10</c><00:28:43.919><c> and</c><00:28:44.080><c> my</c><00:28:44.320><c> son</c>

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years instead of every 10 and my son
 

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years instead of every 10 and my son
should<00:28:44.799><c> have</c><00:28:45.039><c> them</c><00:28:45.440><c> starting</c><00:28:45.840><c> at</c><00:28:46.000><c> age</c><00:28:46.240><c> 40</c>

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should have them starting at age 40
 

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should have them starting at age 40
instead<00:28:46.799><c> of</c><00:28:46.960><c> age</c><00:28:47.200><c> 50.</c>

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instead of age 50.
 

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instead of age 50.
one<00:28:49.279><c> of</c><00:28:49.360><c> the</c><00:28:49.440><c> things</c><00:28:49.760><c> i've</c><00:28:49.919><c> noticed</c><00:28:50.320><c> over</c><00:28:50.480><c> the</c>

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one of the things i've noticed over the
 

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one of the things i've noticed over the
years<00:28:50.960><c> is</c>

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years is
 

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years is
you<00:28:51.919><c> know</c><00:28:52.000><c> there</c><00:28:52.159><c> used</c><00:28:52.240><c> to</c><00:28:52.320><c> be</c><00:28:52.480><c> t-shirts</c><00:28:52.960><c> that</c>

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you know there used to be t-shirts that
 

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you know there used to be t-shirts that
said<00:28:53.840><c> fight</c><00:28:54.159><c> cancer</c><00:28:55.039><c> you</c><00:28:55.120><c> know</c><00:28:55.279><c> law</c><00:28:55.440><c> of</c>

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said fight cancer you know law of
 

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said fight cancer you know law of
attraction<00:28:56.000><c> that's</c><00:28:56.240><c> just</c><00:28:56.480><c> going</c><00:28:56.559><c> to</c><00:28:56.640><c> make</c>

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attraction that's just going to make
 

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attraction that's just going to make
cancer<00:28:57.200><c> that</c><00:28:57.360><c> much</c><00:28:57.520><c> more</c><00:28:57.760><c> powerful</c>

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cancer that much more powerful
 

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cancer that much more powerful
by<00:28:59.200><c> certain</c><00:28:59.840><c> schools</c><00:29:00.240><c> of</c><00:29:00.320><c> thought</c><00:29:01.120><c> than</c><00:29:01.360><c> it</c>

00:29:01.430 --> 00:29:01.440 align:start position:0%
by certain schools of thought than it
 

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by certain schools of thought than it
was<00:29:01.840><c> cure</c><00:29:02.159><c> cancer</c><00:29:03.039><c> which</c><00:29:03.279><c> i</c><00:29:03.360><c> think</c><00:29:03.600><c> is</c><00:29:03.760><c> key</c><00:29:04.480><c> but</c>

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was cure cancer which i think is key but
 

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was cure cancer which i think is key but
the<00:29:04.799><c> bottom</c><00:29:05.120><c> line</c><00:29:05.360><c> is</c><00:29:06.000><c> my</c><00:29:06.399><c> my</c><00:29:06.559><c> thought</c><00:29:06.799><c> is</c><00:29:07.200><c> and</c>

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the bottom line is my my thought is and
 

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the bottom line is my my thought is and
a<00:29:07.440><c> lot</c><00:29:07.600><c> of</c><00:29:07.760><c> people</c><00:29:08.000><c> are</c><00:29:08.080><c> thinking</c><00:29:08.799><c> prevent</c>

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a lot of people are thinking prevent
 

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a lot of people are thinking prevent
cancer<00:29:10.159><c> you</c><00:29:10.240><c> know</c><00:29:10.799><c> diet</c><00:29:11.360><c> nutrition</c>

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cancer you know diet nutrition
 

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cancer you know diet nutrition
exercise<00:29:13.200><c> positive</c><00:29:13.600><c> mental</c><00:29:13.919><c> attitude</c>

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exercise positive mental attitude
 

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exercise positive mental attitude
my<00:29:16.399><c> wife</c>

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my wife
 

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my wife
died<00:29:17.600><c> in</c><00:29:17.760><c> 2005</c><00:29:18.799><c> from</c><00:29:19.279><c> stage</c><00:29:19.600><c> four</c><00:29:19.760><c> lung</c><00:29:20.000><c> cancer</c>

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died in 2005 from stage four lung cancer
 

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died in 2005 from stage four lung cancer
never<00:29:21.200><c> smoked</c><00:29:21.440><c> a</c><00:29:21.520><c> cigarette</c><00:29:21.919><c> in</c><00:29:22.080><c> her</c><00:29:22.159><c> life</c><00:29:22.720><c> but</c>

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never smoked a cigarette in her life but
 

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never smoked a cigarette in her life but
she<00:29:23.039><c> was</c><00:29:23.279><c> in</c><00:29:23.360><c> an</c><00:29:23.520><c> environment</c><00:29:24.000><c> with</c><00:29:24.240><c> other</c>

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she was in an environment with other
 

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she was in an environment with other
police<00:29:24.720><c> officers</c><00:29:25.360><c> in</c><00:29:25.440><c> the</c><00:29:25.520><c> closed</c><00:29:25.919><c> room</c><00:29:26.720><c> for</c>

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police officers in the closed room for
 

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police officers in the closed room for
seven<00:29:27.200><c> years</c><00:29:27.919><c> so</c><00:29:28.159><c> secondhand</c><00:29:28.720><c> smoke</c><00:29:29.039><c> might</c>

00:29:29.269 --> 00:29:29.279 align:start position:0%
seven years so secondhand smoke might
 

00:29:29.279 --> 00:29:31.269 align:start position:0%
seven years so secondhand smoke might
have<00:29:30.000><c> impacted</c><00:29:30.399><c> that</c>

00:29:31.269 --> 00:29:31.279 align:start position:0%
have impacted that
 

00:29:31.279 --> 00:29:33.590 align:start position:0%
have impacted that
she<00:29:31.440><c> did</c><00:29:31.600><c> have</c><00:29:31.840><c> some</c><00:29:32.080><c> symptoms</c>

00:29:33.590 --> 00:29:33.600 align:start position:0%
she did have some symptoms
 

00:29:33.600 --> 00:29:35.909 align:start position:0%
she did have some symptoms
but<00:29:33.840><c> they</c><00:29:34.000><c> reminded</c><00:29:34.480><c> her</c><00:29:35.120><c> it</c><00:29:35.200><c> was</c><00:29:35.360><c> similar</c><00:29:35.679><c> to</c>

00:29:35.909 --> 00:29:35.919 align:start position:0%
but they reminded her it was similar to
 

00:29:35.919 --> 00:29:38.549 align:start position:0%
but they reminded her it was similar to
a<00:29:36.000><c> frozen</c><00:29:36.399><c> shoulder</c><00:29:36.720><c> syndrome</c>

00:29:38.549 --> 00:29:38.559 align:start position:0%
a frozen shoulder syndrome
 

00:29:38.559 --> 00:29:40.549 align:start position:0%
a frozen shoulder syndrome
and<00:29:38.799><c> the</c><00:29:39.440><c> physical</c><00:29:39.840><c> therapy</c><00:29:40.159><c> for</c><00:29:40.320><c> that</c><00:29:40.399><c> was</c>

00:29:40.549 --> 00:29:40.559 align:start position:0%
and the physical therapy for that was
 

00:29:40.559 --> 00:29:42.549 align:start position:0%
and the physical therapy for that was
very<00:29:40.799><c> painful</c><00:29:41.200><c> so</c><00:29:41.360><c> she</c><00:29:41.520><c> ignored</c><00:29:41.919><c> it</c><00:29:42.320><c> thinking</c>

00:29:42.549 --> 00:29:42.559 align:start position:0%
very painful so she ignored it thinking
 

00:29:42.559 --> 00:29:43.909 align:start position:0%
very painful so she ignored it thinking
it<00:29:42.640><c> would</c><00:29:42.720><c> go</c><00:29:42.880><c> away</c>

00:29:43.909 --> 00:29:43.919 align:start position:0%
it would go away
 

00:29:43.919 --> 00:29:46.070 align:start position:0%
it would go away
but<00:29:44.080><c> it</c><00:29:44.159><c> was</c><00:29:44.399><c> actually</c><00:29:44.799><c> a</c>

00:29:46.070 --> 00:29:46.080 align:start position:0%
but it was actually a
 

00:29:46.080 --> 00:29:48.389 align:start position:0%
but it was actually a
tumor<00:29:46.320><c> in</c><00:29:46.480><c> a</c><00:29:46.559><c> cervical</c><00:29:47.039><c> vertebrae</c><00:29:48.080><c> putting</c>

00:29:48.389 --> 00:29:48.399 align:start position:0%
tumor in a cervical vertebrae putting
 

00:29:48.399 --> 00:29:50.870 align:start position:0%
tumor in a cervical vertebrae putting
pressure<00:29:48.720><c> on</c><00:29:48.880><c> her</c><00:29:49.120><c> nerves</c><00:29:49.919><c> so</c><00:29:50.559><c> if</c><00:29:50.720><c> she</c>

00:29:50.870 --> 00:29:50.880 align:start position:0%
pressure on her nerves so if she
 

00:29:50.880 --> 00:29:52.710 align:start position:0%
pressure on her nerves so if she
responded<00:29:51.440><c> quicker</c><00:29:52.000><c> they</c><00:29:52.159><c> might</c><00:29:52.399><c> have</c><00:29:52.480><c> caught</c>

00:29:52.710 --> 00:29:52.720 align:start position:0%
responded quicker they might have caught
 

00:29:52.720 --> 00:29:54.870 align:start position:0%
responded quicker they might have caught
it<00:29:52.960><c> sooner</c><00:29:53.760><c> and</c>

00:29:54.870 --> 00:29:54.880 align:start position:0%
it sooner and
 

00:29:54.880 --> 00:29:56.710 align:start position:0%
it sooner and
we<00:29:55.120><c> don't</c><00:29:55.279><c> know</c><00:29:55.440><c> what</c><00:29:55.600><c> would</c><00:29:55.760><c> have</c><00:29:55.840><c> happened</c>

00:29:56.710 --> 00:29:56.720 align:start position:0%
we don't know what would have happened
 

00:29:56.720 --> 00:29:58.470 align:start position:0%
we don't know what would have happened
she<00:29:56.880><c> might</c><00:29:57.200><c> she</c><00:29:57.360><c> might</c><00:29:57.520><c> have</c><00:29:57.679><c> lasted</c><00:29:58.159><c> lived</c><00:29:58.399><c> a</c>

00:29:58.470 --> 00:29:58.480 align:start position:0%
she might she might have lasted lived a
 

00:29:58.480 --> 00:29:59.909 align:start position:0%
she might she might have lasted lived a
lot<00:29:58.640><c> longer</c><00:29:58.960><c> but</c><00:29:59.039><c> she</c><00:29:59.200><c> lived</c><00:29:59.360><c> two</c><00:29:59.520><c> and</c><00:29:59.600><c> a</c><00:29:59.679><c> half</c>

00:29:59.909 --> 00:29:59.919 align:start position:0%
lot longer but she lived two and a half
 

00:29:59.919 --> 00:30:00.789 align:start position:0%
lot longer but she lived two and a half
years

00:30:00.789 --> 00:30:00.799 align:start position:0%
years
 

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years
with<00:30:01.039><c> chemo</c><00:30:01.440><c> and</c><00:30:01.600><c> radiation</c><00:30:02.320><c> and</c><00:30:02.480><c> i</c><00:30:02.559><c> went</c><00:30:02.720><c> to</c>

00:30:02.950 --> 00:30:02.960 align:start position:0%
with chemo and radiation and i went to
 

00:30:02.960 --> 00:30:04.230 align:start position:0%
with chemo and radiation and i went to
pretty<00:30:03.200><c> much</c><00:30:03.440><c> every</c>

00:30:04.230 --> 00:30:04.240 align:start position:0%
pretty much every
 

00:30:04.240 --> 00:30:05.909 align:start position:0%
pretty much every
session<00:30:04.559><c> with</c><00:30:04.720><c> her</c>

00:30:05.909 --> 00:30:05.919 align:start position:0%
session with her
 

00:30:05.919 --> 00:30:08.789 align:start position:0%
session with her
to<00:30:06.080><c> keep</c><00:30:06.320><c> her</c><00:30:06.480><c> going</c><00:30:06.880><c> and</c><00:30:07.520><c> she</c><00:30:07.679><c> was</c><00:30:08.080><c> powerful</c>

00:30:08.789 --> 00:30:08.799 align:start position:0%
to keep her going and she was powerful
 

00:30:08.799 --> 00:30:12.549 align:start position:0%
to keep her going and she was powerful
lady<00:30:09.200><c> very</c><00:30:09.520><c> strong</c>

00:30:12.549 --> 00:30:12.559 align:start position:0%
 
 

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but<00:30:12.720><c> since</c><00:30:13.360><c> june</c><00:30:13.919><c> 2020</c>

00:30:15.269 --> 00:30:15.279 align:start position:0%
but since june 2020
 

00:30:15.279 --> 00:30:18.549 align:start position:0%
but since june 2020
i'm<00:30:15.440><c> a</c><00:30:15.520><c> veteran</c><00:30:15.919><c> i'm</c><00:30:16.000><c> a</c><00:30:16.080><c> navy</c><00:30:16.399><c> veteran</c>

00:30:18.549 --> 00:30:18.559 align:start position:0%
i'm a veteran i'm a navy veteran
 

00:30:18.559 --> 00:30:22.149 align:start position:0%
i'm a veteran i'm a navy veteran
so<00:30:18.720><c> i</c><00:30:18.799><c> go</c><00:30:18.960><c> to</c><00:30:19.039><c> the</c><00:30:19.200><c> va</c><00:30:19.600><c> for</c><00:30:19.760><c> my</c><00:30:20.399><c> my</c><00:30:20.640><c> health</c><00:30:20.880><c> care</c>

00:30:22.149 --> 00:30:22.159 align:start position:0%
so i go to the va for my my health care
 

00:30:22.159 --> 00:30:24.710 align:start position:0%
so i go to the va for my my health care
i've<00:30:22.399><c> had</c><00:30:23.120><c> anybody</c><00:30:23.520><c> here</c><00:30:23.679><c> have</c><00:30:23.840><c> a</c><00:30:23.919><c> colonoscopy</c>

00:30:24.710 --> 00:30:24.720 align:start position:0%
i've had anybody here have a colonoscopy
 

00:30:24.720 --> 00:30:26.549 align:start position:0%
i've had anybody here have a colonoscopy
before

00:30:26.549 --> 00:30:26.559 align:start position:0%
before
 

00:30:26.559 --> 00:30:28.710 align:start position:0%
before
okay<00:30:27.039><c> it's</c><00:30:27.200><c> a</c><00:30:27.279><c> lot</c><00:30:27.440><c> of</c><00:30:27.600><c> fun</c><00:30:28.000><c> i</c><00:30:28.320><c> like</c><00:30:28.480><c> to</c><00:30:28.559><c> stay</c>

00:30:28.710 --> 00:30:28.720 align:start position:0%
okay it's a lot of fun i like to stay
 

00:30:28.720 --> 00:30:30.310 align:start position:0%
okay it's a lot of fun i like to stay
awake<00:30:28.960><c> for</c><00:30:29.120><c> mine</c><00:30:29.360><c> so</c><00:30:29.440><c> i</c><00:30:29.520><c> can</c><00:30:29.679><c> see</c><00:30:29.840><c> what's</c><00:30:30.000><c> going</c>

00:30:30.310 --> 00:30:30.320 align:start position:0%
awake for mine so i can see what's going
 

00:30:30.320 --> 00:30:31.990 align:start position:0%
awake for mine so i can see what's going
on

00:30:31.990 --> 00:30:32.000 align:start position:0%
on
 

00:30:32.000 --> 00:30:33.909 align:start position:0%
on
people<00:30:32.240><c> think</c><00:30:32.399><c> i'm</c><00:30:32.559><c> crazy</c>

00:30:33.909 --> 00:30:33.919 align:start position:0%
people think i'm crazy
 

00:30:33.919 --> 00:30:35.669 align:start position:0%
people think i'm crazy
but

00:30:35.669 --> 00:30:35.679 align:start position:0%
but
 

00:30:35.679 --> 00:30:37.590 align:start position:0%
but
and<00:30:35.840><c> i've</c><00:30:35.919><c> got</c><00:30:36.080><c> a</c><00:30:36.640><c> guided</c>

00:30:37.590 --> 00:30:37.600 align:start position:0%
and i've got a guided
 

00:30:37.600 --> 00:30:39.990 align:start position:0%
and i've got a guided
tour<00:30:38.080><c> by</c><00:30:38.240><c> a</c><00:30:38.320><c> nurse</c><00:30:38.559><c> that's</c><00:30:38.799><c> behind</c><00:30:39.039><c> me</c><00:30:39.200><c> usually</c>

00:30:39.990 --> 00:30:40.000 align:start position:0%
tour by a nurse that's behind me usually
 

00:30:40.000 --> 00:30:41.830 align:start position:0%
tour by a nurse that's behind me usually
because<00:30:40.240><c> they</c><00:30:40.320><c> don't</c><00:30:40.480><c> want</c><00:30:40.559><c> you</c><00:30:40.720><c> to</c><00:30:40.880><c> talk</c>

00:30:41.830 --> 00:30:41.840 align:start position:0%
because they don't want you to talk
 

00:30:41.840 --> 00:30:43.590 align:start position:0%
because they don't want you to talk
but<00:30:42.000><c> i've</c><00:30:42.080><c> had</c><00:30:42.240><c> four</c><00:30:42.480><c> colonoscopies</c><00:30:43.360><c> since</c>

00:30:43.590 --> 00:30:43.600 align:start position:0%
but i've had four colonoscopies since
 

00:30:43.600 --> 00:30:45.029 align:start position:0%
but i've had four colonoscopies since
june<00:30:43.919><c> 2020</c>

00:30:45.029 --> 00:30:45.039 align:start position:0%
june 2020
 

00:30:45.039 --> 00:30:48.310 align:start position:0%
june 2020
two<00:30:45.279><c> ct</c><00:30:45.760><c> scans</c><00:30:46.720><c> and</c><00:30:46.799><c> three</c><00:30:47.120><c> mris</c>

00:30:48.310 --> 00:30:48.320 align:start position:0%
two ct scans and three mris
 

00:30:48.320 --> 00:30:50.630 align:start position:0%
two ct scans and three mris
all<00:30:48.480><c> showing</c><00:30:48.840><c> negative</c>

00:30:50.630 --> 00:30:50.640 align:start position:0%
all showing negative
 

00:30:50.640 --> 00:30:55.430 align:start position:0%
all showing negative
so

00:30:55.430 --> 00:30:55.440 align:start position:0%
 
 

00:30:55.440 --> 00:30:57.750 align:start position:0%
 
when<00:30:55.679><c> james</c><00:30:56.080><c> asked</c><00:30:56.240><c> me</c><00:30:56.399><c> to</c><00:30:56.640><c> come</c><00:30:56.880><c> here</c><00:30:57.200><c> and</c>

00:30:57.750 --> 00:30:57.760 align:start position:0%
when james asked me to come here and
 

00:30:57.760 --> 00:30:59.430 align:start position:0%
when james asked me to come here and
speak<00:30:58.240><c> i</c><00:30:58.399><c> said</c><00:30:58.640><c> i'll</c><00:30:58.720><c> support</c><00:30:59.039><c> you</c><00:30:59.200><c> but</c><00:30:59.360><c> i'm</c>

00:30:59.430 --> 00:30:59.440 align:start position:0%
speak i said i'll support you but i'm
 

00:30:59.440 --> 00:31:01.509 align:start position:0%
speak i said i'll support you but i'm
not<00:30:59.600><c> sure</c><00:30:59.760><c> i</c><00:30:59.840><c> want</c><00:31:00.000><c> to</c><00:31:00.080><c> speak</c><00:31:00.399><c> because</c>

00:31:01.509 --> 00:31:01.519 align:start position:0%
not sure i want to speak because
 

00:31:01.519 --> 00:31:04.710 align:start position:0%
not sure i want to speak because
i<00:31:01.679><c> felt</c><00:31:01.919><c> as</c><00:31:02.080><c> though</c><00:31:02.480><c> stage</c><00:31:02.960><c> one</c><00:31:03.519><c> is</c><00:31:04.320><c> really</c><00:31:04.559><c> not</c>

00:31:04.710 --> 00:31:04.720 align:start position:0%
i felt as though stage one is really not
 

00:31:04.720 --> 00:31:06.230 align:start position:0%
i felt as though stage one is really not
a<00:31:04.799><c> big</c><00:31:05.039><c> challenge</c><00:31:05.440><c> compared</c><00:31:05.760><c> to</c><00:31:05.919><c> the</c><00:31:06.000><c> people</c>

00:31:06.230 --> 00:31:06.240 align:start position:0%
a big challenge compared to the people
 

00:31:06.240 --> 00:31:08.630 align:start position:0%
a big challenge compared to the people
that<00:31:06.799><c> have</c><00:31:06.960><c> to</c><00:31:07.120><c> go</c><00:31:07.279><c> through</c><00:31:07.600><c> chemotherapy</c><00:31:08.480><c> and</c>

00:31:08.630 --> 00:31:08.640 align:start position:0%
that have to go through chemotherapy and
 

00:31:08.640 --> 00:31:10.630 align:start position:0%
that have to go through chemotherapy and
have<00:31:08.799><c> to</c><00:31:08.880><c> go</c><00:31:09.039><c> through</c><00:31:09.279><c> radiation</c><00:31:10.240><c> and</c><00:31:10.399><c> have</c><00:31:10.559><c> to</c>

00:31:10.630 --> 00:31:10.640 align:start position:0%
have to go through radiation and have to
 

00:31:10.640 --> 00:31:12.630 align:start position:0%
have to go through radiation and have to
go<00:31:10.799><c> through</c><00:31:11.039><c> surgery</c><00:31:11.679><c> it's</c><00:31:11.840><c> like</c>

00:31:12.630 --> 00:31:12.640 align:start position:0%
go through surgery it's like
 

00:31:12.640 --> 00:31:14.470 align:start position:0%
go through surgery it's like
who<00:31:12.799><c> wants</c><00:31:13.039><c> to</c><00:31:13.120><c> hear</c><00:31:13.279><c> my</c><00:31:13.440><c> story</c>

00:31:14.470 --> 00:31:14.480 align:start position:0%
who wants to hear my story
 

00:31:14.480 --> 00:31:15.750 align:start position:0%
who wants to hear my story
but<00:31:14.640><c> i</c><00:31:14.720><c> guess</c><00:31:14.960><c> all</c><00:31:15.120><c> our</c><00:31:15.200><c> stories</c><00:31:15.600><c> are</c>

00:31:15.750 --> 00:31:15.760 align:start position:0%
but i guess all our stories are
 

00:31:15.760 --> 00:31:18.470 align:start position:0%
but i guess all our stories are
important<00:31:16.399><c> and</c><00:31:16.720><c> i</c><00:31:16.799><c> just</c><00:31:17.039><c> feel</c><00:31:17.440><c> blessed</c>

00:31:18.470 --> 00:31:18.480 align:start position:0%
important and i just feel blessed
 

00:31:18.480 --> 00:31:20.310 align:start position:0%
important and i just feel blessed
and<00:31:19.200><c> grateful</c>

00:31:20.310 --> 00:31:20.320 align:start position:0%
and grateful
 

00:31:20.320 --> 00:31:22.470 align:start position:0%
and grateful
for<00:31:20.480><c> every</c><00:31:20.720><c> moment</c>

00:31:22.470 --> 00:31:22.480 align:start position:0%
for every moment
 

00:31:22.480 --> 00:31:23.750 align:start position:0%
for every moment
one<00:31:22.640><c> of</c><00:31:22.640><c> the</c><00:31:22.720><c> things</c><00:31:22.960><c> i</c><00:31:23.039><c> tell</c><00:31:23.279><c> the</c><00:31:23.360><c> people</c><00:31:23.600><c> i</c>

00:31:23.750 --> 00:31:23.760 align:start position:0%
one of the things i tell the people i
 

00:31:23.760 --> 00:31:26.470 align:start position:0%
one of the things i tell the people i
work<00:31:24.000><c> with</c><00:31:24.320><c> in</c><00:31:24.880><c> mindfulness</c><00:31:25.600><c> is</c>

00:31:26.470 --> 00:31:26.480 align:start position:0%
work with in mindfulness is
 

00:31:26.480 --> 00:31:27.830 align:start position:0%
work with in mindfulness is
because<00:31:26.640><c> the</c><00:31:26.799><c> breath</c><00:31:27.039><c> is</c><00:31:27.200><c> very</c><00:31:27.360><c> important</c>

00:31:27.830 --> 00:31:27.840 align:start position:0%
because the breath is very important
 

00:31:27.840 --> 00:31:29.350 align:start position:0%
because the breath is very important
when<00:31:28.000><c> we</c><00:31:28.320><c> breathe</c>

00:31:29.350 --> 00:31:29.360 align:start position:0%
when we breathe
 

00:31:29.360 --> 00:31:32.630 align:start position:0%
when we breathe
through<00:31:29.600><c> meditation</c><00:31:30.720><c> is</c><00:31:30.960><c> we're</c><00:31:31.200><c> born</c><00:31:32.320><c> with</c><00:31:32.480><c> an</c>

00:31:32.630 --> 00:31:32.640 align:start position:0%
through meditation is we're born with an
 

00:31:32.640 --> 00:31:34.470 align:start position:0%
through meditation is we're born with an
exhalation<00:31:33.120><c> with</c><00:31:33.279><c> the</c><00:31:33.440><c> doctor</c><00:31:33.919><c> slaps</c><00:31:34.320><c> our</c>

00:31:34.470 --> 00:31:34.480 align:start position:0%
exhalation with the doctor slaps our
 

00:31:34.480 --> 00:31:35.830 align:start position:0%
exhalation with the doctor slaps our
butts

00:31:35.830 --> 00:31:35.840 align:start position:0%
butts
 

00:31:35.840 --> 00:31:38.470 align:start position:0%
butts
and<00:31:36.000><c> then</c><00:31:36.240><c> many</c><00:31:36.559><c> genera</c><00:31:36.880><c> many</c><00:31:37.360><c> years</c><00:31:37.760><c> later</c>

00:31:38.470 --> 00:31:38.480 align:start position:0%
and then many genera many years later
 

00:31:38.480 --> 00:31:41.269 align:start position:0%
and then many genera many years later
hopefully<00:31:38.960><c> many</c><00:31:39.200><c> decades</c><00:31:39.679><c> later</c>

00:31:41.269 --> 00:31:41.279 align:start position:0%
hopefully many decades later
 

00:31:41.279 --> 00:31:43.110 align:start position:0%
hopefully many decades later
we<00:31:41.440><c> die</c><00:31:41.679><c> with</c><00:31:41.840><c> an</c><00:31:42.000><c> exhalation</c><00:31:42.640><c> when</c><00:31:42.799><c> they</c><00:31:42.960><c> take</c>

00:31:43.110 --> 00:31:43.120 align:start position:0%
we die with an exhalation when they take
 

00:31:43.120 --> 00:31:45.190 align:start position:0%
we die with an exhalation when they take
out<00:31:43.279><c> last</c><00:31:43.600><c> breath</c><00:31:44.320><c> but</c><00:31:44.559><c> every</c><00:31:44.799><c> breath</c><00:31:45.039><c> in</c>

00:31:45.190 --> 00:31:45.200 align:start position:0%
out last breath but every breath in
 

00:31:45.200 --> 00:31:47.590 align:start position:0%
out last breath but every breath in
between<00:31:45.519><c> is</c><00:31:45.679><c> a</c><00:31:45.760><c> gift</c>

00:31:47.590 --> 00:31:47.600 align:start position:0%
between is a gift
 

00:31:47.600 --> 00:31:48.789 align:start position:0%
between is a gift
so

00:31:48.789 --> 00:31:48.799 align:start position:0%
so
 

00:31:48.799 --> 00:31:50.870 align:start position:0%
so
guys<00:31:49.039><c> have</c><00:31:49.200><c> a</c><00:31:49.279><c> great</c><00:31:49.519><c> night</c>

00:31:50.870 --> 00:31:50.880 align:start position:0%
guys have a great night
 

00:31:50.880 --> 00:31:53.110 align:start position:0%
guys have a great night
take<00:31:51.120><c> care</c>

00:31:53.110 --> 00:31:53.120 align:start position:0%
take care
 

00:31:53.120 --> 00:31:56.070 align:start position:0%
take care
good<00:31:53.360><c> evening</c><00:31:53.679><c> ladies</c><00:31:54.000><c> and</c><00:31:54.159><c> gentlemen</c>

00:31:56.070 --> 00:31:56.080 align:start position:0%
good evening ladies and gentlemen
 

00:31:56.080 --> 00:31:58.310 align:start position:0%
good evening ladies and gentlemen
thank<00:31:56.320><c> you</c><00:31:56.480><c> all</c><00:31:56.640><c> for</c><00:31:56.799><c> coming</c><00:31:57.120><c> out</c><00:31:57.279><c> tonight</c>

00:31:58.310 --> 00:31:58.320 align:start position:0%
thank you all for coming out tonight
 

00:31:58.320 --> 00:32:00.549 align:start position:0%
thank you all for coming out tonight
thank<00:31:58.559><c> god</c><00:31:58.880><c> we</c><00:31:59.039><c> uh</c><00:31:59.360><c> there's</c><00:31:59.519><c> no</c><00:31:59.760><c> snow</c><00:32:00.080><c> outside</c>

00:32:00.549 --> 00:32:00.559 align:start position:0%
thank god we uh there's no snow outside
 

00:32:00.559 --> 00:32:02.230 align:start position:0%
thank god we uh there's no snow outside
coming<00:32:00.799><c> from</c><00:32:00.960><c> the</c><00:32:01.120><c> sky</c>

00:32:02.230 --> 00:32:02.240 align:start position:0%
coming from the sky
 

00:32:02.240 --> 00:32:05.110 align:start position:0%
coming from the sky
and<00:32:02.640><c> we</c><00:32:02.799><c> were</c><00:32:02.960><c> able</c><00:32:03.279><c> to</c><00:32:03.440><c> arrive</c><00:32:03.840><c> safely</c>

00:32:05.110 --> 00:32:05.120 align:start position:0%
and we were able to arrive safely
 

00:32:05.120 --> 00:32:07.830 align:start position:0%
and we were able to arrive safely
um<00:32:05.679><c> i</c><00:32:05.840><c> have</c><00:32:06.000><c> to</c><00:32:06.640><c> i</c><00:32:06.799><c> had</c><00:32:06.960><c> to</c><00:32:07.200><c> actually</c><00:32:07.600><c> write</c>

00:32:07.830 --> 00:32:07.840 align:start position:0%
um i have to i had to actually write
 

00:32:07.840 --> 00:32:09.430 align:start position:0%
um i have to i had to actually write
down<00:32:08.080><c> what</c><00:32:08.240><c> i</c><00:32:08.320><c> had</c><00:32:08.480><c> to</c><00:32:08.640><c> say</c><00:32:08.880><c> because</c><00:32:09.120><c> there's</c>

00:32:09.430 --> 00:32:09.440 align:start position:0%
down what i had to say because there's
 

00:32:09.440 --> 00:32:12.070 align:start position:0%
down what i had to say because there's
so<00:32:09.679><c> much</c><00:32:10.000><c> and</c><00:32:10.480><c> my</c><00:32:10.720><c> mind</c><00:32:11.039><c> sometimes</c><00:32:11.440><c> just</c><00:32:11.679><c> goes</c>

00:32:12.070 --> 00:32:12.080 align:start position:0%
so much and my mind sometimes just goes
 

00:32:12.080 --> 00:32:13.430 align:start position:0%
so much and my mind sometimes just goes
and<00:32:12.399><c> i</c><00:32:12.640><c> can't</c>

00:32:13.430 --> 00:32:13.440 align:start position:0%
and i can't
 

00:32:13.440 --> 00:32:15.590 align:start position:0%
and i can't
stay<00:32:13.760><c> on</c><00:32:13.840><c> the</c><00:32:13.919><c> right</c><00:32:14.159><c> track</c><00:32:14.399><c> so</c><00:32:14.640><c> to</c><00:32:15.279><c> try</c><00:32:15.440><c> to</c>

00:32:15.590 --> 00:32:15.600 align:start position:0%
stay on the right track so to try to
 

00:32:15.600 --> 00:32:18.149 align:start position:0%
stay on the right track so to try to
keep<00:32:15.840><c> my</c><00:32:16.080><c> story</c><00:32:16.480><c> straight</c><00:32:16.960><c> i</c><00:32:17.360><c> did</c><00:32:17.600><c> uh</c><00:32:17.840><c> write</c><00:32:18.080><c> it</c>

00:32:18.149 --> 00:32:18.159 align:start position:0%
keep my story straight i did uh write it
 

00:32:18.159 --> 00:32:20.310 align:start position:0%
keep my story straight i did uh write it
all<00:32:18.320><c> down</c><00:32:18.559><c> so</c><00:32:18.799><c> forgive</c><00:32:19.200><c> me</c><00:32:19.360><c> but</c><00:32:19.840><c> i'm</c><00:32:20.000><c> gonna</c><00:32:20.240><c> be</c>

00:32:20.310 --> 00:32:20.320 align:start position:0%
all down so forgive me but i'm gonna be
 

00:32:20.320 --> 00:32:22.549 align:start position:0%
all down so forgive me but i'm gonna be
looking<00:32:20.640><c> down</c><00:32:20.880><c> as</c><00:32:21.120><c> i'm</c><00:32:21.360><c> speaking</c><00:32:21.840><c> to</c><00:32:22.000><c> you</c><00:32:22.399><c> just</c>

00:32:22.549 --> 00:32:22.559 align:start position:0%
looking down as i'm speaking to you just
 

00:32:22.559 --> 00:32:24.230 align:start position:0%
looking down as i'm speaking to you just
so<00:32:22.799><c> that</c><00:32:22.880><c> i</c><00:32:23.039><c> won't</c><00:32:23.200><c> forget</c><00:32:23.519><c> any</c><00:32:23.679><c> of</c><00:32:23.840><c> the</c><00:32:23.919><c> points</c>

00:32:24.230 --> 00:32:24.240 align:start position:0%
so that i won't forget any of the points
 

00:32:24.240 --> 00:32:26.549 align:start position:0%
so that i won't forget any of the points
that<00:32:24.399><c> i</c><00:32:24.480><c> have</c>

00:32:26.549 --> 00:32:26.559 align:start position:0%
that i have
 

00:32:26.559 --> 00:32:28.230 align:start position:0%
that i have
first<00:32:26.799><c> of</c><00:32:26.960><c> all</c><00:32:27.039><c> my</c><00:32:27.200><c> name</c><00:32:27.440><c> is</c><00:32:27.519><c> renee</c><00:32:27.919><c> banks</c>

00:32:28.230 --> 00:32:28.240 align:start position:0%
first of all my name is renee banks
 

00:32:28.240 --> 00:32:29.669 align:start position:0%
first of all my name is renee banks
clark<00:32:28.559><c> i</c><00:32:28.640><c> didn't</c><00:32:28.799><c> have</c><00:32:28.960><c> to</c><00:32:29.039><c> read</c><00:32:29.279><c> that</c><00:32:29.440><c> but</c><00:32:29.600><c> i</c>

00:32:29.669 --> 00:32:29.679 align:start position:0%
clark i didn't have to read that but i
 

00:32:29.679 --> 00:32:32.070 align:start position:0%
clark i didn't have to read that but i
just<00:32:29.919><c> did</c>

00:32:32.070 --> 00:32:32.080 align:start position:0%
just did
 

00:32:32.080 --> 00:32:34.870 align:start position:0%
just did
and<00:32:32.240><c> i</c><00:32:32.480><c> am</c><00:32:32.640><c> here</c><00:32:33.120><c> to</c><00:32:33.360><c> encourage</c><00:32:34.000><c> everyone</c><00:32:34.640><c> who</c>

00:32:34.870 --> 00:32:34.880 align:start position:0%
and i am here to encourage everyone who
 

00:32:34.880 --> 00:32:37.669 align:start position:0%
and i am here to encourage everyone who
needs<00:32:35.200><c> it</c><00:32:35.519><c> through</c><00:32:35.760><c> my</c><00:32:36.000><c> journey</c>

00:32:37.669 --> 00:32:37.679 align:start position:0%
needs it through my journey
 

00:32:37.679 --> 00:32:39.750 align:start position:0%
needs it through my journey
my<00:32:37.840><c> testimony</c>

00:32:39.750 --> 00:32:39.760 align:start position:0%
my testimony
 

00:32:39.760 --> 00:32:44.149 align:start position:0%
my testimony
you<00:32:39.919><c> see</c><00:32:40.159><c> i</c><00:32:40.399><c> am</c><00:32:40.559><c> a</c><00:32:40.720><c> breast</c><00:32:41.039><c> cancer</c><00:32:41.440><c> survivor</c>

00:32:44.149 --> 00:32:44.159 align:start position:0%
 
 

00:32:44.159 --> 00:32:45.590 align:start position:0%
 
and<00:32:44.320><c> forgive</c><00:32:44.640><c> me</c><00:32:44.799><c> i</c><00:32:44.880><c> hope</c><00:32:45.039><c> i</c><00:32:45.120><c> can</c><00:32:45.279><c> get</c><00:32:45.440><c> through</c>

00:32:45.590 --> 00:32:45.600 align:start position:0%
and forgive me i hope i can get through
 

00:32:45.600 --> 00:32:47.190 align:start position:0%
and forgive me i hope i can get through
this<00:32:45.760><c> without</c><00:32:46.080><c> crying</c><00:32:46.399><c> because</c><00:32:46.559><c> i'm</c><00:32:46.720><c> a</c><00:32:46.880><c> cry</c>

00:32:47.190 --> 00:32:47.200 align:start position:0%
this without crying because i'm a cry
 

00:32:47.200 --> 00:32:48.230 align:start position:0%
this without crying because i'm a cry
baby

00:32:48.230 --> 00:32:48.240 align:start position:0%
baby
 

00:32:48.240 --> 00:32:49.830 align:start position:0%
baby
uh<00:32:48.559><c> but</c><00:32:48.799><c> first</c>

00:32:49.830 --> 00:32:49.840 align:start position:0%
uh but first
 

00:32:49.840 --> 00:32:52.070 align:start position:0%
uh but first
i<00:32:50.159><c> am</c>

00:32:52.070 --> 00:32:52.080 align:start position:0%
i am
 

00:32:52.080 --> 00:32:53.149 align:start position:0%
i am
i<00:32:52.399><c> am</c>

00:32:53.149 --> 00:32:53.159 align:start position:0%
i am
 

00:32:53.159 --> 00:32:56.310 align:start position:0%
i am
unapologetically<00:32:54.480><c> christian</c>

00:32:56.310 --> 00:32:56.320 align:start position:0%
unapologetically christian
 

00:32:56.320 --> 00:32:59.590 align:start position:0%
unapologetically christian
and<00:32:56.480><c> i</c><00:32:56.640><c> love</c><00:32:56.880><c> the</c><00:32:57.120><c> lord</c>

00:32:59.590 --> 00:32:59.600 align:start position:0%
 
 

00:32:59.600 --> 00:33:01.669 align:start position:0%
 
i<00:32:59.760><c> would</c><00:32:59.919><c> be</c><00:33:00.159><c> remiss</c><00:33:00.640><c> if</c><00:33:00.799><c> i</c><00:33:00.960><c> did</c><00:33:01.120><c> not</c><00:33:01.440><c> give</c>

00:33:01.669 --> 00:33:01.679 align:start position:0%
i would be remiss if i did not give
 

00:33:01.679 --> 00:33:03.750 align:start position:0%
i would be remiss if i did not give
honor<00:33:02.080><c> to</c><00:33:02.320><c> him</c>

00:33:03.750 --> 00:33:03.760 align:start position:0%
honor to him
 

00:33:03.760 --> 00:33:06.310 align:start position:0%
honor to him
for<00:33:03.919><c> his</c><00:33:04.159><c> grace</c><00:33:04.559><c> and</c><00:33:04.720><c> mercy</c><00:33:05.120><c> which</c><00:33:05.440><c> have</c><00:33:06.080><c> made</c>

00:33:06.310 --> 00:33:06.320 align:start position:0%
for his grace and mercy which have made
 

00:33:06.320 --> 00:33:08.470 align:start position:0%
for his grace and mercy which have made
it<00:33:06.480><c> possible</c><00:33:06.960><c> for</c><00:33:07.120><c> me</c><00:33:07.279><c> to</c><00:33:07.519><c> stand</c><00:33:07.919><c> before</c><00:33:08.320><c> you</c>

00:33:08.470 --> 00:33:08.480 align:start position:0%
it possible for me to stand before you
 

00:33:08.480 --> 00:33:12.789 align:start position:0%
it possible for me to stand before you
today<00:33:08.880><c> can</c><00:33:09.039><c> i</c><00:33:09.120><c> get</c><00:33:09.279><c> it</c><00:33:09.279><c> amen</c>

00:33:12.789 --> 00:33:12.799 align:start position:0%
 
 

00:33:12.799 --> 00:33:14.470 align:start position:0%
 
oh<00:33:13.120><c> i</c><00:33:13.360><c> can't</c><00:33:13.679><c> see</c>

00:33:14.470 --> 00:33:14.480 align:start position:0%
oh i can't see
 

00:33:14.480 --> 00:33:15.590 align:start position:0%
oh i can't see
i<00:33:14.559><c> don't</c><00:33:14.720><c> know</c><00:33:14.799><c> why</c><00:33:14.960><c> i'm</c><00:33:15.120><c> trying</c><00:33:15.279><c> to</c><00:33:15.360><c> look</c><00:33:15.519><c> at</c>

00:33:15.590 --> 00:33:15.600 align:start position:0%
i don't know why i'm trying to look at
 

00:33:15.600 --> 00:33:18.310 align:start position:0%
i don't know why i'm trying to look at
this<00:33:15.760><c> without</c><00:33:16.080><c> my</c><00:33:16.240><c> readers</c><00:33:16.640><c> on</c>

00:33:18.310 --> 00:33:18.320 align:start position:0%
this without my readers on
 

00:33:18.320 --> 00:33:20.230 align:start position:0%
this without my readers on
i<00:33:18.480><c> don't</c><00:33:18.559><c> know</c><00:33:18.720><c> when</c><00:33:18.880><c> i</c><00:33:18.960><c> hit</c><00:33:19.120><c> 50</c><00:33:19.440><c> it</c><00:33:19.519><c> was</c><00:33:19.679><c> like</c>

00:33:20.230 --> 00:33:20.240 align:start position:0%
i don't know when i hit 50 it was like
 

00:33:20.240 --> 00:33:22.310 align:start position:0%
i don't know when i hit 50 it was like
you<00:33:20.399><c> can't</c><00:33:20.640><c> see</c><00:33:20.799><c> anymore</c>

00:33:22.310 --> 00:33:22.320 align:start position:0%
you can't see anymore
 

00:33:22.320 --> 00:33:25.430 align:start position:0%
you can't see anymore
um<00:33:22.960><c> i</c><00:33:23.279><c> am</c><00:33:23.440><c> by</c><00:33:23.600><c> the</c><00:33:23.679><c> way</c><00:33:23.840><c> i'm</c><00:33:23.919><c> 59</c><00:33:24.480><c> years</c><00:33:24.720><c> old</c>

00:33:25.430 --> 00:33:25.440 align:start position:0%
um i am by the way i'm 59 years old
 

00:33:25.440 --> 00:33:27.110 align:start position:0%
um i am by the way i'm 59 years old
right<00:33:25.919><c> yeah</c>

00:33:27.110 --> 00:33:27.120 align:start position:0%
right yeah
 

00:33:27.120 --> 00:33:30.230 align:start position:0%
right yeah
um<00:33:27.919><c> and</c><00:33:28.720><c> i</c><00:33:28.880><c> was</c><00:33:29.039><c> actually</c><00:33:29.360><c> diagnosed</c><00:33:30.080><c> with</c>

00:33:30.230 --> 00:33:30.240 align:start position:0%
um and i was actually diagnosed with
 

00:33:30.240 --> 00:33:34.630 align:start position:0%
um and i was actually diagnosed with
breast<00:33:30.559><c> cancer</c><00:33:31.279><c> at</c><00:33:31.360><c> the</c><00:33:31.519><c> age</c><00:33:31.679><c> of</c><00:33:31.840><c> 57.</c>

00:33:34.630 --> 00:33:34.640 align:start position:0%
breast cancer at the age of 57.
 

00:33:34.640 --> 00:33:37.190 align:start position:0%
breast cancer at the age of 57.
um<00:33:35.200><c> i'm</c><00:33:35.440><c> thankful</c><00:33:35.760><c> to</c><00:33:35.919><c> be</c><00:33:36.159><c> here</c><00:33:36.559><c> with</c><00:33:36.799><c> a</c><00:33:36.880><c> lot</c><00:33:37.039><c> of</c>

00:33:37.190 --> 00:33:37.200 align:start position:0%
um i'm thankful to be here with a lot of
 

00:33:37.200 --> 00:33:39.909 align:start position:0%
um i'm thankful to be here with a lot of
my<00:33:37.440><c> family</c><00:33:37.840><c> members</c><00:33:38.240><c> including</c><00:33:38.720><c> my</c><00:33:38.960><c> husband</c>

00:33:39.909 --> 00:33:39.919 align:start position:0%
my family members including my husband
 

00:33:39.919 --> 00:33:41.110 align:start position:0%
my family members including my husband
bobby

00:33:41.110 --> 00:33:41.120 align:start position:0%
bobby
 

00:33:41.120 --> 00:33:43.350 align:start position:0%
bobby
who<00:33:41.440><c> actually</c><00:33:41.919><c> by</c><00:33:42.080><c> the</c><00:33:42.240><c> way</c><00:33:42.480><c> i</c><00:33:42.640><c> didn't</c><00:33:42.880><c> mention</c>

00:33:43.350 --> 00:33:43.360 align:start position:0%
who actually by the way i didn't mention
 

00:33:43.360 --> 00:33:45.590 align:start position:0%
who actually by the way i didn't mention
this<00:33:43.679><c> to</c><00:33:43.840><c> you</c><00:33:44.000><c> james</c><00:33:44.399><c> but</c><00:33:44.640><c> my</c><00:33:44.880><c> husband</c><00:33:45.360><c> is</c>

00:33:45.590 --> 00:33:45.600 align:start position:0%
this to you james but my husband is
 

00:33:45.600 --> 00:33:48.310 align:start position:0%
this to you james but my husband is
actually<00:33:45.919><c> a</c><00:33:46.320><c> cancer</c><00:33:46.720><c> survivor</c><00:33:47.200><c> as</c><00:33:47.360><c> well</c>

00:33:48.310 --> 00:33:48.320 align:start position:0%
actually a cancer survivor as well
 

00:33:48.320 --> 00:33:52.310 align:start position:0%
actually a cancer survivor as well
prostate<00:33:48.880><c> cancer</c><00:33:49.200><c> survivor</c>

00:33:52.310 --> 00:33:52.320 align:start position:0%
 
 

00:33:52.320 --> 00:33:55.269 align:start position:0%
 
um<00:33:53.120><c> my</c><00:33:53.279><c> youngest</c><00:33:53.760><c> daughter</c><00:33:54.159><c> alana</c>

00:33:55.269 --> 00:33:55.279 align:start position:0%
um my youngest daughter alana
 

00:33:55.279 --> 00:33:56.710 align:start position:0%
um my youngest daughter alana
is<00:33:55.440><c> here</c>

00:33:56.710 --> 00:33:56.720 align:start position:0%
is here
 

00:33:56.720 --> 00:34:01.190 align:start position:0%
is here
um<00:33:57.360><c> my</c><00:33:57.600><c> sisters</c><00:33:58.320><c> pam</c><00:33:59.120><c> sandra</c><00:34:00.000><c> and</c><00:34:00.159><c> karen</c><00:34:00.880><c> are</c>

00:34:01.190 --> 00:34:01.200 align:start position:0%
um my sisters pam sandra and karen are
 

00:34:01.200 --> 00:34:05.269 align:start position:0%
um my sisters pam sandra and karen are
over<00:34:01.440><c> there</c><00:34:02.080><c> raise</c><00:34:02.320><c> your</c><00:34:02.399><c> hand</c><00:34:02.640><c> you</c><00:34:02.799><c> guys</c>

00:34:05.269 --> 00:34:05.279 align:start position:0%
 
 

00:34:05.279 --> 00:34:08.069 align:start position:0%
 
my<00:34:05.519><c> brothers</c><00:34:06.240><c> anthony</c><00:34:07.120><c> and</c><00:34:07.279><c> his</c><00:34:07.679><c> beautiful</c>

00:34:08.069 --> 00:34:08.079 align:start position:0%
my brothers anthony and his beautiful
 

00:34:08.079 --> 00:34:09.750 align:start position:0%
my brothers anthony and his beautiful
wife<00:34:08.399><c> sandra</c>

00:34:09.750 --> 00:34:09.760 align:start position:0%
wife sandra
 

00:34:09.760 --> 00:34:13.430 align:start position:0%
wife sandra
uh<00:34:10.159><c> wayne</c><00:34:10.879><c> and</c><00:34:11.280><c> his</c><00:34:11.520><c> beautiful</c><00:34:12.079><c> angie</c>

00:34:13.430 --> 00:34:13.440 align:start position:0%
uh wayne and his beautiful angie
 

00:34:13.440 --> 00:34:15.430 align:start position:0%
uh wayne and his beautiful angie
and<00:34:13.919><c> darren</c>

00:34:15.430 --> 00:34:15.440 align:start position:0%
and darren
 

00:34:15.440 --> 00:34:17.270 align:start position:0%
and darren
and<00:34:16.000><c> my</c><00:34:16.240><c> father</c>

00:34:17.270 --> 00:34:17.280 align:start position:0%
and my father
 

00:34:17.280 --> 00:34:19.109 align:start position:0%
and my father
donald<00:34:17.679><c> banks</c><00:34:18.000><c> can</c><00:34:18.240><c> you</c><00:34:18.320><c> guys</c><00:34:18.560><c> all</c><00:34:18.800><c> raise</c><00:34:19.040><c> your</c>

00:34:19.109 --> 00:34:19.119 align:start position:0%
donald banks can you guys all raise your
 

00:34:19.119 --> 00:34:21.750 align:start position:0%
donald banks can you guys all raise your
hands

00:34:21.750 --> 00:34:21.760 align:start position:0%
hands
 

00:34:21.760 --> 00:34:22.710 align:start position:0%
hands
um

00:34:22.710 --> 00:34:22.720 align:start position:0%
um
 

00:34:22.720 --> 00:34:25.510 align:start position:0%
um
last<00:34:22.960><c> but</c><00:34:23.200><c> not</c><00:34:23.520><c> least</c><00:34:24.000><c> my</c><00:34:24.320><c> friends</c>

00:34:25.510 --> 00:34:25.520 align:start position:0%
last but not least my friends
 

00:34:25.520 --> 00:34:27.750 align:start position:0%
last but not least my friends
pam<00:34:25.919><c> and</c><00:34:26.079><c> juliet</c><00:34:26.560><c> love</c><00:34:27.119><c> and</c>

00:34:27.750 --> 00:34:27.760 align:start position:0%
pam and juliet love and
 

00:34:27.760 --> 00:34:30.389 align:start position:0%
pam and juliet love and
juliet<00:34:28.240><c> is</c><00:34:28.399><c> also</c><00:34:28.639><c> a</c><00:34:28.720><c> cancer</c><00:34:29.119><c> survivor</c><00:34:30.079><c> a</c>

00:34:30.389 --> 00:34:30.399 align:start position:0%
juliet is also a cancer survivor a
 

00:34:30.399 --> 00:34:32.629 align:start position:0%
juliet is also a cancer survivor a
cancer<00:34:30.960><c> angel</c>

00:34:32.629 --> 00:34:32.639 align:start position:0%
cancer angel
 

00:34:32.639 --> 00:34:34.629 align:start position:0%
cancer angel
they're<00:34:32.879><c> here</c><00:34:33.119><c> with</c><00:34:33.200><c> their</c><00:34:33.440><c> son</c><00:34:34.079><c> their</c><00:34:34.320><c> son</c>

00:34:34.629 --> 00:34:34.639 align:start position:0%
they're here with their son their son
 

00:34:34.639 --> 00:34:35.669 align:start position:0%
they're here with their son their son
christ

00:34:35.669 --> 00:34:35.679 align:start position:0%
christ
 

00:34:35.679 --> 00:34:37.430 align:start position:0%
christ
so<00:34:35.839><c> i</c><00:34:36.159><c> mentioned</c><00:34:36.560><c> all</c><00:34:36.720><c> those</c><00:34:36.960><c> people</c>

00:34:37.430 --> 00:34:37.440 align:start position:0%
so i mentioned all those people
 

00:34:37.440 --> 00:34:39.190 align:start position:0%
so i mentioned all those people
specifically<00:34:38.079><c> because</c><00:34:38.399><c> first</c><00:34:38.639><c> of</c><00:34:38.720><c> all</c><00:34:38.879><c> i</c><00:34:38.960><c> love</c>

00:34:39.190 --> 00:34:39.200 align:start position:0%
specifically because first of all i love
 

00:34:39.200 --> 00:34:41.750 align:start position:0%
specifically because first of all i love
my<00:34:39.440><c> family</c><00:34:39.919><c> and</c><00:34:40.560><c> i</c><00:34:40.720><c> just</c><00:34:40.879><c> wanted</c><00:34:41.119><c> to</c><00:34:41.280><c> show</c><00:34:41.520><c> you</c>

00:34:41.750 --> 00:34:41.760 align:start position:0%
my family and i just wanted to show you
 

00:34:41.760 --> 00:34:44.629 align:start position:0%
my family and i just wanted to show you
how<00:34:42.560><c> important</c><00:34:43.040><c> it</c><00:34:43.200><c> is</c><00:34:43.359><c> to</c><00:34:43.520><c> have</c>

00:34:44.629 --> 00:34:44.639 align:start position:0%
how important it is to have
 

00:34:44.639 --> 00:34:47.909 align:start position:0%
how important it is to have
family<00:34:45.119><c> and</c><00:34:45.359><c> and</c><00:34:45.919><c> for</c><00:34:46.159><c> them</c><00:34:46.320><c> to</c><00:34:46.560><c> support</c><00:34:47.119><c> you</c>

00:34:47.909 --> 00:34:47.919 align:start position:0%
family and and for them to support you
 

00:34:47.919 --> 00:34:50.149 align:start position:0%
family and and for them to support you
my<00:34:48.079><c> family</c><00:34:48.480><c> came</c><00:34:48.720><c> out</c><00:34:48.960><c> today</c><00:34:49.200><c> for</c><00:34:49.440><c> me</c><00:34:49.679><c> and</c><00:34:49.839><c> i'm</c>

00:34:50.149 --> 00:34:50.159 align:start position:0%
my family came out today for me and i'm
 

00:34:50.159 --> 00:34:54.149 align:start position:0%
my family came out today for me and i'm
just<00:34:50.399><c> so</c><00:34:50.639><c> grateful</c>

00:34:54.149 --> 00:34:54.159 align:start position:0%
 
 

00:34:54.159 --> 00:34:56.629 align:start position:0%
 
okay<00:34:54.560><c> i'm</c><00:34:54.720><c> going</c><00:34:54.800><c> to</c><00:34:54.879><c> get</c><00:34:55.119><c> through</c><00:34:55.280><c> this</c>

00:34:56.629 --> 00:34:56.639 align:start position:0%
okay i'm going to get through this
 

00:34:56.639 --> 00:34:58.870 align:start position:0%
okay i'm going to get through this
my<00:34:56.879><c> first</c><00:34:57.280><c> up</c><00:34:57.520><c> close</c><00:34:57.920><c> and</c><00:34:58.079><c> personal</c>

00:34:58.870 --> 00:34:58.880 align:start position:0%
my first up close and personal
 

00:34:58.880 --> 00:35:01.109 align:start position:0%
my first up close and personal
experience<00:34:59.440><c> with</c><00:34:59.680><c> cancer</c><00:35:00.079><c> was</c><00:35:00.320><c> when</c><00:35:00.640><c> when</c><00:35:00.880><c> my</c>

00:35:01.109 --> 00:35:01.119 align:start position:0%
experience with cancer was when when my
 

00:35:01.119 --> 00:35:02.390 align:start position:0%
experience with cancer was when when my
dear<00:35:01.440><c> mother</c>

00:35:02.390 --> 00:35:02.400 align:start position:0%
dear mother
 

00:35:02.400 --> 00:35:04.710 align:start position:0%
dear mother
mrs<00:35:02.800><c> fanny</c><00:35:03.119><c> banks</c><00:35:03.599><c> of</c><00:35:03.680><c> whom</c><00:35:04.079><c> i'm</c><00:35:04.240><c> wearing</c><00:35:04.560><c> her</c>

00:35:04.710 --> 00:35:04.720 align:start position:0%
mrs fanny banks of whom i'm wearing her
 

00:35:04.720 --> 00:35:07.670 align:start position:0%
mrs fanny banks of whom i'm wearing her
pen

00:35:07.670 --> 00:35:07.680 align:start position:0%
 
 

00:35:07.680 --> 00:35:09.510 align:start position:0%
 
she<00:35:07.839><c> was</c><00:35:08.000><c> diagnosed</c><00:35:08.560><c> with</c><00:35:08.800><c> cancer</c><00:35:09.280><c> of</c><00:35:09.359><c> the</c>

00:35:09.510 --> 00:35:09.520 align:start position:0%
she was diagnosed with cancer of the
 

00:35:09.520 --> 00:35:10.950 align:start position:0%
she was diagnosed with cancer of the
uterus

00:35:10.950 --> 00:35:10.960 align:start position:0%
uterus
 

00:35:10.960 --> 00:35:12.950 align:start position:0%
uterus
she<00:35:11.119><c> had</c><00:35:11.359><c> surgery</c><00:35:11.920><c> but</c><00:35:12.079><c> the</c><00:35:12.160><c> cancer</c><00:35:12.480><c> returned</c>

00:35:12.950 --> 00:35:12.960 align:start position:0%
she had surgery but the cancer returned
 

00:35:12.960 --> 00:35:16.870 align:start position:0%
she had surgery but the cancer returned
and<00:35:13.119><c> took</c><00:35:13.280><c> her</c><00:35:13.520><c> life</c><00:35:13.839><c> some</c><00:35:14.320><c> 11</c><00:35:14.800><c> years</c><00:35:15.280><c> ago</c>

00:35:16.870 --> 00:35:16.880 align:start position:0%
and took her life some 11 years ago
 

00:35:16.880 --> 00:35:19.109 align:start position:0%
and took her life some 11 years ago
losing<00:35:17.200><c> my</c><00:35:17.440><c> mother</c><00:35:18.000><c> was</c><00:35:18.240><c> the</c><00:35:18.400><c> hardest</c><00:35:18.880><c> thing</c>

00:35:19.109 --> 00:35:19.119 align:start position:0%
losing my mother was the hardest thing
 

00:35:19.119 --> 00:35:21.430 align:start position:0%
losing my mother was the hardest thing
that<00:35:19.359><c> ever</c><00:35:19.680><c> happened</c><00:35:20.000><c> to</c><00:35:20.160><c> me</c>

00:35:21.430 --> 00:35:21.440 align:start position:0%
that ever happened to me
 

00:35:21.440 --> 00:35:23.510 align:start position:0%
that ever happened to me
cancer<00:35:21.839><c> is</c><00:35:21.920><c> a</c><00:35:22.079><c> terrible</c><00:35:22.560><c> disease</c><00:35:22.960><c> that</c><00:35:23.200><c> she</c>

00:35:23.510 --> 00:35:23.520 align:start position:0%
cancer is a terrible disease that she
 

00:35:23.520 --> 00:35:26.630 align:start position:0%
cancer is a terrible disease that she
suffered<00:35:23.920><c> through</c><00:35:24.160><c> with</c><00:35:24.320><c> the</c><00:35:24.560><c> utmost</c><00:35:25.200><c> grace</c>

00:35:26.630 --> 00:35:26.640 align:start position:0%
suffered through with the utmost grace
 

00:35:26.640 --> 00:35:28.710 align:start position:0%
suffered through with the utmost grace
had<00:35:26.880><c> it</c><00:35:27.040><c> not</c><00:35:27.280><c> been</c><00:35:27.440><c> for</c><00:35:27.599><c> my</c><00:35:27.920><c> family</c><00:35:28.400><c> their</c>

00:35:28.710 --> 00:35:28.720 align:start position:0%
had it not been for my family their
 

00:35:28.720 --> 00:35:31.430 align:start position:0%
had it not been for my family their
prayers<00:35:29.440><c> support</c><00:35:30.160><c> in</c><00:35:30.320><c> the</c><00:35:30.480><c> grace</c><00:35:30.880><c> of</c><00:35:31.040><c> god</c><00:35:31.359><c> i</c>

00:35:31.430 --> 00:35:31.440 align:start position:0%
prayers support in the grace of god i
 

00:35:31.440 --> 00:35:33.510 align:start position:0%
prayers support in the grace of god i
would<00:35:31.680><c> have</c><00:35:31.760><c> lost</c><00:35:32.160><c> my</c><00:35:32.400><c> mind</c>

00:35:33.510 --> 00:35:33.520 align:start position:0%
would have lost my mind
 

00:35:33.520 --> 00:35:35.910 align:start position:0%
would have lost my mind
and<00:35:33.680><c> i'm</c><00:35:33.839><c> sure</c><00:35:34.240><c> those</c><00:35:34.480><c> of</c><00:35:34.640><c> you</c><00:35:34.800><c> who</c><00:35:35.119><c> have</c><00:35:35.599><c> this</c>

00:35:35.910 --> 00:35:35.920 align:start position:0%
and i'm sure those of you who have this
 

00:35:35.920 --> 00:35:38.870 align:start position:0%
and i'm sure those of you who have this
experience<00:35:36.640><c> feel</c><00:35:36.880><c> the</c><00:35:37.040><c> same</c>

00:35:38.870 --> 00:35:38.880 align:start position:0%
experience feel the same
 

00:35:38.880 --> 00:35:41.990 align:start position:0%
experience feel the same
fast<00:35:39.200><c> forward</c><00:35:39.520><c> to</c><00:35:39.680><c> november</c><00:35:40.240><c> of</c><00:35:40.400><c> 2017</c>

00:35:41.990 --> 00:35:42.000 align:start position:0%
fast forward to november of 2017
 

00:35:42.000 --> 00:35:44.069 align:start position:0%
fast forward to november of 2017
when<00:35:42.240><c> i</c><00:35:42.320><c> had</c><00:35:42.560><c> my</c><00:35:42.800><c> annual</c><00:35:43.119><c> mammogram</c><00:35:43.760><c> something</c>

00:35:44.069 --> 00:35:44.079 align:start position:0%
when i had my annual mammogram something
 

00:35:44.079 --> 00:35:46.870 align:start position:0%
when i had my annual mammogram something
that<00:35:44.240><c> had</c><00:35:44.480><c> always</c><00:35:44.960><c> been</c><00:35:45.359><c> routine</c>

00:35:46.870 --> 00:35:46.880 align:start position:0%
that had always been routine
 

00:35:46.880 --> 00:35:49.190 align:start position:0%
that had always been routine
i<00:35:47.119><c> faithfully</c><00:35:47.680><c> scheduled</c><00:35:48.079><c> them</c><00:35:48.320><c> never</c><00:35:48.880><c> ever</c>

00:35:49.190 --> 00:35:49.200 align:start position:0%
i faithfully scheduled them never ever
 

00:35:49.200 --> 00:35:51.190 align:start position:0%
i faithfully scheduled them never ever
considering<00:35:49.760><c> that</c><00:35:50.000><c> i</c><00:35:50.160><c> would</c><00:35:50.480><c> they</c><00:35:50.640><c> would</c><00:35:50.880><c> find</c>

00:35:51.190 --> 00:35:51.200 align:start position:0%
considering that i would they would find
 

00:35:51.200 --> 00:35:52.390 align:start position:0%
considering that i would they would find
anything

00:35:52.390 --> 00:35:52.400 align:start position:0%
anything
 

00:35:52.400 --> 00:35:54.790 align:start position:0%
anything
i<00:35:52.560><c> received</c><00:35:52.960><c> a</c><00:35:53.119><c> call</c><00:35:53.599><c> a</c><00:35:53.680><c> few</c><00:35:53.920><c> days</c><00:35:54.240><c> later</c><00:35:54.560><c> for</c><00:35:54.720><c> a</c>

00:35:54.790 --> 00:35:54.800 align:start position:0%
i received a call a few days later for a
 

00:35:54.800 --> 00:35:56.630 align:start position:0%
i received a call a few days later for a
return<00:35:55.280><c> mammogram</c>

00:35:56.630 --> 00:35:56.640 align:start position:0%
return mammogram
 

00:35:56.640 --> 00:35:59.910 align:start position:0%
return mammogram
which<00:35:57.040><c> then</c><00:35:57.280><c> led</c><00:35:57.440><c> to</c><00:35:57.599><c> a</c><00:35:57.760><c> biopsy</c>

00:35:59.910 --> 00:35:59.920 align:start position:0%
which then led to a biopsy
 

00:35:59.920 --> 00:36:02.310 align:start position:0%
which then led to a biopsy
now<00:36:00.160><c> anyone</c><00:36:00.640><c> who</c><00:36:00.800><c> has</c><00:36:01.040><c> ever</c><00:36:01.280><c> had</c><00:36:01.520><c> a</c><00:36:01.599><c> biopsy</c>

00:36:02.310 --> 00:36:02.320 align:start position:0%
now anyone who has ever had a biopsy
 

00:36:02.320 --> 00:36:04.710 align:start position:0%
now anyone who has ever had a biopsy
knows<00:36:02.880><c> that</c><00:36:03.200><c> that</c><00:36:03.599><c> weight</c><00:36:03.839><c> for</c><00:36:04.000><c> the</c><00:36:04.160><c> results</c>

00:36:04.710 --> 00:36:04.720 align:start position:0%
knows that that weight for the results
 

00:36:04.720 --> 00:36:07.910 align:start position:0%
knows that that weight for the results
is<00:36:04.880><c> the</c><00:36:05.119><c> longest</c><00:36:05.680><c> weight</c><00:36:06.000><c> of</c><00:36:06.160><c> your</c><00:36:06.320><c> life</c>

00:36:07.910 --> 00:36:07.920 align:start position:0%
is the longest weight of your life
 

00:36:07.920 --> 00:36:09.910 align:start position:0%
is the longest weight of your life
i<00:36:08.079><c> received</c><00:36:08.560><c> a</c><00:36:08.640><c> call</c><00:36:09.119><c> the</c><00:36:09.280><c> day</c><00:36:09.440><c> before</c>

00:36:09.910 --> 00:36:09.920 align:start position:0%
i received a call the day before
 

00:36:09.920 --> 00:36:13.109 align:start position:0%
i received a call the day before
thanksgiving<00:36:10.720><c> y'all</c><00:36:12.000><c> that</c><00:36:12.240><c> the</c><00:36:12.400><c> results</c><00:36:12.800><c> were</c>

00:36:13.109 --> 00:36:13.119 align:start position:0%
thanksgiving y'all that the results were
 

00:36:13.119 --> 00:36:15.750 align:start position:0%
thanksgiving y'all that the results were
positive<00:36:13.920><c> for</c><00:36:14.160><c> ductal</c><00:36:14.640><c> carcinoma</c><00:36:15.440><c> which</c><00:36:15.599><c> is</c>

00:36:15.750 --> 00:36:15.760 align:start position:0%
positive for ductal carcinoma which is
 

00:36:15.760 --> 00:36:17.510 align:start position:0%
positive for ductal carcinoma which is
breast<00:36:16.079><c> cancer</c>

00:36:17.510 --> 00:36:17.520 align:start position:0%
breast cancer
 

00:36:17.520 --> 00:36:20.230 align:start position:0%
breast cancer
my<00:36:17.760><c> whole</c><00:36:18.000><c> world</c><00:36:18.480><c> stopped</c>

00:36:20.230 --> 00:36:20.240 align:start position:0%
my whole world stopped
 

00:36:20.240 --> 00:36:22.470 align:start position:0%
my whole world stopped
at<00:36:20.400><c> that</c><00:36:20.640><c> moment</c>

00:36:22.470 --> 00:36:22.480 align:start position:0%
at that moment
 

00:36:22.480 --> 00:36:25.349 align:start position:0%
at that moment
as<00:36:22.720><c> i</c><00:36:22.960><c> pondered</c><00:36:23.680><c> why</c><00:36:24.000><c> my</c><00:36:24.320><c> doctor</c><00:36:24.720><c> was</c><00:36:24.960><c> giving</c>

00:36:25.349 --> 00:36:25.359 align:start position:0%
as i pondered why my doctor was giving
 

00:36:25.359 --> 00:36:26.390 align:start position:0%
as i pondered why my doctor was giving
me

00:36:26.390 --> 00:36:26.400 align:start position:0%
me
 

00:36:26.400 --> 00:36:29.030 align:start position:0%
me
this<00:36:26.720><c> news</c><00:36:27.280><c> on</c><00:36:27.440><c> the</c><00:36:27.680><c> day</c><00:36:27.920><c> before</c><00:36:28.320><c> a</c><00:36:28.560><c> huge</c>

00:36:29.030 --> 00:36:29.040 align:start position:0%
this news on the day before a huge
 

00:36:29.040 --> 00:36:31.589 align:start position:0%
this news on the day before a huge
holiday<00:36:29.599><c> a</c><00:36:29.760><c> family</c><00:36:30.160><c> holiday</c>

00:36:31.589 --> 00:36:31.599 align:start position:0%
holiday a family holiday
 

00:36:31.599 --> 00:36:34.550 align:start position:0%
holiday a family holiday
it<00:36:31.760><c> couldn't</c><00:36:32.079><c> wait</c><00:36:32.320><c> till</c><00:36:32.640><c> monday</c>

00:36:34.550 --> 00:36:34.560 align:start position:0%
it couldn't wait till monday
 

00:36:34.560 --> 00:36:36.390 align:start position:0%
it couldn't wait till monday
what<00:36:34.800><c> are</c><00:36:34.880><c> you</c><00:36:35.119><c> saying</c><00:36:35.520><c> to</c><00:36:35.680><c> me</c><00:36:35.920><c> this</c><00:36:36.160><c> is</c><00:36:36.240><c> what</c>

00:36:36.390 --> 00:36:36.400 align:start position:0%
what are you saying to me this is what
 

00:36:36.400 --> 00:36:37.750 align:start position:0%
what are you saying to me this is what
i'm<00:36:36.640><c> thinking</c>

00:36:37.750 --> 00:36:37.760 align:start position:0%
i'm thinking
 

00:36:37.760 --> 00:36:40.390 align:start position:0%
i'm thinking
it<00:36:37.839><c> was</c><00:36:38.079><c> not</c><00:36:38.320><c> by</c><00:36:38.640><c> happenstance</c><00:36:39.440><c> that</c><00:36:39.599><c> i</c><00:36:39.760><c> was</c><00:36:40.240><c> in</c>

00:36:40.390 --> 00:36:40.400 align:start position:0%
it was not by happenstance that i was in
 

00:36:40.400 --> 00:36:42.790 align:start position:0%
it was not by happenstance that i was in
the<00:36:40.560><c> presence</c><00:36:40.960><c> of</c><00:36:41.040><c> my</c><00:36:41.280><c> sisters</c><00:36:42.320><c> because</c><00:36:42.640><c> we</c>

00:36:42.790 --> 00:36:42.800 align:start position:0%
the presence of my sisters because we
 

00:36:42.800 --> 00:36:44.390 align:start position:0%
the presence of my sisters because we
were<00:36:43.040><c> at</c><00:36:43.200><c> my</c><00:36:43.359><c> dad's</c><00:36:43.680><c> house</c><00:36:43.920><c> cooking</c><00:36:44.240><c> for</c>

00:36:44.390 --> 00:36:44.400 align:start position:0%
were at my dad's house cooking for
 

00:36:44.400 --> 00:36:47.829 align:start position:0%
were at my dad's house cooking for
thanksgiving<00:36:45.040><c> god</c><00:36:45.359><c> knew</c><00:36:45.680><c> i</c><00:36:45.920><c> needed</c><00:36:46.720><c> to</c><00:36:46.880><c> be</c>

00:36:47.829 --> 00:36:47.839 align:start position:0%
thanksgiving god knew i needed to be
 

00:36:47.839 --> 00:36:50.470 align:start position:0%
thanksgiving god knew i needed to be
the<00:36:48.079><c> have</c><00:36:48.320><c> them</c><00:36:48.560><c> there</c><00:36:48.880><c> to</c><00:36:48.960><c> hold</c><00:36:49.200><c> me</c><00:36:49.440><c> up</c><00:36:50.079><c> once</c><00:36:50.400><c> i</c>

00:36:50.470 --> 00:36:50.480 align:start position:0%
the have them there to hold me up once i
 

00:36:50.480 --> 00:36:52.150 align:start position:0%
the have them there to hold me up once i
got<00:36:50.640><c> the</c><00:36:50.880><c> news</c>

00:36:52.150 --> 00:36:52.160 align:start position:0%
got the news
 

00:36:52.160 --> 00:36:55.190 align:start position:0%
got the news
when<00:36:52.400><c> i</c><00:36:52.560><c> broke</c><00:36:52.800><c> it</c><00:36:52.960><c> to</c><00:36:53.119><c> them</c><00:36:54.240><c> first</c><00:36:54.720><c> there</c><00:36:54.960><c> was</c>

00:36:55.190 --> 00:36:55.200 align:start position:0%
when i broke it to them first there was
 

00:36:55.200 --> 00:36:57.030 align:start position:0%
when i broke it to them first there was
disbelief

00:36:57.030 --> 00:36:57.040 align:start position:0%
disbelief
 

00:36:57.040 --> 00:36:59.109 align:start position:0%
disbelief
then<00:36:57.200><c> the</c><00:36:57.440><c> tears</c>

00:36:59.109 --> 00:36:59.119 align:start position:0%
then the tears
 

00:36:59.119 --> 00:37:01.990 align:start position:0%
then the tears
then<00:36:59.359><c> the</c><00:36:59.520><c> praying</c><00:37:00.079><c> began</c>

00:37:01.990 --> 00:37:02.000 align:start position:0%
then the praying began
 

00:37:02.000 --> 00:37:04.310 align:start position:0%
then the praying began
my<00:37:02.160><c> brother</c><00:37:02.560><c> larry</c><00:37:02.960><c> joined</c><00:37:03.359><c> in</c><00:37:03.520><c> and</c><00:37:03.680><c> my</c><00:37:03.839><c> dad</c>

00:37:04.310 --> 00:37:04.320 align:start position:0%
my brother larry joined in and my dad
 

00:37:04.320 --> 00:37:06.069 align:start position:0%
my brother larry joined in and my dad
rounded<00:37:04.720><c> out</c><00:37:04.800><c> the</c><00:37:04.960><c> circle</c><00:37:05.359><c> and</c><00:37:05.440><c> we</c><00:37:05.680><c> started</c>

00:37:06.069 --> 00:37:06.079 align:start position:0%
rounded out the circle and we started
 

00:37:06.079 --> 00:37:07.829 align:start position:0%
rounded out the circle and we started
storming<00:37:06.640><c> the</c><00:37:06.800><c> gates</c><00:37:07.119><c> of</c><00:37:07.280><c> heaven</c><00:37:07.599><c> with</c>

00:37:07.829 --> 00:37:07.839 align:start position:0%
storming the gates of heaven with
 

00:37:07.839 --> 00:37:10.790 align:start position:0%
storming the gates of heaven with
requests<00:37:08.400><c> for</c><00:37:08.720><c> healing</c>

00:37:10.790 --> 00:37:10.800 align:start position:0%
requests for healing
 

00:37:10.800 --> 00:37:12.790 align:start position:0%
requests for healing
eventually<00:37:11.440><c> the</c><00:37:11.520><c> rest</c><00:37:11.760><c> of</c><00:37:11.839><c> my</c><00:37:12.079><c> family</c><00:37:12.480><c> found</c>

00:37:12.790 --> 00:37:12.800 align:start position:0%
eventually the rest of my family found
 

00:37:12.800 --> 00:37:13.670 align:start position:0%
eventually the rest of my family found
out

00:37:13.670 --> 00:37:13.680 align:start position:0%
out
 

00:37:13.680 --> 00:37:17.910 align:start position:0%
out
and<00:37:14.000><c> i</c><00:37:14.240><c> believe</c><00:37:14.640><c> they</c><00:37:14.880><c> stayed</c><00:37:15.200><c> on</c><00:37:15.359><c> their</c><00:37:15.599><c> knees</c>

00:37:17.910 --> 00:37:17.920 align:start position:0%
and i believe they stayed on their knees
 

00:37:17.920 --> 00:37:19.910 align:start position:0%
and i believe they stayed on their knees
now<00:37:18.160><c> as</c><00:37:18.320><c> i</c><00:37:18.400><c> mentioned</c><00:37:18.720><c> to</c><00:37:18.880><c> you</c><00:37:18.960><c> before</c><00:37:19.359><c> i</c><00:37:19.599><c> am</c><00:37:19.760><c> a</c>

00:37:19.910 --> 00:37:19.920 align:start position:0%
now as i mentioned to you before i am a
 

00:37:19.920 --> 00:37:21.510 align:start position:0%
now as i mentioned to you before i am a
christian

00:37:21.510 --> 00:37:21.520 align:start position:0%
christian
 

00:37:21.520 --> 00:37:23.670 align:start position:0%
christian
but<00:37:21.680><c> i</c><00:37:21.839><c> started</c><00:37:22.240><c> to</c><00:37:22.480><c> doubt</c><00:37:22.800><c> god</c>

00:37:23.670 --> 00:37:23.680 align:start position:0%
but i started to doubt god
 

00:37:23.680 --> 00:37:25.510 align:start position:0%
but i started to doubt god
i<00:37:23.839><c> started</c><00:37:24.240><c> thinking</c><00:37:24.560><c> god</c><00:37:24.880><c> why</c><00:37:25.119><c> is</c><00:37:25.280><c> this</c>

00:37:25.510 --> 00:37:25.520 align:start position:0%
i started thinking god why is this
 

00:37:25.520 --> 00:37:27.829 align:start position:0%
i started thinking god why is this
happening<00:37:25.920><c> to</c><00:37:26.079><c> me</c><00:37:26.720><c> you</c><00:37:26.960><c> said</c><00:37:27.200><c> you</c><00:37:27.359><c> would</c><00:37:27.520><c> never</c>

00:37:27.829 --> 00:37:27.839 align:start position:0%
happening to me you said you would never
 

00:37:27.839 --> 00:37:29.750 align:start position:0%
happening to me you said you would never
leave<00:37:28.079><c> me</c><00:37:28.240><c> nor</c><00:37:28.480><c> forsake</c><00:37:28.960><c> me</c><00:37:29.119><c> you</c><00:37:29.280><c> mean</c><00:37:29.599><c> you</c>

00:37:29.750 --> 00:37:29.760 align:start position:0%
leave me nor forsake me you mean you
 

00:37:29.760 --> 00:37:32.069 align:start position:0%
leave me nor forsake me you mean you
made<00:37:30.000><c> all</c><00:37:30.160><c> these</c><00:37:30.400><c> promises</c><00:37:30.960><c> to</c><00:37:31.119><c> me</c><00:37:31.280><c> so</c><00:37:31.520><c> why</c><00:37:31.839><c> did</c>

00:37:32.069 --> 00:37:32.079 align:start position:0%
made all these promises to me so why did
 

00:37:32.079 --> 00:37:33.829 align:start position:0%
made all these promises to me so why did
you<00:37:32.320><c> allow</c><00:37:32.720><c> this</c>

00:37:33.829 --> 00:37:33.839 align:start position:0%
you allow this
 

00:37:33.839 --> 00:37:37.190 align:start position:0%
you allow this
and<00:37:34.000><c> you</c><00:37:34.160><c> know</c><00:37:34.320><c> what</c><00:37:34.560><c> y'all</c><00:37:35.119><c> god</c><00:37:35.520><c> said</c><00:37:35.760><c> to</c><00:37:35.920><c> me</c>

00:37:37.190 --> 00:37:37.200 align:start position:0%
and you know what y'all god said to me
 

00:37:37.200 --> 00:37:40.710 align:start position:0%
and you know what y'all god said to me
i<00:37:37.440><c> never</c><00:37:37.760><c> left</c><00:37:38.000><c> you</c><00:37:38.240><c> renee</c>

00:37:40.710 --> 00:37:40.720 align:start position:0%
 
 

00:37:40.720 --> 00:37:44.150 align:start position:0%
 
i<00:37:40.960><c> am</c><00:37:41.200><c> still</c><00:37:41.760><c> here</c>

00:37:44.150 --> 00:37:44.160 align:start position:0%
i am still here
 

00:37:44.160 --> 00:37:46.230 align:start position:0%
i am still here
but<00:37:44.400><c> i</c><00:37:44.560><c> still</c><00:37:44.960><c> felt</c><00:37:45.200><c> like</c><00:37:45.440><c> i</c><00:37:45.520><c> was</c><00:37:45.760><c> losing</c><00:37:46.079><c> my</c>

00:37:46.230 --> 00:37:46.240 align:start position:0%
but i still felt like i was losing my
 

00:37:46.240 --> 00:37:49.430 align:start position:0%
but i still felt like i was losing my
mind<00:37:46.800><c> because</c><00:37:47.040><c> the</c><00:37:47.359><c> fear</c><00:37:47.760><c> of</c><00:37:48.240><c> cancer</c>

00:37:49.430 --> 00:37:49.440 align:start position:0%
mind because the fear of cancer
 

00:37:49.440 --> 00:37:52.950 align:start position:0%
mind because the fear of cancer
was<00:37:49.680><c> so</c><00:37:50.160><c> overwhelming</c><00:37:51.359><c> that</c><00:37:51.599><c> i</c><00:37:51.760><c> couldn't</c>

00:37:52.950 --> 00:37:52.960 align:start position:0%
was so overwhelming that i couldn't
 

00:37:52.960 --> 00:37:54.630 align:start position:0%
was so overwhelming that i couldn't
hear<00:37:53.280><c> his</c><00:37:53.599><c> voice</c>

00:37:54.630 --> 00:37:54.640 align:start position:0%
hear his voice
 

00:37:54.640 --> 00:37:57.349 align:start position:0%
hear his voice
i<00:37:54.800><c> was</c><00:37:55.040><c> not</c><00:37:55.200><c> ready</c><00:37:55.520><c> to</c><00:37:55.680><c> go</c><00:37:56.160><c> not</c><00:37:56.400><c> right</c><00:37:56.640><c> now</c><00:37:56.960><c> lord</c>

00:37:57.349 --> 00:37:57.359 align:start position:0%
i was not ready to go not right now lord
 

00:37:57.359 --> 00:37:58.950 align:start position:0%
i was not ready to go not right now lord
not<00:37:57.599><c> now</c>

00:37:58.950 --> 00:37:58.960 align:start position:0%
not now
 

00:37:58.960 --> 00:38:00.950 align:start position:0%
not now
soon<00:37:59.280><c> after</c><00:37:59.599><c> that</c><00:37:59.760><c> i</c><00:37:59.920><c> called</c><00:38:00.240><c> dana</c><00:38:00.560><c> fabric</c>

00:38:00.950 --> 00:38:00.960 align:start position:0%
soon after that i called dana fabric
 

00:38:00.960 --> 00:38:03.510 align:start position:0%
soon after that i called dana fabric
made<00:38:01.200><c> an</c><00:38:01.280><c> appointment</c><00:38:01.760><c> to</c><00:38:01.839><c> see</c><00:38:02.000><c> an</c><00:38:02.160><c> oncologist</c>

00:38:03.510 --> 00:38:03.520 align:start position:0%
made an appointment to see an oncologist
 

00:38:03.520 --> 00:38:05.829 align:start position:0%
made an appointment to see an oncologist
insurgent<00:38:04.640><c> i</c><00:38:04.800><c> was</c><00:38:04.960><c> so</c><00:38:05.200><c> scared</c><00:38:05.520><c> i</c><00:38:05.599><c> couldn't</c>

00:38:05.829 --> 00:38:05.839 align:start position:0%
insurgent i was so scared i couldn't
 

00:38:05.839 --> 00:38:07.430 align:start position:0%
insurgent i was so scared i couldn't
even<00:38:06.000><c> think</c><00:38:06.240><c> straight</c>

00:38:07.430 --> 00:38:07.440 align:start position:0%
even think straight
 

00:38:07.440 --> 00:38:09.510 align:start position:0%
even think straight
god<00:38:07.839><c> calmed</c><00:38:08.160><c> my</c><00:38:08.400><c> fears</c><00:38:08.640><c> by</c><00:38:08.800><c> having</c><00:38:09.119><c> the</c><00:38:09.200><c> doctor</c>

00:38:09.510 --> 00:38:09.520 align:start position:0%
god calmed my fears by having the doctor
 

00:38:09.520 --> 00:38:11.190 align:start position:0%
god calmed my fears by having the doctor
tell<00:38:09.760><c> me</c><00:38:09.920><c> that</c><00:38:10.000><c> my</c><00:38:10.160><c> surgery</c><00:38:10.560><c> could</c><00:38:10.720><c> wait</c><00:38:10.880><c> until</c>

00:38:11.190 --> 00:38:11.200 align:start position:0%
tell me that my surgery could wait until
 

00:38:11.200 --> 00:38:13.430 align:start position:0%
tell me that my surgery could wait until
january<00:38:11.839><c> so</c><00:38:12.000><c> go</c><00:38:12.160><c> home</c><00:38:12.400><c> and</c><00:38:12.720><c> enjoy</c><00:38:13.040><c> christmas</c>

00:38:13.430 --> 00:38:13.440 align:start position:0%
january so go home and enjoy christmas
 

00:38:13.440 --> 00:38:16.310 align:start position:0%
january so go home and enjoy christmas
with<00:38:13.599><c> your</c><00:38:13.839><c> family</c><00:38:14.640><c> i'm</c><00:38:14.800><c> like</c><00:38:14.960><c> what</c>

00:38:16.310 --> 00:38:16.320 align:start position:0%
with your family i'm like what
 

00:38:16.320 --> 00:38:17.510 align:start position:0%
with your family i'm like what
okay

00:38:17.510 --> 00:38:17.520 align:start position:0%
okay
 

00:38:17.520 --> 00:38:19.589 align:start position:0%
okay
but<00:38:17.680><c> that</c><00:38:17.920><c> wasn't</c><00:38:18.240><c> enough</c><00:38:18.960><c> i</c><00:38:19.119><c> was</c><00:38:19.359><c> still</c>

00:38:19.589 --> 00:38:19.599 align:start position:0%
but that wasn't enough i was still
 

00:38:19.599 --> 00:38:20.950 align:start position:0%
but that wasn't enough i was still
scared

00:38:20.950 --> 00:38:20.960 align:start position:0%
scared
 

00:38:20.960 --> 00:38:23.430 align:start position:0%
scared
i<00:38:21.200><c> started</c><00:38:21.599><c> praying</c><00:38:22.000><c> for</c><00:38:22.160><c> discernment</c>

00:38:23.430 --> 00:38:23.440 align:start position:0%
i started praying for discernment
 

00:38:23.440 --> 00:38:26.790 align:start position:0%
i started praying for discernment
healing<00:38:24.320><c> peace</c><00:38:25.040><c> mercy</c><00:38:25.839><c> all</c><00:38:26.079><c> the</c><00:38:26.240><c> things</c><00:38:26.640><c> that</c>

00:38:26.790 --> 00:38:26.800 align:start position:0%
healing peace mercy all the things that
 

00:38:26.800 --> 00:38:29.430 align:start position:0%
healing peace mercy all the things that
i<00:38:27.440><c> know</c><00:38:27.760><c> that</c><00:38:27.920><c> i</c><00:38:28.079><c> should</c><00:38:28.320><c> be</c><00:38:28.560><c> asking</c><00:38:28.960><c> the</c><00:38:29.119><c> lord</c>

00:38:29.430 --> 00:38:29.440 align:start position:0%
i know that i should be asking the lord
 

00:38:29.440 --> 00:38:31.109 align:start position:0%
i know that i should be asking the lord
for

00:38:31.109 --> 00:38:31.119 align:start position:0%
for
 

00:38:31.119 --> 00:38:33.030 align:start position:0%
for
on<00:38:31.359><c> the</c><00:38:31.440><c> way</c><00:38:31.680><c> to</c><00:38:31.839><c> the</c><00:38:31.920><c> doctor's</c><00:38:32.400><c> office</c><00:38:32.800><c> after</c>

00:38:33.030 --> 00:38:33.040 align:start position:0%
on the way to the doctor's office after
 

00:38:33.040 --> 00:38:35.430 align:start position:0%
on the way to the doctor's office after
the<00:38:33.200><c> holidays</c><00:38:34.240><c> i</c><00:38:34.400><c> was</c><00:38:34.560><c> so</c><00:38:34.720><c> distraught</c><00:38:35.280><c> that</c>

00:38:35.430 --> 00:38:35.440 align:start position:0%
the holidays i was so distraught that
 

00:38:35.440 --> 00:38:38.470 align:start position:0%
the holidays i was so distraught that
god<00:38:35.839><c> sent</c><00:38:36.079><c> me</c><00:38:36.240><c> an</c><00:38:36.400><c> angel</c><00:38:36.800><c> to</c><00:38:36.960><c> reassure</c><00:38:37.599><c> me</c>

00:38:38.470 --> 00:38:38.480 align:start position:0%
god sent me an angel to reassure me
 

00:38:38.480 --> 00:38:40.710 align:start position:0%
god sent me an angel to reassure me
i<00:38:38.560><c> was</c><00:38:38.800><c> in</c><00:38:38.960><c> lowe's</c><00:38:39.280><c> with</c><00:38:39.440><c> my</c><00:38:39.599><c> husband</c><00:38:40.160><c> and</c><00:38:40.560><c> a</c>

00:38:40.710 --> 00:38:40.720 align:start position:0%
i was in lowe's with my husband and a
 

00:38:40.720 --> 00:38:43.510 align:start position:0%
i was in lowe's with my husband and a
gentleman<00:38:41.200><c> with</c><00:38:41.440><c> a</c><00:38:41.599><c> heavy</c><00:38:42.160><c> stutter</c><00:38:42.960><c> came</c><00:38:43.280><c> over</c>

00:38:43.510 --> 00:38:43.520 align:start position:0%
gentleman with a heavy stutter came over
 

00:38:43.520 --> 00:38:45.270 align:start position:0%
gentleman with a heavy stutter came over
to<00:38:43.760><c> ask</c><00:38:43.920><c> me</c><00:38:44.160><c> something</c><00:38:44.400><c> but</c><00:38:44.640><c> his</c><00:38:44.800><c> stutter</c><00:38:45.119><c> was</c>

00:38:45.270 --> 00:38:45.280 align:start position:0%
to ask me something but his stutter was
 

00:38:45.280 --> 00:38:48.310 align:start position:0%
to ask me something but his stutter was
so<00:38:45.520><c> bad</c><00:38:45.680><c> that</c><00:38:45.920><c> i</c><00:38:46.000><c> couldn't</c><00:38:46.320><c> understand</c><00:38:46.800><c> him</c>

00:38:48.310 --> 00:38:48.320 align:start position:0%
so bad that i couldn't understand him
 

00:38:48.320 --> 00:38:50.470 align:start position:0%
so bad that i couldn't understand him
when<00:38:48.480><c> i</c><00:38:48.640><c> asked</c><00:38:48.880><c> him</c><00:38:48.960><c> to</c><00:38:49.119><c> repeat</c><00:38:49.520><c> himself</c>

00:38:50.470 --> 00:38:50.480 align:start position:0%
when i asked him to repeat himself
 

00:38:50.480 --> 00:38:53.750 align:start position:0%
when i asked him to repeat himself
his<00:38:50.720><c> stutter</c><00:38:51.680><c> disappeared</c>

00:38:53.750 --> 00:38:53.760 align:start position:0%
his stutter disappeared
 

00:38:53.760 --> 00:38:56.710 align:start position:0%
his stutter disappeared
and<00:38:53.920><c> he</c><00:38:54.160><c> said</c><00:38:54.480><c> these</c><00:38:54.720><c> words</c><00:38:55.119><c> to</c><00:38:55.280><c> me</c>

00:38:56.710 --> 00:38:56.720 align:start position:0%
and he said these words to me
 

00:38:56.720 --> 00:38:59.750 align:start position:0%
and he said these words to me
god<00:38:57.200><c> hears</c><00:38:57.599><c> your</c><00:38:57.920><c> prayers</c><00:38:58.320><c> for</c><00:38:58.560><c> discernment</c>

00:38:59.750 --> 00:38:59.760 align:start position:0%
god hears your prayers for discernment
 

00:38:59.760 --> 00:39:02.790 align:start position:0%
god hears your prayers for discernment
and<00:38:59.920><c> will</c><00:39:00.320><c> answer</c><00:39:00.720><c> them</c><00:39:00.960><c> on</c><00:39:01.359><c> his</c><00:39:01.680><c> time</c>

00:39:02.790 --> 00:39:02.800 align:start position:0%
and will answer them on his time
 

00:39:02.800 --> 00:39:07.490 align:start position:0%
and will answer them on his time
have<00:39:03.280><c> you</c><00:39:03.520><c> have</c><00:39:04.000><c> faith</c><00:39:04.800><c> you</c><00:39:05.040><c> will</c><00:39:05.280><c> be</c><00:39:05.520><c> healed</c>

00:39:07.490 --> 00:39:07.500 align:start position:0%
have you have faith you will be healed
 

00:39:07.500 --> 00:39:10.630 align:start position:0%
have you have faith you will be healed
[Music]

00:39:10.630 --> 00:39:10.640 align:start position:0%
[Music]
 

00:39:10.640 --> 00:39:13.589 align:start position:0%
[Music]
through<00:39:11.200><c> tears</c><00:39:11.920><c> i</c><00:39:12.240><c> asked</c><00:39:12.560><c> this</c><00:39:12.800><c> man</c><00:39:13.040><c> to</c><00:39:13.200><c> repeat</c>

00:39:13.589 --> 00:39:13.599 align:start position:0%
through tears i asked this man to repeat
 

00:39:13.599 --> 00:39:15.510 align:start position:0%
through tears i asked this man to repeat
himself<00:39:14.160><c> again</c>

00:39:15.510 --> 00:39:15.520 align:start position:0%
himself again
 

00:39:15.520 --> 00:39:17.430 align:start position:0%
himself again
in<00:39:15.680><c> the</c><00:39:15.760><c> stutter</c><00:39:16.160><c> return</c><00:39:16.640><c> so</c>

00:39:17.430 --> 00:39:17.440 align:start position:0%
in the stutter return so
 

00:39:17.440 --> 00:39:19.349 align:start position:0%
in the stutter return so
i<00:39:17.760><c> i</c><00:39:17.920><c> couldn't</c><00:39:18.160><c> understand</c><00:39:18.720><c> him</c>

00:39:19.349 --> 00:39:19.359 align:start position:0%
i i couldn't understand him
 

00:39:19.359 --> 00:39:21.910 align:start position:0%
i i couldn't understand him
but<00:39:19.520><c> i</c><00:39:19.680><c> heard</c><00:39:20.000><c> those</c><00:39:20.240><c> words</c><00:39:20.960><c> just</c><00:39:21.200><c> as</c><00:39:21.440><c> clearly</c>

00:39:21.910 --> 00:39:21.920 align:start position:0%
but i heard those words just as clearly
 

00:39:21.920 --> 00:39:24.790 align:start position:0%
but i heard those words just as clearly
as<00:39:22.000><c> i</c><00:39:22.079><c> can</c><00:39:22.240><c> hear</c><00:39:22.480><c> my</c><00:39:22.800><c> my</c><00:39:23.040><c> voice</c><00:39:23.359><c> right</c><00:39:23.599><c> now</c>

00:39:24.790 --> 00:39:24.800 align:start position:0%
as i can hear my my voice right now
 

00:39:24.800 --> 00:39:26.630 align:start position:0%
as i can hear my my voice right now
when<00:39:25.040><c> i</c><00:39:25.200><c> turned</c><00:39:25.520><c> to</c><00:39:25.599><c> look</c><00:39:25.760><c> for</c><00:39:25.920><c> my</c><00:39:26.079><c> husband</c><00:39:26.480><c> the</c>

00:39:26.630 --> 00:39:26.640 align:start position:0%
when i turned to look for my husband the
 

00:39:26.640 --> 00:39:29.910 align:start position:0%
when i turned to look for my husband the
man<00:39:26.880><c> was</c><00:39:27.200><c> gone</c><00:39:28.240><c> but</c><00:39:28.560><c> y'all</c><00:39:28.880><c> i'm</c><00:39:29.359><c> convinced</c><00:39:29.839><c> he</c>

00:39:29.910 --> 00:39:29.920 align:start position:0%
man was gone but y'all i'm convinced he
 

00:39:29.920 --> 00:39:32.630 align:start position:0%
man was gone but y'all i'm convinced he
was<00:39:30.079><c> an</c><00:39:30.320><c> angel</c><00:39:30.880><c> i'm</c><00:39:31.040><c> convinced</c>

00:39:32.630 --> 00:39:32.640 align:start position:0%
was an angel i'm convinced
 

00:39:32.640 --> 00:39:34.710 align:start position:0%
was an angel i'm convinced
that<00:39:32.800><c> was</c><00:39:33.200><c> god's</c><00:39:33.599><c> way</c><00:39:33.839><c> of</c><00:39:34.000><c> trying</c><00:39:34.240><c> to</c><00:39:34.320><c> help</c><00:39:34.560><c> me</c>

00:39:34.710 --> 00:39:34.720 align:start position:0%
that was god's way of trying to help me
 

00:39:34.720 --> 00:39:36.790 align:start position:0%
that was god's way of trying to help me
get<00:39:34.960><c> through</c><00:39:35.200><c> this</c><00:39:35.920><c> not</c><00:39:36.079><c> trying</c><00:39:36.400><c> because</c><00:39:36.640><c> god</c>

00:39:36.790 --> 00:39:36.800 align:start position:0%
get through this not trying because god
 

00:39:36.800 --> 00:39:38.550 align:start position:0%
get through this not trying because god
doesn't<00:39:37.119><c> try</c><00:39:37.280><c> to</c><00:39:37.359><c> do</c><00:39:37.599><c> anything</c><00:39:37.920><c> he</c><00:39:38.079><c> just</c><00:39:38.320><c> does</c>

00:39:38.550 --> 00:39:38.560 align:start position:0%
doesn't try to do anything he just does
 

00:39:38.560 --> 00:39:40.790 align:start position:0%
doesn't try to do anything he just does
it<00:39:39.040><c> right</c>

00:39:40.790 --> 00:39:40.800 align:start position:0%
it right
 

00:39:40.800 --> 00:39:43.270 align:start position:0%
it right
but<00:39:40.960><c> he</c><00:39:41.119><c> was</c><00:39:41.520><c> that</c><00:39:41.680><c> was</c><00:39:42.160><c> him</c><00:39:42.480><c> getting</c><00:39:42.800><c> me</c>

00:39:43.270 --> 00:39:43.280 align:start position:0%
but he was that was him getting me
 

00:39:43.280 --> 00:39:44.710 align:start position:0%
but he was that was him getting me
through<00:39:43.599><c> this</c>

00:39:44.710 --> 00:39:44.720 align:start position:0%
through this
 

00:39:44.720 --> 00:39:46.230 align:start position:0%
through this
but<00:39:44.880><c> guess</c><00:39:45.119><c> what</c><00:39:45.280><c> y'all</c><00:39:45.520><c> that</c><00:39:45.680><c> still</c><00:39:45.920><c> wasn't</c>

00:39:46.230 --> 00:39:46.240 align:start position:0%
but guess what y'all that still wasn't
 

00:39:46.240 --> 00:39:47.109 align:start position:0%
but guess what y'all that still wasn't
enough

00:39:47.109 --> 00:39:47.119 align:start position:0%
enough
 

00:39:47.119 --> 00:39:49.750 align:start position:0%
enough
i<00:39:47.280><c> was</c><00:39:47.440><c> still</c><00:39:47.680><c> scared</c>

00:39:49.750 --> 00:39:49.760 align:start position:0%
i was still scared
 

00:39:49.760 --> 00:39:51.670 align:start position:0%
i was still scared
see<00:39:50.000><c> fear</c><00:39:50.400><c> has</c><00:39:50.560><c> a</c><00:39:50.640><c> way</c><00:39:50.880><c> of</c><00:39:51.040><c> gripping</c><00:39:51.359><c> you</c><00:39:51.520><c> to</c>

00:39:51.670 --> 00:39:51.680 align:start position:0%
see fear has a way of gripping you to
 

00:39:51.680 --> 00:39:53.190 align:start position:0%
see fear has a way of gripping you to
the<00:39:51.760><c> point</c><00:39:52.000><c> where</c><00:39:52.240><c> you</c><00:39:52.400><c> can't</c><00:39:52.800><c> think</c>

00:39:53.190 --> 00:39:53.200 align:start position:0%
the point where you can't think
 

00:39:53.200 --> 00:39:55.030 align:start position:0%
the point where you can't think
rationally

00:39:55.030 --> 00:39:55.040 align:start position:0%
rationally
 

00:39:55.040 --> 00:39:57.670 align:start position:0%
rationally
i<00:39:55.200><c> had</c><00:39:55.440><c> the</c><00:39:55.599><c> surgery</c><00:39:56.480><c> everything</c><00:39:56.960><c> went</c><00:39:57.280><c> well</c>

00:39:57.670 --> 00:39:57.680 align:start position:0%
i had the surgery everything went well
 

00:39:57.680 --> 00:39:59.510 align:start position:0%
i had the surgery everything went well
thank<00:39:57.920><c> god</c><00:39:58.320><c> i</c><00:39:58.480><c> did</c><00:39:58.720><c> a</c><00:39:58.880><c> short</c><00:39:59.119><c> stint</c><00:39:59.440><c> of</c>

00:39:59.510 --> 00:39:59.520 align:start position:0%
thank god i did a short stint of
 

00:39:59.520 --> 00:40:02.390 align:start position:0%
thank god i did a short stint of
radiation<00:40:00.720><c> thankfully</c><00:40:01.359><c> i</c><00:40:01.440><c> did</c><00:40:01.680><c> not</c><00:40:02.000><c> have</c><00:40:02.240><c> to</c>

00:40:02.390 --> 00:40:02.400 align:start position:0%
radiation thankfully i did not have to
 

00:40:02.400 --> 00:40:04.710 align:start position:0%
radiation thankfully i did not have to
have<00:40:02.560><c> any</c><00:40:02.800><c> chemo</c><00:40:03.280><c> treatments</c><00:40:03.680><c> but</c><00:40:04.079><c> i</c><00:40:04.319><c> do</c><00:40:04.560><c> have</c>

00:40:04.710 --> 00:40:04.720 align:start position:0%
have any chemo treatments but i do have
 

00:40:04.720 --> 00:40:06.470 align:start position:0%
have any chemo treatments but i do have
to<00:40:04.880><c> take</c><00:40:05.119><c> medication</c><00:40:05.680><c> to</c><00:40:05.760><c> help</c><00:40:06.000><c> prevent</c><00:40:06.400><c> the</c>

00:40:06.470 --> 00:40:06.480 align:start position:0%
to take medication to help prevent the
 

00:40:06.480 --> 00:40:08.790 align:start position:0%
to take medication to help prevent the
cancer<00:40:06.800><c> from</c><00:40:07.040><c> coming</c><00:40:07.359><c> back</c><00:40:08.079><c> i</c><00:40:08.240><c> have</c><00:40:08.400><c> to</c><00:40:08.560><c> take</c>

00:40:08.790 --> 00:40:08.800 align:start position:0%
cancer from coming back i have to take
 

00:40:08.800 --> 00:40:11.030 align:start position:0%
cancer from coming back i have to take
it<00:40:08.880><c> for</c><00:40:09.119><c> five</c><00:40:09.359><c> years</c><00:40:09.680><c> and</c><00:40:09.839><c> praise</c><00:40:10.319><c> god</c><00:40:10.560><c> i</c><00:40:10.800><c> am</c>

00:40:11.030 --> 00:40:11.040 align:start position:0%
it for five years and praise god i am
 

00:40:11.040 --> 00:40:14.069 align:start position:0%
it for five years and praise god i am
now<00:40:11.359><c> in</c><00:40:11.599><c> year</c><00:40:12.000><c> four</c><00:40:12.400><c> cancer</c><00:40:13.119><c> free</c>

00:40:14.069 --> 00:40:14.079 align:start position:0%
now in year four cancer free
 

00:40:14.079 --> 00:40:16.710 align:start position:0%
now in year four cancer free
hallelujah

00:40:16.710 --> 00:40:16.720 align:start position:0%
hallelujah
 

00:40:16.720 --> 00:40:19.510 align:start position:0%
hallelujah
thank<00:40:16.960><c> you</c>

00:40:19.510 --> 00:40:19.520 align:start position:0%
 
 

00:40:19.520 --> 00:40:21.589 align:start position:0%
 
my<00:40:19.760><c> family</c><00:40:20.079><c> has</c><00:40:20.400><c> helped</c><00:40:20.640><c> me</c><00:40:20.880><c> tremendously</c>

00:40:21.589 --> 00:40:21.599 align:start position:0%
my family has helped me tremendously
 

00:40:21.599 --> 00:40:22.950 align:start position:0%
my family has helped me tremendously
with<00:40:21.760><c> their</c><00:40:22.000><c> prayers</c><00:40:22.319><c> i've</c><00:40:22.480><c> been</c><00:40:22.640><c> to</c><00:40:22.800><c> my</c>

00:40:22.950 --> 00:40:22.960 align:start position:0%
with their prayers i've been to my
 

00:40:22.960 --> 00:40:25.190 align:start position:0%
with their prayers i've been to my
sister<00:40:23.280><c> karen's</c><00:40:23.760><c> house</c><00:40:24.400><c> on</c><00:40:24.640><c> more</c><00:40:24.800><c> than</c><00:40:24.960><c> one</c>

00:40:25.190 --> 00:40:25.200 align:start position:0%
sister karen's house on more than one
 

00:40:25.200 --> 00:40:26.790 align:start position:0%
sister karen's house on more than one
occasion<00:40:25.599><c> to</c><00:40:25.760><c> have</c><00:40:26.000><c> her</c><00:40:26.160><c> and</c><00:40:26.319><c> her</c><00:40:26.400><c> husband</c>

00:40:26.790 --> 00:40:26.800 align:start position:0%
occasion to have her and her husband
 

00:40:26.800 --> 00:40:29.030 align:start position:0%
occasion to have her and her husband
quinn<00:40:27.119><c> lay</c><00:40:27.359><c> hands</c><00:40:27.680><c> on</c><00:40:27.839><c> me</c><00:40:28.000><c> and</c><00:40:28.160><c> pray</c><00:40:28.720><c> just</c><00:40:28.880><c> to</c>

00:40:29.030 --> 00:40:29.040 align:start position:0%
quinn lay hands on me and pray just to
 

00:40:29.040 --> 00:40:31.109 align:start position:0%
quinn lay hands on me and pray just to
get<00:40:29.200><c> me</c><00:40:29.359><c> through</c><00:40:29.520><c> the</c><00:40:29.680><c> day</c><00:40:30.319><c> i've</c><00:40:30.560><c> had</c><00:40:30.880><c> some</c>

00:40:31.109 --> 00:40:31.119 align:start position:0%
get me through the day i've had some
 

00:40:31.119 --> 00:40:33.030 align:start position:0%
get me through the day i've had some
complications<00:40:31.920><c> due</c><00:40:32.079><c> to</c><00:40:32.240><c> side</c><00:40:32.480><c> effects</c><00:40:32.800><c> of</c><00:40:32.880><c> the</c>

00:40:33.030 --> 00:40:33.040 align:start position:0%
complications due to side effects of the
 

00:40:33.040 --> 00:40:35.589 align:start position:0%
complications due to side effects of the
medication<00:40:33.680><c> which</c><00:40:34.079><c> of</c><00:40:34.319><c> course</c><00:40:35.040><c> me</c><00:40:35.200><c> being</c><00:40:35.440><c> the</c>

00:40:35.589 --> 00:40:35.599 align:start position:0%
medication which of course me being the
 

00:40:35.599 --> 00:40:38.069 align:start position:0%
medication which of course me being the
hypochondriac<00:40:36.480><c> that</c><00:40:36.640><c> i</c><00:40:36.800><c> am</c><00:40:37.280><c> always</c><00:40:37.760><c> thought</c>

00:40:38.069 --> 00:40:38.079 align:start position:0%
hypochondriac that i am always thought
 

00:40:38.079 --> 00:40:39.670 align:start position:0%
hypochondriac that i am always thought
each<00:40:38.319><c> symptom</c><00:40:38.720><c> was</c><00:40:38.880><c> something</c><00:40:39.280><c> terrible</c>

00:40:39.670 --> 00:40:39.680 align:start position:0%
each symptom was something terrible
 

00:40:39.680 --> 00:40:41.750 align:start position:0%
each symptom was something terrible
which<00:40:39.920><c> never</c><00:40:40.160><c> turned</c><00:40:40.400><c> out</c><00:40:40.560><c> to</c><00:40:40.640><c> be</c><00:40:40.800><c> the</c><00:40:40.960><c> case</c>

00:40:41.750 --> 00:40:41.760 align:start position:0%
which never turned out to be the case
 

00:40:41.760 --> 00:40:43.589 align:start position:0%
which never turned out to be the case
from<00:40:41.920><c> the</c><00:40:42.079><c> headaches</c><00:40:42.640><c> to</c><00:40:42.800><c> the</c><00:40:42.960><c> sweating</c><00:40:43.440><c> the</c>

00:40:43.589 --> 00:40:43.599 align:start position:0%
from the headaches to the sweating the
 

00:40:43.599 --> 00:40:45.510 align:start position:0%
from the headaches to the sweating the
fatigue<00:40:44.240><c> the</c><00:40:44.400><c> irritability</c><00:40:45.119><c> you</c><00:40:45.200><c> know</c><00:40:45.440><c> what</c>

00:40:45.510 --> 00:40:45.520 align:start position:0%
fatigue the irritability you know what
 

00:40:45.520 --> 00:40:47.349 align:start position:0%
fatigue the irritability you know what
i'm<00:40:45.680><c> talking</c><00:40:46.000><c> about</c>

00:40:47.349 --> 00:40:47.359 align:start position:0%
i'm talking about
 

00:40:47.359 --> 00:40:49.990 align:start position:0%
i'm talking about
pain<00:40:47.920><c> blood</c><00:40:48.240><c> pressure</c><00:40:48.640><c> spikes</c><00:40:49.200><c> muscle</c><00:40:49.599><c> aches</c>

00:40:49.990 --> 00:40:50.000 align:start position:0%
pain blood pressure spikes muscle aches
 

00:40:50.000 --> 00:40:53.349 align:start position:0%
pain blood pressure spikes muscle aches
depression<00:40:50.880><c> even</c><00:40:51.200><c> depression</c><00:40:51.839><c> yes</c><00:40:52.560><c> anxiety</c>

00:40:53.349 --> 00:40:53.359 align:start position:0%
depression even depression yes anxiety
 

00:40:53.359 --> 00:40:56.150 align:start position:0%
depression even depression yes anxiety
all<00:40:53.599><c> that</c><00:40:54.400><c> through</c><00:40:54.800><c> all</c><00:40:54.960><c> that</c><00:40:55.280><c> god</c><00:40:55.599><c> has</c><00:40:55.839><c> seen</c>

00:40:56.150 --> 00:40:56.160 align:start position:0%
all that through all that god has seen
 

00:40:56.160 --> 00:40:58.870 align:start position:0%
all that through all that god has seen
me<00:40:56.400><c> through</c><00:40:56.880><c> and</c><00:40:57.119><c> continues</c><00:40:57.680><c> to</c><00:40:57.839><c> do</c><00:40:58.000><c> so</c>

00:40:58.870 --> 00:40:58.880 align:start position:0%
me through and continues to do so
 

00:40:58.880 --> 00:41:00.710 align:start position:0%
me through and continues to do so
he<00:40:59.119><c> even</c><00:40:59.359><c> spoke</c><00:40:59.599><c> to</c><00:40:59.760><c> me</c><00:40:59.920><c> through</c><00:41:00.160><c> my</c><00:41:00.319><c> sister</c>

00:41:00.710 --> 00:41:00.720 align:start position:0%
he even spoke to me through my sister
 

00:41:00.720 --> 00:41:02.630 align:start position:0%
he even spoke to me through my sister
sander<00:41:01.119><c> to</c><00:41:01.280><c> confirm</c><00:41:01.760><c> to</c><00:41:01.839><c> me</c><00:41:02.000><c> that</c><00:41:02.240><c> everything</c>

00:41:02.630 --> 00:41:02.640 align:start position:0%
sander to confirm to me that everything
 

00:41:02.640 --> 00:41:05.589 align:start position:0%
sander to confirm to me that everything
was<00:41:02.880><c> all</c><00:41:03.040><c> right</c>

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i<00:41:05.839><c> know</c><00:41:06.160><c> my</c><00:41:06.400><c> whole</c><00:41:06.880><c> family</c><00:41:07.359><c> prayed</c><00:41:07.680><c> for</c><00:41:07.839><c> me</c><00:41:08.000><c> and</c>

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i know my whole family prayed for me and
 

00:41:08.160 --> 00:41:10.309 align:start position:0%
i know my whole family prayed for me and
i'm<00:41:08.400><c> so</c><00:41:08.640><c> grateful</c><00:41:09.040><c> that</c><00:41:09.280><c> god</c><00:41:09.680><c> answered</c><00:41:10.079><c> their</c>

00:41:10.309 --> 00:41:10.319 align:start position:0%
i'm so grateful that god answered their
 

00:41:10.319 --> 00:41:12.870 align:start position:0%
i'm so grateful that god answered their
prayers<00:41:11.119><c> i</c><00:41:11.359><c> still</c><00:41:11.680><c> have</c><00:41:11.920><c> my</c><00:41:12.160><c> moments</c><00:41:12.560><c> but</c><00:41:12.720><c> i'm</c>

00:41:12.870 --> 00:41:12.880 align:start position:0%
prayers i still have my moments but i'm
 

00:41:12.880 --> 00:41:15.750 align:start position:0%
prayers i still have my moments but i'm
telling<00:41:13.280><c> you</c><00:41:13.760><c> but</c><00:41:14.000><c> not</c><00:41:14.319><c> for</c><00:41:14.560><c> the</c><00:41:14.720><c> grace</c><00:41:15.119><c> of</c><00:41:15.359><c> god</c>

00:41:15.750 --> 00:41:15.760 align:start position:0%
telling you but not for the grace of god
 

00:41:15.760 --> 00:41:17.990 align:start position:0%
telling you but not for the grace of god
i<00:41:15.920><c> would</c><00:41:16.160><c> have</c><00:41:16.400><c> gone</c><00:41:16.800><c> off</c><00:41:17.040><c> the</c><00:41:17.200><c> deep</c><00:41:17.520><c> end</c><00:41:17.760><c> by</c>

00:41:17.990 --> 00:41:18.000 align:start position:0%
i would have gone off the deep end by
 

00:41:18.000 --> 00:41:19.750 align:start position:0%
i would have gone off the deep end by
now

00:41:19.750 --> 00:41:19.760 align:start position:0%
now
 

00:41:19.760 --> 00:41:21.589 align:start position:0%
now
please<00:41:20.160><c> allow</c><00:41:20.400><c> me</c><00:41:20.560><c> to</c><00:41:20.720><c> close</c><00:41:21.119><c> with</c><00:41:21.280><c> these</c>

00:41:21.589 --> 00:41:21.599 align:start position:0%
please allow me to close with these
 

00:41:21.599 --> 00:41:23.190 align:start position:0%
please allow me to close with these
parting<00:41:22.000><c> words</c>

00:41:23.190 --> 00:41:23.200 align:start position:0%
parting words
 

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parting words
ladies<00:41:24.079><c> please</c><00:41:24.480><c> get</c><00:41:24.720><c> checked</c><00:41:24.960><c> on</c><00:41:25.119><c> a</c><00:41:25.200><c> regular</c>

00:41:25.589 --> 00:41:25.599 align:start position:0%
ladies please get checked on a regular
 

00:41:25.599 --> 00:41:27.910 align:start position:0%
ladies please get checked on a regular
basis<00:41:26.079><c> and</c><00:41:26.240><c> encourage</c><00:41:26.880><c> all</c><00:41:27.119><c> the</c><00:41:27.280><c> women</c><00:41:27.680><c> you</c>

00:41:27.910 --> 00:41:27.920 align:start position:0%
basis and encourage all the women you
 

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basis and encourage all the women you
know<00:41:28.400><c> to</c><00:41:28.560><c> do</c><00:41:28.800><c> the</c><00:41:28.960><c> same</c>

00:41:30.309 --> 00:41:30.319 align:start position:0%
know to do the same
 

00:41:30.319 --> 00:41:32.390 align:start position:0%
know to do the same
gentlemen<00:41:30.880><c> please</c><00:41:31.280><c> encourage</c><00:41:31.760><c> the</c><00:41:31.920><c> women</c><00:41:32.319><c> in</c>

00:41:32.390 --> 00:41:32.400 align:start position:0%
gentlemen please encourage the women in
 

00:41:32.400 --> 00:41:34.630 align:start position:0%
gentlemen please encourage the women in
your<00:41:32.560><c> life</c><00:41:32.800><c> to</c><00:41:32.960><c> have</c><00:41:33.200><c> the</c><00:41:33.440><c> test</c><00:41:33.839><c> done</c>

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your life to have the test done
 

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your life to have the test done
even<00:41:34.960><c> if</c><00:41:35.359><c> you</c><00:41:35.520><c> have</c><00:41:35.680><c> to</c><00:41:35.839><c> take</c><00:41:36.000><c> them</c><00:41:36.160><c> to</c><00:41:36.319><c> the</c>

00:41:36.470 --> 00:41:36.480 align:start position:0%
even if you have to take them to the
 

00:41:36.480 --> 00:41:38.630 align:start position:0%
even if you have to take them to the
doctor's<00:41:36.960><c> office</c><00:41:37.280><c> yourself</c>

00:41:38.630 --> 00:41:38.640 align:start position:0%
doctor's office yourself
 

00:41:38.640 --> 00:41:41.589 align:start position:0%
doctor's office yourself
i<00:41:38.880><c> never</c><00:41:39.200><c> had</c><00:41:39.440><c> any</c><00:41:39.760><c> symptoms</c><00:41:40.640><c> or</c><00:41:40.960><c> issues</c><00:41:41.359><c> with</c>

00:41:41.589 --> 00:41:41.599 align:start position:0%
i never had any symptoms or issues with
 

00:41:41.599 --> 00:41:44.150 align:start position:0%
i never had any symptoms or issues with
my<00:41:41.760><c> breasts</c><00:41:42.079><c> but</c><00:41:42.240><c> i</c><00:41:42.560><c> had</c><00:41:42.800><c> gone</c><00:41:43.119><c> ahead</c><00:41:43.680><c> but</c><00:41:43.920><c> had</c>

00:41:44.150 --> 00:41:44.160 align:start position:0%
my breasts but i had gone ahead but had
 

00:41:44.160 --> 00:41:46.790 align:start position:0%
my breasts but i had gone ahead but had
i<00:41:44.400><c> not</c><00:41:44.640><c> gone</c><00:41:45.040><c> for</c><00:41:45.200><c> my</c><00:41:45.520><c> annual</c><00:41:46.000><c> i</c><00:41:46.160><c> might</c><00:41:46.400><c> not</c><00:41:46.640><c> be</c>

00:41:46.790 --> 00:41:46.800 align:start position:0%
i not gone for my annual i might not be
 

00:41:46.800 --> 00:41:48.630 align:start position:0%
i not gone for my annual i might not be
here<00:41:47.040><c> right</c><00:41:47.280><c> now</c>

00:41:48.630 --> 00:41:48.640 align:start position:0%
here right now
 

00:41:48.640 --> 00:41:50.390 align:start position:0%
here right now
the<00:41:48.800><c> breast</c><00:41:49.119><c> cancer</c><00:41:49.440><c> was</c><00:41:49.599><c> caught</c><00:41:49.839><c> so</c><00:41:50.079><c> early</c>

00:41:50.390 --> 00:41:50.400 align:start position:0%
the breast cancer was caught so early
 

00:41:50.400 --> 00:41:53.270 align:start position:0%
the breast cancer was caught so early
that<00:41:50.480><c> they</c><00:41:50.640><c> considered</c><00:41:51.119><c> it</c><00:41:51.280><c> a</c><00:41:51.359><c> stage</c><00:41:52.160><c> zero</c>

00:41:53.270 --> 00:41:53.280 align:start position:0%
that they considered it a stage zero
 

00:41:53.280 --> 00:41:59.430 align:start position:0%
that they considered it a stage zero
and<00:41:53.520><c> i'm</c><00:41:53.680><c> grateful</c><00:41:54.160><c> for</c><00:41:54.319><c> that</c>

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i<00:41:59.680><c> decided</c><00:42:00.319><c> that</c><00:42:00.560><c> i</c><00:42:00.640><c> can</c><00:42:00.800><c> either</c><00:42:01.040><c> live</c><00:42:01.359><c> my</c><00:42:01.599><c> life</c>

00:42:01.910 --> 00:42:01.920 align:start position:0%
i decided that i can either live my life
 

00:42:01.920 --> 00:42:03.670 align:start position:0%
i decided that i can either live my life
in<00:42:02.079><c> fear</c><00:42:02.319><c> of</c><00:42:02.560><c> cancer</c>

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in fear of cancer
 

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in fear of cancer
or<00:42:04.000><c> i</c><00:42:04.160><c> can</c><00:42:04.400><c> go</c><00:42:04.640><c> on</c><00:42:04.960><c> and</c><00:42:05.119><c> enjoy</c><00:42:05.680><c> what</c><00:42:05.920><c> time</c><00:42:06.160><c> i</c><00:42:06.319><c> do</c>

00:42:06.550 --> 00:42:06.560 align:start position:0%
or i can go on and enjoy what time i do
 

00:42:06.560 --> 00:42:08.710 align:start position:0%
or i can go on and enjoy what time i do
have<00:42:06.880><c> on</c><00:42:07.040><c> this</c><00:42:07.200><c> earth</c><00:42:07.440><c> so</c><00:42:07.680><c> i</c><00:42:07.839><c> decided</c><00:42:08.400><c> to</c><00:42:08.560><c> do</c>

00:42:08.710 --> 00:42:08.720 align:start position:0%
have on this earth so i decided to do
 

00:42:08.720 --> 00:42:10.550 align:start position:0%
have on this earth so i decided to do
the<00:42:08.960><c> latter</c>

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the latter
 

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the latter
god<00:42:10.880><c> did</c><00:42:11.119><c> not</c><00:42:11.359><c> give</c><00:42:11.599><c> us</c><00:42:11.760><c> the</c><00:42:11.920><c> spirit</c><00:42:12.319><c> of</c><00:42:12.480><c> fear</c>

00:42:12.790 --> 00:42:12.800 align:start position:0%
god did not give us the spirit of fear
 

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god did not give us the spirit of fear
and<00:42:12.960><c> we</c><00:42:13.280><c> all</c><00:42:13.520><c> have</c><00:42:13.760><c> to</c><00:42:13.920><c> leave</c><00:42:14.240><c> here</c><00:42:14.480><c> sometime</c>

00:42:15.270 --> 00:42:15.280 align:start position:0%
and we all have to leave here sometime
 

00:42:15.280 --> 00:42:17.349 align:start position:0%
and we all have to leave here sometime
at<00:42:15.440><c> some</c><00:42:15.680><c> point</c><00:42:16.160><c> so</c><00:42:16.319><c> i</c><00:42:16.480><c> might</c><00:42:16.800><c> as</c><00:42:16.880><c> well</c><00:42:17.200><c> make</c>

00:42:17.349 --> 00:42:17.359 align:start position:0%
at some point so i might as well make
 

00:42:17.359 --> 00:42:20.309 align:start position:0%
at some point so i might as well make
the<00:42:17.520><c> best</c><00:42:17.839><c> of</c><00:42:17.920><c> what</c><00:42:18.160><c> god</c><00:42:18.480><c> gave</c><00:42:18.720><c> me</c>

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the best of what god gave me
 

00:42:20.319 --> 00:42:23.990 align:start position:0%
the best of what god gave me
lastly<00:42:20.960><c> again</c><00:42:21.280><c> i</c><00:42:21.440><c> say</c><00:42:21.839><c> please</c><00:42:22.480><c> please</c><00:42:22.880><c> please</c>

00:42:23.990 --> 00:42:24.000 align:start position:0%
lastly again i say please please please
 

00:42:24.000 --> 00:42:25.829 align:start position:0%
lastly again i say please please please
please<00:42:24.400><c> get</c><00:42:24.560><c> your</c><00:42:24.720><c> annual</c><00:42:25.119><c> mammogram</c><00:42:25.760><c> it</c>

00:42:25.829 --> 00:42:25.839 align:start position:0%
please get your annual mammogram it
 

00:42:25.839 --> 00:42:27.750 align:start position:0%
please get your annual mammogram it
might<00:42:26.160><c> save</c><00:42:26.400><c> your</c><00:42:26.640><c> life</c>

00:42:27.750 --> 00:42:27.760 align:start position:0%
might save your life
 

00:42:27.760 --> 00:42:28.550 align:start position:0%
might save your life
as

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as
 

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as
and

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and
 

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and
as<00:42:29.680><c> my</c><00:42:30.000><c> pastor</c><00:42:30.560><c> ego</c><00:42:30.880><c> aziti</c><00:42:31.440><c> of</c><00:42:31.599><c> empowerment</c>

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as my pastor ego aziti of empowerment
 

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as my pastor ego aziti of empowerment
christian<00:42:32.720><c> church</c><00:42:33.359><c> says</c>

00:42:34.390 --> 00:42:34.400 align:start position:0%
christian church says
 

00:42:34.400 --> 00:42:36.069 align:start position:0%
christian church says
in<00:42:34.560><c> the</c><00:42:34.640><c> meantime</c>

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in the meantime
 

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in the meantime
in<00:42:36.240><c> between</c><00:42:36.800><c> time</c>

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in between time
 

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in between time
let<00:42:38.319><c> live</c><00:42:38.720><c> life</c><00:42:39.280><c> don't</c><00:42:39.680><c> let</c><00:42:40.079><c> life</c>

00:42:40.950 --> 00:42:40.960 align:start position:0%
let live life don't let life
 

00:42:40.960 --> 00:42:42.710 align:start position:0%
let live life don't let life
live<00:42:41.359><c> you</c>

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live you
 

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live you
thank<00:42:42.960><c> you</c><00:42:43.200><c> and</c><00:42:43.280><c> to</c><00:42:43.440><c> god</c><00:42:43.680><c> be</c><00:42:43.920><c> the</c><00:42:44.000><c> glory</c>

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[Music]

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[Music]
 

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[Music]
to<00:43:10.720><c> do</c>

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[Music]

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so

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so
 

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so
[Music]

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do<00:43:36.000><c> you</c><00:43:36.079><c> think</c><00:43:36.319><c> this</c><00:43:36.480><c> made</c><00:43:36.720><c> up</c><00:43:36.960><c> interesting</c>

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do you think this made up interesting
 

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do you think this made up interesting
um

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[Music]

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content

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content
 

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content
how<00:43:54.560><c> do</c><00:43:54.720><c> we</c><00:43:54.880><c> speak</c><00:43:55.200><c> that</c>

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how do we speak that
 

00:43:56.400 --> 00:43:57.670 align:start position:0%
how do we speak that
and

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and
 

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and
so<00:43:58.240><c> through</c><00:43:59.119><c> i</c><00:43:59.280><c> guess</c><00:43:59.520><c> investigation</c><00:44:00.480><c> or</c>

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so through i guess investigation or
 

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so through i guess investigation or
research

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research
 

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research
rene<00:44:03.440><c> was</c><00:44:03.680><c> able</c><00:44:03.920><c> to</c><00:44:04.160><c> contact</c><00:44:04.640><c> the</c><00:44:05.040><c> reporter</c><00:44:06.000><c> of</c>

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rene was able to contact the reporter of
 

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rene was able to contact the reporter of
the<00:44:06.240><c> story</c>

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the story
 

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the story
and<00:44:08.160><c> uh</c><00:44:08.560><c> therefore</c><00:44:09.040><c> being</c><00:44:09.280><c> put</c><00:44:09.520><c> in</c><00:44:09.599><c> touch</c><00:44:09.839><c> with</c>

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and uh therefore being put in touch with
 

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and uh therefore being put in touch with
me

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me
 

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me
and<00:44:11.200><c> i</c><00:44:11.359><c> was</c><00:44:11.599><c> so</c><00:44:11.920><c> moved</c><00:44:12.640><c> because</c>

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and i was so moved because
 

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and i was so moved because
she<00:44:14.240><c> reached</c><00:44:14.640><c> out</c><00:44:14.800><c> to</c><00:44:14.960><c> me</c><00:44:15.119><c> she</c><00:44:15.280><c> said</c>

00:44:16.710 --> 00:44:16.720 align:start position:0%
she reached out to me she said
 

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she reached out to me she said
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when i read the story she said i thought
 

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when i read the story she said i thought
it<00:44:18.960><c> was</c><00:44:19.119><c> about</c><00:44:19.599><c> me</c><00:44:20.000><c> there</c><00:44:20.240><c> were</c><00:44:20.319><c> so</c><00:44:20.560><c> many</c>

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it was about me there were so many
 

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it was about me there were so many
things<00:44:20.960><c> that</c><00:44:21.119><c> were</c><00:44:21.280><c> parallel</c><00:44:21.920><c> in</c><00:44:22.000><c> terms</c><00:44:22.240><c> of</c>

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things that were parallel in terms of
 

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things that were parallel in terms of
the<00:44:22.480><c> story</c>

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the story
 

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the story
they're<00:44:23.680><c> having</c><00:44:24.160><c> children</c><00:44:24.560><c> and</c>

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they're having children and
 

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they're having children and
grandchildren<00:44:25.599><c> being</c><00:44:25.920><c> young</c><00:44:26.319><c> and</c><00:44:26.640><c> breast</c>

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grandchildren being young and breast
 

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grandchildren being young and breast
cancer<00:44:27.359><c> and</c><00:44:27.760><c> paralyzed</c><00:44:28.319><c> the</c><00:44:28.480><c> story</c><00:44:28.800><c> of</c><00:44:28.880><c> my</c>

00:44:29.030 --> 00:44:29.040 align:start position:0%
cancer and paralyzed the story of my
 

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cancer and paralyzed the story of my
sister

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sister
 

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sister
she<00:44:30.720><c> says</c><00:44:30.960><c> i'm</c><00:44:31.040><c> retired</c><00:44:32.079><c> and</c><00:44:32.240><c> i</c><00:44:32.319><c> want</c><00:44:32.480><c> to</c>

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she says i'm retired and i want to
 

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she says i'm retired and i want to
volunteer

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volunteer
 

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volunteer
and<00:44:34.400><c> that</c><00:44:34.720><c> was</c><00:44:35.119><c> so</c><00:44:35.359><c> emotional</c><00:44:35.839><c> because</c>

00:44:36.790 --> 00:44:36.800 align:start position:0%
and that was so emotional because
 

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and that was so emotional because
you<00:44:37.040><c> just</c><00:44:37.280><c> i</c><00:44:37.440><c> put</c><00:44:37.599><c> it</c><00:44:37.760><c> up</c><00:44:38.000><c> into</c><00:44:38.400><c> the</c><00:44:38.480><c> atmosphere</c>

00:44:39.670 --> 00:44:39.680 align:start position:0%
you just i put it up into the atmosphere
 

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you just i put it up into the atmosphere
and<00:44:39.839><c> it</c><00:44:39.920><c> returns</c><00:44:40.560><c> me</c><00:44:40.800><c> back</c>

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and it returns me back
 

00:44:41.599 --> 00:44:44.470 align:start position:0%
and it returns me back
and<00:44:41.760><c> the</c><00:44:41.839><c> result</c><00:44:42.480><c> is</c><00:44:42.800><c> growing</c><00:44:43.760><c> she</c><00:44:44.079><c> introduced</c>

00:44:44.470 --> 00:44:44.480 align:start position:0%
and the result is growing she introduced
 

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and the result is growing she introduced
to<00:44:44.640><c> a</c><00:44:45.119><c> huge</c><00:44:45.520><c> family</c>

00:44:46.470 --> 00:44:46.480 align:start position:0%
to a huge family
 

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to a huge family
it's<00:44:46.880><c> all</c><00:44:47.040><c> part</c><00:44:47.280><c> of</c><00:44:47.359><c> that</c><00:44:47.680><c> again</c>

00:44:48.550 --> 00:44:48.560 align:start position:0%
it's all part of that again
 

00:44:48.560 --> 00:44:51.349 align:start position:0%
it's all part of that again
one<00:44:49.040><c> reaching</c><00:44:49.599><c> one</c><00:44:49.920><c> touching</c><00:44:50.319><c> ball</c>

00:44:51.349 --> 00:44:51.359 align:start position:0%
one reaching one touching ball
 

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one reaching one touching ball
one<00:44:51.599><c> reaching</c><00:44:52.000><c> one</c><00:44:52.240><c> touching</c><00:44:52.640><c> ball</c>

00:44:53.910 --> 00:44:53.920 align:start position:0%
one reaching one touching ball
 

00:44:53.920 --> 00:44:56.309 align:start position:0%
one reaching one touching ball
so<00:44:54.079><c> i</c><00:44:54.240><c> thank</c><00:44:54.400><c> her</c><00:44:54.640><c> for</c><00:44:54.800><c> that</c><00:44:55.040><c> just</c><00:44:55.280><c> her</c>

00:44:56.309 --> 00:44:56.319 align:start position:0%
so i thank her for that just her
 

00:44:56.319 --> 00:44:58.230 align:start position:0%
so i thank her for that just her
uh<00:44:56.880><c> the</c><00:44:57.119><c> genuine</c>

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uh the genuine
 

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uh the genuine
uh<00:44:58.480><c> efforts</c>

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uh efforts
 

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uh efforts
about<00:45:01.200><c> this</c><00:45:01.440><c> effort</c>

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about this effort
 

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about this effort
and<00:45:02.720><c> thank</c><00:45:02.880><c> you</c>

00:45:05.050 --> 00:45:05.060 align:start position:0%
 
 

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[Applause]

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good<00:45:13.920><c> afternoon</c><00:45:14.400><c> everybody</c>

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okay<00:45:21.440><c> my</c><00:45:21.599><c> name</c><00:45:21.839><c> is</c><00:45:22.079><c> joyce</c><00:45:22.480><c> gandy</c>

00:45:24.309 --> 00:45:24.319 align:start position:0%
okay my name is joyce gandy
 

00:45:24.319 --> 00:45:26.069 align:start position:0%
okay my name is joyce gandy
i<00:45:24.480><c> have</c><00:45:24.560><c> to</c><00:45:25.040><c> put</c><00:45:25.200><c> this</c><00:45:25.359><c> clothes</c><00:45:25.680><c> because</c><00:45:25.839><c> i</c>

00:45:26.069 --> 00:45:26.079 align:start position:0%
i have to put this clothes because i
 

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i have to put this clothes because i
lost<00:45:26.319><c> my</c><00:45:26.480><c> glasses</c><00:45:26.800><c> so</c><00:45:26.960><c> i</c><00:45:27.040><c> can</c><00:45:27.280><c> honestly</c>

00:45:28.470 --> 00:45:28.480 align:start position:0%
lost my glasses so i can honestly
 

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lost my glasses so i can honestly
so

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so
 

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so
um<00:45:30.400><c> i'm</c><00:45:30.640><c> from</c><00:45:30.800><c> dorchester</c>

00:45:32.309 --> 00:45:32.319 align:start position:0%
um i'm from dorchester
 

00:45:32.319 --> 00:45:34.790 align:start position:0%
um i'm from dorchester
i<00:45:32.480><c> used</c><00:45:32.720><c> to</c><00:45:32.800><c> work</c><00:45:33.119><c> at</c><00:45:33.359><c> um</c><00:45:33.680><c> nursing</c><00:45:34.079><c> home</c><00:45:34.640><c> in</c>

00:45:34.790 --> 00:45:34.800 align:start position:0%
i used to work at um nursing home in
 

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i used to work at um nursing home in
jamaica<00:45:35.280><c> plain</c><00:45:35.839><c> i</c><00:45:36.000><c> worked</c><00:45:36.240><c> there</c><00:45:36.400><c> for</c><00:45:36.560><c> 12</c>

00:45:36.870 --> 00:45:36.880 align:start position:0%
jamaica plain i worked there for 12
 

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jamaica plain i worked there for 12
years

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years
 

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years
and<00:45:38.480><c> um</c>

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i<00:45:42.079><c> was</c>

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i was
 

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i was
i<00:45:43.280><c> was</c><00:45:43.440><c> there</c><00:45:43.680><c> for</c><00:45:43.839><c> a</c><00:45:43.920><c> while</c>

00:45:44.950 --> 00:45:44.960 align:start position:0%
i was there for a while
 

00:45:44.960 --> 00:45:46.950 align:start position:0%
i was there for a while
but

00:45:46.950 --> 00:45:46.960 align:start position:0%
but
 

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but
when<00:45:47.359><c> i</c><00:45:47.440><c> was</c><00:45:47.680><c> working</c>

00:45:50.710 --> 00:45:50.720 align:start position:0%
 
 

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i<00:45:50.880><c> had</c><00:45:51.040><c> started</c><00:45:51.359><c> getting</c><00:45:51.680><c> sick</c><00:45:52.400><c> and</c><00:45:52.560><c> i</c><00:45:52.640><c> didn't</c>

00:45:52.870 --> 00:45:52.880 align:start position:0%
i had started getting sick and i didn't
 

00:45:52.880 --> 00:45:55.990 align:start position:0%
i had started getting sick and i didn't
know<00:45:53.119><c> why</c><00:45:53.839><c> but</c><00:45:54.160><c> i</c><00:45:54.319><c> still</c><00:45:54.640><c> work</c><00:45:55.200><c> because</c><00:45:55.520><c> i</c><00:45:55.760><c> love</c>

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know why but i still work because i love
 

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know why but i still work because i love
my<00:45:56.160><c> job</c>

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my job
 

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my job
so<00:45:57.520><c> i</c><00:45:57.680><c> was</c><00:45:57.839><c> working</c><00:45:58.240><c> with</c><00:45:58.400><c> like</c><00:45:58.720><c> elderly</c><00:45:59.440><c> and</c>

00:45:59.589 --> 00:45:59.599 align:start position:0%
so i was working with like elderly and
 

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so i was working with like elderly and
stuff<00:45:59.920><c> like</c><00:46:00.079><c> that</c>

00:46:00.870 --> 00:46:00.880 align:start position:0%
stuff like that
 

00:46:00.880 --> 00:46:01.829 align:start position:0%
stuff like that
so

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so
 

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so
one<00:46:02.079><c> day</c>

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one day
 

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one day
i<00:46:03.119><c> was</c><00:46:03.280><c> talking</c><00:46:03.599><c> to</c><00:46:03.760><c> my</c><00:46:03.920><c> boss</c><00:46:04.240><c> and</c><00:46:04.400><c> i</c><00:46:04.560><c> say</c><00:46:04.800><c> well</c>

00:46:05.349 --> 00:46:05.359 align:start position:0%
i was talking to my boss and i say well
 

00:46:05.359 --> 00:46:07.030 align:start position:0%
i was talking to my boss and i say well
i<00:46:05.520><c> don't</c><00:46:05.760><c> feel</c><00:46:06.000><c> good</c>

00:46:07.030 --> 00:46:07.040 align:start position:0%
i don't feel good
 

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i don't feel good
and<00:46:07.440><c> i</c><00:46:07.599><c> said</c><00:46:07.760><c> i</c><00:46:07.920><c> need</c><00:46:08.079><c> to</c><00:46:08.160><c> call</c><00:46:08.480><c> my</c><00:46:08.640><c> doctor</c><00:46:09.599><c> and</c>

00:46:09.750 --> 00:46:09.760 align:start position:0%
and i said i need to call my doctor and
 

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and i said i need to call my doctor and
find<00:46:10.000><c> out</c><00:46:10.079><c> what's</c><00:46:10.319><c> going</c><00:46:10.560><c> on</c><00:46:10.800><c> so</c><00:46:11.520><c> i</c><00:46:11.680><c> have</c><00:46:11.839><c> the</c>

00:46:11.990 --> 00:46:12.000 align:start position:0%
find out what's going on so i have the
 

00:46:12.000 --> 00:46:14.230 align:start position:0%
find out what's going on so i have the
best<00:46:12.480><c> i</c><00:46:12.640><c> had</c><00:46:12.800><c> the</c><00:46:12.880><c> best</c><00:46:13.119><c> doctor</c><00:46:13.440><c> in</c><00:46:13.520><c> the</c><00:46:13.599><c> world</c>

00:46:14.230 --> 00:46:14.240 align:start position:0%
best i had the best doctor in the world
 

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best i had the best doctor in the world
so<00:46:14.400><c> i</c><00:46:14.640><c> called</c><00:46:14.960><c> him</c><00:46:15.599><c> and</c><00:46:15.760><c> told</c><00:46:16.000><c> him</c><00:46:16.560><c> well</c><00:46:17.040><c> i'm</c><00:46:17.280><c> at</c>

00:46:17.430 --> 00:46:17.440 align:start position:0%
so i called him and told him well i'm at
 

00:46:17.440 --> 00:46:20.150 align:start position:0%
so i called him and told him well i'm at
work<00:46:17.760><c> i</c><00:46:17.920><c> don't</c><00:46:18.160><c> feel</c><00:46:18.400><c> good</c><00:46:19.119><c> i</c><00:46:19.359><c> say</c><00:46:19.680><c> you</c><00:46:19.839><c> know</c>

00:46:20.150 --> 00:46:20.160 align:start position:0%
work i don't feel good i say you know
 

00:46:20.160 --> 00:46:23.030 align:start position:0%
work i don't feel good i say you know
can<00:46:20.319><c> you</c><00:46:20.480><c> make</c><00:46:20.640><c> my</c><00:46:20.800><c> appointment</c><00:46:21.839><c> so</c><00:46:22.560><c> he</c><00:46:22.800><c> said</c>

00:46:23.030 --> 00:46:23.040 align:start position:0%
can you make my appointment so he said
 

00:46:23.040 --> 00:46:25.349 align:start position:0%
can you make my appointment so he said
okay<00:46:23.359><c> can</c><00:46:23.520><c> you</c><00:46:23.680><c> come</c><00:46:23.920><c> in</c>

00:46:25.349 --> 00:46:25.359 align:start position:0%
okay can you come in
 

00:46:25.359 --> 00:46:27.190 align:start position:0%
okay can you come in
tomorrow<00:46:26.000><c> i</c><00:46:26.079><c> said</c><00:46:26.240><c> well</c><00:46:26.400><c> let</c><00:46:26.560><c> me</c><00:46:26.640><c> talk</c><00:46:26.800><c> to</c><00:46:26.960><c> my</c>

00:46:27.190 --> 00:46:27.200 align:start position:0%
tomorrow i said well let me talk to my
 

00:46:27.200 --> 00:46:29.510 align:start position:0%
tomorrow i said well let me talk to my
boss<00:46:27.839><c> and</c><00:46:28.000><c> so</c><00:46:28.160><c> i</c><00:46:28.319><c> told</c><00:46:28.560><c> her</c><00:46:28.640><c> i</c><00:46:28.800><c> said</c><00:46:28.960><c> well</c><00:46:29.359><c> he</c>

00:46:29.510 --> 00:46:29.520 align:start position:0%
boss and so i told her i said well he
 

00:46:29.520 --> 00:46:31.109 align:start position:0%
boss and so i told her i said well he
wants<00:46:29.839><c> me</c><00:46:30.000><c> to</c><00:46:30.079><c> come</c><00:46:30.400><c> in</c>

00:46:31.109 --> 00:46:31.119 align:start position:0%
wants me to come in
 

00:46:31.119 --> 00:46:31.990 align:start position:0%
wants me to come in
and

00:46:31.990 --> 00:46:32.000 align:start position:0%
and
 

00:46:32.000 --> 00:46:35.349 align:start position:0%
and
she<00:46:32.240><c> said</c><00:46:32.480><c> okay</c><00:46:33.280><c> so</c><00:46:33.520><c> what</c><00:46:33.760><c> time</c><00:46:34.000><c> i</c><00:46:34.160><c> said</c><00:46:34.319><c> well</c>

00:46:35.349 --> 00:46:35.359 align:start position:0%
she said okay so what time i said well
 

00:46:35.359 --> 00:46:37.829 align:start position:0%
she said okay so what time i said well
um<00:46:35.839><c> i</c><00:46:36.000><c> have</c><00:46:36.079><c> to</c><00:46:36.240><c> come</c><00:46:36.480><c> in</c><00:46:36.720><c> after</c><00:46:37.040><c> work</c>

00:46:37.829 --> 00:46:37.839 align:start position:0%
um i have to come in after work
 

00:46:37.839 --> 00:46:39.910 align:start position:0%
um i have to come in after work
so<00:46:38.000><c> he</c><00:46:38.160><c> said</c><00:46:38.400><c> okay</c>

00:46:39.910 --> 00:46:39.920 align:start position:0%
so he said okay
 

00:46:39.920 --> 00:46:41.589 align:start position:0%
so he said okay
when<00:46:40.079><c> you</c><00:46:40.240><c> come</c><00:46:40.480><c> in</c><00:46:40.720><c> just</c><00:46:40.880><c> let</c><00:46:41.040><c> them</c><00:46:41.280><c> know</c><00:46:41.440><c> that</c>

00:46:41.589 --> 00:46:41.599 align:start position:0%
when you come in just let them know that
 

00:46:41.599 --> 00:46:43.670 align:start position:0%
when you come in just let them know that
you<00:46:41.760><c> come</c><00:46:41.920><c> in</c><00:46:42.079><c> and</c><00:46:42.160><c> see</c><00:46:42.319><c> me</c><00:46:42.560><c> i</c><00:46:42.640><c> said</c><00:46:42.800><c> okay</c>

00:46:43.670 --> 00:46:43.680 align:start position:0%
you come in and see me i said okay
 

00:46:43.680 --> 00:46:45.829 align:start position:0%
you come in and see me i said okay
so<00:46:43.839><c> i</c><00:46:44.079><c> goes</c>

00:46:45.829 --> 00:46:45.839 align:start position:0%
so i goes
 

00:46:45.839 --> 00:46:48.550 align:start position:0%
so i goes
and<00:46:45.920><c> then</c><00:46:46.240><c> he</c><00:46:46.560><c> tells</c><00:46:46.800><c> me</c><00:46:47.040><c> like</c><00:46:47.359><c> you</c><00:46:47.440><c> know</c><00:46:48.000><c> at</c>

00:46:48.550 --> 00:46:48.560 align:start position:0%
and then he tells me like you know at
 

00:46:48.560 --> 00:46:50.950 align:start position:0%
and then he tells me like you know at
the<00:46:48.720><c> clinic</c><00:46:49.040><c> they</c><00:46:49.200><c> don't</c><00:46:49.359><c> have</c><00:46:49.680><c> the</c>

00:46:50.950 --> 00:46:50.960 align:start position:0%
the clinic they don't have the
 

00:46:50.960 --> 00:46:52.630 align:start position:0%
the clinic they don't have the
the<00:46:51.200><c> equipment</c><00:46:51.680><c> like</c><00:46:51.839><c> they</c><00:46:52.000><c> do</c><00:46:52.160><c> at</c><00:46:52.319><c> the</c><00:46:52.400><c> big</c>

00:46:52.630 --> 00:46:52.640 align:start position:0%
the equipment like they do at the big
 

00:46:52.640 --> 00:46:53.829 align:start position:0%
the equipment like they do at the big
hospitals

00:46:53.829 --> 00:46:53.839 align:start position:0%
hospitals
 

00:46:53.839 --> 00:46:56.870 align:start position:0%
hospitals
so<00:46:54.240><c> he</c><00:46:54.800><c> i</c><00:46:54.880><c> did</c><00:46:55.119><c> the</c><00:46:55.280><c> mammogram</c><00:46:56.000><c> and</c><00:46:56.480><c> all</c><00:46:56.640><c> this</c>

00:46:56.870 --> 00:46:56.880 align:start position:0%
so he i did the mammogram and all this
 

00:46:56.880 --> 00:46:59.910 align:start position:0%
so he i did the mammogram and all this
stuff<00:46:57.680><c> so</c><00:46:57.920><c> he</c><00:46:58.560><c> he</c><00:46:58.720><c> got</c><00:46:58.880><c> the</c><00:46:59.119><c> results</c><00:46:59.599><c> back</c><00:46:59.839><c> and</c>

00:46:59.910 --> 00:46:59.920 align:start position:0%
stuff so he he got the results back and
 

00:46:59.920 --> 00:47:02.069 align:start position:0%
stuff so he he got the results back and
he<00:47:00.160><c> said</c><00:47:00.400><c> well</c><00:47:01.119><c> we</c><00:47:01.280><c> have</c><00:47:01.440><c> to</c><00:47:01.599><c> send</c><00:47:01.760><c> you</c><00:47:01.920><c> to</c>

00:47:02.069 --> 00:47:02.079 align:start position:0%
he said well we have to send you to
 

00:47:02.079 --> 00:47:03.750 align:start position:0%
he said well we have to send you to
boston<00:47:02.400><c> medical</c>

00:47:03.750 --> 00:47:03.760 align:start position:0%
boston medical
 

00:47:03.760 --> 00:47:05.750 align:start position:0%
boston medical
and<00:47:03.920><c> i'm</c><00:47:04.160><c> looking</c><00:47:04.400><c> at</c><00:47:04.560><c> him</c><00:47:04.720><c> like</c><00:47:05.280><c> why</c><00:47:05.440><c> am</c><00:47:05.599><c> going</c>

00:47:05.750 --> 00:47:05.760 align:start position:0%
and i'm looking at him like why am going
 

00:47:05.760 --> 00:47:07.589 align:start position:0%
and i'm looking at him like why am going
to<00:47:05.839><c> boston</c><00:47:06.160><c> medical</c><00:47:06.800><c> if</c><00:47:07.040><c> you're</c><00:47:07.200><c> doing</c><00:47:07.520><c> it</c>

00:47:07.589 --> 00:47:07.599 align:start position:0%
to boston medical if you're doing it
 

00:47:07.599 --> 00:47:09.430 align:start position:0%
to boston medical if you're doing it
here<00:47:08.240><c> he</c><00:47:08.400><c> said</c><00:47:08.720><c> no</c>

00:47:09.430 --> 00:47:09.440 align:start position:0%
here he said no
 

00:47:09.440 --> 00:47:11.829 align:start position:0%
here he said no
because<00:47:09.839><c> we</c><00:47:10.000><c> couldn't</c><00:47:10.240><c> hardly</c><00:47:10.640><c> see</c><00:47:11.359><c> what</c><00:47:11.520><c> was</c>

00:47:11.829 --> 00:47:11.839 align:start position:0%
because we couldn't hardly see what was
 

00:47:11.839 --> 00:47:14.630 align:start position:0%
because we couldn't hardly see what was
on<00:47:12.079><c> the</c><00:47:12.720><c> on</c><00:47:12.880><c> the</c><00:47:13.119><c> mammogram</c><00:47:14.000><c> so</c><00:47:14.160><c> you</c><00:47:14.319><c> had</c><00:47:14.400><c> to</c><00:47:14.480><c> go</c>

00:47:14.630 --> 00:47:14.640 align:start position:0%
on the on the mammogram so you had to go
 

00:47:14.640 --> 00:47:17.270 align:start position:0%
on the on the mammogram so you had to go
to<00:47:14.720><c> boston</c><00:47:15.119><c> medical</c><00:47:15.599><c> to</c><00:47:15.760><c> get</c><00:47:16.400><c> you</c><00:47:16.560><c> know</c><00:47:17.119><c> the</c>

00:47:17.270 --> 00:47:17.280 align:start position:0%
to boston medical to get you know the
 

00:47:17.280 --> 00:47:19.190 align:start position:0%
to boston medical to get you know the
big<00:47:17.520><c> results</c><00:47:17.920><c> i</c><00:47:18.000><c> said</c><00:47:18.240><c> okay</c>

00:47:19.190 --> 00:47:19.200 align:start position:0%
big results i said okay
 

00:47:19.200 --> 00:47:21.910 align:start position:0%
big results i said okay
so

00:47:21.910 --> 00:47:21.920 align:start position:0%
 
 

00:47:21.920 --> 00:47:23.270 align:start position:0%
 
i<00:47:22.160><c> went</c>

00:47:23.270 --> 00:47:23.280 align:start position:0%
i went
 

00:47:23.280 --> 00:47:24.870 align:start position:0%
i went
that<00:47:23.520><c> friday</c>

00:47:24.870 --> 00:47:24.880 align:start position:0%
that friday
 

00:47:24.880 --> 00:47:27.349 align:start position:0%
that friday
no<00:47:25.119><c> it</c><00:47:25.200><c> was</c><00:47:25.359><c> a</c><00:47:25.520><c> thursday</c><00:47:26.240><c> i</c><00:47:26.400><c> went</c><00:47:26.720><c> to</c><00:47:27.040><c> boston</c>

00:47:27.349 --> 00:47:27.359 align:start position:0%
no it was a thursday i went to boston
 

00:47:27.359 --> 00:47:28.390 align:start position:0%
no it was a thursday i went to boston
medical

00:47:28.390 --> 00:47:28.400 align:start position:0%
medical
 

00:47:28.400 --> 00:47:30.150 align:start position:0%
medical
did<00:47:28.720><c> and</c><00:47:28.800><c> then</c><00:47:28.960><c> they</c><00:47:29.119><c> did</c><00:47:29.359><c> the</c><00:47:29.440><c> mammogram</c><00:47:30.000><c> and</c>

00:47:30.150 --> 00:47:30.160 align:start position:0%
did and then they did the mammogram and
 

00:47:30.160 --> 00:47:31.109 align:start position:0%
did and then they did the mammogram and
all<00:47:30.319><c> that</c>

00:47:31.109 --> 00:47:31.119 align:start position:0%
all that
 

00:47:31.119 --> 00:47:32.630 align:start position:0%
all that
so<00:47:31.359><c> they</c><00:47:31.520><c> said</c><00:47:31.680><c> well</c><00:47:31.760><c> i</c><00:47:31.839><c> will</c><00:47:32.079><c> contact</c><00:47:32.480><c> your</c>

00:47:32.630 --> 00:47:32.640 align:start position:0%
so they said well i will contact your
 

00:47:32.640 --> 00:47:34.549 align:start position:0%
so they said well i will contact your
doctor<00:47:33.200><c> and</c><00:47:33.359><c> let</c><00:47:33.520><c> him</c><00:47:33.680><c> know</c><00:47:33.839><c> what's</c><00:47:34.079><c> going</c><00:47:34.319><c> on</c>

00:47:34.549 --> 00:47:34.559 align:start position:0%
doctor and let him know what's going on
 

00:47:34.559 --> 00:47:36.870 align:start position:0%
doctor and let him know what's going on
i'm<00:47:34.720><c> like</c><00:47:34.960><c> okay</c><00:47:35.680><c> but</c><00:47:35.920><c> i</c><00:47:36.079><c> still</c><00:47:36.240><c> wasn't</c><00:47:36.640><c> feeling</c>

00:47:36.870 --> 00:47:36.880 align:start position:0%
i'm like okay but i still wasn't feeling
 

00:47:36.880 --> 00:47:39.030 align:start position:0%
i'm like okay but i still wasn't feeling
good<00:47:37.119><c> and</c><00:47:37.280><c> i</c><00:47:37.280><c> i</c><00:47:37.839><c> didn't</c><00:47:38.079><c> know</c><00:47:38.400><c> if</c><00:47:38.640><c> i</c><00:47:38.720><c> should</c><00:47:38.880><c> go</c>

00:47:39.030 --> 00:47:39.040 align:start position:0%
good and i i didn't know if i should go
 

00:47:39.040 --> 00:47:41.430 align:start position:0%
good and i i didn't know if i should go
back<00:47:39.200><c> to</c><00:47:39.359><c> work</c><00:47:39.599><c> or</c><00:47:39.680><c> not</c><00:47:40.480><c> so</c><00:47:40.800><c> they</c><00:47:40.960><c> said</c><00:47:41.119><c> oh</c><00:47:41.280><c> you</c>

00:47:41.430 --> 00:47:41.440 align:start position:0%
back to work or not so they said oh you
 

00:47:41.440 --> 00:47:43.670 align:start position:0%
back to work or not so they said oh you
can<00:47:41.599><c> go</c><00:47:41.680><c> back</c><00:47:41.839><c> to</c><00:47:42.000><c> work</c><00:47:42.240><c> i</c><00:47:42.319><c> said</c><00:47:42.559><c> okay</c>

00:47:43.670 --> 00:47:43.680 align:start position:0%
can go back to work i said okay
 

00:47:43.680 --> 00:47:44.549 align:start position:0%
can go back to work i said okay
so

00:47:44.549 --> 00:47:44.559 align:start position:0%
so
 

00:47:44.559 --> 00:47:46.630 align:start position:0%
so
i<00:47:44.720><c> went</c><00:47:44.960><c> back</c><00:47:45.119><c> to</c><00:47:45.280><c> work</c>

00:47:46.630 --> 00:47:46.640 align:start position:0%
i went back to work
 

00:47:46.640 --> 00:47:48.069 align:start position:0%
i went back to work
and

00:47:48.069 --> 00:47:48.079 align:start position:0%
and
 

00:47:48.079 --> 00:47:50.309 align:start position:0%
and
my<00:47:48.319><c> doctor</c><00:47:48.640><c> called</c><00:47:48.880><c> me</c><00:47:49.040><c> because</c><00:47:49.200><c> he</c><00:47:49.359><c> had</c><00:47:49.520><c> my</c><00:47:50.079><c> my</c>

00:47:50.309 --> 00:47:50.319 align:start position:0%
my doctor called me because he had my my
 

00:47:50.319 --> 00:47:51.990 align:start position:0%
my doctor called me because he had my my
num<00:47:50.559><c> the</c><00:47:50.720><c> number</c><00:47:50.960><c> to</c><00:47:51.119><c> my</c><00:47:51.359><c> job</c><00:47:51.599><c> and</c><00:47:51.680><c> he</c><00:47:51.839><c> called</c>

00:47:51.990 --> 00:47:52.000 align:start position:0%
num the number to my job and he called
 

00:47:52.000 --> 00:47:53.829 align:start position:0%
num the number to my job and he called
me<00:47:52.240><c> say</c><00:47:52.480><c> you</c><00:47:52.640><c> need</c><00:47:52.880><c> to</c>

00:47:53.829 --> 00:47:53.839 align:start position:0%
me say you need to
 

00:47:53.839 --> 00:47:56.710 align:start position:0%
me say you need to
call<00:47:54.160><c> boston</c><00:47:54.480><c> medical</c><00:47:54.880><c> and</c><00:47:55.040><c> i'm</c><00:47:55.119><c> like</c><00:47:55.680><c> okay</c>

00:47:56.710 --> 00:47:56.720 align:start position:0%
call boston medical and i'm like okay
 

00:47:56.720 --> 00:47:58.549 align:start position:0%
call boston medical and i'm like okay
fine<00:47:56.960><c> with</c><00:47:57.200><c> me</c><00:47:57.680><c> you</c><00:47:57.839><c> know</c>

00:47:58.549 --> 00:47:58.559 align:start position:0%
fine with me you know
 

00:47:58.559 --> 00:48:00.309 align:start position:0%
fine with me you know
i<00:47:58.800><c> said</c><00:47:58.960><c> well</c><00:47:59.520><c> you</c><00:47:59.680><c> know</c><00:47:59.839><c> it's</c><00:48:00.000><c> nothing</c>

00:48:00.309 --> 00:48:00.319 align:start position:0%
i said well you know it's nothing
 

00:48:00.319 --> 00:48:01.750 align:start position:0%
i said well you know it's nothing
because<00:48:00.559><c> sometimes</c><00:48:00.880><c> you</c><00:48:01.119><c> say</c><00:48:01.359><c> oh</c><00:48:01.599><c> it's</c>

00:48:01.750 --> 00:48:01.760 align:start position:0%
because sometimes you say oh it's
 

00:48:01.760 --> 00:48:03.750 align:start position:0%
because sometimes you say oh it's
nothing<00:48:02.160><c> but</c><00:48:02.400><c> you</c><00:48:02.559><c> never</c><00:48:02.880><c> know</c>

00:48:03.750 --> 00:48:03.760 align:start position:0%
nothing but you never know
 

00:48:03.760 --> 00:48:07.510 align:start position:0%
nothing but you never know
so<00:48:03.920><c> i</c><00:48:04.079><c> said</c><00:48:04.240><c> okay</c><00:48:04.960><c> so</c><00:48:05.119><c> i</c><00:48:05.359><c> did</c><00:48:06.319><c> and</c>

00:48:07.510 --> 00:48:07.520 align:start position:0%
so i said okay so i did and
 

00:48:07.520 --> 00:48:10.470 align:start position:0%
so i said okay so i did and
they<00:48:07.680><c> told</c><00:48:07.920><c> me</c><00:48:08.079><c> to</c><00:48:08.160><c> come</c><00:48:08.400><c> in</c><00:48:08.960><c> that</c><00:48:09.200><c> tuesday</c>

00:48:10.470 --> 00:48:10.480 align:start position:0%
they told me to come in that tuesday
 

00:48:10.480 --> 00:48:12.710 align:start position:0%
they told me to come in that tuesday
so<00:48:10.720><c> this</c><00:48:10.960><c> was</c><00:48:11.200><c> a</c><00:48:11.280><c> thursday</c><00:48:12.160><c> they</c><00:48:12.319><c> told</c><00:48:12.480><c> me</c><00:48:12.640><c> to</c>

00:48:12.710 --> 00:48:12.720 align:start position:0%
so this was a thursday they told me to
 

00:48:12.720 --> 00:48:16.150 align:start position:0%
so this was a thursday they told me to
come<00:48:12.800><c> in</c><00:48:12.960><c> a</c><00:48:13.119><c> tuesday</c><00:48:14.079><c> and</c><00:48:14.240><c> i</c><00:48:14.319><c> said</c><00:48:14.480><c> okay</c><00:48:15.359><c> so</c>

00:48:16.150 --> 00:48:16.160 align:start position:0%
come in a tuesday and i said okay so
 

00:48:16.160 --> 00:48:18.150 align:start position:0%
come in a tuesday and i said okay so
they<00:48:16.400><c> say</c><00:48:16.640><c> you</c><00:48:16.800><c> know</c><00:48:17.040><c> i</c><00:48:17.200><c> talked</c><00:48:17.440><c> to</c><00:48:17.760><c> my</c><00:48:17.920><c> doctor</c>

00:48:18.150 --> 00:48:18.160 align:start position:0%
they say you know i talked to my doctor
 

00:48:18.160 --> 00:48:23.430 align:start position:0%
they say you know i talked to my doctor
was<00:48:18.400><c> dr</c><00:48:18.720><c> cavanaugh</c><00:48:20.000><c> and</c><00:48:20.240><c> she</c><00:48:20.480><c> told</c><00:48:20.720><c> me</c><00:48:20.960><c> that</c><00:48:21.280><c> um</c>

00:48:23.430 --> 00:48:23.440 align:start position:0%
was dr cavanaugh and she told me that um
 

00:48:23.440 --> 00:48:24.950 align:start position:0%
was dr cavanaugh and she told me that um
you<00:48:23.599><c> know</c><00:48:23.839><c> like</c>

00:48:24.950 --> 00:48:24.960 align:start position:0%
you know like
 

00:48:24.960 --> 00:48:27.270 align:start position:0%
you know like
say<00:48:25.119><c> did</c><00:48:25.280><c> you</c><00:48:25.440><c> bring</c><00:48:25.680><c> somebody</c><00:48:26.079><c> with</c><00:48:26.319><c> you</c>

00:48:27.270 --> 00:48:27.280 align:start position:0%
say did you bring somebody with you
 

00:48:27.280 --> 00:48:28.710 align:start position:0%
say did you bring somebody with you
i'm<00:48:27.359><c> like</c><00:48:27.599><c> what</c><00:48:27.760><c> do</c><00:48:27.839><c> you</c><00:48:27.920><c> mean</c><00:48:28.160><c> did</c><00:48:28.319><c> i</c><00:48:28.480><c> bring</c>

00:48:28.710 --> 00:48:28.720 align:start position:0%
i'm like what do you mean did i bring
 

00:48:28.720 --> 00:48:30.790 align:start position:0%
i'm like what do you mean did i bring
somebody<00:48:29.040><c> with</c><00:48:29.200><c> me</c><00:48:29.760><c> she</c><00:48:30.000><c> said</c><00:48:30.240><c> did</c><00:48:30.400><c> you</c><00:48:30.559><c> bring</c>

00:48:30.790 --> 00:48:30.800 align:start position:0%
somebody with me she said did you bring
 

00:48:30.800 --> 00:48:33.190 align:start position:0%
somebody with me she said did you bring
someone<00:48:31.520><c> with</c><00:48:31.760><c> you</c><00:48:31.920><c> when</c><00:48:32.079><c> you</c><00:48:32.240><c> came</c><00:48:32.880><c> i</c><00:48:33.040><c> said</c>

00:48:33.190 --> 00:48:33.200 align:start position:0%
someone with you when you came i said
 

00:48:33.200 --> 00:48:35.349 align:start position:0%
someone with you when you came i said
well<00:48:33.760><c> my</c><00:48:34.000><c> daughter</c><00:48:34.319><c> is</c><00:48:34.480><c> here</c>

00:48:35.349 --> 00:48:35.359 align:start position:0%
well my daughter is here
 

00:48:35.359 --> 00:48:37.270 align:start position:0%
well my daughter is here
but<00:48:35.599><c> my</c><00:48:35.839><c> son's</c><00:48:36.079><c> supposed</c><00:48:36.400><c> to</c><00:48:36.480><c> come</c><00:48:36.640><c> but</c><00:48:36.800><c> he</c><00:48:37.119><c> he</c>

00:48:37.270 --> 00:48:37.280 align:start position:0%
but my son's supposed to come but he he
 

00:48:37.280 --> 00:48:39.750 align:start position:0%
but my son's supposed to come but he he
never<00:48:37.520><c> showed</c><00:48:37.839><c> up</c><00:48:38.480><c> so</c><00:48:38.880><c> she</c><00:48:39.040><c> said</c><00:48:39.280><c> well</c><00:48:39.599><c> you</c>

00:48:39.750 --> 00:48:39.760 align:start position:0%
never showed up so she said well you
 

00:48:39.760 --> 00:48:41.670 align:start position:0%
never showed up so she said well you
need<00:48:39.920><c> somebody</c><00:48:40.319><c> with</c><00:48:40.559><c> you</c>

00:48:41.670 --> 00:48:41.680 align:start position:0%
need somebody with you
 

00:48:41.680 --> 00:48:42.950 align:start position:0%
need somebody with you
i<00:48:41.839><c> said</c><00:48:42.000><c> oh</c>

00:48:42.950 --> 00:48:42.960 align:start position:0%
i said oh
 

00:48:42.960 --> 00:48:44.309 align:start position:0%
i said oh
this<00:48:43.119><c> is</c><00:48:43.280><c> not</c><00:48:43.520><c> good</c>

00:48:44.309 --> 00:48:44.319 align:start position:0%
this is not good
 

00:48:44.319 --> 00:48:46.309 align:start position:0%
this is not good
so<00:48:44.480><c> i</c><00:48:44.640><c> said</c><00:48:44.880><c> okay</c>

00:48:46.309 --> 00:48:46.319 align:start position:0%
so i said okay
 

00:48:46.319 --> 00:48:48.150 align:start position:0%
so i said okay
so<00:48:46.640><c> my</c><00:48:46.880><c> daughter</c><00:48:47.200><c> went</c><00:48:47.520><c> and</c><00:48:47.680><c> called</c><00:48:47.920><c> her</c>

00:48:48.150 --> 00:48:48.160 align:start position:0%
so my daughter went and called her
 

00:48:48.160 --> 00:48:50.069 align:start position:0%
so my daughter went and called her
father<00:48:48.720><c> to</c><00:48:48.880><c> tell</c><00:48:49.119><c> him</c><00:48:49.200><c> what</c><00:48:49.359><c> was</c><00:48:49.760><c> you</c><00:48:49.920><c> know</c>

00:48:50.069 --> 00:48:50.079 align:start position:0%
father to tell him what was you know
 

00:48:50.079 --> 00:48:51.829 align:start position:0%
father to tell him what was you know
that<00:48:50.400><c> i</c><00:48:50.480><c> was</c><00:48:50.640><c> down</c><00:48:50.880><c> there</c><00:48:51.119><c> so</c>

00:48:51.829 --> 00:48:51.839 align:start position:0%
that i was down there so
 

00:48:51.839 --> 00:48:55.349 align:start position:0%
that i was down there so
dr<00:48:52.160><c> cavanaugh</c><00:48:52.640><c> told</c><00:48:52.880><c> me</c><00:48:53.040><c> say</c><00:48:53.359><c> well</c>

00:48:55.349 --> 00:48:55.359 align:start position:0%
dr cavanaugh told me say well
 

00:48:55.359 --> 00:48:56.790 align:start position:0%
dr cavanaugh told me say well
you<00:48:55.680><c> are</c>

00:48:56.790 --> 00:48:56.800 align:start position:0%
you are
 

00:48:56.800 --> 00:48:58.549 align:start position:0%
you are
a<00:48:56.960><c> stage</c><00:48:57.440><c> four</c>

00:48:58.549 --> 00:48:58.559 align:start position:0%
a stage four
 

00:48:58.559 --> 00:49:00.069 align:start position:0%
a stage four
cancer

00:49:00.069 --> 00:49:00.079 align:start position:0%
cancer
 

00:49:00.079 --> 00:49:02.230 align:start position:0%
cancer
cancer<00:49:00.960><c> and</c><00:49:01.200><c> i'm</c><00:49:01.280><c> like</c><00:49:01.520><c> what</c><00:49:01.680><c> do</c><00:49:01.680><c> you</c><00:49:01.839><c> mean</c>

00:49:02.230 --> 00:49:02.240 align:start position:0%
cancer and i'm like what do you mean
 

00:49:02.240 --> 00:49:03.990 align:start position:0%
cancer and i'm like what do you mean
stay<00:49:02.559><c> because</c><00:49:02.800><c> i</c><00:49:02.960><c> didn't</c><00:49:03.119><c> know</c><00:49:03.280><c> what</c><00:49:03.680><c> you</c><00:49:03.839><c> know</c>

00:49:03.990 --> 00:49:04.000 align:start position:0%
stay because i didn't know what you know
 

00:49:04.000 --> 00:49:06.630 align:start position:0%
stay because i didn't know what you know
what<00:49:04.160><c> a</c><00:49:04.319><c> stage</c><00:49:04.640><c> for</c><00:49:04.960><c> or</c><00:49:05.040><c> whatever</c><00:49:05.920><c> so</c><00:49:06.160><c> she</c><00:49:06.400><c> did</c>

00:49:06.630 --> 00:49:06.640 align:start position:0%
what a stage for or whatever so she did
 

00:49:06.640 --> 00:49:08.790 align:start position:0%
what a stage for or whatever so she did
explain<00:49:06.960><c> it</c><00:49:07.119><c> to</c><00:49:07.280><c> she</c><00:49:07.359><c> had</c><00:49:07.520><c> the</c><00:49:08.079><c> diagram</c><00:49:08.640><c> and</c>

00:49:08.790 --> 00:49:08.800 align:start position:0%
explain it to she had the diagram and
 

00:49:08.800 --> 00:49:10.630 align:start position:0%
explain it to she had the diagram and
everything<00:49:09.119><c> and</c><00:49:09.359><c> showed</c><00:49:09.599><c> me</c><00:49:09.760><c> what</c><00:49:09.920><c> a</c><00:49:10.240><c> stage</c>

00:49:10.630 --> 00:49:10.640 align:start position:0%
everything and showed me what a stage
 

00:49:10.640 --> 00:49:12.230 align:start position:0%
everything and showed me what a stage
four<00:49:10.960><c> is</c>

00:49:12.230 --> 00:49:12.240 align:start position:0%
four is
 

00:49:12.240 --> 00:49:13.270 align:start position:0%
four is
and

00:49:13.270 --> 00:49:13.280 align:start position:0%
and
 

00:49:13.280 --> 00:49:16.390 align:start position:0%
and
i<00:49:13.520><c> say</c><00:49:13.760><c> okay</c><00:49:14.319><c> so</c><00:49:14.559><c> i</c><00:49:14.720><c> wasn't</c><00:49:15.119><c> like</c><00:49:15.839><c> you</c><00:49:16.000><c> know</c>

00:49:16.390 --> 00:49:16.400 align:start position:0%
i say okay so i wasn't like you know
 

00:49:16.400 --> 00:49:17.910 align:start position:0%
i say okay so i wasn't like you know
shock<00:49:16.720><c> or</c><00:49:16.880><c> anything</c><00:49:17.280><c> i</c><00:49:17.359><c> was</c><00:49:17.520><c> just</c><00:49:17.680><c> like</c>

00:49:17.910 --> 00:49:17.920 align:start position:0%
shock or anything i was just like
 

00:49:17.920 --> 00:49:19.670 align:start position:0%
shock or anything i was just like
listening<00:49:18.480><c> you</c><00:49:18.640><c> know</c><00:49:18.800><c> because</c>

00:49:19.670 --> 00:49:19.680 align:start position:0%
listening you know because
 

00:49:19.680 --> 00:49:21.030 align:start position:0%
listening you know because
i<00:49:19.839><c> guess</c><00:49:20.079><c> you</c><00:49:20.160><c> know</c><00:49:20.319><c> what</c><00:49:20.480><c> she</c><00:49:20.559><c> was</c><00:49:20.720><c> talking</c>

00:49:21.030 --> 00:49:21.040 align:start position:0%
i guess you know what she was talking
 

00:49:21.040 --> 00:49:21.910 align:start position:0%
i guess you know what she was talking
about

00:49:21.910 --> 00:49:21.920 align:start position:0%
about
 

00:49:21.920 --> 00:49:24.390 align:start position:0%
about
so<00:49:22.079><c> i</c><00:49:22.240><c> sit</c><00:49:22.480><c> there</c><00:49:23.200><c> and</c><00:49:23.359><c> she</c><00:49:23.520><c> was</c><00:49:23.680><c> telling</c><00:49:24.000><c> me</c>

00:49:24.390 --> 00:49:24.400 align:start position:0%
so i sit there and she was telling me
 

00:49:24.400 --> 00:49:27.030 align:start position:0%
so i sit there and she was telling me
okay<00:49:24.720><c> this</c><00:49:24.880><c> is</c><00:49:25.040><c> a</c><00:49:25.119><c> stage</c><00:49:25.520><c> four</c><00:49:26.240><c> this</c><00:49:26.480><c> is</c><00:49:26.640><c> how</c>

00:49:27.030 --> 00:49:27.040 align:start position:0%
okay this is a stage four this is how
 

00:49:27.040 --> 00:49:29.030 align:start position:0%
okay this is a stage four this is how
you<00:49:27.200><c> know</c><00:49:27.440><c> it</c><00:49:27.599><c> works</c><00:49:28.079><c> and</c><00:49:28.160><c> this</c><00:49:28.400><c> and</c><00:49:28.640><c> whatever</c>

00:49:29.030 --> 00:49:29.040 align:start position:0%
you know it works and this and whatever
 

00:49:29.040 --> 00:49:31.190 align:start position:0%
you know it works and this and whatever
i<00:49:29.119><c> said</c><00:49:29.280><c> okay</c>

00:49:31.190 --> 00:49:31.200 align:start position:0%
i said okay
 

00:49:31.200 --> 00:49:34.069 align:start position:0%
i said okay
and<00:49:31.680><c> so</c><00:49:31.920><c> she</c><00:49:32.160><c> told</c><00:49:32.400><c> me</c>

00:49:34.069 --> 00:49:34.079 align:start position:0%
and so she told me
 

00:49:34.079 --> 00:49:36.790 align:start position:0%
and so she told me
if<00:49:34.240><c> you</c><00:49:34.400><c> had</c><00:49:34.640><c> waited</c><00:49:35.599><c> a</c><00:49:35.680><c> couple</c><00:49:36.000><c> of</c><00:49:36.079><c> weeks</c><00:49:36.640><c> we</c>

00:49:36.790 --> 00:49:36.800 align:start position:0%
if you had waited a couple of weeks we
 

00:49:36.800 --> 00:49:39.190 align:start position:0%
if you had waited a couple of weeks we
couldn't<00:49:37.040><c> do</c><00:49:37.200><c> anything</c>

00:49:39.190 --> 00:49:39.200 align:start position:0%
couldn't do anything
 

00:49:39.200 --> 00:49:41.190 align:start position:0%
couldn't do anything
and<00:49:39.359><c> i'm</c><00:49:39.520><c> like</c>

00:49:41.190 --> 00:49:41.200 align:start position:0%
and i'm like
 

00:49:41.200 --> 00:49:43.030 align:start position:0%
and i'm like
and<00:49:41.520><c> then</c><00:49:41.680><c> it</c><00:49:41.839><c> hit</c><00:49:42.000><c> me</c>

00:49:43.030 --> 00:49:43.040 align:start position:0%
and then it hit me
 

00:49:43.040 --> 00:49:44.390 align:start position:0%
and then it hit me
and<00:49:43.200><c> i'm</c><00:49:43.359><c> like</c>

00:49:44.390 --> 00:49:44.400 align:start position:0%
and i'm like
 

00:49:44.400 --> 00:49:45.349 align:start position:0%
and i'm like
what

00:49:45.349 --> 00:49:45.359 align:start position:0%
what
 

00:49:45.359 --> 00:49:49.430 align:start position:0%
what
she<00:49:45.599><c> said</c><00:49:46.240><c> listen</c><00:49:46.720><c> if</c><00:49:46.880><c> you</c><00:49:47.040><c> hadn't</c><00:49:47.359><c> waited</c>

00:49:49.430 --> 00:49:49.440 align:start position:0%
she said listen if you hadn't waited
 

00:49:49.440 --> 00:49:52.790 align:start position:0%
she said listen if you hadn't waited
we<00:49:49.599><c> couldn't</c><00:49:49.839><c> do</c><00:49:50.000><c> anything</c><00:49:50.480><c> for</c><00:49:50.640><c> you</c>

00:49:52.790 --> 00:49:52.800 align:start position:0%
we couldn't do anything for you
 

00:49:52.800 --> 00:49:55.190 align:start position:0%
we couldn't do anything for you
and<00:49:53.200><c> that's</c><00:49:53.440><c> when</c><00:49:53.920><c> like</c><00:49:54.240><c> everything</c><00:49:54.800><c> i</c><00:49:54.880><c> didn't</c>

00:49:55.190 --> 00:49:55.200 align:start position:0%
and that's when like everything i didn't
 

00:49:55.200 --> 00:49:56.710 align:start position:0%
and that's when like everything i didn't
after<00:49:55.520><c> that</c><00:49:55.760><c> i</c><00:49:55.839><c> didn't</c><00:49:56.000><c> have</c><00:49:56.160><c> nothing</c><00:49:56.480><c> she</c>

00:49:56.710 --> 00:49:56.720 align:start position:0%
after that i didn't have nothing she
 

00:49:56.720 --> 00:49:59.270 align:start position:0%
after that i didn't have nothing she
said<00:49:57.280><c> because</c><00:49:57.839><c> everything</c><00:49:58.319><c> just</c><00:49:58.880><c> flew</c><00:49:59.119><c> over</c>

00:49:59.270 --> 00:49:59.280 align:start position:0%
said because everything just flew over
 

00:49:59.280 --> 00:50:00.230 align:start position:0%
said because everything just flew over
my<00:49:59.440><c> head</c>

00:50:00.230 --> 00:50:00.240 align:start position:0%
my head
 

00:50:00.240 --> 00:50:02.150 align:start position:0%
my head
and<00:50:00.400><c> she</c><00:50:00.640><c> said</c><00:50:00.960><c> you</c><00:50:01.200><c> need</c><00:50:01.599><c> she</c><00:50:01.760><c> said</c><00:50:01.920><c> you</c><00:50:02.000><c> want</c>

00:50:02.150 --> 00:50:02.160 align:start position:0%
and she said you need she said you want
 

00:50:02.160 --> 00:50:03.510 align:start position:0%
and she said you need she said you want
me<00:50:02.240><c> to</c><00:50:02.319><c> go</c><00:50:02.480><c> get</c><00:50:02.640><c> your</c><00:50:02.800><c> daughter</c><00:50:03.119><c> and</c><00:50:03.200><c> i</c><00:50:03.359><c> said</c>

00:50:03.510 --> 00:50:03.520 align:start position:0%
me to go get your daughter and i said
 

00:50:03.520 --> 00:50:04.950 align:start position:0%
me to go get your daughter and i said
yeah

00:50:04.950 --> 00:50:04.960 align:start position:0%
yeah
 

00:50:04.960 --> 00:50:07.589 align:start position:0%
yeah
so<00:50:05.200><c> my</c><00:50:05.440><c> daughter</c><00:50:05.760><c> came</c><00:50:06.079><c> in</c>

00:50:07.589 --> 00:50:07.599 align:start position:0%
so my daughter came in
 

00:50:07.599 --> 00:50:09.990 align:start position:0%
so my daughter came in
a<00:50:07.760><c> week</c><00:50:08.079><c> before</c><00:50:08.480><c> that</c>

00:50:09.990 --> 00:50:10.000 align:start position:0%
a week before that
 

00:50:10.000 --> 00:50:11.910 align:start position:0%
a week before that
one<00:50:10.160><c> of</c><00:50:10.240><c> her</c><00:50:10.480><c> friends</c><00:50:10.880><c> in</c><00:50:11.040><c> new</c><00:50:11.200><c> york</c><00:50:11.680><c> his</c>

00:50:11.910 --> 00:50:11.920 align:start position:0%
one of her friends in new york his
 

00:50:11.920 --> 00:50:13.990 align:start position:0%
one of her friends in new york his
mother<00:50:12.240><c> died</c><00:50:12.480><c> from</c><00:50:12.720><c> cancer</c>

00:50:13.990 --> 00:50:14.000 align:start position:0%
mother died from cancer
 

00:50:14.000 --> 00:50:14.870 align:start position:0%
mother died from cancer
so

00:50:14.870 --> 00:50:14.880 align:start position:0%
so
 

00:50:14.880 --> 00:50:16.950 align:start position:0%
so
she<00:50:15.200><c> you</c><00:50:15.359><c> know</c><00:50:15.520><c> she</c><00:50:15.839><c> already</c><00:50:16.160><c> knew</c><00:50:16.559><c> about</c><00:50:16.800><c> the</c>

00:50:16.950 --> 00:50:16.960 align:start position:0%
she you know she already knew about the
 

00:50:16.960 --> 00:50:18.630 align:start position:0%
she you know she already knew about the
cancer<00:50:17.359><c> and</c><00:50:17.520><c> all</c><00:50:17.680><c> that</c>

00:50:18.630 --> 00:50:18.640 align:start position:0%
cancer and all that
 

00:50:18.640 --> 00:50:21.430 align:start position:0%
cancer and all that
so<00:50:18.880><c> when</c><00:50:19.040><c> she</c><00:50:19.280><c> came</c><00:50:19.599><c> in</c>

00:50:21.430 --> 00:50:21.440 align:start position:0%
so when she came in
 

00:50:21.440 --> 00:50:23.670 align:start position:0%
so when she came in
i<00:50:21.760><c> got</c><00:50:22.000><c> up</c><00:50:22.240><c> and</c><00:50:22.720><c> i</c><00:50:22.960><c> that's</c><00:50:23.200><c> when</c><00:50:23.359><c> i</c><00:50:23.440><c> started</c>

00:50:23.670 --> 00:50:23.680 align:start position:0%
i got up and i that's when i started
 

00:50:23.680 --> 00:50:25.270 align:start position:0%
i got up and i that's when i started
crying<00:50:24.000><c> because</c><00:50:24.240><c> she</c><00:50:24.480><c> said</c><00:50:24.640><c> oh</c><00:50:24.880><c> your</c><00:50:25.040><c> three</c>

00:50:25.270 --> 00:50:25.280 align:start position:0%
crying because she said oh your three
 

00:50:25.280 --> 00:50:26.950 align:start position:0%
crying because she said oh your three
had<00:50:25.359><c> to</c><00:50:25.440><c> waited</c><00:50:26.079><c> you</c><00:50:26.240><c> wouldn't</c><00:50:26.480><c> be</c><00:50:26.640><c> here</c><00:50:26.800><c> and</c>

00:50:26.950 --> 00:50:26.960 align:start position:0%
had to waited you wouldn't be here and
 

00:50:26.960 --> 00:50:28.390 align:start position:0%
had to waited you wouldn't be here and
i'm<00:50:27.040><c> like</c>

00:50:28.390 --> 00:50:28.400 align:start position:0%
i'm like
 

00:50:28.400 --> 00:50:29.270 align:start position:0%
i'm like
what

00:50:29.270 --> 00:50:29.280 align:start position:0%
what
 

00:50:29.280 --> 00:50:31.589 align:start position:0%
what
so<00:50:29.680><c> after</c><00:50:30.000><c> that</c><00:50:30.720><c> she</c><00:50:30.880><c> was</c><00:50:31.040><c> talking</c><00:50:31.280><c> to</c><00:50:31.440><c> my</c>

00:50:31.589 --> 00:50:31.599 align:start position:0%
so after that she was talking to my
 

00:50:31.599 --> 00:50:32.790 align:start position:0%
so after that she was talking to my
daughter

00:50:32.790 --> 00:50:32.800 align:start position:0%
daughter
 

00:50:32.800 --> 00:50:34.470 align:start position:0%
daughter
and<00:50:32.960><c> my</c><00:50:33.119><c> daughter</c><00:50:33.440><c> she</c><00:50:33.599><c> was</c><00:50:33.839><c> all</c><00:50:34.000><c> calm</c><00:50:34.319><c> and</c>

00:50:34.470 --> 00:50:34.480 align:start position:0%
and my daughter she was all calm and
 

00:50:34.480 --> 00:50:36.150 align:start position:0%
and my daughter she was all calm and
everything<00:50:34.880><c> and</c><00:50:35.040><c> i'm</c><00:50:35.200><c> like</c><00:50:35.599><c> i'm</c><00:50:35.760><c> looking</c><00:50:36.079><c> at</c>

00:50:36.150 --> 00:50:36.160 align:start position:0%
everything and i'm like i'm looking at
 

00:50:36.160 --> 00:50:37.349 align:start position:0%
everything and i'm like i'm looking at
her<00:50:36.319><c> like</c>

00:50:37.349 --> 00:50:37.359 align:start position:0%
her like
 

00:50:37.359 --> 00:50:39.030 align:start position:0%
her like
yeah<00:50:37.599><c> right</c><00:50:37.839><c> i'm</c><00:50:38.000><c> over</c><00:50:38.160><c> here</c><00:50:38.319><c> balling</c><00:50:38.640><c> my</c><00:50:38.800><c> eyes</c>

00:50:39.030 --> 00:50:39.040 align:start position:0%
yeah right i'm over here balling my eyes
 

00:50:39.040 --> 00:50:41.510 align:start position:0%
yeah right i'm over here balling my eyes
out<00:50:39.200><c> and</c><00:50:39.280><c> you</c><00:50:39.520><c> calm</c><00:50:40.079><c> you</c><00:50:40.240><c> know</c><00:50:40.559><c> so</c>

00:50:41.510 --> 00:50:41.520 align:start position:0%
out and you calm you know so
 

00:50:41.520 --> 00:50:45.349 align:start position:0%
out and you calm you know so
but<00:50:41.760><c> um</c><00:50:42.079><c> she</c><00:50:42.319><c> said</c><00:50:42.960><c> mom</c><00:50:43.200><c> you're</c><00:50:43.359><c> gonna</c><00:50:43.599><c> be</c><00:50:43.760><c> okay</c>

00:50:45.349 --> 00:50:45.359 align:start position:0%
but um she said mom you're gonna be okay
 

00:50:45.359 --> 00:50:47.349 align:start position:0%
but um she said mom you're gonna be okay
and<00:50:45.520><c> i'm</c><00:50:45.760><c> like</c>

00:50:47.349 --> 00:50:47.359 align:start position:0%
and i'm like
 

00:50:47.359 --> 00:50:49.589 align:start position:0%
and i'm like
okay<00:50:48.240><c> whatever</c><00:50:48.640><c> you</c><00:50:48.800><c> say</c>

00:50:49.589 --> 00:50:49.599 align:start position:0%
okay whatever you say
 

00:50:49.599 --> 00:50:52.710 align:start position:0%
okay whatever you say
but<00:50:49.920><c> it</c><00:50:50.079><c> was</c><00:50:50.319><c> just</c><00:50:50.640><c> in</c><00:50:50.800><c> my</c><00:50:50.960><c> head</c><00:50:51.280><c> that</c>

00:50:52.710 --> 00:50:52.720 align:start position:0%
but it was just in my head that
 

00:50:52.720 --> 00:50:55.190 align:start position:0%
but it was just in my head that
if<00:50:52.960><c> i</c><00:50:53.119><c> had</c><00:50:53.280><c> to</c><00:50:53.440><c> wait</c><00:50:53.680><c> it</c>

00:50:55.190 --> 00:50:55.200 align:start position:0%
if i had to wait it
 

00:50:55.200 --> 00:50:57.109 align:start position:0%
if i had to wait it
you<00:50:55.359><c> know</c><00:50:55.520><c> and</c><00:50:55.680><c> i'm</c><00:50:55.839><c> like</c>

00:50:57.109 --> 00:50:57.119 align:start position:0%
you know and i'm like
 

00:50:57.119 --> 00:50:59.430 align:start position:0%
you know and i'm like
because<00:50:57.520><c> i</c><00:50:57.920><c> for</c><00:50:58.079><c> the</c><00:50:58.240><c> whole</c><00:50:58.640><c> the</c><00:50:58.800><c> whole</c><00:50:59.040><c> month</c>

00:50:59.430 --> 00:50:59.440 align:start position:0%
because i for the whole the whole month
 

00:50:59.440 --> 00:51:01.349 align:start position:0%
because i for the whole the whole month
i've<00:50:59.599><c> been</c><00:50:59.760><c> having</c><00:51:00.000><c> the</c><00:51:00.160><c> same</c><00:51:00.480><c> problem</c><00:51:01.119><c> but</c>

00:51:01.349 --> 00:51:01.359 align:start position:0%
i've been having the same problem but
 

00:51:01.359 --> 00:51:02.790 align:start position:0%
i've been having the same problem but
then<00:51:01.520><c> when</c><00:51:01.680><c> they</c><00:51:01.839><c> told</c><00:51:02.000><c> me</c><00:51:02.160><c> that</c><00:51:02.319><c> and</c><00:51:02.480><c> i</c><00:51:02.559><c> said</c>

00:51:02.790 --> 00:51:02.800 align:start position:0%
then when they told me that and i said
 

00:51:02.800 --> 00:51:03.589 align:start position:0%
then when they told me that and i said
okay

00:51:03.589 --> 00:51:03.599 align:start position:0%
okay
 

00:51:03.599 --> 00:51:06.069 align:start position:0%
okay
so<00:51:03.839><c> then</c><00:51:04.400><c> um</c><00:51:04.800><c> dr</c><00:51:05.119><c> kavanaugh</c><00:51:05.520><c> told</c><00:51:05.680><c> me</c><00:51:05.839><c> to</c><00:51:05.920><c> have</c>

00:51:06.069 --> 00:51:06.079 align:start position:0%
so then um dr kavanaugh told me to have
 

00:51:06.079 --> 00:51:07.109 align:start position:0%
so then um dr kavanaugh told me to have
a<00:51:06.160><c> seat</c>

00:51:07.109 --> 00:51:07.119 align:start position:0%
a seat
 

00:51:07.119 --> 00:51:09.349 align:start position:0%
a seat
and<00:51:07.359><c> she</c><00:51:07.599><c> told</c><00:51:07.760><c> me</c><00:51:07.920><c> she</c><00:51:08.079><c> said</c><00:51:08.319><c> listen</c>

00:51:09.349 --> 00:51:09.359 align:start position:0%
and she told me she said listen
 

00:51:09.359 --> 00:51:11.270 align:start position:0%
and she told me she said listen
you're<00:51:09.520><c> not</c><00:51:09.680><c> the</c><00:51:09.920><c> first</c>

00:51:11.270 --> 00:51:11.280 align:start position:0%
you're not the first
 

00:51:11.280 --> 00:51:12.470 align:start position:0%
you're not the first
you're<00:51:11.440><c> not</c><00:51:11.599><c> the</c><00:51:11.760><c> last</c><00:51:12.000><c> she</c><00:51:12.160><c> said</c><00:51:12.319><c> you're</c>

00:51:12.470 --> 00:51:12.480 align:start position:0%
you're not the last she said you're
 

00:51:12.480 --> 00:51:14.790 align:start position:0%
you're not the last she said you're
going<00:51:12.559><c> to</c><00:51:12.720><c> meet</c><00:51:13.040><c> 10</c><00:51:13.440><c> people</c>

00:51:14.790 --> 00:51:14.800 align:start position:0%
going to meet 10 people
 

00:51:14.800 --> 00:51:16.390 align:start position:0%
going to meet 10 people
and<00:51:15.040><c> i</c><00:51:15.200><c> don't</c><00:51:15.520><c> i</c><00:51:15.760><c> don't</c>

00:51:16.390 --> 00:51:16.400 align:start position:0%
and i don't i don't
 

00:51:16.400 --> 00:51:17.750 align:start position:0%
and i don't i don't
nine<00:51:16.640><c> of</c><00:51:16.720><c> those</c><00:51:16.960><c> people</c><00:51:17.280><c> one</c><00:51:17.440><c> of</c><00:51:17.520><c> them</c><00:51:17.680><c> going</c>

00:51:17.750 --> 00:51:17.760 align:start position:0%
nine of those people one of them going
 

00:51:17.760 --> 00:51:19.349 align:start position:0%
nine of those people one of them going
to<00:51:17.839><c> come</c><00:51:18.000><c> up</c><00:51:18.160><c> with</c><00:51:18.319><c> cancer</c>

00:51:19.349 --> 00:51:19.359 align:start position:0%
to come up with cancer
 

00:51:19.359 --> 00:51:21.430 align:start position:0%
to come up with cancer
so<00:51:19.599><c> you're</c><00:51:19.920><c> not</c><00:51:20.160><c> by</c><00:51:20.400><c> yourself</c>

00:51:21.430 --> 00:51:21.440 align:start position:0%
so you're not by yourself
 

00:51:21.440 --> 00:51:23.589 align:start position:0%
so you're not by yourself
and<00:51:21.680><c> i'll</c><00:51:21.760><c> say</c><00:51:22.079><c> okay</c>

00:51:23.589 --> 00:51:23.599 align:start position:0%
and i'll say okay
 

00:51:23.599 --> 00:51:25.109 align:start position:0%
and i'll say okay
but

00:51:25.109 --> 00:51:25.119 align:start position:0%
but
 

00:51:25.119 --> 00:51:26.309 align:start position:0%
but
you<00:51:25.280><c> know</c><00:51:25.520><c> like</c>

00:51:26.309 --> 00:51:26.319 align:start position:0%
you know like
 

00:51:26.319 --> 00:51:28.309 align:start position:0%
you know like
you<00:51:26.480><c> know</c><00:51:26.800><c> the</c><00:51:26.960><c> lady</c><00:51:27.359><c> said</c>

00:51:28.309 --> 00:51:28.319 align:start position:0%
you know the lady said
 

00:51:28.319 --> 00:51:31.670 align:start position:0%
you know the lady said
sometimes<00:51:28.960><c> when</c><00:51:29.440><c> people</c><00:51:29.839><c> tell</c><00:51:30.000><c> you</c><00:51:30.240><c> things</c>

00:51:31.670 --> 00:51:31.680 align:start position:0%
sometimes when people tell you things
 

00:51:31.680 --> 00:51:33.349 align:start position:0%
sometimes when people tell you things
and<00:51:31.839><c> yeah</c><00:51:32.400><c> you</c><00:51:32.559><c> know</c><00:51:32.720><c> in</c><00:51:32.800><c> your</c><00:51:32.960><c> mind</c>

00:51:33.349 --> 00:51:33.359 align:start position:0%
and yeah you know in your mind
 

00:51:33.359 --> 00:51:34.549 align:start position:0%
and yeah you know in your mind
everything

00:51:34.549 --> 00:51:34.559 align:start position:0%
everything
 

00:51:34.559 --> 00:51:37.750 align:start position:0%
everything
goes<00:51:34.880><c> real</c><00:51:35.119><c> fast</c><00:51:36.000><c> and</c><00:51:36.160><c> you</c><00:51:36.400><c> like</c>

00:51:37.750 --> 00:51:37.760 align:start position:0%
goes real fast and you like
 

00:51:37.760 --> 00:51:38.710 align:start position:0%
goes real fast and you like
what

00:51:38.710 --> 00:51:38.720 align:start position:0%
what
 

00:51:38.720 --> 00:51:41.430 align:start position:0%
what
and<00:51:39.040><c> my</c><00:51:39.280><c> thing</c><00:51:39.599><c> is</c>

00:51:41.430 --> 00:51:41.440 align:start position:0%
and my thing is
 

00:51:41.440 --> 00:51:44.230 align:start position:0%
and my thing is
i<00:51:41.680><c> start</c><00:51:42.000><c> to</c><00:51:42.240><c> question</c><00:51:42.720><c> god</c>

00:51:44.230 --> 00:51:44.240 align:start position:0%
i start to question god
 

00:51:44.240 --> 00:51:45.910 align:start position:0%
i start to question god
but<00:51:44.400><c> then</c><00:51:44.720><c> i</c><00:51:44.880><c> turn</c><00:51:45.040><c> around</c><00:51:45.359><c> and</c><00:51:45.440><c> i</c><00:51:45.599><c> say</c><00:51:45.839><c> you</c>

00:51:45.910 --> 00:51:45.920 align:start position:0%
but then i turn around and i say you
 

00:51:45.920 --> 00:51:48.150 align:start position:0%
but then i turn around and i say you
know<00:51:46.079><c> what</c><00:51:46.319><c> you</c><00:51:46.400><c> can't</c><00:51:46.640><c> question</c><00:51:47.040><c> god</c><00:51:47.680><c> because</c>

00:51:48.150 --> 00:51:48.160 align:start position:0%
know what you can't question god because
 

00:51:48.160 --> 00:51:51.030 align:start position:0%
know what you can't question god because
god<00:51:48.400><c> gives</c><00:51:48.559><c> you</c><00:51:48.800><c> something</c><00:51:49.200><c> for</c><00:51:49.359><c> a</c><00:51:49.520><c> reason</c>

00:51:51.030 --> 00:51:51.040 align:start position:0%
god gives you something for a reason
 

00:51:51.040 --> 00:51:53.829 align:start position:0%
god gives you something for a reason
and<00:51:51.200><c> i</c><00:51:51.359><c> said</c><00:51:51.599><c> okay</c><00:51:52.319><c> i</c><00:51:52.480><c> can</c><00:51:52.640><c> do</c><00:51:52.880><c> this</c>

00:51:53.829 --> 00:51:53.839 align:start position:0%
and i said okay i can do this
 

00:51:53.839 --> 00:51:56.870 align:start position:0%
and i said okay i can do this
but<00:51:54.079><c> i</c><00:51:54.319><c> knew</c><00:51:54.480><c> i</c><00:51:54.640><c> couldn't</c><00:51:54.800><c> do</c><00:51:54.960><c> it</c><00:51:55.040><c> by</c><00:51:55.280><c> myself</c><00:51:55.760><c> so</c>

00:51:56.870 --> 00:51:56.880 align:start position:0%
but i knew i couldn't do it by myself so
 

00:51:56.880 --> 00:51:58.630 align:start position:0%
but i knew i couldn't do it by myself so
my<00:51:57.040><c> daughter</c><00:51:57.440><c> that</c><00:51:57.599><c> was</c><00:51:57.839><c> with</c><00:51:58.079><c> that</c><00:51:58.240><c> was</c><00:51:58.400><c> with</c>

00:51:58.630 --> 00:51:58.640 align:start position:0%
my daughter that was with that was with
 

00:51:58.640 --> 00:52:00.309 align:start position:0%
my daughter that was with that was with
me<00:51:58.800><c> through</c><00:51:59.119><c> all</c><00:51:59.359><c> of</c><00:51:59.440><c> this</c><00:51:59.920><c> she's</c><00:52:00.160><c> the</c>

00:52:00.309 --> 00:52:00.319 align:start position:0%
me through all of this she's the
 

00:52:00.319 --> 00:52:03.589 align:start position:0%
me through all of this she's the
youngest<00:52:01.040><c> she's</c><00:52:01.359><c> my</c><00:52:01.520><c> baby</c>

00:52:03.589 --> 00:52:03.599 align:start position:0%
youngest she's my baby
 

00:52:03.599 --> 00:52:06.630 align:start position:0%
youngest she's my baby
i<00:52:03.760><c> had</c><00:52:03.920><c> to</c><00:52:04.079><c> do</c><00:52:04.800><c> is</c><00:52:05.040><c> she</c><00:52:05.599><c> well</c><00:52:06.160><c> when</c><00:52:06.319><c> dr</c>

00:52:06.630 --> 00:52:06.640 align:start position:0%
i had to do is she well when dr
 

00:52:06.640 --> 00:52:09.430 align:start position:0%
i had to do is she well when dr
kavanaugh<00:52:07.040><c> told</c><00:52:07.280><c> me</c><00:52:07.760><c> that</c><00:52:08.000><c> i</c><00:52:08.079><c> had</c><00:52:08.240><c> cancer</c><00:52:09.280><c> and</c>

00:52:09.430 --> 00:52:09.440 align:start position:0%
kavanaugh told me that i had cancer and
 

00:52:09.440 --> 00:52:10.870 align:start position:0%
kavanaugh told me that i had cancer and
she<00:52:09.680><c> said</c><00:52:09.920><c> well</c>

00:52:10.870 --> 00:52:10.880 align:start position:0%
she said well
 

00:52:10.880 --> 00:52:12.470 align:start position:0%
she said well
i<00:52:11.119><c> tell</c><00:52:11.280><c> you</c><00:52:11.440><c> what</c>

00:52:12.470 --> 00:52:12.480 align:start position:0%
i tell you what
 

00:52:12.480 --> 00:52:14.230 align:start position:0%
i tell you what
i'm<00:52:12.640><c> going</c><00:52:12.720><c> to</c><00:52:12.800><c> give</c><00:52:12.960><c> you</c><00:52:13.119><c> a</c><00:52:13.280><c> month</c>

00:52:14.230 --> 00:52:14.240 align:start position:0%
i'm going to give you a month
 

00:52:14.240 --> 00:52:16.230 align:start position:0%
i'm going to give you a month
to<00:52:14.480><c> decide</c><00:52:14.880><c> what</c><00:52:15.040><c> you</c><00:52:15.200><c> want</c><00:52:15.359><c> to</c><00:52:15.440><c> do</c><00:52:15.839><c> so</c><00:52:16.079><c> she</c>

00:52:16.230 --> 00:52:16.240 align:start position:0%
to decide what you want to do so she
 

00:52:16.240 --> 00:52:18.630 align:start position:0%
to decide what you want to do so she
gave<00:52:16.400><c> me</c><00:52:16.640><c> options</c><00:52:17.599><c> she</c><00:52:17.760><c> said</c><00:52:18.000><c> either</c><00:52:18.319><c> you</c><00:52:18.480><c> you</c>

00:52:18.630 --> 00:52:18.640 align:start position:0%
gave me options she said either you you
 

00:52:18.640 --> 00:52:20.950 align:start position:0%
gave me options she said either you you
know<00:52:18.800><c> you</c><00:52:18.960><c> can</c><00:52:19.040><c> do</c><00:52:19.280><c> the</c><00:52:19.440><c> surgery</c><00:52:20.400><c> you</c><00:52:20.559><c> can</c><00:52:20.720><c> do</c>

00:52:20.950 --> 00:52:20.960 align:start position:0%
know you can do the surgery you can do
 

00:52:20.960 --> 00:52:24.309 align:start position:0%
know you can do the surgery you can do
this<00:52:21.359><c> and</c><00:52:21.440><c> do</c><00:52:21.680><c> that</c><00:52:22.240><c> i</c><00:52:22.400><c> said</c><00:52:22.640><c> okay</c>

00:52:24.309 --> 00:52:24.319 align:start position:0%
this and do that i said okay
 

00:52:24.319 --> 00:52:26.870 align:start position:0%
this and do that i said okay
and<00:52:24.559><c> so</c><00:52:24.800><c> she</c><00:52:24.960><c> said</c><00:52:25.119><c> don't</c><00:52:25.280><c> wait</c><00:52:25.520><c> too</c><00:52:25.760><c> long</c>

00:52:26.870 --> 00:52:26.880 align:start position:0%
and so she said don't wait too long
 

00:52:26.880 --> 00:52:28.470 align:start position:0%
and so she said don't wait too long
so

00:52:28.470 --> 00:52:28.480 align:start position:0%
so
 

00:52:28.480 --> 00:52:30.630 align:start position:0%
so
i<00:52:28.640><c> didn't</c><00:52:28.800><c> call</c><00:52:29.040><c> her</c><00:52:29.280><c> she</c><00:52:29.440><c> called</c><00:52:29.760><c> me</c><00:52:30.240><c> she</c><00:52:30.400><c> said</c>

00:52:30.630 --> 00:52:30.640 align:start position:0%
i didn't call her she called me she said
 

00:52:30.640 --> 00:52:31.990 align:start position:0%
i didn't call her she called me she said
you<00:52:30.720><c> need</c><00:52:30.880><c> to</c><00:52:30.960><c> come</c><00:52:31.119><c> in</c><00:52:31.280><c> and</c><00:52:31.359><c> tell</c><00:52:31.520><c> me</c><00:52:31.680><c> what</c><00:52:31.839><c> you</c>

00:52:31.990 --> 00:52:32.000 align:start position:0%
you need to come in and tell me what you
 

00:52:32.000 --> 00:52:33.109 align:start position:0%
you need to come in and tell me what you
want<00:52:32.240><c> that</c>

00:52:33.109 --> 00:52:33.119 align:start position:0%
want that
 

00:52:33.119 --> 00:52:35.349 align:start position:0%
want that
so<00:52:33.440><c> i</c><00:52:33.599><c> told</c><00:52:33.839><c> her</c><00:52:33.920><c> i</c><00:52:34.079><c> say</c><00:52:34.240><c> well</c><00:52:34.800><c> i</c><00:52:34.960><c> don't</c><00:52:35.119><c> know</c>

00:52:35.349 --> 00:52:35.359 align:start position:0%
so i told her i say well i don't know
 

00:52:35.359 --> 00:52:36.790 align:start position:0%
so i told her i say well i don't know
about<00:52:35.680><c> the</c><00:52:35.839><c> surgery</c><00:52:36.240><c> or</c><00:52:36.319><c> whatever</c><00:52:36.640><c> my</c>

00:52:36.790 --> 00:52:36.800 align:start position:0%
about the surgery or whatever my
 

00:52:36.800 --> 00:52:38.230 align:start position:0%
about the surgery or whatever my
daughter<00:52:37.040><c> said</c><00:52:37.200><c> yeah</c><00:52:37.359><c> she'll</c><00:52:37.599><c> do</c><00:52:37.760><c> the</c><00:52:37.839><c> surgery</c>

00:52:38.230 --> 00:52:38.240 align:start position:0%
daughter said yeah she'll do the surgery
 

00:52:38.240 --> 00:52:41.109 align:start position:0%
daughter said yeah she'll do the surgery
like<00:52:38.480><c> you</c><00:52:38.640><c> answering</c><00:52:39.040><c> for</c><00:52:39.280><c> me</c><00:52:39.839><c> so</c><00:52:40.079><c> if</c><00:52:40.400><c> that's</c>

00:52:41.109 --> 00:52:41.119 align:start position:0%
like you answering for me so if that's
 

00:52:41.119 --> 00:52:42.549 align:start position:0%
like you answering for me so if that's
my<00:52:41.359><c> diagnosis</c><00:52:41.839><c> and</c><00:52:42.000><c> you're</c><00:52:42.079><c> going</c><00:52:42.240><c> to</c><00:52:42.319><c> tell</c>

00:52:42.549 --> 00:52:42.559 align:start position:0%
my diagnosis and you're going to tell
 

00:52:42.559 --> 00:52:45.109 align:start position:0%
my diagnosis and you're going to tell
them<00:52:42.720><c> what</c><00:52:42.880><c> to</c><00:52:43.040><c> do</c><00:52:43.200><c> to</c><00:52:43.359><c> me</c><00:52:43.920><c> so</c><00:52:44.160><c> i</c><00:52:44.319><c> said</c><00:52:44.559><c> okay</c>

00:52:45.109 --> 00:52:45.119 align:start position:0%
them what to do to me so i said okay
 

00:52:45.119 --> 00:52:46.470 align:start position:0%
them what to do to me so i said okay
that's<00:52:45.440><c> fine</c>

00:52:46.470 --> 00:52:46.480 align:start position:0%
that's fine
 

00:52:46.480 --> 00:52:47.750 align:start position:0%
that's fine
so<00:52:46.800><c> um</c>

00:52:47.750 --> 00:52:47.760 align:start position:0%
so um
 

00:52:47.760 --> 00:52:49.190 align:start position:0%
so um
oh<00:52:48.000><c> it</c><00:52:48.079><c> fell</c><00:52:48.400><c> out</c>

00:52:49.190 --> 00:52:49.200 align:start position:0%
oh it fell out
 

00:52:49.200 --> 00:52:50.150 align:start position:0%
oh it fell out
um

00:52:50.150 --> 00:52:50.160 align:start position:0%
um
 

00:52:50.160 --> 00:52:52.470 align:start position:0%
um
so<00:52:50.480><c> i</c><00:52:50.640><c> said</c><00:52:50.800><c> okay</c>

00:52:52.470 --> 00:52:52.480 align:start position:0%
so i said okay
 

00:52:52.480 --> 00:52:53.670 align:start position:0%
so i said okay
so

00:52:53.670 --> 00:52:53.680 align:start position:0%
so
 

00:52:53.680 --> 00:52:54.549 align:start position:0%
so
she

00:52:54.549 --> 00:52:54.559 align:start position:0%
she
 

00:52:54.559 --> 00:52:57.190 align:start position:0%
she
did<00:52:54.800><c> the</c><00:52:55.119><c> main</c><00:52:55.440><c> appointment</c><00:52:56.480><c> to</c><00:52:56.640><c> do</c><00:52:57.040><c> the</c>

00:52:57.190 --> 00:52:57.200 align:start position:0%
did the main appointment to do the
 

00:52:57.200 --> 00:53:00.230 align:start position:0%
did the main appointment to do the
surgery<00:52:57.520><c> so</c><00:52:57.680><c> i</c><00:52:57.839><c> went</c><00:52:58.000><c> back</c><00:52:58.240><c> to</c><00:52:58.400><c> work</c>

00:53:00.230 --> 00:53:00.240 align:start position:0%
surgery so i went back to work
 

00:53:00.240 --> 00:53:02.230 align:start position:0%
surgery so i went back to work
but<00:53:00.480><c> i</c><00:53:00.640><c> let</c><00:53:00.800><c> my</c><00:53:01.119><c> i</c><00:53:01.200><c> had</c><00:53:01.359><c> to</c><00:53:01.680><c> you</c><00:53:01.839><c> know</c><00:53:02.000><c> you</c><00:53:02.160><c> had</c>

00:53:02.230 --> 00:53:02.240 align:start position:0%
but i let my i had to you know you had
 

00:53:02.240 --> 00:53:03.829 align:start position:0%
but i let my i had to you know you had
to<00:53:02.319><c> go</c><00:53:02.480><c> through</c><00:53:02.640><c> procedures</c><00:53:03.200><c> let</c><00:53:03.440><c> the</c><00:53:03.680><c> let</c>

00:53:03.829 --> 00:53:03.839 align:start position:0%
to go through procedures let the let
 

00:53:03.839 --> 00:53:05.990 align:start position:0%
to go through procedures let the let
your<00:53:04.079><c> boss</c><00:53:04.400><c> know</c><00:53:04.720><c> let</c><00:53:04.960><c> everybody</c><00:53:05.440><c> know</c><00:53:05.680><c> what</c>

00:53:05.990 --> 00:53:06.000 align:start position:0%
your boss know let everybody know what
 

00:53:06.000 --> 00:53:08.069 align:start position:0%
your boss know let everybody know what
you<00:53:06.160><c> know</c><00:53:06.880><c> i</c><00:53:07.040><c> just</c><00:53:07.280><c> told</c><00:53:07.520><c> the</c><00:53:07.680><c> important</c>

00:53:08.069 --> 00:53:08.079 align:start position:0%
you know i just told the important
 

00:53:08.079 --> 00:53:09.270 align:start position:0%
you know i just told the important
people

00:53:09.270 --> 00:53:09.280 align:start position:0%
people
 

00:53:09.280 --> 00:53:11.349 align:start position:0%
people
because<00:53:09.599><c> if</c><00:53:09.839><c> i</c><00:53:09.920><c> told</c><00:53:10.319><c> other</c><00:53:10.559><c> people</c><00:53:11.119><c> it</c><00:53:11.200><c> would</c>

00:53:11.349 --> 00:53:11.359 align:start position:0%
because if i told other people it would
 

00:53:11.359 --> 00:53:13.109 align:start position:0%
because if i told other people it would
have<00:53:11.440><c> been</c><00:53:11.680><c> a</c><00:53:11.760><c> pity</c><00:53:12.079><c> party</c><00:53:12.400><c> and</c><00:53:12.640><c> i</c><00:53:12.720><c> don't</c><00:53:12.880><c> like</c>

00:53:13.109 --> 00:53:13.119 align:start position:0%
have been a pity party and i don't like
 

00:53:13.119 --> 00:53:14.470 align:start position:0%
have been a pity party and i don't like
pity<00:53:13.359><c> parties</c>

00:53:14.470 --> 00:53:14.480 align:start position:0%
pity parties
 

00:53:14.480 --> 00:53:17.910 align:start position:0%
pity parties
so<00:53:14.720><c> don't</c><00:53:15.040><c> be</c><00:53:15.359><c> don't</c><00:53:16.000><c> you</c><00:53:16.160><c> know</c><00:53:16.480><c> don't</c><00:53:16.720><c> pity</c><00:53:17.040><c> me</c>

00:53:17.910 --> 00:53:17.920 align:start position:0%
so don't be don't you know don't pity me
 

00:53:17.920 --> 00:53:20.549 align:start position:0%
so don't be don't you know don't pity me
because<00:53:18.559><c> god</c><00:53:18.880><c> got</c><00:53:19.119><c> this</c>

00:53:20.549 --> 00:53:20.559 align:start position:0%
because god got this
 

00:53:20.559 --> 00:53:22.549 align:start position:0%
because god got this
so<00:53:20.720><c> i</c><00:53:20.960><c> say</c><00:53:21.280><c> okay</c>

00:53:22.549 --> 00:53:22.559 align:start position:0%
so i say okay
 

00:53:22.559 --> 00:53:25.030 align:start position:0%
so i say okay
so<00:53:22.720><c> i</c><00:53:22.800><c> went</c><00:53:23.040><c> back</c><00:53:23.359><c> got</c><00:53:23.599><c> all</c><00:53:23.680><c> my</c><00:53:23.839><c> paperwork</c><00:53:24.400><c> done</c>

00:53:25.030 --> 00:53:25.040 align:start position:0%
so i went back got all my paperwork done
 

00:53:25.040 --> 00:53:26.390 align:start position:0%
so i went back got all my paperwork done
and<00:53:25.200><c> all</c><00:53:25.359><c> that</c>

00:53:26.390 --> 00:53:26.400 align:start position:0%
and all that
 

00:53:26.400 --> 00:53:27.270 align:start position:0%
and all that
so

00:53:27.270 --> 00:53:27.280 align:start position:0%
so
 

00:53:27.280 --> 00:53:30.230 align:start position:0%
so
in<00:53:27.599><c> june</c>

00:53:30.230 --> 00:53:30.240 align:start position:0%
 
 

00:53:30.240 --> 00:53:32.390 align:start position:0%
 
i<00:53:30.559><c> had</c><00:53:30.880><c> the</c><00:53:31.119><c> surgery</c><00:53:31.839><c> and</c><00:53:32.000><c> i</c><00:53:32.079><c> stayed</c><00:53:32.240><c> in</c><00:53:32.319><c> the</c>

00:53:32.390 --> 00:53:32.400 align:start position:0%
i had the surgery and i stayed in the
 

00:53:32.400 --> 00:53:34.390 align:start position:0%
i had the surgery and i stayed in the
hospital<00:53:32.720><c> for</c><00:53:32.880><c> three</c><00:53:33.040><c> days</c><00:53:33.680><c> it</c><00:53:33.760><c> was</c><00:53:34.000><c> i</c><00:53:34.160><c> had</c>

00:53:34.390 --> 00:53:34.400 align:start position:0%
hospital for three days it was i had
 

00:53:34.400 --> 00:53:35.910 align:start position:0%
hospital for three days it was i had
breast<00:53:34.720><c> cancer</c>

00:53:35.910 --> 00:53:35.920 align:start position:0%
breast cancer
 

00:53:35.920 --> 00:53:37.750 align:start position:0%
breast cancer
on<00:53:36.079><c> the</c><00:53:36.160><c> right</c><00:53:36.400><c> side</c>

00:53:37.750 --> 00:53:37.760 align:start position:0%
on the right side
 

00:53:37.760 --> 00:53:40.870 align:start position:0%
on the right side
and<00:53:38.079><c> when</c><00:53:38.319><c> dr</c><00:53:38.640><c> cavanaugh</c><00:53:39.119><c> told</c><00:53:39.359><c> me</c><00:53:39.520><c> that</c><00:53:39.760><c> i</c><00:53:39.920><c> had</c>

00:53:40.870 --> 00:53:40.880 align:start position:0%
and when dr cavanaugh told me that i had
 

00:53:40.880 --> 00:53:41.670 align:start position:0%
and when dr cavanaugh told me that i had
seven

00:53:41.670 --> 00:53:41.680 align:start position:0%
seven
 

00:53:41.680 --> 00:53:44.790 align:start position:0%
seven
17<00:53:42.160><c> lymph</c><00:53:42.400><c> nodes</c><00:53:42.720><c> has</c><00:53:42.880><c> to</c><00:53:42.960><c> be</c><00:53:43.599><c> taken</c><00:53:44.000><c> out</c><00:53:44.640><c> but</c>

00:53:44.790 --> 00:53:44.800 align:start position:0%
17 lymph nodes has to be taken out but
 

00:53:44.800 --> 00:53:48.069 align:start position:0%
17 lymph nodes has to be taken out but
after<00:53:45.119><c> they</c><00:53:45.280><c> did</c><00:53:45.440><c> the</c><00:53:45.599><c> surgery</c><00:53:46.240><c> i</c><00:53:46.400><c> had</c><00:53:46.640><c> 32.</c>

00:53:48.069 --> 00:53:48.079 align:start position:0%
after they did the surgery i had 32.
 

00:53:48.079 --> 00:53:51.349 align:start position:0%
after they did the surgery i had 32.
so<00:53:48.480><c> on</c><00:53:48.720><c> this</c><00:53:48.960><c> side</c><00:53:49.200><c> is</c><00:53:49.839><c> really</c><00:53:50.160><c> numb</c><00:53:50.720><c> but</c><00:53:51.200><c> you</c>

00:53:51.349 --> 00:53:51.359 align:start position:0%
so on this side is really numb but you
 

00:53:51.359 --> 00:53:53.270 align:start position:0%
so on this side is really numb but you
know<00:53:51.520><c> the</c><00:53:51.680><c> feeling</c><00:53:52.000><c> has</c><00:53:52.160><c> come</c><00:53:52.319><c> back</c><00:53:52.640><c> it's</c><00:53:52.800><c> been</c>

00:53:53.270 --> 00:53:53.280 align:start position:0%
know the feeling has come back it's been
 

00:53:53.280 --> 00:53:55.510 align:start position:0%
know the feeling has come back it's been
11<00:53:53.680><c> years</c>

00:53:55.510 --> 00:53:55.520 align:start position:0%
11 years
 

00:53:55.520 --> 00:53:58.230 align:start position:0%
11 years
this<00:53:55.680><c> year</c><00:53:56.000><c> was</c><00:53:56.160><c> 11</c><00:53:56.559><c> years</c><00:53:57.119><c> since</c><00:53:57.359><c> i</c><00:53:57.440><c> had</c><00:53:57.680><c> my</c>

00:53:58.230 --> 00:53:58.240 align:start position:0%
this year was 11 years since i had my
 

00:53:58.240 --> 00:53:59.750 align:start position:0%
this year was 11 years since i had my
surgery

00:53:59.750 --> 00:53:59.760 align:start position:0%
surgery
 

00:53:59.760 --> 00:54:02.390 align:start position:0%
surgery
so<00:54:00.160><c> i'm</c><00:54:00.400><c> still</c><00:54:00.720><c> here</c>

00:54:02.390 --> 00:54:02.400 align:start position:0%
so i'm still here
 

00:54:02.400 --> 00:54:04.470 align:start position:0%
so i'm still here
so

00:54:04.470 --> 00:54:04.480 align:start position:0%
so
 

00:54:04.480 --> 00:54:08.549 align:start position:0%
so
when<00:54:04.720><c> i</c><00:54:04.880><c> was</c><00:54:05.040><c> laying</c><00:54:05.280><c> in</c><00:54:05.440><c> the</c><00:54:05.520><c> hospital</c><00:54:06.400><c> and</c>

00:54:08.549 --> 00:54:08.559 align:start position:0%
when i was laying in the hospital and
 

00:54:08.559 --> 00:54:11.349 align:start position:0%
when i was laying in the hospital and
drugged<00:54:08.960><c> out</c><00:54:09.200><c> and</c><00:54:09.599><c> all</c><00:54:09.760><c> this</c><00:54:10.000><c> stuff</c>

00:54:11.349 --> 00:54:11.359 align:start position:0%
drugged out and all this stuff
 

00:54:11.359 --> 00:54:14.309 align:start position:0%
drugged out and all this stuff
but<00:54:11.680><c> i</c><00:54:12.319><c> came</c><00:54:12.640><c> to</c><00:54:12.800><c> the</c><00:54:12.960><c> conclusion</c>

00:54:14.309 --> 00:54:14.319 align:start position:0%
but i came to the conclusion
 

00:54:14.319 --> 00:54:17.030 align:start position:0%
but i came to the conclusion
if<00:54:14.640><c> god</c><00:54:14.880><c> kept</c><00:54:15.119><c> me</c><00:54:15.280><c> around</c><00:54:15.920><c> this</c><00:54:16.160><c> long</c><00:54:16.720><c> he</c><00:54:16.880><c> has</c>

00:54:17.030 --> 00:54:17.040 align:start position:0%
if god kept me around this long he has
 

00:54:17.040 --> 00:54:19.430 align:start position:0%
if god kept me around this long he has
something<00:54:17.440><c> for</c><00:54:17.599><c> me</c><00:54:17.760><c> to</c><00:54:17.920><c> do</c>

00:54:19.430 --> 00:54:19.440 align:start position:0%
something for me to do
 

00:54:19.440 --> 00:54:21.829 align:start position:0%
something for me to do
and<00:54:19.599><c> i</c><00:54:19.760><c> say</c><00:54:20.079><c> you</c><00:54:20.240><c> know</c><00:54:20.400><c> what</c>

00:54:21.829 --> 00:54:21.839 align:start position:0%
and i say you know what
 

00:54:21.839 --> 00:54:24.470 align:start position:0%
and i say you know what
when<00:54:22.079><c> he</c><00:54:22.240><c> gives</c><00:54:22.400><c> you</c><00:54:22.559><c> a</c><00:54:22.800><c> second</c><00:54:23.200><c> chance</c>

00:54:24.470 --> 00:54:24.480 align:start position:0%
when he gives you a second chance
 

00:54:24.480 --> 00:54:25.990 align:start position:0%
when he gives you a second chance
take<00:54:24.720><c> it</c>

00:54:25.990 --> 00:54:26.000 align:start position:0%
take it
 

00:54:26.000 --> 00:54:28.710 align:start position:0%
take it
and<00:54:26.240><c> you</c><00:54:26.800><c> do</c><00:54:26.960><c> it</c><00:54:27.280><c> you</c><00:54:27.440><c> know</c><00:54:28.000><c> and</c>

00:54:28.710 --> 00:54:28.720 align:start position:0%
and you do it you know and
 

00:54:28.720 --> 00:54:30.870 align:start position:0%
and you do it you know and
to<00:54:28.960><c> me</c>

00:54:30.870 --> 00:54:30.880 align:start position:0%
to me
 

00:54:30.880 --> 00:54:33.670 align:start position:0%
to me
um<00:54:31.440><c> when</c><00:54:31.680><c> i</c><00:54:31.839><c> first</c><00:54:32.640><c> started</c><00:54:33.119><c> the</c><00:54:33.280><c> support</c>

00:54:33.670 --> 00:54:33.680 align:start position:0%
um when i first started the support
 

00:54:33.680 --> 00:54:35.109 align:start position:0%
um when i first started the support
group<00:54:33.839><c> it</c><00:54:33.920><c> was</c><00:54:34.079><c> through</c><00:54:34.240><c> the</c><00:54:34.400><c> social</c><00:54:34.720><c> worker</c>

00:54:35.109 --> 00:54:35.119 align:start position:0%
group it was through the social worker
 

00:54:35.119 --> 00:54:36.309 align:start position:0%
group it was through the social worker
at<00:54:35.280><c> bmc</c>

00:54:36.309 --> 00:54:36.319 align:start position:0%
at bmc
 

00:54:36.319 --> 00:54:37.910 align:start position:0%
at bmc
and<00:54:36.480><c> i'm</c><00:54:36.640><c> like</c><00:54:36.880><c> i'm</c><00:54:36.960><c> not</c><00:54:37.200><c> telling</c><00:54:37.440><c> people</c><00:54:37.680><c> my</c>

00:54:37.910 --> 00:54:37.920 align:start position:0%
and i'm like i'm not telling people my
 

00:54:37.920 --> 00:54:39.270 align:start position:0%
and i'm like i'm not telling people my
business

00:54:39.270 --> 00:54:39.280 align:start position:0%
business
 

00:54:39.280 --> 00:54:41.910 align:start position:0%
business
because<00:54:39.599><c> i</c><00:54:39.760><c> don't</c><00:54:39.920><c> know</c><00:54:40.160><c> these</c><00:54:40.400><c> people</c>

00:54:41.910 --> 00:54:41.920 align:start position:0%
because i don't know these people
 

00:54:41.920 --> 00:54:44.309 align:start position:0%
because i don't know these people
but<00:54:42.319><c> then</c><00:54:42.720><c> when</c><00:54:42.960><c> i</c><00:54:43.040><c> started</c><00:54:43.359><c> going</c><00:54:43.599><c> to</c><00:54:43.920><c> bob's</c>

00:54:44.309 --> 00:54:44.319 align:start position:0%
but then when i started going to bob's
 

00:54:44.319 --> 00:54:45.510 align:start position:0%
but then when i started going to bob's
program

00:54:45.510 --> 00:54:45.520 align:start position:0%
program
 

00:54:45.520 --> 00:54:47.750 align:start position:0%
program
i<00:54:45.760><c> saw</c><00:54:46.000><c> people</c><00:54:46.160><c> that</c><00:54:46.319><c> i</c><00:54:46.480><c> knew</c>

00:54:47.750 --> 00:54:47.760 align:start position:0%
i saw people that i knew
 

00:54:47.760 --> 00:54:49.030 align:start position:0%
i saw people that i knew
and<00:54:47.920><c> i'm</c><00:54:48.079><c> like</c><00:54:48.319><c> i</c><00:54:48.400><c> didn't</c><00:54:48.559><c> know</c><00:54:48.720><c> they</c><00:54:48.880><c> had</c>

00:54:49.030 --> 00:54:49.040 align:start position:0%
and i'm like i didn't know they had
 

00:54:49.040 --> 00:54:50.710 align:start position:0%
and i'm like i didn't know they had
cancer<00:54:49.520><c> either</c>

00:54:50.710 --> 00:54:50.720 align:start position:0%
cancer either
 

00:54:50.720 --> 00:54:53.349 align:start position:0%
cancer either
but<00:54:51.359><c> you</c><00:54:51.520><c> never</c><00:54:51.920><c> know</c>

00:54:53.349 --> 00:54:53.359 align:start position:0%
but you never know
 

00:54:53.359 --> 00:54:55.589 align:start position:0%
but you never know
so<00:54:53.760><c> i</c><00:54:53.920><c> went</c><00:54:54.079><c> to</c><00:54:54.240><c> the</c><00:54:54.480><c> program</c>

00:54:55.589 --> 00:54:55.599 align:start position:0%
so i went to the program
 

00:54:55.599 --> 00:54:57.030 align:start position:0%
so i went to the program
and<00:54:55.760><c> i</c><00:54:55.839><c> went</c><00:54:56.079><c> there</c>

00:54:57.030 --> 00:54:57.040 align:start position:0%
and i went there
 

00:54:57.040 --> 00:54:58.870 align:start position:0%
and i went there
for<00:54:57.359><c> three</c><00:54:57.680><c> months</c>

00:54:58.870 --> 00:54:58.880 align:start position:0%
for three months
 

00:54:58.880 --> 00:55:00.789 align:start position:0%
for three months
my<00:54:59.119><c> friend</c><00:54:59.359><c> marilyn</c><00:54:59.680><c> would</c><00:54:59.839><c> tell</c><00:55:00.000><c> you</c><00:55:00.240><c> i</c><00:55:00.480><c> cried</c>

00:55:00.789 --> 00:55:00.799 align:start position:0%
my friend marilyn would tell you i cried
 

00:55:00.799 --> 00:55:02.789 align:start position:0%
my friend marilyn would tell you i cried
every<00:55:01.040><c> day</c><00:55:01.359><c> we</c><00:55:01.599><c> all</c><00:55:01.760><c> cried</c>

00:55:02.789 --> 00:55:02.799 align:start position:0%
every day we all cried
 

00:55:02.799 --> 00:55:04.710 align:start position:0%
every day we all cried
because<00:55:03.119><c> everybody</c><00:55:03.760><c> in</c><00:55:03.839><c> the</c><00:55:04.000><c> room</c><00:55:04.480><c> went</c>

00:55:04.710 --> 00:55:04.720 align:start position:0%
because everybody in the room went
 

00:55:04.720 --> 00:55:06.470 align:start position:0%
because everybody in the room went
through<00:55:05.040><c> something</c>

00:55:06.470 --> 00:55:06.480 align:start position:0%
through something
 

00:55:06.480 --> 00:55:09.430 align:start position:0%
through something
so<00:55:06.880><c> we</c><00:55:07.359><c> we</c><00:55:07.520><c> sit</c><00:55:07.680><c> there</c><00:55:07.920><c> we</c><00:55:08.079><c> cried</c><00:55:08.480><c> we</c><00:55:08.720><c> laughed</c>

00:55:09.430 --> 00:55:09.440 align:start position:0%
so we we sit there we cried we laughed
 

00:55:09.440 --> 00:55:10.549 align:start position:0%
so we we sit there we cried we laughed
you<00:55:09.599><c> know</c><00:55:09.760><c> and</c><00:55:09.839><c> i'm</c><00:55:10.000><c> sitting</c><00:55:10.240><c> there</c><00:55:10.400><c> looking</c>

00:55:10.549 --> 00:55:10.559 align:start position:0%
you know and i'm sitting there looking
 

00:55:10.559 --> 00:55:12.309 align:start position:0%
you know and i'm sitting there looking
at<00:55:10.720><c> these</c><00:55:10.960><c> people</c><00:55:11.200><c> like</c>

00:55:12.309 --> 00:55:12.319 align:start position:0%
at these people like
 

00:55:12.319 --> 00:55:13.829 align:start position:0%
at these people like
you<00:55:12.480><c> know</c><00:55:12.720><c> they</c><00:55:12.880><c> don't</c><00:55:13.040><c> know</c><00:55:13.280><c> what</c><00:55:13.520><c> i'm</c><00:55:13.599><c> going</c>

00:55:13.829 --> 00:55:13.839 align:start position:0%
you know they don't know what i'm going
 

00:55:13.839 --> 00:55:16.630 align:start position:0%
you know they don't know what i'm going
through<00:55:14.400><c> but</c><00:55:14.720><c> then</c><00:55:14.960><c> i</c><00:55:15.119><c> sit</c><00:55:15.359><c> and</c><00:55:15.520><c> listen</c>

00:55:16.630 --> 00:55:16.640 align:start position:0%
through but then i sit and listen
 

00:55:16.640 --> 00:55:18.069 align:start position:0%
through but then i sit and listen
yes<00:55:16.880><c> they</c><00:55:17.040><c> do</c>

00:55:18.069 --> 00:55:18.079 align:start position:0%
yes they do
 

00:55:18.079 --> 00:55:19.190 align:start position:0%
yes they do
because

00:55:19.190 --> 00:55:19.200 align:start position:0%
because
 

00:55:19.200 --> 00:55:22.150 align:start position:0%
because
everybody<00:55:19.920><c> cancer</c><00:55:20.319><c> is</c><00:55:20.480><c> not</c><00:55:20.720><c> the</c><00:55:20.880><c> same</c>

00:55:22.150 --> 00:55:22.160 align:start position:0%
everybody cancer is not the same
 

00:55:22.160 --> 00:55:24.630 align:start position:0%
everybody cancer is not the same
so<00:55:22.480><c> i</c><00:55:22.720><c> sit</c><00:55:23.040><c> there</c><00:55:23.359><c> and</c><00:55:23.440><c> i</c><00:55:23.599><c> went</c><00:55:23.760><c> to</c><00:55:23.920><c> the</c><00:55:24.079><c> group</c>

00:55:24.630 --> 00:55:24.640 align:start position:0%
so i sit there and i went to the group
 

00:55:24.640 --> 00:55:26.950 align:start position:0%
so i sit there and i went to the group
and<00:55:24.720><c> they</c><00:55:24.880><c> helped</c><00:55:25.119><c> me</c><00:55:25.280><c> a</c><00:55:25.359><c> lot</c>

00:55:26.950 --> 00:55:26.960 align:start position:0%
and they helped me a lot
 

00:55:26.960 --> 00:55:27.750 align:start position:0%
and they helped me a lot
but

00:55:27.750 --> 00:55:27.760 align:start position:0%
but
 

00:55:27.760 --> 00:55:29.190 align:start position:0%
but
the<00:55:28.000><c> most</c><00:55:28.319><c> thing</c>

00:55:29.190 --> 00:55:29.200 align:start position:0%
the most thing
 

00:55:29.200 --> 00:55:32.069 align:start position:0%
the most thing
that<00:55:29.520><c> i</c><00:55:30.000><c> really</c>

00:55:32.069 --> 00:55:32.079 align:start position:0%
that i really
 

00:55:32.079 --> 00:55:34.630 align:start position:0%
that i really
and<00:55:32.480><c> you</c><00:55:32.640><c> know</c><00:55:32.880><c> really</c><00:55:33.359><c> got</c><00:55:33.680><c> through</c>

00:55:34.630 --> 00:55:34.640 align:start position:0%
and you know really got through
 

00:55:34.640 --> 00:55:36.549 align:start position:0%
and you know really got through
you<00:55:34.799><c> know</c><00:55:34.960><c> got</c><00:55:35.200><c> through</c><00:55:35.520><c> to</c><00:55:35.680><c> me</c>

00:55:36.549 --> 00:55:36.559 align:start position:0%
you know got through to me
 

00:55:36.559 --> 00:55:38.710 align:start position:0%
you know got through to me
is<00:55:36.799><c> that</c>

00:55:38.710 --> 00:55:38.720 align:start position:0%
is that
 

00:55:38.720 --> 00:55:40.710 align:start position:0%
is that
if<00:55:38.960><c> you</c><00:55:39.280><c> can</c><00:55:39.599><c> if</c><00:55:39.839><c> god</c><00:55:40.079><c> gave</c><00:55:40.240><c> you</c><00:55:40.319><c> a</c><00:55:40.400><c> second</c>

00:55:40.710 --> 00:55:40.720 align:start position:0%
if you can if god gave you a second
 

00:55:40.720 --> 00:55:42.870 align:start position:0%
if you can if god gave you a second
chance<00:55:41.040><c> that</c><00:55:41.119><c> you</c><00:55:41.280><c> can</c><00:55:41.440><c> help</c><00:55:41.680><c> other</c><00:55:41.920><c> people</c><00:55:42.640><c> do</c>

00:55:42.870 --> 00:55:42.880 align:start position:0%
chance that you can help other people do
 

00:55:42.880 --> 00:55:44.230 align:start position:0%
chance that you can help other people do
it

00:55:44.230 --> 00:55:44.240 align:start position:0%
it
 

00:55:44.240 --> 00:55:45.750 align:start position:0%
it
and<00:55:44.480><c> i</c><00:55:44.720><c> found</c><00:55:45.040><c> out</c>

00:55:45.750 --> 00:55:45.760 align:start position:0%
and i found out
 

00:55:45.760 --> 00:55:48.950 align:start position:0%
and i found out
when<00:55:46.400><c> i</c><00:55:46.839><c> started</c><00:55:47.839><c> having</c><00:55:48.240><c> other</c><00:55:48.640><c> you</c><00:55:48.720><c> know</c>

00:55:48.950 --> 00:55:48.960 align:start position:0%
when i started having other you know
 

00:55:48.960 --> 00:55:50.549 align:start position:0%
when i started having other you know
like<00:55:49.440><c> listening</c><00:55:49.839><c> to</c><00:55:50.000><c> other</c><00:55:50.160><c> people</c><00:55:50.400><c> or</c>

00:55:50.549 --> 00:55:50.559 align:start position:0%
like listening to other people or
 

00:55:50.559 --> 00:55:52.950 align:start position:0%
like listening to other people or
helping<00:55:50.880><c> other</c><00:55:51.119><c> people</c>

00:55:52.950 --> 00:55:52.960 align:start position:0%
helping other people
 

00:55:52.960 --> 00:55:55.349 align:start position:0%
helping other people
i<00:55:53.119><c> didn't</c><00:55:53.280><c> have</c><00:55:53.520><c> a</c><00:55:53.599><c> problem</c>

00:55:55.349 --> 00:55:55.359 align:start position:0%
i didn't have a problem
 

00:55:55.359 --> 00:55:57.190 align:start position:0%
i didn't have a problem
my<00:55:55.599><c> you</c><00:55:55.760><c> know</c><00:55:55.920><c> my</c><00:55:56.079><c> cancer</c><00:55:56.400><c> was</c><00:55:56.640><c> like</c><00:55:56.880><c> nothing</c>

00:55:57.190 --> 00:55:57.200 align:start position:0%
my you know my cancer was like nothing
 

00:55:57.200 --> 00:55:59.430 align:start position:0%
my you know my cancer was like nothing
compared<00:55:57.680><c> to</c><00:55:57.839><c> what</c><00:55:58.079><c> other</c><00:55:58.319><c> people</c><00:55:58.960><c> i</c><00:55:59.200><c> went</c>

00:55:59.430 --> 00:55:59.440 align:start position:0%
compared to what other people i went
 

00:55:59.440 --> 00:56:00.789 align:start position:0%
compared to what other people i went
through<00:55:59.680><c> chemo</c>

00:56:00.789 --> 00:56:00.799 align:start position:0%
through chemo
 

00:56:00.799 --> 00:56:03.109 align:start position:0%
through chemo
i<00:56:00.880><c> went</c><00:56:01.119><c> eight</c><00:56:01.359><c> and</c><00:56:01.520><c> a</c><00:56:01.520><c> half</c><00:56:01.680><c> weeks</c><00:56:01.920><c> of</c><00:56:02.079><c> chemo</c>

00:56:03.109 --> 00:56:03.119 align:start position:0%
i went eight and a half weeks of chemo
 

00:56:03.119 --> 00:56:06.309 align:start position:0%
i went eight and a half weeks of chemo
i<00:56:03.280><c> went</c><00:56:03.599><c> eight</c><00:56:03.839><c> and</c><00:56:03.920><c> a</c><00:56:04.000><c> half</c><00:56:04.319><c> weeks</c><00:56:04.880><c> with</c>

00:56:06.309 --> 00:56:06.319 align:start position:0%
i went eight and a half weeks with
 

00:56:06.319 --> 00:56:08.069 align:start position:0%
i went eight and a half weeks with
with<00:56:06.720><c> radiation</c>

00:56:08.069 --> 00:56:08.079 align:start position:0%
with radiation
 

00:56:08.079 --> 00:56:10.390 align:start position:0%
with radiation
i<00:56:08.319><c> lost</c><00:56:08.640><c> all</c><00:56:08.799><c> my</c><00:56:08.960><c> hair</c><00:56:09.359><c> but</c><00:56:09.599><c> i</c><00:56:09.680><c> got</c><00:56:09.920><c> my</c><00:56:10.160><c> hair</c>

00:56:10.390 --> 00:56:10.400 align:start position:0%
i lost all my hair but i got my hair
 

00:56:10.400 --> 00:56:12.150 align:start position:0%
i lost all my hair but i got my hair
back

00:56:12.150 --> 00:56:12.160 align:start position:0%
back
 

00:56:12.160 --> 00:56:14.390 align:start position:0%
back
yeah<00:56:12.480><c> i</c><00:56:12.559><c> got</c><00:56:12.799><c> my</c><00:56:12.960><c> hair</c><00:56:13.200><c> back</c>

00:56:14.390 --> 00:56:14.400 align:start position:0%
yeah i got my hair back
 

00:56:14.400 --> 00:56:15.589 align:start position:0%
yeah i got my hair back
and

00:56:15.589 --> 00:56:15.599 align:start position:0%
and
 

00:56:15.599 --> 00:56:16.950 align:start position:0%
and
and<00:56:15.680><c> that</c><00:56:15.920><c> was</c><00:56:16.160><c> mostly</c><00:56:16.559><c> the</c><00:56:16.640><c> thing</c><00:56:16.799><c> that</c>

00:56:16.950 --> 00:56:16.960 align:start position:0%
and that was mostly the thing that
 

00:56:16.960 --> 00:56:18.549 align:start position:0%
and that was mostly the thing that
hurted<00:56:17.359><c> me</c><00:56:17.520><c> because</c>

00:56:18.549 --> 00:56:18.559 align:start position:0%
hurted me because
 

00:56:18.559 --> 00:56:20.470 align:start position:0%
hurted me because
you<00:56:18.720><c> know</c><00:56:18.960><c> you</c><00:56:19.119><c> know</c><00:56:19.440><c> us</c><00:56:19.599><c> women</c><00:56:19.920><c> we</c><00:56:20.079><c> love</c><00:56:20.319><c> our</c>

00:56:20.470 --> 00:56:20.480 align:start position:0%
you know you know us women we love our
 

00:56:20.480 --> 00:56:23.109 align:start position:0%
you know you know us women we love our
hair<00:56:21.119><c> and</c><00:56:21.280><c> i</c><00:56:21.440><c> lost</c><00:56:21.760><c> all</c><00:56:21.920><c> my</c><00:56:22.160><c> hair</c>

00:56:23.109 --> 00:56:23.119 align:start position:0%
hair and i lost all my hair
 

00:56:23.119 --> 00:56:23.910 align:start position:0%
hair and i lost all my hair
and

00:56:23.910 --> 00:56:23.920 align:start position:0%
and
 

00:56:23.920 --> 00:56:26.870 align:start position:0%
and
when<00:56:24.160><c> i</c><00:56:24.240><c> go</c><00:56:24.400><c> into</c><00:56:24.720><c> chemo</c><00:56:25.599><c> i</c><00:56:25.760><c> told</c><00:56:26.000><c> my</c><00:56:26.240><c> son</c><00:56:26.559><c> that</c>

00:56:26.870 --> 00:56:26.880 align:start position:0%
when i go into chemo i told my son that
 

00:56:26.880 --> 00:56:27.750 align:start position:0%
when i go into chemo i told my son that
you<00:56:26.960><c> know</c>

00:56:27.750 --> 00:56:27.760 align:start position:0%
you know
 

00:56:27.760 --> 00:56:29.510 align:start position:0%
you know
the<00:56:27.920><c> first</c><00:56:28.160><c> time</c><00:56:28.319><c> i</c><00:56:28.480><c> saw</c><00:56:28.640><c> my</c><00:56:28.799><c> hair</c><00:56:29.040><c> fall</c><00:56:29.280><c> out</c><00:56:29.440><c> i</c>

00:56:29.510 --> 00:56:29.520 align:start position:0%
the first time i saw my hair fall out i
 

00:56:29.520 --> 00:56:31.750 align:start position:0%
the first time i saw my hair fall out i
was<00:56:29.680><c> at</c><00:56:29.760><c> my</c><00:56:30.000><c> mom's</c><00:56:30.319><c> house</c>

00:56:31.750 --> 00:56:31.760 align:start position:0%
was at my mom's house
 

00:56:31.760 --> 00:56:33.109 align:start position:0%
was at my mom's house
because<00:56:32.000><c> my</c><00:56:32.240><c> daughter</c><00:56:32.480><c> didn't</c><00:56:32.640><c> want</c><00:56:32.799><c> to</c><00:56:32.880><c> leave</c>

00:56:33.109 --> 00:56:33.119 align:start position:0%
because my daughter didn't want to leave
 

00:56:33.119 --> 00:56:34.390 align:start position:0%
because my daughter didn't want to leave
because<00:56:33.280><c> they</c><00:56:33.440><c> was</c><00:56:33.599><c> going</c><00:56:33.839><c> vacation</c><00:56:34.240><c> they</c>

00:56:34.390 --> 00:56:34.400 align:start position:0%
because they was going vacation they
 

00:56:34.400 --> 00:56:36.470 align:start position:0%
because they was going vacation they
didn't<00:56:34.559><c> want</c><00:56:34.720><c> to</c><00:56:34.799><c> leave</c><00:56:35.040><c> me</c><00:56:35.440><c> by</c><00:56:35.680><c> myself</c><00:56:36.240><c> so</c>

00:56:36.470 --> 00:56:36.480 align:start position:0%
didn't want to leave me by myself so
 

00:56:36.480 --> 00:56:38.630 align:start position:0%
didn't want to leave me by myself so
they<00:56:36.640><c> told</c><00:56:36.799><c> me</c><00:56:37.040><c> stay</c><00:56:37.200><c> with</c><00:56:37.440><c> my</c><00:56:37.599><c> mom</c><00:56:38.160><c> until</c><00:56:38.400><c> they</c>

00:56:38.630 --> 00:56:38.640 align:start position:0%
they told me stay with my mom until they
 

00:56:38.640 --> 00:56:40.150 align:start position:0%
they told me stay with my mom until they
come<00:56:38.880><c> back</c><00:56:39.040><c> and</c><00:56:39.200><c> i</c><00:56:39.280><c> said</c><00:56:39.520><c> no</c><00:56:39.680><c> i</c><00:56:39.760><c> can</c><00:56:39.920><c> stay</c><00:56:40.079><c> in</c>

00:56:40.150 --> 00:56:40.160 align:start position:0%
come back and i said no i can stay in
 

00:56:40.160 --> 00:56:41.829 align:start position:0%
come back and i said no i can stay in
the<00:56:40.319><c> house</c><00:56:40.480><c> by</c><00:56:40.640><c> myself</c><00:56:41.040><c> my</c><00:56:41.200><c> daughter</c><00:56:41.359><c> said</c><00:56:41.599><c> no</c>

00:56:41.829 --> 00:56:41.839 align:start position:0%
the house by myself my daughter said no
 

00:56:41.839 --> 00:56:43.430 align:start position:0%
the house by myself my daughter said no
you're<00:56:42.079><c> not</c><00:56:42.240><c> letting</c><00:56:42.640><c> staying</c><00:56:42.960><c> by</c><00:56:43.119><c> yourself</c>

00:56:43.430 --> 00:56:43.440 align:start position:0%
you're not letting staying by yourself
 

00:56:43.440 --> 00:56:45.270 align:start position:0%
you're not letting staying by yourself
you're<00:56:43.520><c> going</c><00:56:43.680><c> to</c><00:56:43.760><c> stay</c><00:56:43.920><c> with</c><00:56:44.079><c> my</c><00:56:44.240><c> mom</c>

00:56:45.270 --> 00:56:45.280 align:start position:0%
you're going to stay with my mom
 

00:56:45.280 --> 00:56:47.910 align:start position:0%
you're going to stay with my mom
so<00:56:45.920><c> i</c><00:56:46.079><c> was</c><00:56:46.319><c> in</c><00:56:46.400><c> my</c><00:56:46.559><c> mom's</c><00:56:47.280><c> room</c><00:56:47.599><c> and</c><00:56:47.680><c> i</c><00:56:47.839><c> was</c>

00:56:47.910 --> 00:56:47.920 align:start position:0%
so i was in my mom's room and i was
 

00:56:47.920 --> 00:56:49.349 align:start position:0%
so i was in my mom's room and i was
laying<00:56:48.160><c> on</c><00:56:48.319><c> the</c><00:56:48.400><c> bed</c>

00:56:49.349 --> 00:56:49.359 align:start position:0%
laying on the bed
 

00:56:49.359 --> 00:56:52.069 align:start position:0%
laying on the bed
and<00:56:49.520><c> i</c><00:56:49.839><c> i</c><00:56:50.000><c> had</c><00:56:50.160><c> to</c><00:56:50.240><c> get</c><00:56:50.480><c> up</c><00:56:51.119><c> so</c><00:56:51.280><c> when</c><00:56:51.520><c> i</c><00:56:51.599><c> got</c><00:56:51.839><c> up</c>

00:56:52.069 --> 00:56:52.079 align:start position:0%
and i i had to get up so when i got up
 

00:56:52.079 --> 00:56:53.910 align:start position:0%
and i i had to get up so when i got up
the<00:56:52.319><c> pillow</c><00:56:52.559><c> was</c><00:56:52.720><c> full</c><00:56:52.880><c> of</c><00:56:53.040><c> hair</c>

00:56:53.910 --> 00:56:53.920 align:start position:0%
the pillow was full of hair
 

00:56:53.920 --> 00:56:55.109 align:start position:0%
the pillow was full of hair
and<00:56:54.079><c> i'm</c><00:56:54.240><c> like</c>

00:56:55.109 --> 00:56:55.119 align:start position:0%
and i'm like
 

00:56:55.119 --> 00:56:57.430 align:start position:0%
and i'm like
wait<00:56:55.359><c> a</c><00:56:55.440><c> minute</c><00:56:55.920><c> and</c><00:56:56.079><c> i</c><00:56:56.160><c> goes</c><00:56:56.480><c> in</c><00:56:56.559><c> the</c><00:56:56.640><c> bathroom</c>

00:56:57.430 --> 00:56:57.440 align:start position:0%
wait a minute and i goes in the bathroom
 

00:56:57.440 --> 00:56:59.349 align:start position:0%
wait a minute and i goes in the bathroom
and<00:56:57.599><c> i</c><00:56:57.680><c> just</c><00:56:57.920><c> stood</c><00:56:58.160><c> like</c><00:56:58.319><c> this</c><00:56:58.640><c> all</c><00:56:58.880><c> my</c><00:56:59.040><c> hair</c>

00:56:59.349 --> 00:56:59.359 align:start position:0%
and i just stood like this all my hair
 

00:56:59.359 --> 00:57:00.710 align:start position:0%
and i just stood like this all my hair
stopped<00:56:59.599><c> falling</c><00:57:00.000><c> out</c>

00:57:00.710 --> 00:57:00.720 align:start position:0%
stopped falling out
 

00:57:00.720 --> 00:57:02.390 align:start position:0%
stopped falling out
and<00:57:00.880><c> i'm</c><00:57:01.040><c> like</c>

00:57:02.390 --> 00:57:02.400 align:start position:0%
and i'm like
 

00:57:02.400 --> 00:57:04.789 align:start position:0%
and i'm like
i<00:57:02.559><c> said</c><00:57:02.720><c> i</c><00:57:02.799><c> can't</c><00:57:03.200><c> i</c><00:57:03.280><c> can't</c><00:57:03.520><c> do</c><00:57:03.680><c> this</c><00:57:04.160><c> so</c><00:57:04.400><c> i</c><00:57:04.640><c> said</c>

00:57:04.789 --> 00:57:04.799 align:start position:0%
i said i can't i can't do this so i said
 

00:57:04.799 --> 00:57:07.750 align:start position:0%
i said i can't i can't do this so i said
well<00:57:05.040><c> you</c><00:57:05.200><c> know</c><00:57:05.359><c> what</c><00:57:05.920><c> i'll</c><00:57:06.160><c> get</c><00:57:06.400><c> my</c><00:57:06.640><c> son</c>

00:57:07.750 --> 00:57:07.760 align:start position:0%
well you know what i'll get my son
 

00:57:07.760 --> 00:57:10.230 align:start position:0%
well you know what i'll get my son
to<00:57:08.240><c> cut</c><00:57:08.480><c> it</c><00:57:08.559><c> off</c><00:57:08.799><c> so</c><00:57:09.119><c> and</c><00:57:09.200><c> you</c><00:57:09.359><c> know</c><00:57:09.520><c> because</c><00:57:09.920><c> it</c>

00:57:10.230 --> 00:57:10.240 align:start position:0%
to cut it off so and you know because it
 

00:57:10.240 --> 00:57:11.910 align:start position:0%
to cut it off so and you know because it
would<00:57:10.400><c> have</c><00:57:10.480><c> had</c><00:57:10.960><c> you</c><00:57:11.119><c> know</c><00:57:11.359><c> like</c><00:57:11.599><c> little</c>

00:57:11.910 --> 00:57:11.920 align:start position:0%
would have had you know like little
 

00:57:11.920 --> 00:57:13.430 align:start position:0%
would have had you know like little
vouchers<00:57:12.400><c> or</c><00:57:12.480><c> whatever</c>

00:57:13.430 --> 00:57:13.440 align:start position:0%
vouchers or whatever
 

00:57:13.440 --> 00:57:14.470 align:start position:0%
vouchers or whatever
so

00:57:14.470 --> 00:57:14.480 align:start position:0%
so
 

00:57:14.480 --> 00:57:17.270 align:start position:0%
so
when<00:57:14.640><c> i</c><00:57:14.799><c> asked</c><00:57:15.040><c> him</c><00:57:15.200><c> to</c><00:57:15.359><c> cut</c><00:57:15.599><c> my</c><00:57:15.760><c> hair</c>

00:57:17.270 --> 00:57:17.280 align:start position:0%
when i asked him to cut my hair
 

00:57:17.280 --> 00:57:20.230 align:start position:0%
when i asked him to cut my hair
i'm<00:57:17.520><c> like</c>

00:57:20.230 --> 00:57:20.240 align:start position:0%
 
 

00:57:20.240 --> 00:57:22.150 align:start position:0%
 
he<00:57:20.559><c> sat</c><00:57:20.799><c> there</c><00:57:20.960><c> and</c><00:57:21.119><c> cried</c><00:57:21.520><c> i</c><00:57:21.599><c> said</c><00:57:21.839><c> i'm</c><00:57:22.000><c> the</c>

00:57:22.150 --> 00:57:22.160 align:start position:0%
he sat there and cried i said i'm the
 

00:57:22.160 --> 00:57:23.829 align:start position:0%
he sat there and cried i said i'm the
one<00:57:22.319><c> should</c><00:57:22.559><c> be</c><00:57:22.720><c> crying</c><00:57:23.040><c> because</c><00:57:23.359><c> it's</c><00:57:23.599><c> my</c>

00:57:23.829 --> 00:57:23.839 align:start position:0%
one should be crying because it's my
 

00:57:23.839 --> 00:57:25.030 align:start position:0%
one should be crying because it's my
hair

00:57:25.030 --> 00:57:25.040 align:start position:0%
hair
 

00:57:25.040 --> 00:57:27.829 align:start position:0%
hair
but<00:57:25.359><c> he's</c><00:57:25.920><c> he</c><00:57:26.079><c> cried</c><00:57:26.400><c> more</c><00:57:26.559><c> than</c><00:57:26.799><c> i</c><00:57:26.960><c> did</c><00:57:27.680><c> and</c>

00:57:27.829 --> 00:57:27.839 align:start position:0%
but he's he cried more than i did and
 

00:57:27.839 --> 00:57:30.150 align:start position:0%
but he's he cried more than i did and
i'm<00:57:28.000><c> like</c><00:57:28.400><c> listen</c><00:57:29.119><c> you</c><00:57:29.280><c> want</c><00:57:29.440><c> me</c><00:57:29.599><c> to</c><00:57:29.760><c> cut</c><00:57:30.000><c> it</c>

00:57:30.150 --> 00:57:30.160 align:start position:0%
i'm like listen you want me to cut it
 

00:57:30.160 --> 00:57:31.990 align:start position:0%
i'm like listen you want me to cut it
off<00:57:30.480><c> are</c><00:57:30.559><c> you</c><00:57:30.720><c> gonna</c><00:57:30.960><c> cut</c><00:57:31.119><c> my</c><00:57:31.280><c> hair</c><00:57:31.680><c> he</c><00:57:31.839><c> said</c>

00:57:31.990 --> 00:57:32.000 align:start position:0%
off are you gonna cut my hair he said
 

00:57:32.000 --> 00:57:33.270 align:start position:0%
off are you gonna cut my hair he said
i'm<00:57:32.079><c> gonna</c><00:57:32.240><c> cut</c><00:57:32.480><c> your</c><00:57:32.640><c> hair</c><00:57:32.799><c> but</c><00:57:32.960><c> he</c><00:57:33.119><c> was</c>

00:57:33.270 --> 00:57:33.280 align:start position:0%
i'm gonna cut your hair but he was
 

00:57:33.280 --> 00:57:35.109 align:start position:0%
i'm gonna cut your hair but he was
crying<00:57:33.599><c> and</c><00:57:33.839><c> water</c><00:57:34.160><c> dripping</c><00:57:34.559><c> on</c><00:57:34.720><c> me</c><00:57:34.880><c> and</c><00:57:34.960><c> i</c>

00:57:35.109 --> 00:57:35.119 align:start position:0%
crying and water dripping on me and i
 

00:57:35.119 --> 00:57:37.430 align:start position:0%
crying and water dripping on me and i
like<00:57:35.440><c> listened</c><00:57:35.839><c> boys</c><00:57:36.160><c> quit</c><00:57:36.480><c> raining</c><00:57:36.960><c> on</c><00:57:37.040><c> me</c>

00:57:37.430 --> 00:57:37.440 align:start position:0%
like listened boys quit raining on me
 

00:57:37.440 --> 00:57:39.349 align:start position:0%
like listened boys quit raining on me
just<00:57:37.760><c> cut</c><00:57:38.079><c> my</c><00:57:38.240><c> hair</c><00:57:38.480><c> off</c>

00:57:39.349 --> 00:57:39.359 align:start position:0%
just cut my hair off
 

00:57:39.359 --> 00:57:40.630 align:start position:0%
just cut my hair off
so

00:57:40.630 --> 00:57:40.640 align:start position:0%
so
 

00:57:40.640 --> 00:57:42.390 align:start position:0%
so
that<00:57:40.799><c> went</c><00:57:41.040><c> on</c><00:57:41.200><c> for</c><00:57:41.359><c> a</c><00:57:41.440><c> minute</c>

00:57:42.390 --> 00:57:42.400 align:start position:0%
that went on for a minute
 

00:57:42.400 --> 00:57:44.630 align:start position:0%
that went on for a minute
he<00:57:42.559><c> said</c><00:57:42.720><c> well</c><00:57:42.960><c> i</c><00:57:43.040><c> got</c><00:57:43.200><c> to</c><00:57:43.280><c> go</c><00:57:43.440><c> outside</c>

00:57:44.630 --> 00:57:44.640 align:start position:0%
he said well i got to go outside
 

00:57:44.640 --> 00:57:46.950 align:start position:0%
he said well i got to go outside
i<00:57:44.799><c> said</c><00:57:45.040><c> do</c><00:57:45.200><c> you</c><00:57:45.359><c> want</c><00:57:45.520><c> me</c><00:57:45.680><c> to</c><00:57:45.839><c> cut</c><00:57:46.079><c> my</c><00:57:46.319><c> hair</c><00:57:46.799><c> or</c>

00:57:46.950 --> 00:57:46.960 align:start position:0%
i said do you want me to cut my hair or
 

00:57:46.960 --> 00:57:48.870 align:start position:0%
i said do you want me to cut my hair or
are you<00:57:47.119><c> going</c><00:57:47.280><c> to</c><00:57:47.359><c> cut</c><00:57:47.599><c> my</c><00:57:47.760><c> hair</c><00:57:48.400><c> he</c><00:57:48.640><c> said</c>

00:57:48.870 --> 00:57:48.880 align:start position:0%
are you going to cut my hair he said
 

00:57:48.880 --> 00:57:50.789 align:start position:0%
are you going to cut my hair he said
okay<00:57:49.200><c> i'll</c><00:57:49.440><c> cut</c><00:57:49.599><c> him</c><00:57:49.760><c> he's</c><00:57:50.000><c> up</c><00:57:50.079><c> there</c><00:57:50.319><c> sniffing</c>

00:57:50.789 --> 00:57:50.799 align:start position:0%
okay i'll cut him he's up there sniffing
 

00:57:50.799 --> 00:57:53.589 align:start position:0%
okay i'll cut him he's up there sniffing
and<00:57:51.040><c> cutting</c><00:57:51.280><c> my</c><00:57:51.440><c> hair</c><00:57:51.680><c> and</c><00:57:51.839><c> i'm</c><00:57:52.000><c> like</c>

00:57:53.589 --> 00:57:53.599 align:start position:0%
and cutting my hair and i'm like
 

00:57:53.599 --> 00:57:55.190 align:start position:0%
and cutting my hair and i'm like
so<00:57:53.920><c> then</c>

00:57:55.190 --> 00:57:55.200 align:start position:0%
so then
 

00:57:55.200 --> 00:57:57.670 align:start position:0%
so then
he<00:57:55.359><c> said</c><00:57:55.760><c> listen</c>

00:57:57.670 --> 00:57:57.680 align:start position:0%
he said listen
 

00:57:57.680 --> 00:58:00.549 align:start position:0%
he said listen
he<00:57:57.839><c> said</c><00:57:58.079><c> i'm</c><00:57:58.240><c> gonna</c><00:57:58.480><c> cut</c><00:57:58.720><c> my</c><00:57:58.799><c> hair</c><00:57:59.119><c> too</c>

00:58:00.549 --> 00:58:00.559 align:start position:0%
he said i'm gonna cut my hair too
 

00:58:00.559 --> 00:58:03.030 align:start position:0%
he said i'm gonna cut my hair too
and<00:58:00.640><c> then</c><00:58:00.880><c> the</c><00:58:00.960><c> next</c><00:58:01.200><c> day</c><00:58:01.440><c> i</c><00:58:01.680><c> seen</c><00:58:02.000><c> him</c><00:58:02.559><c> he</c><00:58:02.880><c> all</c>

00:58:03.030 --> 00:58:03.040 align:start position:0%
and then the next day i seen him he all
 

00:58:03.040 --> 00:58:04.630 align:start position:0%
and then the next day i seen him he all
his<00:58:03.200><c> hair</c><00:58:03.359><c> was</c><00:58:03.599><c> gone</c>

00:58:04.630 --> 00:58:04.640 align:start position:0%
his hair was gone
 

00:58:04.640 --> 00:58:06.230 align:start position:0%
his hair was gone
so<00:58:04.799><c> i</c><00:58:04.960><c> said</c><00:58:05.200><c> okay</c>

00:58:06.230 --> 00:58:06.240 align:start position:0%
so i said okay
 

00:58:06.240 --> 00:58:08.309 align:start position:0%
so i said okay
but<00:58:06.480><c> my</c><00:58:06.640><c> daughter</c><00:58:06.880><c> said</c><00:58:07.200><c> i'm</c><00:58:07.359><c> not</c><00:58:07.599><c> that</c><00:58:07.839><c> crazy</c>

00:58:08.309 --> 00:58:08.319 align:start position:0%
but my daughter said i'm not that crazy
 

00:58:08.319 --> 00:58:10.870 align:start position:0%
but my daughter said i'm not that crazy
i'm<00:58:08.480><c> not</c><00:58:08.640><c> cutting</c><00:58:08.960><c> my</c><00:58:09.200><c> hair</c><00:58:09.520><c> off</c><00:58:10.079><c> i</c><00:58:10.240><c> said</c><00:58:10.480><c> okay</c>

00:58:10.870 --> 00:58:10.880 align:start position:0%
i'm not cutting my hair off i said okay
 

00:58:10.880 --> 00:58:12.710 align:start position:0%
i'm not cutting my hair off i said okay
you<00:58:11.040><c> don't</c><00:58:11.200><c> have</c><00:58:11.359><c> to</c><00:58:11.520><c> cut</c><00:58:11.680><c> your</c><00:58:11.839><c> hair</c><00:58:12.160><c> off</c>

00:58:12.710 --> 00:58:12.720 align:start position:0%
you don't have to cut your hair off
 

00:58:12.720 --> 00:58:14.870 align:start position:0%
you don't have to cut your hair off
that's<00:58:13.040><c> his</c><00:58:13.280><c> choice</c><00:58:14.160><c> you</c><00:58:14.319><c> know</c><00:58:14.559><c> you</c><00:58:14.720><c> don't</c>

00:58:14.870 --> 00:58:14.880 align:start position:0%
that's his choice you know you don't
 

00:58:14.880 --> 00:58:16.309 align:start position:0%
that's his choice you know you don't
have<00:58:14.960><c> to</c><00:58:15.119><c> cut</c><00:58:15.280><c> your</c><00:58:15.520><c> hair</c>

00:58:16.309 --> 00:58:16.319 align:start position:0%
have to cut your hair
 

00:58:16.319 --> 00:58:17.430 align:start position:0%
have to cut your hair
and<00:58:16.559><c> so</c>

00:58:17.430 --> 00:58:17.440 align:start position:0%
and so
 

00:58:17.440 --> 00:58:20.150 align:start position:0%
and so
after<00:58:17.760><c> all</c><00:58:18.000><c> of</c><00:58:18.079><c> that</c>

00:58:20.150 --> 00:58:20.160 align:start position:0%
after all of that
 

00:58:20.160 --> 00:58:22.710 align:start position:0%
after all of that
i<00:58:20.480><c> learned</c><00:58:20.839><c> that</c>

00:58:22.710 --> 00:58:22.720 align:start position:0%
i learned that
 

00:58:22.720 --> 00:58:24.950 align:start position:0%
i learned that
from<00:58:23.040><c> all</c><00:58:23.280><c> of</c><00:58:23.440><c> this</c><00:58:23.680><c> experience</c><00:58:24.400><c> that</c><00:58:24.559><c> i</c><00:58:24.799><c> went</c>

00:58:24.950 --> 00:58:24.960 align:start position:0%
from all of this experience that i went
 

00:58:24.960 --> 00:58:26.069 align:start position:0%
from all of this experience that i went
through

00:58:26.069 --> 00:58:26.079 align:start position:0%
through
 

00:58:26.079 --> 00:58:29.990 align:start position:0%
through
and<00:58:26.319><c> i</c><00:58:26.559><c> met</c><00:58:26.960><c> a</c><00:58:27.440><c> lot</c><00:58:27.599><c> of</c><00:58:28.079><c> men</c><00:58:28.480><c> and</c><00:58:28.640><c> women</c><00:58:29.359><c> cancer</c>

00:58:29.990 --> 00:58:30.000 align:start position:0%
and i met a lot of men and women cancer
 

00:58:30.000 --> 00:58:32.870 align:start position:0%
and i met a lot of men and women cancer
survivors<00:58:30.720><c> and</c><00:58:31.280><c> i</c><00:58:31.440><c> lost</c><00:58:31.680><c> a</c><00:58:31.760><c> lot</c><00:58:31.920><c> of</c><00:58:32.079><c> friends</c>

00:58:32.870 --> 00:58:32.880 align:start position:0%
survivors and i lost a lot of friends
 

00:58:32.880 --> 00:58:35.190 align:start position:0%
survivors and i lost a lot of friends
from<00:58:33.200><c> cancer</c><00:58:33.920><c> they</c><00:58:34.160><c> had</c><00:58:34.319><c> cancer</c><00:58:34.720><c> they</c><00:58:34.960><c> came</c>

00:58:35.190 --> 00:58:35.200 align:start position:0%
from cancer they had cancer they came
 

00:58:35.200 --> 00:58:37.510 align:start position:0%
from cancer they had cancer they came
back<00:58:35.599><c> and</c><00:58:36.240><c> they</c><00:58:36.400><c> couldn't</c><00:58:36.880><c> you</c><00:58:37.040><c> know</c><00:58:37.280><c> couldn't</c>

00:58:37.510 --> 00:58:37.520 align:start position:0%
back and they couldn't you know couldn't
 

00:58:37.520 --> 00:58:39.510 align:start position:0%
back and they couldn't you know couldn't
beat<00:58:37.760><c> it</c>

00:58:39.510 --> 00:58:39.520 align:start position:0%
beat it
 

00:58:39.520 --> 00:58:40.789 align:start position:0%
beat it
but

00:58:40.789 --> 00:58:40.799 align:start position:0%
but
 

00:58:40.799 --> 00:58:44.150 align:start position:0%
but
what<00:58:41.119><c> got</c><00:58:41.359><c> me</c><00:58:41.599><c> through</c>

00:58:44.150 --> 00:58:44.160 align:start position:0%
 
 

00:58:44.160 --> 00:58:46.710 align:start position:0%
 
i<00:58:44.400><c> turned</c><00:58:44.640><c> myself</c><00:58:45.119><c> into</c><00:58:45.839><c> a</c><00:58:46.000><c> person</c><00:58:46.400><c> that</c><00:58:46.559><c> tried</c>

00:58:46.710 --> 00:58:46.720 align:start position:0%
i turned myself into a person that tried
 

00:58:46.720 --> 00:58:49.030 align:start position:0%
i turned myself into a person that tried
to<00:58:46.799><c> help</c><00:58:47.040><c> other</c><00:58:47.359><c> people</c>

00:58:49.030 --> 00:58:49.040 align:start position:0%
to help other people
 

00:58:49.040 --> 00:58:53.349 align:start position:0%
to help other people
and<00:58:50.319><c> i</c><00:58:50.559><c> started</c><00:58:50.960><c> doing</c><00:58:51.520><c> things</c><00:58:51.760><c> for</c><00:58:52.079><c> bmc</c><00:58:53.040><c> like</c>

00:58:53.349 --> 00:58:53.359 align:start position:0%
and i started doing things for bmc like
 

00:58:53.359 --> 00:58:56.069 align:start position:0%
and i started doing things for bmc like
setting<00:58:53.680><c> up</c><00:58:53.839><c> tables</c><00:58:54.400><c> and</c><00:58:54.880><c> giving</c><00:58:55.280><c> out</c><00:58:55.440><c> flyers</c>

00:58:56.069 --> 00:58:56.079 align:start position:0%
setting up tables and giving out flyers
 

00:58:56.079 --> 00:58:57.910 align:start position:0%
setting up tables and giving out flyers
and<00:58:56.480><c> you</c><00:58:56.640><c> know</c><00:58:56.960><c> and</c><00:58:57.119><c> i</c><00:58:57.200><c> have</c><00:58:57.359><c> people</c><00:58:57.680><c> like</c>

00:58:57.910 --> 00:58:57.920 align:start position:0%
and you know and i have people like
 

00:58:57.920 --> 00:59:00.309 align:start position:0%
and you know and i have people like
maryland<00:58:58.480><c> and</c><00:58:59.040><c> a</c><00:58:59.119><c> couple</c><00:58:59.440><c> more</c><00:58:59.680><c> people</c><00:58:59.920><c> and</c><00:59:00.240><c> i</c>

00:59:00.309 --> 00:59:00.319 align:start position:0%
maryland and a couple more people and i
 

00:59:00.319 --> 00:59:03.270 align:start position:0%
maryland and a couple more people and i
had<00:59:00.480><c> one</c><00:59:00.720><c> man</c><00:59:01.359><c> but</c><00:59:01.680><c> he</c><00:59:01.839><c> passed</c><00:59:02.160><c> away</c>

00:59:03.270 --> 00:59:03.280 align:start position:0%
had one man but he passed away
 

00:59:03.280 --> 00:59:05.109 align:start position:0%
had one man but he passed away
a<00:59:03.520><c> couple</c><00:59:03.839><c> of</c><00:59:03.920><c> years</c><00:59:04.160><c> ago</c>

00:59:05.109 --> 00:59:05.119 align:start position:0%
a couple of years ago
 

00:59:05.119 --> 00:59:07.990 align:start position:0%
a couple of years ago
we<00:59:05.359><c> sit</c><00:59:05.760><c> at</c><00:59:06.000><c> the</c><00:59:06.079><c> table</c><00:59:06.400><c> set</c><00:59:06.640><c> up</c><00:59:06.799><c> tables</c><00:59:07.280><c> at</c>

00:59:07.990 --> 00:59:08.000 align:start position:0%
we sit at the table set up tables at
 

00:59:08.000 --> 00:59:11.270 align:start position:0%
we sit at the table set up tables at
park<00:59:08.559><c> you</c><00:59:08.640><c> know</c><00:59:08.880><c> at</c><00:59:09.359><c> functions</c><00:59:10.160><c> and</c><00:59:10.720><c> parks</c><00:59:11.119><c> and</c>

00:59:11.270 --> 00:59:11.280 align:start position:0%
park you know at functions and parks and
 

00:59:11.280 --> 00:59:14.230 align:start position:0%
park you know at functions and parks and
stuff<00:59:11.520><c> like</c><00:59:11.760><c> that</c><00:59:12.400><c> to</c><00:59:12.640><c> you</c><00:59:12.799><c> know</c>

00:59:14.230 --> 00:59:14.240 align:start position:0%
stuff like that to you know
 

00:59:14.240 --> 00:59:16.470 align:start position:0%
stuff like that to you know
to<00:59:14.400><c> let</c><00:59:14.640><c> people</c><00:59:14.960><c> know</c><00:59:15.280><c> you</c><00:59:15.680><c> have</c><00:59:15.839><c> to</c><00:59:16.079><c> do</c><00:59:16.240><c> this</c>

00:59:16.470 --> 00:59:16.480 align:start position:0%
to let people know you have to do this
 

00:59:16.480 --> 00:59:19.589 align:start position:0%
to let people know you have to do this
stuff<00:59:17.040><c> you</c><00:59:17.280><c> can't</c><00:59:18.079><c> you</c><00:59:18.240><c> know</c><00:59:18.640><c> like</c><00:59:19.200><c> they</c><00:59:19.359><c> don't</c>

00:59:19.589 --> 00:59:19.599 align:start position:0%
stuff you can't you know like they don't
 

00:59:19.599 --> 00:59:23.030 align:start position:0%
stuff you can't you know like they don't
think<00:59:19.839><c> men</c><00:59:20.160><c> have</c><00:59:20.400><c> breast</c><00:59:20.640><c> cancer</c><00:59:21.040><c> but</c><00:59:21.200><c> they</c><00:59:21.359><c> do</c>

00:59:23.030 --> 00:59:23.040 align:start position:0%
think men have breast cancer but they do
 

00:59:23.040 --> 00:59:25.270 align:start position:0%
think men have breast cancer but they do
a<00:59:23.200><c> lot</c><00:59:23.359><c> of</c><00:59:23.440><c> men</c><00:59:23.680><c> say</c><00:59:23.920><c> oh</c><00:59:24.160><c> i</c><00:59:24.319><c> know</c><00:59:24.720><c> a</c><00:59:24.799><c> lot</c><00:59:24.960><c> of</c><00:59:25.040><c> men</c>

00:59:25.270 --> 00:59:25.280 align:start position:0%
a lot of men say oh i know a lot of men
 

00:59:25.280 --> 00:59:27.109 align:start position:0%
a lot of men say oh i know a lot of men
do<00:59:25.599><c> and</c><00:59:25.760><c> i</c><00:59:26.000><c> met</c><00:59:26.319><c> men</c>

00:59:27.109 --> 00:59:27.119 align:start position:0%
do and i met men
 

00:59:27.119 --> 00:59:28.630 align:start position:0%
do and i met men
through<00:59:27.440><c> you</c><00:59:27.520><c> know</c><00:59:27.760><c> giving</c><00:59:28.079><c> out</c><00:59:28.160><c> flies</c><00:59:28.559><c> and</c>

00:59:28.630 --> 00:59:28.640 align:start position:0%
through you know giving out flies and
 

00:59:28.640 --> 00:59:31.030 align:start position:0%
through you know giving out flies and
stuff<00:59:28.880><c> they</c><00:59:29.119><c> did</c><00:59:29.280><c> have</c><00:59:29.520><c> breast</c><00:59:29.839><c> cancer</c>

00:59:31.030 --> 00:59:31.040 align:start position:0%
stuff they did have breast cancer
 

00:59:31.040 --> 00:59:32.710 align:start position:0%
stuff they did have breast cancer
and<00:59:31.200><c> i'm</c><00:59:31.359><c> like</c>

00:59:32.710 --> 00:59:32.720 align:start position:0%
and i'm like
 

00:59:32.720 --> 00:59:36.309 align:start position:0%
and i'm like
cancer<00:59:33.200><c> don't</c><00:59:33.359><c> have</c><00:59:33.599><c> no</c><00:59:33.920><c> discrimination</c>

00:59:36.309 --> 00:59:36.319 align:start position:0%
cancer don't have no discrimination
 

00:59:36.319 --> 00:59:38.390 align:start position:0%
cancer don't have no discrimination
can't<00:59:36.720><c> it</c><00:59:36.799><c> doesn't</c><00:59:37.119><c> care</c><00:59:37.440><c> how</c><00:59:37.680><c> old</c><00:59:38.000><c> you</c><00:59:38.160><c> are</c>

00:59:38.390 --> 00:59:38.400 align:start position:0%
can't it doesn't care how old you are
 

00:59:38.400 --> 00:59:39.910 align:start position:0%
can't it doesn't care how old you are
how<00:59:38.720><c> young</c><00:59:38.960><c> you</c><00:59:39.200><c> are</c>

00:59:39.910 --> 00:59:39.920 align:start position:0%
how young you are
 

00:59:39.920 --> 00:59:42.150 align:start position:0%
how young you are
or<00:59:40.240><c> how</c><00:59:40.480><c> you</c><00:59:40.720><c> how</c><00:59:40.880><c> you</c><00:59:41.119><c> feel</c>

00:59:42.150 --> 00:59:42.160 align:start position:0%
or how you how you feel
 

00:59:42.160 --> 00:59:44.789 align:start position:0%
or how you how you feel
it<00:59:42.319><c> doesn't</c>

00:59:44.789 --> 00:59:44.799 align:start position:0%
 
 

00:59:44.799 --> 00:59:46.870 align:start position:0%
 
cancer<00:59:45.119><c> doesn't</c><00:59:45.520><c> discriminate</c><00:59:46.319><c> against</c>

00:59:46.870 --> 00:59:46.880 align:start position:0%
cancer doesn't discriminate against
 

00:59:46.880 --> 00:59:50.549 align:start position:0%
cancer doesn't discriminate against
nobody<00:59:47.839><c> because</c><00:59:48.079><c> you</c><00:59:48.240><c> never</c><00:59:48.480><c> know</c>

00:59:50.549 --> 00:59:50.559 align:start position:0%
nobody because you never know
 

00:59:50.559 --> 00:59:53.670 align:start position:0%
nobody because you never know
and<00:59:50.960><c> my</c><00:59:51.280><c> thing</c><00:59:51.520><c> is</c>

00:59:53.670 --> 00:59:53.680 align:start position:0%
and my thing is
 

00:59:53.680 --> 00:59:56.230 align:start position:0%
and my thing is
if<00:59:54.160><c> god</c><00:59:54.400><c> gave</c><00:59:54.640><c> you</c><00:59:54.799><c> a</c><00:59:54.880><c> second</c><00:59:55.200><c> chance</c>

00:59:56.230 --> 00:59:56.240 align:start position:0%
if god gave you a second chance
 

00:59:56.240 --> 00:59:57.510 align:start position:0%
if god gave you a second chance
take<00:59:56.559><c> it</c>

00:59:57.510 --> 00:59:57.520 align:start position:0%
take it
 

00:59:57.520 --> 00:59:59.510 align:start position:0%
take it
you<00:59:57.680><c> know</c><00:59:57.920><c> do</c><00:59:58.079><c> your</c><00:59:58.319><c> best</c><00:59:58.559><c> to</c><00:59:58.720><c> do</c><00:59:58.960><c> whatever</c><00:59:59.359><c> you</c>

00:59:59.510 --> 00:59:59.520 align:start position:0%
you know do your best to do whatever you
 

00:59:59.520 --> 01:00:01.910 align:start position:0%
you know do your best to do whatever you
can<01:00:00.079><c> to</c><01:00:00.240><c> help</c><01:00:00.640><c> other</c><01:00:00.880><c> people</c>

01:00:01.910 --> 01:00:01.920 align:start position:0%
can to help other people
 

01:00:01.920 --> 01:00:03.349 align:start position:0%
can to help other people
because<01:00:02.160><c> i</c><01:00:02.240><c> used</c><01:00:02.400><c> to</c><01:00:02.559><c> sit</c><01:00:02.799><c> in</c><01:00:02.880><c> the</c><01:00:02.960><c> waiting</c>

01:00:03.349 --> 01:00:03.359 align:start position:0%
because i used to sit in the waiting
 

01:00:03.359 --> 01:00:04.150 align:start position:0%
because i used to sit in the waiting
room

01:00:04.150 --> 01:00:04.160 align:start position:0%
room
 

01:00:04.160 --> 01:00:06.630 align:start position:0%
room
don't<01:00:04.400><c> know</c><01:00:04.559><c> these</c><01:00:04.799><c> people</c><01:00:05.119><c> from</c><01:00:05.440><c> jack</c>

01:00:06.630 --> 01:00:06.640 align:start position:0%
don't know these people from jack
 

01:00:06.640 --> 01:00:08.069 align:start position:0%
don't know these people from jack
and<01:00:06.799><c> they'd</c><01:00:06.960><c> be</c><01:00:07.119><c> sitting</c><01:00:07.359><c> they'd</c><01:00:07.520><c> be</c><01:00:07.760><c> talking</c>

01:00:08.069 --> 01:00:08.079 align:start position:0%
and they'd be sitting they'd be talking
 

01:00:08.079 --> 01:00:08.870 align:start position:0%
and they'd be sitting they'd be talking
like

01:00:08.870 --> 01:00:08.880 align:start position:0%
like
 

01:00:08.880 --> 01:00:11.030 align:start position:0%
like
oh<01:00:09.200><c> i</c><01:00:09.280><c> don't</c><01:00:09.440><c> know</c><01:00:10.079><c> who</c><01:00:10.240><c> to</c><01:00:10.400><c> talk</c><01:00:10.640><c> to</c><01:00:10.880><c> or</c>

01:00:11.030 --> 01:00:11.040 align:start position:0%
oh i don't know who to talk to or
 

01:00:11.040 --> 01:00:11.990 align:start position:0%
oh i don't know who to talk to or
whatever

01:00:11.990 --> 01:00:12.000 align:start position:0%
whatever
 

01:00:12.000 --> 01:00:16.390 align:start position:0%
whatever
i<01:00:12.160><c> would</c><01:00:12.240><c> go</c><01:00:12.400><c> get</c><01:00:12.559><c> a</c><01:00:12.720><c> flyer</c><01:00:13.599><c> i</c><01:00:13.760><c> said</c><01:00:14.240><c> call</c><01:00:14.559><c> bob</c>

01:00:16.390 --> 01:00:16.400 align:start position:0%
i would go get a flyer i said call bob
 

01:00:16.400 --> 01:00:18.870 align:start position:0%
i would go get a flyer i said call bob
and<01:00:17.040><c> you</c><01:00:17.200><c> know</c><01:00:17.440><c> and</c><01:00:17.599><c> a</c><01:00:17.680><c> lot</c><01:00:17.839><c> of</c><01:00:18.000><c> people</c>

01:00:18.870 --> 01:00:18.880 align:start position:0%
and you know and a lot of people
 

01:00:18.880 --> 01:00:20.870 align:start position:0%
and you know and a lot of people
went<01:00:19.119><c> through</c><01:00:19.760><c> you</c><01:00:19.920><c> know</c><01:00:20.079><c> went</c><01:00:20.319><c> to</c><01:00:20.480><c> bob's</c>

01:00:20.870 --> 01:00:20.880 align:start position:0%
went through you know went to bob's
 

01:00:20.880 --> 01:00:24.069 align:start position:0%
went through you know went to bob's
program<01:00:21.760><c> well</c><01:00:21.920><c> we</c><01:00:22.160><c> still</c><01:00:22.400><c> do</c><01:00:22.720><c> on</c><01:00:23.040><c> zoom</c>

01:00:24.069 --> 01:00:24.079 align:start position:0%
program well we still do on zoom
 

01:00:24.079 --> 01:00:26.390 align:start position:0%
program well we still do on zoom
but<01:00:24.319><c> um</c>

01:00:26.390 --> 01:00:26.400 align:start position:0%
but um
 

01:00:26.400 --> 01:00:28.870 align:start position:0%
but um
it's<01:00:27.040><c> it's</c><01:00:27.200><c> not</c><01:00:27.440><c> an</c><01:00:27.599><c> easy</c><01:00:28.000><c> thing</c><01:00:28.240><c> to</c><01:00:28.640><c> go</c>

01:00:28.870 --> 01:00:28.880 align:start position:0%
it's it's not an easy thing to go
 

01:00:28.880 --> 01:00:29.910 align:start position:0%
it's it's not an easy thing to go
through

01:00:29.910 --> 01:00:29.920 align:start position:0%
through
 

01:00:29.920 --> 01:00:32.150 align:start position:0%
through
you<01:00:30.079><c> know</c><01:00:30.319><c> it's</c><01:00:30.559><c> very</c><01:00:30.799><c> hard</c>

01:00:32.150 --> 01:00:32.160 align:start position:0%
you know it's very hard
 

01:00:32.160 --> 01:00:34.630 align:start position:0%
you know it's very hard
and<01:00:32.319><c> you</c><01:00:32.480><c> have</c><01:00:32.720><c> to</c><01:00:32.880><c> realize</c><01:00:33.359><c> that</c>

01:00:34.630 --> 01:00:34.640 align:start position:0%
and you have to realize that
 

01:00:34.640 --> 01:00:37.510 align:start position:0%
and you have to realize that
if<01:00:34.880><c> you</c><01:00:35.040><c> don't</c><01:00:35.280><c> do</c><01:00:35.440><c> anything</c><01:00:36.319><c> about</c><01:00:36.640><c> it</c><01:00:37.040><c> about</c>

01:00:37.510 --> 01:00:37.520 align:start position:0%
if you don't do anything about it about
 

01:00:37.520 --> 01:00:40.710 align:start position:0%
if you don't do anything about it about
about<01:00:37.760><c> yourself</c><01:00:38.640><c> try</c><01:00:38.799><c> to</c><01:00:38.880><c> help</c><01:00:39.119><c> somebody</c><01:00:39.599><c> else</c>

01:00:40.710 --> 01:00:40.720 align:start position:0%
about yourself try to help somebody else
 

01:00:40.720 --> 01:00:41.670 align:start position:0%
about yourself try to help somebody else
you<01:00:40.880><c> know</c>

01:00:41.670 --> 01:00:41.680 align:start position:0%
you know
 

01:00:41.680 --> 01:00:44.710 align:start position:0%
you know
and<01:00:41.920><c> that's</c><01:00:42.160><c> how</c><01:00:42.480><c> i</c><01:00:42.880><c> i</c><01:00:43.119><c> look</c><01:00:43.280><c> at</c><01:00:43.520><c> it</c><01:00:44.079><c> now</c>

01:00:44.710 --> 01:00:44.720 align:start position:0%
and that's how i i look at it now
 

01:00:44.720 --> 01:00:46.069 align:start position:0%
and that's how i i look at it now
because<01:00:45.119><c> i</c><01:00:45.280><c> don't</c>

01:00:46.069 --> 01:00:46.079 align:start position:0%
because i don't
 

01:00:46.079 --> 01:00:48.309 align:start position:0%
because i don't
i<01:00:46.240><c> don't</c><01:00:46.720><c> i</c><01:00:46.880><c> don't</c><01:00:47.040><c> been</c><01:00:47.200><c> through</c><01:00:47.359><c> a</c><01:00:47.520><c> lot</c><01:00:48.160><c> i</c>

01:00:48.309 --> 01:00:48.319 align:start position:0%
i don't i don't been through a lot i
 

01:00:48.319 --> 01:00:51.109 align:start position:0%
i don't i don't been through a lot i
just<01:00:48.559><c> lost</c><01:00:48.799><c> a</c><01:00:48.960><c> uncle</c><01:00:49.440><c> this</c><01:00:49.599><c> year</c><01:00:50.319><c> with</c>

01:00:51.109 --> 01:00:51.119 align:start position:0%
just lost a uncle this year with
 

01:00:51.119 --> 01:00:53.349 align:start position:0%
just lost a uncle this year with
like<01:00:51.359><c> with</c><01:00:51.520><c> lung</c><01:00:51.839><c> cancer</c>

01:00:53.349 --> 01:00:53.359 align:start position:0%
like with lung cancer
 

01:00:53.359 --> 01:00:55.910 align:start position:0%
like with lung cancer
and<01:00:54.000><c> and</c><01:00:54.160><c> most</c><01:00:54.400><c> of</c><01:00:54.880><c> the</c><01:00:55.040><c> problem</c><01:00:55.359><c> in</c><01:00:55.440><c> my</c><01:00:55.599><c> family</c>

01:00:55.910 --> 01:00:55.920 align:start position:0%
and and most of the problem in my family
 

01:00:55.920 --> 01:00:58.230 align:start position:0%
and and most of the problem in my family
is<01:00:56.079><c> heart</c><01:00:56.400><c> is</c><01:00:56.640><c> heartbroken</c><01:00:57.520><c> and</c><01:00:57.680><c> i</c><01:00:57.839><c> lost</c>

01:00:58.230 --> 01:00:58.240 align:start position:0%
is heart is heartbroken and i lost
 

01:00:58.240 --> 01:01:01.190 align:start position:0%
is heart is heartbroken and i lost
cousins<01:00:59.280><c> i</c><01:00:59.440><c> don't</c><01:00:59.599><c> lost</c><01:01:00.000><c> aunts</c><01:01:00.720><c> and</c><01:01:00.880><c> all</c><01:01:01.040><c> this</c>

01:01:01.190 --> 01:01:01.200 align:start position:0%
cousins i don't lost aunts and all this
 

01:01:01.200 --> 01:01:04.470 align:start position:0%
cousins i don't lost aunts and all this
from<01:01:01.440><c> heart</c><01:01:01.680><c> problem</c><01:01:02.480><c> not</c><01:01:02.720><c> cancer</c><01:01:03.280><c> for</c><01:01:03.440><c> heart</c>

01:01:04.470 --> 01:01:04.480 align:start position:0%
from heart problem not cancer for heart
 

01:01:04.480 --> 01:01:06.230 align:start position:0%
from heart problem not cancer for heart
and<01:01:04.799><c> you</c><01:01:04.960><c> know</c>

01:01:06.230 --> 01:01:06.240 align:start position:0%
and you know
 

01:01:06.240 --> 01:01:08.950 align:start position:0%
and you know
it<01:01:06.400><c> doesn't</c><01:01:06.880><c> matter</c><01:01:07.359><c> who</c><01:01:07.599><c> you</c><01:01:07.839><c> are</c>

01:01:08.950 --> 01:01:08.960 align:start position:0%
it doesn't matter who you are
 

01:01:08.960 --> 01:01:12.069 align:start position:0%
it doesn't matter who you are
or<01:01:09.280><c> where</c><01:01:09.440><c> you</c><01:01:09.680><c> from</c>

01:01:12.069 --> 01:01:12.079 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:01:12.079 --> 01:01:13.510 align:start position:0%
 
please

01:01:13.510 --> 01:01:13.520 align:start position:0%
please
 

01:01:13.520 --> 01:01:16.950 align:start position:0%
please
just<01:01:13.839><c> take</c><01:01:14.079><c> the</c><01:01:14.240><c> time</c><01:01:14.880><c> to</c><01:01:15.119><c> even</c><01:01:15.440><c> go</c><01:01:15.920><c> check</c><01:01:16.240><c> out</c>

01:01:16.950 --> 01:01:16.960 align:start position:0%
just take the time to even go check out
 

01:01:16.960 --> 01:01:19.349 align:start position:0%
just take the time to even go check out
yourself<01:01:17.440><c> or</c><01:01:17.680><c> go</c><01:01:17.839><c> visit</c><01:01:18.079><c> somebody</c><01:01:18.559><c> else</c><01:01:18.720><c> or</c><01:01:19.200><c> if</c>

01:01:19.349 --> 01:01:19.359 align:start position:0%
yourself or go visit somebody else or if
 

01:01:19.359 --> 01:01:21.430 align:start position:0%
yourself or go visit somebody else or if
you<01:01:19.599><c> even</c><01:01:19.920><c> if</c><01:01:20.079><c> you</c><01:01:20.400><c> know</c>

01:01:21.430 --> 01:01:21.440 align:start position:0%
you even if you know
 

01:01:21.440 --> 01:01:23.670 align:start position:0%
you even if you know
that<01:01:21.680><c> the</c><01:01:21.839><c> person</c><01:01:22.720><c> doesn't</c><01:01:22.960><c> want</c><01:01:23.119><c> to</c><01:01:23.280><c> talk</c><01:01:23.520><c> to</c>

01:01:23.670 --> 01:01:23.680 align:start position:0%
that the person doesn't want to talk to
 

01:01:23.680 --> 01:01:25.990 align:start position:0%
that the person doesn't want to talk to
you<01:01:24.319><c> just</c><01:01:24.559><c> like</c><01:01:25.040><c> listen</c>

01:01:25.990 --> 01:01:26.000 align:start position:0%
you just like listen
 

01:01:26.000 --> 01:01:27.750 align:start position:0%
you just like listen
you<01:01:26.160><c> don't</c><01:01:26.480><c> you</c><01:01:26.559><c> don't</c><01:01:26.720><c> have</c><01:01:26.799><c> to</c><01:01:26.960><c> tell</c><01:01:27.119><c> me</c><01:01:27.280><c> now</c>

01:01:27.750 --> 01:01:27.760 align:start position:0%
you don't you don't have to tell me now
 

01:01:27.760 --> 01:01:29.750 align:start position:0%
you don't you don't have to tell me now
you<01:01:27.920><c> can</c><01:01:28.079><c> tell</c><01:01:28.240><c> me</c><01:01:28.400><c> later</c><01:01:28.960><c> or</c><01:01:29.119><c> you</c><01:01:29.280><c> can</c><01:01:29.520><c> tell</c>

01:01:29.750 --> 01:01:29.760 align:start position:0%
you can tell me later or you can tell
 

01:01:29.760 --> 01:01:32.069 align:start position:0%
you can tell me later or you can tell
somebody<01:01:30.160><c> else</c><01:01:30.400><c> or</c><01:01:30.720><c> somebody</c><01:01:31.200><c> else</c><01:01:31.760><c> because</c>

01:01:32.069 --> 01:01:32.079 align:start position:0%
somebody else or somebody else because
 

01:01:32.079 --> 01:01:34.150 align:start position:0%
somebody else or somebody else because
sometimes<01:01:32.720><c> when</c><01:01:33.280><c> somebody</c><01:01:33.680><c> say</c><01:01:33.839><c> you</c><01:01:34.000><c> have</c>

01:01:34.150 --> 01:01:34.160 align:start position:0%
sometimes when somebody say you have
 

01:01:34.160 --> 01:01:36.549 align:start position:0%
sometimes when somebody say you have
cancer<01:01:34.799><c> it</c><01:01:34.960><c> mess</c><01:01:35.200><c> up</c><01:01:35.280><c> your</c><01:01:35.440><c> mind</c><01:01:36.079><c> it</c><01:01:36.240><c> mess</c><01:01:36.480><c> up</c>

01:01:36.549 --> 01:01:36.559 align:start position:0%
cancer it mess up your mind it mess up
 

01:01:36.559 --> 01:01:37.589 align:start position:0%
cancer it mess up your mind it mess up
your<01:01:36.720><c> head</c>

01:01:37.589 --> 01:01:37.599 align:start position:0%
your head
 

01:01:37.599 --> 01:01:38.549 align:start position:0%
your head
because

01:01:38.549 --> 01:01:38.559 align:start position:0%
because
 

01:01:38.559 --> 01:01:40.549 align:start position:0%
because
they<01:01:38.720><c> know</c><01:01:38.960><c> cancer</c><01:01:39.440><c> is</c>

01:01:40.549 --> 01:01:40.559 align:start position:0%
they know cancer is
 

01:01:40.559 --> 01:01:42.630 align:start position:0%
they know cancer is
you<01:01:40.720><c> know</c><01:01:40.880><c> is</c><01:01:41.040><c> a</c><01:01:41.119><c> killer</c>

01:01:42.630 --> 01:01:42.640 align:start position:0%
you know is a killer
 

01:01:42.640 --> 01:01:45.190 align:start position:0%
you know is a killer
so<01:01:43.040><c> it</c><01:01:43.200><c> does</c><01:01:43.520><c> mess</c><01:01:43.839><c> up</c><01:01:43.920><c> your</c><01:01:44.079><c> head</c><01:01:44.640><c> even</c><01:01:44.880><c> if</c><01:01:44.960><c> you</c>

01:01:45.190 --> 01:01:45.200 align:start position:0%
so it does mess up your head even if you
 

01:01:45.200 --> 01:01:46.950 align:start position:0%
so it does mess up your head even if you
want<01:01:45.280><c> to</c><01:01:45.440><c> talk</c><01:01:45.599><c> to</c><01:01:45.760><c> nobody</c><01:01:46.079><c> in</c><01:01:46.160><c> your</c><01:01:46.400><c> family</c>

01:01:46.950 --> 01:01:46.960 align:start position:0%
want to talk to nobody in your family
 

01:01:46.960 --> 01:01:49.589 align:start position:0%
want to talk to nobody in your family
get<01:01:47.119><c> somebody</c><01:01:47.599><c> outside</c><01:01:48.079><c> of</c><01:01:48.160><c> your</c><01:01:48.319><c> family</c>

01:01:49.589 --> 01:01:49.599 align:start position:0%
get somebody outside of your family
 

01:01:49.599 --> 01:01:53.030 align:start position:0%
get somebody outside of your family
because<01:01:50.400><c> that's</c><01:01:50.640><c> what</c><01:01:50.880><c> i</c><01:01:50.960><c> did</c><01:01:52.079><c> and</c><01:01:52.799><c> my</c>

01:01:53.030 --> 01:01:53.040 align:start position:0%
because that's what i did and my
 

01:01:53.040 --> 01:01:54.470 align:start position:0%
because that's what i did and my
daughter

01:01:54.470 --> 01:01:54.480 align:start position:0%
daughter
 

01:01:54.480 --> 01:01:56.549 align:start position:0%
daughter
was<01:01:54.720><c> my</c><01:01:54.960><c> backbone</c>

01:01:56.549 --> 01:01:56.559 align:start position:0%
was my backbone
 

01:01:56.559 --> 01:01:58.630 align:start position:0%
was my backbone
my<01:01:56.720><c> youngest</c><01:01:57.119><c> daughter</c><01:01:57.760><c> she</c><01:01:57.920><c> went</c><01:01:58.160><c> through</c>

01:01:58.630 --> 01:01:58.640 align:start position:0%
my youngest daughter she went through
 

01:01:58.640 --> 01:02:00.470 align:start position:0%
my youngest daughter she went through
everything<01:01:59.280><c> with</c><01:01:59.440><c> me</c>

01:02:00.470 --> 01:02:00.480 align:start position:0%
everything with me
 

01:02:00.480 --> 01:02:02.710 align:start position:0%
everything with me
when<01:02:00.799><c> even</c><01:02:00.960><c> when</c><01:02:01.119><c> i</c><01:02:01.200><c> had</c><01:02:01.359><c> my</c><01:02:01.520><c> surgery</c><01:02:02.400><c> when</c><01:02:02.640><c> i</c>

01:02:02.710 --> 01:02:02.720 align:start position:0%
when even when i had my surgery when i
 

01:02:02.720 --> 01:02:04.069 align:start position:0%
when even when i had my surgery when i
did<01:02:02.960><c> she</c><01:02:03.119><c> wanted</c><01:02:03.359><c> to</c><01:02:03.440><c> come</c><01:02:03.599><c> with</c><01:02:03.760><c> me</c><01:02:03.920><c> with</c>

01:02:04.069 --> 01:02:04.079 align:start position:0%
did she wanted to come with me with
 

01:02:04.079 --> 01:02:06.309 align:start position:0%
did she wanted to come with me with
radiation<01:02:04.720><c> but</c><01:02:05.119><c> radiation</c><01:02:05.599><c> didn't</c><01:02:05.760><c> last</c><01:02:06.079><c> long</c>

01:02:06.309 --> 01:02:06.319 align:start position:0%
radiation but radiation didn't last long
 

01:02:06.319 --> 01:02:08.470 align:start position:0%
radiation but radiation didn't last long
i<01:02:06.400><c> had</c><01:02:06.559><c> to</c><01:02:06.640><c> do</c><01:02:06.720><c> it</c><01:02:06.880><c> every</c><01:02:07.200><c> day</c>

01:02:08.470 --> 01:02:08.480 align:start position:0%
i had to do it every day
 

01:02:08.480 --> 01:02:10.710 align:start position:0%
i had to do it every day
and<01:02:08.640><c> i</c><01:02:08.720><c> had</c><01:02:08.880><c> to</c><01:02:09.039><c> do</c><01:02:09.200><c> it</c><01:02:09.280><c> like</c><01:02:09.760><c> like</c><01:02:10.400><c> at</c><01:02:10.480><c> least</c>

01:02:10.710 --> 01:02:10.720 align:start position:0%
and i had to do it like like at least
 

01:02:10.720 --> 01:02:13.190 align:start position:0%
and i had to do it like like at least
15-20<01:02:11.359><c> minutes</c><01:02:11.680><c> a</c><01:02:11.760><c> day</c>

01:02:13.190 --> 01:02:13.200 align:start position:0%
15-20 minutes a day
 

01:02:13.200 --> 01:02:15.430 align:start position:0%
15-20 minutes a day
so<01:02:13.599><c> she</c><01:02:13.760><c> couldn't</c><01:02:14.000><c> go</c><01:02:14.160><c> with</c><01:02:14.319><c> me</c><01:02:14.640><c> to</c><01:02:14.880><c> the</c>

01:02:15.430 --> 01:02:15.440 align:start position:0%
so she couldn't go with me to the
 

01:02:15.440 --> 01:02:17.109 align:start position:0%
so she couldn't go with me to the
radiation<01:02:15.920><c> but</c><01:02:16.079><c> she</c><01:02:16.240><c> was</c><01:02:16.400><c> there</c><01:02:16.559><c> with</c><01:02:16.720><c> me</c><01:02:16.880><c> with</c>

01:02:17.109 --> 01:02:17.119 align:start position:0%
radiation but she was there with me with
 

01:02:17.119 --> 01:02:19.270 align:start position:0%
radiation but she was there with me with
chemo<01:02:18.079><c> and</c><01:02:18.319><c> you</c><01:02:18.480><c> had</c><01:02:18.559><c> to</c><01:02:18.640><c> go</c><01:02:18.880><c> eight</c><01:02:19.119><c> in</c><01:02:19.200><c> the</c>

01:02:19.270 --> 01:02:19.280 align:start position:0%
chemo and you had to go eight in the
 

01:02:19.280 --> 01:02:20.470 align:start position:0%
chemo and you had to go eight in the
morning<01:02:19.599><c> sometimes</c><01:02:20.000><c> you</c><01:02:20.079><c> don't</c><01:02:20.240><c> get</c><01:02:20.400><c> out</c>

01:02:20.470 --> 01:02:20.480 align:start position:0%
morning sometimes you don't get out
 

01:02:20.480 --> 01:02:21.910 align:start position:0%
morning sometimes you don't get out
there<01:02:20.720><c> till</c><01:02:20.880><c> four</c><01:02:21.039><c> and</c><01:02:21.200><c> five</c><01:02:21.359><c> o'clock</c><01:02:21.680><c> in</c><01:02:21.760><c> the</c>

01:02:21.910 --> 01:02:21.920 align:start position:0%
there till four and five o'clock in the
 

01:02:21.920 --> 01:02:23.190 align:start position:0%
there till four and five o'clock in the
evening

01:02:23.190 --> 01:02:23.200 align:start position:0%
evening
 

01:02:23.200 --> 01:02:25.510 align:start position:0%
evening
that's<01:02:23.440><c> how</c><01:02:23.599><c> long</c><01:02:23.839><c> it</c><01:02:23.920><c> goes</c>

01:02:25.510 --> 01:02:25.520 align:start position:0%
that's how long it goes
 

01:02:25.520 --> 01:02:27.349 align:start position:0%
that's how long it goes
because<01:02:25.760><c> they</c><01:02:26.000><c> have</c><01:02:26.079><c> to</c><01:02:26.240><c> do</c><01:02:26.559><c> tests</c><01:02:27.119><c> make</c><01:02:27.200><c> sure</c>

01:02:27.349 --> 01:02:27.359 align:start position:0%
because they have to do tests make sure
 

01:02:27.359 --> 01:02:29.349 align:start position:0%
because they have to do tests make sure
your<01:02:27.599><c> blood</c><01:02:27.920><c> work</c><01:02:28.160><c> is</c><01:02:28.400><c> good</c><01:02:28.799><c> and</c><01:02:28.960><c> all</c><01:02:29.119><c> this</c>

01:02:29.349 --> 01:02:29.359 align:start position:0%
your blood work is good and all this
 

01:02:29.359 --> 01:02:31.349 align:start position:0%
your blood work is good and all this
stuff<01:02:29.520><c> before</c><01:02:29.839><c> they</c><01:02:30.000><c> even</c><01:02:30.640><c> give</c><01:02:30.880><c> you</c><01:02:31.039><c> all</c><01:02:31.119><c> this</c>

01:02:31.349 --> 01:02:31.359 align:start position:0%
stuff before they even give you all this
 

01:02:31.359 --> 01:02:33.190 align:start position:0%
stuff before they even give you all this
chemical<01:02:31.839><c> stuff</c>

01:02:33.190 --> 01:02:33.200 align:start position:0%
chemical stuff
 

01:02:33.200 --> 01:02:35.750 align:start position:0%
chemical stuff
but<01:02:33.440><c> like</c><01:02:33.599><c> the</c><01:02:33.760><c> lady</c><01:02:34.079><c> said</c><01:02:34.319><c> right</c><01:02:34.559><c> now</c>

01:02:35.750 --> 01:02:35.760 align:start position:0%
but like the lady said right now
 

01:02:35.760 --> 01:02:38.150 align:start position:0%
but like the lady said right now
i<01:02:36.079><c> was</c><01:02:36.319><c> taking</c><01:02:36.640><c> the</c><01:02:36.720><c> pills</c><01:02:36.960><c> for</c><01:02:37.200><c> five</c><01:02:37.440><c> years</c>

01:02:38.150 --> 01:02:38.160 align:start position:0%
i was taking the pills for five years
 

01:02:38.160 --> 01:02:40.789 align:start position:0%
i was taking the pills for five years
they<01:02:38.400><c> added</c><01:02:38.799><c> five</c><01:02:39.039><c> more</c><01:02:39.280><c> years</c><01:02:40.000><c> so</c><01:02:40.240><c> i'm</c><01:02:40.480><c> almost</c>

01:02:40.789 --> 01:02:40.799 align:start position:0%
they added five more years so i'm almost
 

01:02:40.799 --> 01:02:44.390 align:start position:0%
they added five more years so i'm almost
done<01:02:41.039><c> i</c><01:02:41.200><c> got</c><01:02:41.839><c> one</c><01:02:42.000><c> more</c><01:02:42.240><c> year</c><01:02:42.559><c> and</c><01:02:42.720><c> i'm</c><01:02:42.880><c> done</c>

01:02:44.390 --> 01:02:44.400 align:start position:0%
done i got one more year and i'm done
 

01:02:44.400 --> 01:02:45.510 align:start position:0%
done i got one more year and i'm done
so

01:02:45.510 --> 01:02:45.520 align:start position:0%
so
 

01:02:45.520 --> 01:02:47.750 align:start position:0%
so
i<01:02:45.760><c> can</c><01:02:45.920><c> say</c>

01:02:47.750 --> 01:02:47.760 align:start position:0%
i can say
 

01:02:47.760 --> 01:02:49.349 align:start position:0%
i can say
survivor

01:02:49.349 --> 01:02:49.359 align:start position:0%
survivor
 

01:02:49.359 --> 01:02:51.510 align:start position:0%
survivor
and<01:02:49.599><c> this</c><01:02:49.920><c> journey</c><01:02:50.400><c> that</c><01:02:50.799><c> you</c><01:02:50.960><c> know</c><01:02:51.119><c> that</c><01:02:51.280><c> we</c>

01:02:51.510 --> 01:02:51.520 align:start position:0%
and this journey that you know that we
 

01:02:51.520 --> 01:02:53.670 align:start position:0%
and this journey that you know that we
go<01:02:51.760><c> through</c><01:02:52.319><c> in</c><01:02:52.559><c> life</c>

01:02:53.670 --> 01:02:53.680 align:start position:0%
go through in life
 

01:02:53.680 --> 01:02:56.309 align:start position:0%
go through in life
it's<01:02:53.920><c> not</c><01:02:54.160><c> just</c><01:02:54.400><c> about</c><01:02:54.720><c> cancer</c><01:02:55.119><c> it's</c><01:02:55.280><c> about</c>

01:02:56.309 --> 01:02:56.319 align:start position:0%
it's not just about cancer it's about
 

01:02:56.319 --> 01:02:57.349 align:start position:0%
it's not just about cancer it's about
every

01:02:57.349 --> 01:02:57.359 align:start position:0%
every
 

01:02:57.359 --> 01:02:58.390 align:start position:0%
every
thing

01:02:58.390 --> 01:02:58.400 align:start position:0%
thing
 

01:02:58.400 --> 01:02:59.910 align:start position:0%
thing
because<01:02:58.640><c> when</c><01:02:58.880><c> you</c><01:02:59.039><c> go</c><01:02:59.359><c> when</c><01:02:59.520><c> you</c><01:02:59.599><c> go</c><01:02:59.760><c> through</c>

01:02:59.910 --> 01:02:59.920 align:start position:0%
because when you go when you go through
 

01:02:59.920 --> 01:03:03.430 align:start position:0%
because when you go when you go through
life<01:03:00.240><c> it's</c><01:03:00.400><c> a</c><01:03:00.839><c> journey</c><01:03:02.240><c> it's</c><01:03:02.400><c> like</c><01:03:02.960><c> selling</c><01:03:03.359><c> on</c>

01:03:03.430 --> 01:03:03.440 align:start position:0%
life it's a journey it's like selling on
 

01:03:03.440 --> 01:03:04.870 align:start position:0%
life it's a journey it's like selling on
the<01:03:03.520><c> ship</c><01:03:03.760><c> you</c><01:03:03.920><c> know</c><01:03:04.160><c> you're</c><01:03:04.319><c> gonna</c><01:03:04.559><c> be</c><01:03:04.720><c> on</c><01:03:04.799><c> the</c>

01:03:04.870 --> 01:03:04.880 align:start position:0%
the ship you know you're gonna be on the
 

01:03:04.880 --> 01:03:06.549 align:start position:0%
the ship you know you're gonna be on the
ship<01:03:05.119><c> you</c><01:03:05.280><c> don't</c><01:03:05.359><c> know</c><01:03:05.599><c> if</c><01:03:05.760><c> it's</c><01:03:05.920><c> gonna</c><01:03:06.240><c> go</c>

01:03:06.549 --> 01:03:06.559 align:start position:0%
ship you don't know if it's gonna go
 

01:03:06.559 --> 01:03:10.630 align:start position:0%
ship you don't know if it's gonna go
waffle<01:03:06.880><c> or</c><01:03:06.960><c> whatever</c><01:03:07.920><c> you</c><01:03:08.079><c> don't</c><01:03:08.319><c> know</c>

01:03:10.630 --> 01:03:10.640 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:03:10.640 --> 01:03:12.150 align:start position:0%
 
so

01:03:12.150 --> 01:03:12.160 align:start position:0%
so
 

01:03:12.160 --> 01:03:13.670 align:start position:0%
so
i<01:03:12.319><c> know</c><01:03:12.480><c> you</c><01:03:12.640><c> i</c><01:03:12.799><c> supposed</c><01:03:13.039><c> to</c><01:03:13.119><c> go</c><01:03:13.280><c> down</c><01:03:13.440><c> this</c>

01:03:13.670 --> 01:03:13.680 align:start position:0%
i know you i supposed to go down this
 

01:03:13.680 --> 01:03:15.990 align:start position:0%
i know you i supposed to go down this
line<01:03:14.000><c> but</c><01:03:14.640><c> i</c><01:03:14.799><c> can't</c><01:03:14.960><c> hardly</c><01:03:15.280><c> see</c><01:03:15.440><c> this</c><01:03:15.599><c> paper</c>

01:03:15.990 --> 01:03:16.000 align:start position:0%
line but i can't hardly see this paper
 

01:03:16.000 --> 01:03:17.670 align:start position:0%
line but i can't hardly see this paper
so

01:03:17.670 --> 01:03:17.680 align:start position:0%
so
 

01:03:17.680 --> 01:03:19.349 align:start position:0%
so
so<01:03:17.839><c> i'm</c><01:03:18.000><c> just</c><01:03:18.240><c> talking</c><01:03:18.559><c> about</c><01:03:18.799><c> the</c><01:03:18.960><c> top</c><01:03:19.119><c> of</c><01:03:19.200><c> my</c>

01:03:19.349 --> 01:03:19.359 align:start position:0%
so i'm just talking about the top of my
 

01:03:19.359 --> 01:03:23.029 align:start position:0%
so i'm just talking about the top of my
head<01:03:19.599><c> so</c>

01:03:23.029 --> 01:03:23.039 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:03:23.039 --> 01:03:24.549 align:start position:0%
 
that's<01:03:23.359><c> all</c><01:03:23.599><c> that's</c><01:03:23.839><c> all</c><01:03:24.000><c> i</c><01:03:24.079><c> have</c><01:03:24.160><c> to</c><01:03:24.319><c> say</c>

01:03:24.549 --> 01:03:24.559 align:start position:0%
that's all that's all i have to say
 

01:03:24.559 --> 01:03:25.829 align:start position:0%
that's all that's all i have to say
right<01:03:24.720><c> now</c><01:03:25.039><c> so</c>

01:03:25.829 --> 01:03:25.839 align:start position:0%
right now so
 

01:03:25.839 --> 01:03:38.710 align:start position:0%
right now so
thank<01:03:26.079><c> you</c><01:03:26.319><c> guys</c><01:03:26.559><c> so</c><01:03:26.799><c> much</c>

01:03:38.710 --> 01:03:38.720 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:03:38.720 --> 01:03:40.789 align:start position:0%
 
reinforce<01:03:39.359><c> some</c><01:03:39.520><c> of</c><01:03:39.680><c> the</c><01:03:39.760><c> things</c><01:03:40.079><c> that</c><01:03:40.400><c> we</c>

01:03:40.789 --> 01:03:40.799 align:start position:0%
reinforce some of the things that we
 

01:03:40.799 --> 01:03:42.470 align:start position:0%
reinforce some of the things that we
were<01:03:41.039><c> said</c><01:03:41.359><c> earlier</c>

01:03:42.470 --> 01:03:42.480 align:start position:0%
were said earlier
 

01:03:42.480 --> 01:03:45.589 align:start position:0%
were said earlier
and<01:03:42.960><c> um</c><01:03:44.160><c> one</c><01:03:44.400><c> thing</c><01:03:44.559><c> she</c><01:03:45.119><c> mentioned</c><01:03:45.520><c> it</c>

01:03:45.589 --> 01:03:45.599 align:start position:0%
and um one thing she mentioned it
 

01:03:45.599 --> 01:03:47.029 align:start position:0%
and um one thing she mentioned it
reminded<01:03:46.160><c> me</c>

01:03:47.029 --> 01:03:47.039 align:start position:0%
reminded me
 

01:03:47.039 --> 01:03:49.670 align:start position:0%
reminded me
uh<01:03:47.599><c> a</c><01:03:47.680><c> brief</c><01:03:48.000><c> conversation</c><01:03:48.640><c> that</c><01:03:49.119><c> veronica</c>

01:03:49.670 --> 01:03:49.680 align:start position:0%
uh a brief conversation that veronica
 

01:03:49.680 --> 01:03:51.670 align:start position:0%
uh a brief conversation that veronica
had<01:03:49.839><c> with</c><01:03:50.160><c> our</c><01:03:50.480><c> mom</c>

01:03:51.670 --> 01:03:51.680 align:start position:0%
had with our mom
 

01:03:51.680 --> 01:03:53.589 align:start position:0%
had with our mom
about<01:03:51.920><c> two</c><01:03:52.079><c> weeks</c><01:03:52.319><c> before</c><01:03:52.640><c> she</c><01:03:52.880><c> passed</c><01:03:53.440><c> she</c>

01:03:53.589 --> 01:03:53.599 align:start position:0%
about two weeks before she passed she
 

01:03:53.599 --> 01:03:54.630 align:start position:0%
about two weeks before she passed she
said<01:03:53.760><c> mom</c>

01:03:54.630 --> 01:03:54.640 align:start position:0%
said mom
 

01:03:54.640 --> 01:03:57.270 align:start position:0%
said mom
she<01:03:54.799><c> said</c><01:03:54.880><c> i</c><01:03:54.960><c> look</c><01:03:55.200><c> back</c><01:03:55.440><c> over</c><01:03:55.599><c> my</c><01:03:55.839><c> life</c>

01:03:57.270 --> 01:03:57.280 align:start position:0%
she said i look back over my life
 

01:03:57.280 --> 01:03:59.750 align:start position:0%
she said i look back over my life
and<01:03:57.440><c> i</c><01:03:57.599><c> have</c><01:03:57.839><c> only</c><01:03:58.160><c> one</c><01:03:58.400><c> regret</c>

01:03:59.750 --> 01:03:59.760 align:start position:0%
and i have only one regret
 

01:03:59.760 --> 01:04:01.829 align:start position:0%
and i have only one regret
my<01:03:59.920><c> mom</c><01:04:00.160><c> said</c><01:04:00.319><c> what</c><01:04:00.480><c> is</c><01:04:00.640><c> that</c>

01:04:01.829 --> 01:04:01.839 align:start position:0%
my mom said what is that
 

01:04:01.839 --> 01:04:04.950 align:start position:0%
my mom said what is that
she<01:04:02.000><c> said</c><01:04:02.240><c> i</c><01:04:02.559><c> didn't</c><01:04:03.039><c> take</c><01:04:03.680><c> better</c><01:04:04.079><c> care</c><01:04:04.319><c> of</c>

01:04:04.950 --> 01:04:04.960 align:start position:0%
she said i didn't take better care of
 

01:04:04.960 --> 01:04:07.430 align:start position:0%
she said i didn't take better care of
myself

01:04:07.430 --> 01:04:07.440 align:start position:0%
myself
 

01:04:07.440 --> 01:04:09.349 align:start position:0%
myself
that<01:04:07.680><c> was</c><01:04:07.760><c> really</c><01:04:08.160><c> powerful</c><01:04:08.640><c> because</c><01:04:09.119><c> what</c>

01:04:09.349 --> 01:04:09.359 align:start position:0%
that was really powerful because what
 

01:04:09.359 --> 01:04:12.630 align:start position:0%
that was really powerful because what
joyce<01:04:09.599><c> was</c><01:04:09.839><c> saying</c><01:04:10.240><c> is</c><01:04:10.400><c> that</c><01:04:10.559><c> you</c><01:04:10.640><c> know</c>

01:04:12.630 --> 01:04:12.640 align:start position:0%
joyce was saying is that you know
 

01:04:12.640 --> 01:04:14.470 align:start position:0%
joyce was saying is that you know
she<01:04:13.200><c> loves</c><01:04:13.440><c> her</c><01:04:13.599><c> job</c>

01:04:14.470 --> 01:04:14.480 align:start position:0%
she loves her job
 

01:04:14.480 --> 01:04:15.670 align:start position:0%
she loves her job
and<01:04:14.559><c> that's</c><01:04:14.880><c> one</c><01:04:15.039><c> of</c><01:04:15.119><c> the</c><01:04:15.200><c> things</c><01:04:15.440><c> to</c><01:04:15.520><c> keep</c>

01:04:15.670 --> 01:04:15.680 align:start position:0%
and that's one of the things to keep
 

01:04:15.680 --> 01:04:18.470 align:start position:0%
and that's one of the things to keep
people<01:04:16.000><c> out</c><01:04:16.160><c> check</c><01:04:16.400><c> it</c><01:04:16.480><c> later</c>

01:04:18.470 --> 01:04:18.480 align:start position:0%
people out check it later
 

01:04:18.480 --> 01:04:20.069 align:start position:0%
people out check it later
and<01:04:18.640><c> you</c><01:04:18.799><c> keep</c><01:04:18.960><c> putting</c><01:04:19.200><c> it</c><01:04:19.359><c> off</c><01:04:19.599><c> keep</c><01:04:19.839><c> putting</c>

01:04:20.069 --> 01:04:20.079 align:start position:0%
and you keep putting it off keep putting
 

01:04:20.079 --> 01:04:21.109 align:start position:0%
and you keep putting it off keep putting
it<01:04:20.240><c> off</c>

01:04:21.109 --> 01:04:21.119 align:start position:0%
it off
 

01:04:21.119 --> 01:04:23.349 align:start position:0%
it off
and<01:04:21.200><c> see</c><01:04:21.440><c> god</c><01:04:21.760><c> save</c><01:04:22.079><c> you</c>

01:04:23.349 --> 01:04:23.359 align:start position:0%
and see god save you
 

01:04:23.359 --> 01:04:25.430 align:start position:0%
and see god save you
by<01:04:23.599><c> those</c><01:04:23.920><c> couple</c><01:04:24.240><c> weeks</c>

01:04:25.430 --> 01:04:25.440 align:start position:0%
by those couple weeks
 

01:04:25.440 --> 01:04:27.910 align:start position:0%
by those couple weeks
you<01:04:25.520><c> know</c><01:04:26.319><c> and</c><01:04:26.640><c> i</c><01:04:26.720><c> think</c><01:04:26.960><c> one</c><01:04:27.200><c> of</c><01:04:27.280><c> the</c><01:04:27.440><c> personal</c>

01:04:27.910 --> 01:04:27.920 align:start position:0%
you know and i think one of the personal
 

01:04:27.920 --> 01:04:29.910 align:start position:0%
you know and i think one of the personal
goal<01:04:28.240><c> that</c><01:04:28.400><c> we</c><01:04:28.480><c> should</c><01:04:28.720><c> always</c><01:04:29.039><c> strive</c><01:04:29.440><c> to</c><01:04:29.680><c> is</c>

01:04:29.910 --> 01:04:29.920 align:start position:0%
goal that we should always strive to is
 

01:04:29.920 --> 01:04:31.029 align:start position:0%
goal that we should always strive to is
to<01:04:30.160><c> know</c>

01:04:31.029 --> 01:04:31.039 align:start position:0%
to know
 

01:04:31.039 --> 01:04:33.190 align:start position:0%
to know
our<01:04:31.440><c> bond</c><01:04:31.839><c> first</c><01:04:32.000><c> of</c><01:04:32.079><c> all</c><01:04:32.160><c> know</c><01:04:32.319><c> yourself</c><01:04:33.039><c> your</c>

01:04:33.190 --> 01:04:33.200 align:start position:0%
our bond first of all know yourself your
 

01:04:33.200 --> 01:04:34.390 align:start position:0%
our bond first of all know yourself your
spirit

01:04:34.390 --> 01:04:34.400 align:start position:0%
spirit
 

01:04:34.400 --> 01:04:36.549 align:start position:0%
spirit
but<01:04:34.640><c> know</c><01:04:34.960><c> your</c><01:04:35.200><c> body</c>

01:04:36.549 --> 01:04:36.559 align:start position:0%
but know your body
 

01:04:36.559 --> 01:04:38.710 align:start position:0%
but know your body
you<01:04:36.640><c> know</c><01:04:36.799><c> it's</c><01:04:36.960><c> not</c><01:04:37.119><c> normal</c><01:04:37.440><c> to</c><01:04:37.599><c> have</c><01:04:37.760><c> a</c><01:04:38.480><c> pain</c>

01:04:38.710 --> 01:04:38.720 align:start position:0%
you know it's not normal to have a pain
 

01:04:38.720 --> 01:04:45.430 align:start position:0%
you know it's not normal to have a pain
in<01:04:38.799><c> your</c>

01:04:45.430 --> 01:04:45.440 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:04:45.440 --> 01:04:48.230 align:start position:0%
 
or<01:04:45.599><c> something</c><01:04:46.240><c> that's</c><01:04:46.480><c> not</c><01:04:46.720><c> normal</c><01:04:47.520><c> so</c><01:04:47.760><c> after</c>

01:04:48.230 --> 01:04:48.240 align:start position:0%
or something that's not normal so after
 

01:04:48.240 --> 01:04:50.309 align:start position:0%
or something that's not normal so after
you<01:04:48.319><c> know</c><01:04:48.880><c> a</c><01:04:49.039><c> while</c><01:04:49.359><c> you</c><01:04:49.440><c> need</c><01:04:49.599><c> to</c><01:04:49.760><c> get</c><01:04:50.000><c> checked</c>

01:04:50.309 --> 01:04:50.319 align:start position:0%
you know a while you need to get checked
 

01:04:50.319 --> 01:04:52.789 align:start position:0%
you know a while you need to get checked
out<01:04:50.880><c> and</c><01:04:51.039><c> so</c><01:04:51.200><c> i'm</c><01:04:51.359><c> glad</c><01:04:51.839><c> i'm</c><01:04:52.000><c> so</c><01:04:52.240><c> grateful</c><01:04:52.559><c> that</c>

01:04:52.789 --> 01:04:52.799 align:start position:0%
out and so i'm glad i'm so grateful that
 

01:04:52.799 --> 01:04:53.589 align:start position:0%
out and so i'm glad i'm so grateful that
you

01:04:53.589 --> 01:04:53.599 align:start position:0%
you
 

01:04:53.599 --> 01:04:55.910 align:start position:0%
you
listened<01:04:54.000><c> to</c><01:04:54.160><c> that</c><01:04:54.799><c> voice</c><01:04:55.200><c> in</c><01:04:55.280><c> your</c><01:04:55.440><c> head</c><01:04:55.760><c> and</c>

01:04:55.910 --> 01:04:55.920 align:start position:0%
listened to that voice in your head and
 

01:04:55.920 --> 01:04:58.150 align:start position:0%
listened to that voice in your head and
followed<01:04:56.400><c> your</c><01:04:56.720><c> mind</c><01:04:57.200><c> then</c><01:04:57.520><c> guess</c><01:04:57.760><c> what</c><01:04:57.920><c> the</c>

01:04:58.150 --> 01:04:58.160 align:start position:0%
followed your mind then guess what the
 

01:04:58.160 --> 01:04:59.910 align:start position:0%
followed your mind then guess what the
job<01:04:58.400><c> is</c><01:04:58.480><c> going</c><01:04:58.559><c> to</c><01:04:58.720><c> be</c><01:04:58.880><c> there</c>

01:04:59.910 --> 01:04:59.920 align:start position:0%
job is going to be there
 

01:04:59.920 --> 01:05:01.990 align:start position:0%
job is going to be there
after<01:05:00.240><c> you're</c><01:05:00.400><c> gone</c>

01:05:01.990 --> 01:05:02.000 align:start position:0%
after you're gone
 

01:05:02.000 --> 01:05:04.309 align:start position:0%
after you're gone
you<01:05:02.160><c> know</c><01:05:02.640><c> and</c><01:05:02.799><c> then</c><01:05:03.119><c> that</c><01:05:03.520><c> ceo</c><01:05:04.079><c> or</c><01:05:04.240><c> the</c>

01:05:04.309 --> 01:05:04.319 align:start position:0%
you know and then that ceo or the
 

01:05:04.319 --> 01:05:06.069 align:start position:0%
you know and then that ceo or the
company<01:05:04.720><c> that</c><01:05:04.880><c> boy</c><01:05:05.200><c> doesn't</c><01:05:05.440><c> want</c><01:05:05.920><c> the</c>

01:05:06.069 --> 01:05:06.079 align:start position:0%
company that boy doesn't want the
 

01:05:06.079 --> 01:05:07.589 align:start position:0%
company that boy doesn't want the
company<01:05:06.400><c> to</c><01:05:06.480><c> exist</c><01:05:06.799><c> anymore</c><01:05:07.280><c> they're</c><01:05:07.440><c> going</c>

01:05:07.589 --> 01:05:07.599 align:start position:0%
company to exist anymore they're going
 

01:05:07.599 --> 01:05:12.230 align:start position:0%
company to exist anymore they're going
to<01:05:07.680><c> sell</c><01:05:07.920><c> out</c><01:05:08.400><c> or</c><01:05:08.559><c> they're</c><01:05:08.640><c> going</c><01:05:08.799><c> to</c><01:05:08.880><c> focus</c>

01:05:12.230 --> 01:05:12.240 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:05:12.240 --> 01:05:14.309 align:start position:0%
 
that's<01:05:12.480><c> how</c><01:05:12.559><c> you</c><01:05:13.119><c> again</c><01:05:13.440><c> just</c><01:05:13.760><c> focus</c><01:05:14.079><c> on</c><01:05:14.160><c> your</c>

01:05:14.309 --> 01:05:14.319 align:start position:0%
that's how you again just focus on your
 

01:05:14.319 --> 01:05:16.710 align:start position:0%
that's how you again just focus on your
body<01:05:14.640><c> take</c><01:05:14.880><c> care</c><01:05:15.039><c> of</c><01:05:15.119><c> yourself</c><01:05:16.160><c> you</c><01:05:16.319><c> see</c><01:05:16.480><c> the</c>

01:05:16.710 --> 01:05:16.720 align:start position:0%
body take care of yourself you see the
 

01:05:16.720 --> 01:05:25.109 align:start position:0%
body take care of yourself you see the
size

01:05:25.109 --> 01:05:25.119 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:05:25.119 --> 01:05:27.510 align:start position:0%
 
is<01:05:25.200><c> not</c><01:05:25.359><c> taking</c><01:05:25.680><c> better</c><01:05:26.319><c> care</c><01:05:26.559><c> of</c><01:05:26.720><c> herself</c><01:05:27.359><c> she</c>

01:05:27.510 --> 01:05:27.520 align:start position:0%
is not taking better care of herself she
 

01:05:27.520 --> 01:05:30.069 align:start position:0%
is not taking better care of herself she
was<01:05:27.680><c> a</c><01:05:27.760><c> giver</c><01:05:28.640><c> she</c><01:05:28.799><c> was</c><01:05:29.039><c> more</c><01:05:29.280><c> concerned</c><01:05:29.680><c> about</c>

01:05:30.069 --> 01:05:30.079 align:start position:0%
was a giver she was more concerned about
 

01:05:30.079 --> 01:05:31.349 align:start position:0%
was a giver she was more concerned about
other<01:05:30.400><c> people</c>

01:05:31.349 --> 01:05:31.359 align:start position:0%
other people
 

01:05:31.359 --> 01:05:34.069 align:start position:0%
other people
than<01:05:31.599><c> herself</c><01:05:32.240><c> she</c><01:05:32.480><c> ignored</c><01:05:32.799><c> the</c><01:05:33.039><c> signs</c>

01:05:34.069 --> 01:05:34.079 align:start position:0%
than herself she ignored the signs
 

01:05:34.079 --> 01:05:48.150 align:start position:0%
than herself she ignored the signs
she<01:05:34.319><c> get</c><01:05:34.480><c> a</c><01:05:34.480><c> little</c>

01:05:48.150 --> 01:05:48.160 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:05:48.160 --> 01:05:57.670 align:start position:0%
 
for<01:05:48.400><c> others</c>

01:05:57.670 --> 01:05:57.680 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:05:57.680 --> 01:05:59.910 align:start position:0%
 
you<01:05:57.839><c> know</c><01:05:58.000><c> the</c><01:05:58.400><c> experience</c>

01:05:59.910 --> 01:05:59.920 align:start position:0%
you know the experience
 

01:05:59.920 --> 01:06:02.390 align:start position:0%
you know the experience
and<01:06:00.400><c> she</c><01:06:00.559><c> would</c><01:06:00.799><c> find</c><01:06:01.200><c> enough</c><01:06:01.839><c> strength</c><01:06:02.319><c> to</c>

01:06:02.390 --> 01:06:02.400 align:start position:0%
and she would find enough strength to
 

01:06:02.400 --> 01:06:04.390 align:start position:0%
and she would find enough strength to
pick<01:06:02.640><c> that</c><01:06:03.039><c> cell</c><01:06:03.280><c> phone</c>

01:06:04.390 --> 01:06:04.400 align:start position:0%
pick that cell phone
 

01:06:04.400 --> 01:06:06.870 align:start position:0%
pick that cell phone
get<01:06:04.559><c> into</c><01:06:04.880><c> amazon</c><01:06:05.680><c> and</c><01:06:05.760><c> she's</c><01:06:06.079><c> ordering</c><01:06:06.559><c> toys</c>

01:06:06.870 --> 01:06:06.880 align:start position:0%
get into amazon and she's ordering toys
 

01:06:06.880 --> 01:06:08.710 align:start position:0%
get into amazon and she's ordering toys
for<01:06:06.960><c> other</c><01:06:07.119><c> people's</c><01:06:07.599><c> kids</c><01:06:08.000><c> talking</c><01:06:08.319><c> about</c>

01:06:08.710 --> 01:06:08.720 align:start position:0%
for other people's kids talking about
 

01:06:08.720 --> 01:06:11.190 align:start position:0%
for other people's kids talking about
happy<01:06:09.039><c> birthday</c><01:06:09.599><c> next</c><01:06:09.920><c> month</c><01:06:10.240><c> or</c><01:06:10.319><c> whatever</c><01:06:11.039><c> so</c>

01:06:11.190 --> 01:06:11.200 align:start position:0%
happy birthday next month or whatever so
 

01:06:11.200 --> 01:06:12.710 align:start position:0%
happy birthday next month or whatever so
she's<01:06:11.440><c> always</c><01:06:11.760><c> thinking</c><01:06:12.079><c> about</c><01:06:12.319><c> everybody</c>

01:06:12.710 --> 01:06:12.720 align:start position:0%
she's always thinking about everybody
 

01:06:12.720 --> 01:06:15.990 align:start position:0%
she's always thinking about everybody
else<01:06:12.880><c> but</c><01:06:13.119><c> she's</c><01:06:13.359><c> at</c><01:06:13.520><c> a</c><01:06:13.920><c> level</c><01:06:14.240><c> of</c><01:06:14.400><c> peace</c>

01:06:15.990 --> 01:06:16.000 align:start position:0%
else but she's at a level of peace
 

01:06:16.000 --> 01:06:17.349 align:start position:0%
else but she's at a level of peace
and<01:06:16.079><c> that's</c><01:06:16.319><c> what</c><01:06:16.400><c> you</c><01:06:16.720><c> have</c><01:06:16.799><c> to</c><01:06:16.880><c> find</c><01:06:17.200><c> that</c>

01:06:17.349 --> 01:06:17.359 align:start position:0%
and that's what you have to find that
 

01:06:17.359 --> 01:06:19.029 align:start position:0%
and that's what you have to find that
inner<01:06:17.599><c> peace</c><01:06:18.079><c> to</c><01:06:18.160><c> find</c><01:06:18.480><c> out</c><01:06:18.559><c> what</c><01:06:18.799><c> you're</c>

01:06:19.029 --> 01:06:19.039 align:start position:0%
inner peace to find out what you're
 

01:06:19.039 --> 01:06:20.309 align:start position:0%
inner peace to find out what you're
comfortable<01:06:19.520><c> with</c>

01:06:20.309 --> 01:06:20.319 align:start position:0%
comfortable with
 

01:06:20.319 --> 01:06:22.710 align:start position:0%
comfortable with
yeah<01:06:20.799><c> and</c><01:06:20.960><c> that</c><01:06:21.200><c> said</c><01:06:21.440><c> so</c><01:06:21.680><c> i'm</c>

01:06:22.710 --> 01:06:22.720 align:start position:0%
yeah and that said so i'm
 

01:06:22.720 --> 01:06:24.470 align:start position:0%
yeah and that said so i'm
speaking<01:06:23.119><c> of</c><01:06:23.280><c> peace</c><01:06:23.920><c> and</c><01:06:24.000><c> you</c><01:06:24.160><c> have</c><01:06:24.240><c> to</c><01:06:24.400><c> have</c>

01:06:24.470 --> 01:06:24.480 align:start position:0%
speaking of peace and you have to have
 

01:06:24.480 --> 01:06:26.470 align:start position:0%
speaking of peace and you have to have
patience<01:06:24.960><c> with</c><01:06:25.119><c> them</c>

01:06:26.470 --> 01:06:26.480 align:start position:0%
patience with them
 

01:06:26.480 --> 01:06:27.910 align:start position:0%
patience with them
on<01:06:26.640><c> that</c><01:06:26.880><c> note</c>

01:06:27.910 --> 01:06:27.920 align:start position:0%
on that note
 

01:06:27.920 --> 01:06:29.670 align:start position:0%
on that note
with<01:06:28.240><c> patience</c>

01:06:29.670 --> 01:06:29.680 align:start position:0%
with patience
 

01:06:29.680 --> 01:06:35.349 align:start position:0%
with patience
patience

01:06:35.349 --> 01:06:35.359 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:06:35.359 --> 01:06:38.390 align:start position:0%
 
breast<01:06:35.760><c> cancer</c><01:06:36.480><c> is</c><01:06:36.640><c> a</c><01:06:36.799><c> journey</c><01:06:37.599><c> i</c><01:06:37.760><c> never</c>

01:06:38.390 --> 01:06:38.400 align:start position:0%
breast cancer is a journey i never
 

01:06:38.400 --> 01:06:39.589 align:start position:0%
breast cancer is a journey i never
planned

01:06:39.589 --> 01:06:39.599 align:start position:0%
planned
 

01:06:39.599 --> 01:06:41.349 align:start position:0%
planned
or<01:06:39.839><c> asked</c><01:06:40.240><c> for</c>

01:06:41.349 --> 01:06:41.359 align:start position:0%
or asked for
 

01:06:41.359 --> 01:06:43.109 align:start position:0%
or asked for
but<01:06:41.599><c> i</c><01:06:41.839><c> chose</c><01:06:42.240><c> love</c>

01:06:43.109 --> 01:06:43.119 align:start position:0%
but i chose love
 

01:06:43.119 --> 01:06:44.390 align:start position:0%
but i chose love
life

01:06:44.390 --> 01:06:44.400 align:start position:0%
life
 

01:06:44.400 --> 01:06:48.069 align:start position:0%
life
and<01:06:44.640><c> hate</c><01:06:44.799><c> the</c><01:06:44.960><c> disease</c><01:06:45.440><c> and</c><01:06:45.599><c> i'm</c><01:06:45.920><c> fighting</c><01:06:46.400><c> it</c>

01:06:48.069 --> 01:06:48.079 align:start position:0%
and hate the disease and i'm fighting it
 

01:06:48.079 --> 01:06:49.750 align:start position:0%
and hate the disease and i'm fighting it
good<01:06:48.319><c> evening</c>

01:06:49.750 --> 01:06:49.760 align:start position:0%
good evening
 

01:06:49.760 --> 01:06:53.109 align:start position:0%
good evening
my<01:06:49.920><c> name</c><01:06:50.160><c> is</c><01:06:50.400><c> patience</c><01:06:50.960><c> aj</c><01:06:51.440><c> ackerson</c>

01:06:53.109 --> 01:06:53.119 align:start position:0%
my name is patience aj ackerson
 

01:06:53.119 --> 01:06:54.309 align:start position:0%
my name is patience aj ackerson
um

01:06:54.309 --> 01:06:54.319 align:start position:0%
um
 

01:06:54.319 --> 01:06:56.710 align:start position:0%
um
i<01:06:54.480><c> live</c><01:06:54.640><c> in</c><01:06:54.799><c> hyde</c><01:06:55.119><c> park</c><01:06:55.599><c> i'm</c><01:06:55.839><c> originally</c><01:06:56.400><c> from</c>

01:06:56.710 --> 01:06:56.720 align:start position:0%
i live in hyde park i'm originally from
 

01:06:56.720 --> 01:06:58.309 align:start position:0%
i live in hyde park i'm originally from
ghana

01:06:58.309 --> 01:06:58.319 align:start position:0%
ghana
 

01:06:58.319 --> 01:07:01.750 align:start position:0%
ghana
um

01:07:01.750 --> 01:07:01.760 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:07:01.760 --> 01:07:03.829 align:start position:0%
 
january<01:07:02.559><c> um</c>

01:07:03.829 --> 01:07:03.839 align:start position:0%
january um
 

01:07:03.839 --> 01:07:06.549 align:start position:0%
january um
november<01:07:04.799><c> december</c>

01:07:06.549 --> 01:07:06.559 align:start position:0%
november december
 

01:07:06.559 --> 01:07:07.670 align:start position:0%
november december
my

01:07:07.670 --> 01:07:07.680 align:start position:0%
my
 

01:07:07.680 --> 01:07:10.870 align:start position:0%
my
doctor<01:07:08.400><c> kept</c>

01:07:10.870 --> 01:07:10.880 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:07:10.880 --> 01:07:14.470 align:start position:0%
 
asking<01:07:11.440><c> me</c><01:07:11.680><c> to</c><01:07:11.839><c> go</c><01:07:12.079><c> and</c><01:07:12.160><c> do</c><01:07:12.400><c> my</c><01:07:12.559><c> mammogram</c>

01:07:14.470 --> 01:07:14.480 align:start position:0%
asking me to go and do my mammogram
 

01:07:14.480 --> 01:07:16.309 align:start position:0%
asking me to go and do my mammogram
and<01:07:14.640><c> i</c><01:07:14.720><c> kept</c><01:07:14.960><c> pushing</c><01:07:15.359><c> it</c><01:07:15.520><c> off</c>

01:07:16.309 --> 01:07:16.319 align:start position:0%
and i kept pushing it off
 

01:07:16.319 --> 01:07:18.069 align:start position:0%
and i kept pushing it off
she<01:07:16.559><c> calls</c><01:07:16.960><c> me</c><01:07:17.119><c> and</c><01:07:17.280><c> say</c><01:07:17.440><c> have</c><01:07:17.599><c> you</c><01:07:17.760><c> made</c><01:07:17.920><c> the</c>

01:07:18.069 --> 01:07:18.079 align:start position:0%
she calls me and say have you made the
 

01:07:18.079 --> 01:07:20.789 align:start position:0%
she calls me and say have you made the
appointment<01:07:19.119><c> i</c><01:07:19.280><c> said</c><01:07:19.599><c> i'll</c><01:07:19.839><c> make</c><01:07:20.079><c> it</c><01:07:20.480><c> next</c>

01:07:20.789 --> 01:07:20.799 align:start position:0%
appointment i said i'll make it next
 

01:07:20.799 --> 01:07:21.829 align:start position:0%
appointment i said i'll make it next
week

01:07:21.829 --> 01:07:21.839 align:start position:0%
week
 

01:07:21.839 --> 01:07:24.710 align:start position:0%
week
then<01:07:22.079><c> she'll</c><01:07:22.319><c> call</c><01:07:22.559><c> me</c><01:07:23.039><c> and</c><01:07:23.280><c> finally</c>

01:07:24.710 --> 01:07:24.720 align:start position:0%
then she'll call me and finally
 

01:07:24.720 --> 01:07:29.589 align:start position:0%
then she'll call me and finally
in<01:07:24.960><c> january</c><01:07:26.000><c> 2012</c>

01:07:29.589 --> 01:07:29.599 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:07:29.599 --> 01:07:31.430 align:start position:0%
 
she<01:07:29.760><c> called</c><01:07:30.160><c> and</c><01:07:30.319><c> said</c><01:07:30.559><c> patience</c><01:07:31.039><c> i</c><01:07:31.200><c> made</c>

01:07:31.430 --> 01:07:31.440 align:start position:0%
she called and said patience i made
 

01:07:31.440 --> 01:07:34.630 align:start position:0%
she called and said patience i made
appointment<01:07:32.079><c> for</c><01:07:32.240><c> you</c><01:07:32.799><c> myself</c>

01:07:34.630 --> 01:07:34.640 align:start position:0%
appointment for you myself
 

01:07:34.640 --> 01:07:36.309 align:start position:0%
appointment for you myself
so<01:07:34.799><c> i</c><01:07:34.960><c> went</c><01:07:35.119><c> to</c><01:07:35.200><c> boston</c><01:07:35.599><c> medical</c><01:07:36.000><c> for</c><01:07:36.160><c> the</c>

01:07:36.309 --> 01:07:36.319 align:start position:0%
so i went to boston medical for the
 

01:07:36.319 --> 01:07:37.990 align:start position:0%
so i went to boston medical for the
mammogram

01:07:37.990 --> 01:07:38.000 align:start position:0%
mammogram
 

01:07:38.000 --> 01:07:41.270 align:start position:0%
mammogram
i<01:07:38.240><c> spent</c><01:07:38.559><c> six</c><01:07:38.960><c> hours</c><01:07:39.359><c> there</c><01:07:39.520><c> that</c><01:07:39.839><c> day</c>

01:07:41.270 --> 01:07:41.280 align:start position:0%
i spent six hours there that day
 

01:07:41.280 --> 01:07:42.870 align:start position:0%
i spent six hours there that day
they<01:07:41.440><c> weren't</c><01:07:41.839><c> sure</c><01:07:42.319><c> whether</c><01:07:42.559><c> there</c><01:07:42.720><c> was</c>

01:07:42.870 --> 01:07:42.880 align:start position:0%
they weren't sure whether there was
 

01:07:42.880 --> 01:07:44.470 align:start position:0%
they weren't sure whether there was
something<01:07:43.359><c> they</c><01:07:43.520><c> see</c>

01:07:44.470 --> 01:07:44.480 align:start position:0%
something they see
 

01:07:44.480 --> 01:07:47.109 align:start position:0%
something they see
something

01:07:47.109 --> 01:07:47.119 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:07:47.119 --> 01:07:50.789 align:start position:0%
 
i<01:07:47.280><c> had</c><01:07:47.599><c> like</c><01:07:47.839><c> three</c><01:07:48.160><c> doctors</c><01:07:48.640><c> came</c><01:07:48.880><c> to</c><01:07:49.119><c> check</c>

01:07:50.789 --> 01:07:50.799 align:start position:0%
i had like three doctors came to check
 

01:07:50.799 --> 01:07:53.589 align:start position:0%
i had like three doctors came to check
finally

01:07:53.589 --> 01:07:53.599 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:07:53.599 --> 01:07:54.630 align:start position:0%
 
um

01:07:54.630 --> 01:07:54.640 align:start position:0%
um
 

01:07:54.640 --> 01:07:58.309 align:start position:0%
um
i<01:07:54.799><c> had</c><01:07:55.119><c> ultrasound</c>

01:07:58.309 --> 01:07:58.319 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:07:58.319 --> 01:08:00.549 align:start position:0%
 
and<01:07:58.400><c> they</c><01:07:58.640><c> concluded</c><01:07:59.280><c> there</c><01:07:59.520><c> is</c><01:08:00.079><c> this</c><01:08:00.319><c> is</c>

01:08:00.549 --> 01:08:00.559 align:start position:0%
and they concluded there is this is
 

01:08:00.559 --> 01:08:03.990 align:start position:0%
and they concluded there is this is
something<01:08:01.039><c> so</c><01:08:01.200><c> i</c><01:08:01.280><c> need</c><01:08:01.440><c> to</c><01:08:01.599><c> do</c><01:08:01.920><c> biopsy</c>

01:08:03.990 --> 01:08:04.000 align:start position:0%
something so i need to do biopsy
 

01:08:04.000 --> 01:08:05.829 align:start position:0%
something so i need to do biopsy
they<01:08:04.079><c> gave</c><01:08:04.240><c> me</c><01:08:04.400><c> appointment</c><01:08:04.960><c> for</c><01:08:05.200><c> two</c><01:08:05.359><c> weeks</c>

01:08:05.829 --> 01:08:05.839 align:start position:0%
they gave me appointment for two weeks
 

01:08:05.839 --> 01:08:08.470 align:start position:0%
they gave me appointment for two weeks
when<01:08:06.079><c> i</c><01:08:06.240><c> came</c><01:08:06.559><c> back</c>

01:08:08.470 --> 01:08:08.480 align:start position:0%
when i came back
 

01:08:08.480 --> 01:08:10.950 align:start position:0%
when i came back
they<01:08:08.640><c> couldn't</c><01:08:09.119><c> have</c><01:08:09.359><c> the</c><01:08:09.599><c> biopsy</c>

01:08:10.950 --> 01:08:10.960 align:start position:0%
they couldn't have the biopsy
 

01:08:10.960 --> 01:08:12.789 align:start position:0%
they couldn't have the biopsy
through<01:08:11.280><c> mammograms</c><01:08:12.000><c> so</c><01:08:12.160><c> i</c><01:08:12.240><c> have</c><01:08:12.480><c> to</c><01:08:12.640><c> make</c>

01:08:12.789 --> 01:08:12.799 align:start position:0%
through mammograms so i have to make
 

01:08:12.799 --> 01:08:16.149 align:start position:0%
through mammograms so i have to make
another<01:08:13.200><c> appointment</c><01:08:13.839><c> for</c>

01:08:16.149 --> 01:08:16.159 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:08:16.159 --> 01:08:18.750 align:start position:0%
 
mri

01:08:18.750 --> 01:08:18.760 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:08:18.760 --> 01:08:21.269 align:start position:0%
 
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01:08:21.269 --> 01:08:21.279 align:start position:0%
[Music]
 

01:08:21.279 --> 01:08:26.070 align:start position:0%
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so<01:08:21.839><c> i</c><01:08:22.000><c> had</c><01:08:22.239><c> their</c><01:08:22.560><c> mri</c><01:08:23.600><c> and</c>

01:08:26.070 --> 01:08:26.080 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:08:26.080 --> 01:08:29.030 align:start position:0%
 
waiting<01:08:26.640><c> for</c><01:08:26.880><c> the</c>

01:08:29.030 --> 01:08:29.040 align:start position:0%
waiting for the
 

01:08:29.040 --> 01:08:31.749 align:start position:0%
waiting for the
results

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01:08:31.759 --> 01:08:34.149 align:start position:0%
 
was<01:08:32.159><c> scary</c>

01:08:34.149 --> 01:08:34.159 align:start position:0%
was scary
 

01:08:34.159 --> 01:08:35.269 align:start position:0%
was scary
i

01:08:35.269 --> 01:08:35.279 align:start position:0%
i
 

01:08:35.279 --> 01:08:38.550 align:start position:0%
i
i<01:08:35.440><c> don't</c><01:08:35.600><c> know</c><01:08:35.759><c> what</c><01:08:35.920><c> to</c><01:08:36.159><c> think</c><01:08:36.719><c> what</c><01:08:37.120><c> if</c>

01:08:38.550 --> 01:08:38.560 align:start position:0%
i don't know what to think what if
 

01:08:38.560 --> 01:08:40.550 align:start position:0%
i don't know what to think what if
and<01:08:38.719><c> i</c><01:08:38.880><c> convinced</c><01:08:39.440><c> myself</c><01:08:40.000><c> i'm</c><01:08:40.159><c> like</c><01:08:40.400><c> oh</c>

01:08:40.550 --> 01:08:40.560 align:start position:0%
and i convinced myself i'm like oh
 

01:08:40.560 --> 01:08:42.470 align:start position:0%
and i convinced myself i'm like oh
there's<01:08:40.960><c> nothing</c><01:08:41.359><c> it's</c><01:08:41.520><c> just</c><01:08:41.759><c> one</c><01:08:42.000><c> of</c><01:08:42.159><c> those</c>

01:08:42.470 --> 01:08:42.480 align:start position:0%
there's nothing it's just one of those
 

01:08:42.480 --> 01:08:44.390 align:start position:0%
there's nothing it's just one of those
things

01:08:44.390 --> 01:08:44.400 align:start position:0%
things
 

01:08:44.400 --> 01:08:46.870 align:start position:0%
things
so

01:08:46.870 --> 01:08:46.880 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:08:46.880 --> 01:08:51.349 align:start position:0%
 
two<01:08:47.040><c> days</c><01:08:47.359><c> after</c><01:08:47.600><c> my</c><01:08:47.839><c> birthday</c><01:08:48.880><c> 16th</c>

01:08:51.349 --> 01:08:51.359 align:start position:0%
two days after my birthday 16th
 

01:08:51.359 --> 01:08:53.829 align:start position:0%
two days after my birthday 16th
april

01:08:53.829 --> 01:08:53.839 align:start position:0%
april
 

01:08:53.839 --> 01:08:56.550 align:start position:0%
april
the<01:08:54.000><c> call</c><01:08:54.319><c> came</c><01:08:54.640><c> in</c>

01:08:56.550 --> 01:08:56.560 align:start position:0%
the call came in
 

01:08:56.560 --> 01:08:56.990 align:start position:0%
the call came in
and

01:08:56.990 --> 01:08:57.000 align:start position:0%
and
 

01:08:57.000 --> 01:08:58.950 align:start position:0%
and
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[Music]
 

01:08:58.960 --> 01:09:04.950 align:start position:0%
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the<01:08:59.120><c> doctor</c><01:08:59.600><c> said</c><01:09:00.080><c> oh</c><01:09:00.400><c> patience</c><01:09:01.040><c> i'm</c><01:09:01.279><c> sorry</c>

01:09:04.950 --> 01:09:04.960 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:09:04.960 --> 01:09:07.829 align:start position:0%
 
and<01:09:05.199><c> work</c><01:09:05.359><c> the</c><01:09:05.600><c> news</c><01:09:05.839><c> you</c><01:09:06.000><c> have</c><01:09:06.239><c> breast</c><01:09:06.560><c> cancer</c>

01:09:07.829 --> 01:09:07.839 align:start position:0%
and work the news you have breast cancer
 

01:09:07.839 --> 01:09:09.749 align:start position:0%
and work the news you have breast cancer
stage<01:09:08.319><c> one</c>

01:09:09.749 --> 01:09:09.759 align:start position:0%
stage one
 

01:09:09.759 --> 01:09:11.510 align:start position:0%
stage one
i<01:09:10.000><c> broke</c><01:09:10.400><c> down</c>

01:09:11.510 --> 01:09:11.520 align:start position:0%
i broke down
 

01:09:11.520 --> 01:09:14.070 align:start position:0%
i broke down
i<01:09:11.679><c> had</c><01:09:11.920><c> my</c><01:09:12.080><c> friend</c><01:09:12.400><c> with</c><01:09:12.640><c> me</c>

01:09:14.070 --> 01:09:14.080 align:start position:0%
i had my friend with me
 

01:09:14.080 --> 01:09:16.870 align:start position:0%
i had my friend with me
i<01:09:14.319><c> broke</c><01:09:14.640><c> down</c><01:09:15.040><c> i</c><01:09:15.199><c> didn't</c><01:09:15.600><c> hear</c><01:09:15.920><c> anything</c><01:09:16.560><c> else</c>

01:09:16.870 --> 01:09:16.880 align:start position:0%
i broke down i didn't hear anything else
 

01:09:16.880 --> 01:09:17.990 align:start position:0%
i broke down i didn't hear anything else
he<01:09:17.120><c> said</c>

01:09:17.990 --> 01:09:18.000 align:start position:0%
he said
 

01:09:18.000 --> 01:09:19.829 align:start position:0%
he said
the<01:09:18.159><c> first</c><01:09:18.480><c> thing</c><01:09:18.640><c> that</c><01:09:18.880><c> came</c><01:09:19.120><c> into</c><01:09:19.359><c> my</c><01:09:19.600><c> mind</c>

01:09:19.829 --> 01:09:19.839 align:start position:0%
the first thing that came into my mind
 

01:09:19.839 --> 01:09:22.630 align:start position:0%
the first thing that came into my mind
like<01:09:20.159><c> [ __ ]</c><01:09:20.560><c> i'm</c><01:09:20.880><c> dead</c>

01:09:22.630 --> 01:09:22.640 align:start position:0%
like [ __ ] i'm dead
 

01:09:22.640 --> 01:09:24.149 align:start position:0%
like [ __ ] i'm dead
and<01:09:22.880><c> um</c>

01:09:24.149 --> 01:09:24.159 align:start position:0%
and um
 

01:09:24.159 --> 01:09:27.910 align:start position:0%
and um
after

01:09:27.910 --> 01:09:27.920 align:start position:0%
 
 

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um

01:09:29.349 --> 01:09:29.359 align:start position:0%
um
 

01:09:29.359 --> 01:09:31.510 align:start position:0%
um
maybe<01:09:29.679><c> an</c><01:09:30.000><c> hour</c><01:09:30.319><c> or</c><01:09:30.560><c> two</c>

01:09:31.510 --> 01:09:31.520 align:start position:0%
maybe an hour or two
 

01:09:31.520 --> 01:09:34.709 align:start position:0%
maybe an hour or two
i<01:09:31.679><c> catch</c><01:09:32.000><c> myself</c><01:09:32.640><c> up</c><01:09:32.880><c> and</c><01:09:32.960><c> i'm</c><01:09:33.120><c> like</c><01:09:33.440><c> no</c><01:09:34.319><c> i'm</c><01:09:34.560><c> a</c>

01:09:34.709 --> 01:09:34.719 align:start position:0%
i catch myself up and i'm like no i'm a
 

01:09:34.719 --> 01:09:36.309 align:start position:0%
i catch myself up and i'm like no i'm a
child<01:09:35.040><c> of</c><01:09:35.279><c> god</c>

01:09:36.309 --> 01:09:36.319 align:start position:0%
child of god
 

01:09:36.319 --> 01:09:38.709 align:start position:0%
child of god
god<01:09:36.640><c> got</c><01:09:36.880><c> me</c><01:09:37.120><c> nothing</c><01:09:37.520><c> is</c><01:09:37.679><c> going</c><01:09:37.920><c> to</c><01:09:38.080><c> happen</c><01:09:38.560><c> to</c>

01:09:38.709 --> 01:09:38.719 align:start position:0%
god got me nothing is going to happen to
 

01:09:38.719 --> 01:09:39.590 align:start position:0%
god got me nothing is going to happen to
me

01:09:39.590 --> 01:09:39.600 align:start position:0%
me
 

01:09:39.600 --> 01:09:41.749 align:start position:0%
me
i'll<01:09:39.839><c> get</c><01:09:40.080><c> help</c><01:09:40.400><c> i</c><01:09:40.560><c> started</c>

01:09:41.749 --> 01:09:41.759 align:start position:0%
i'll get help i started
 

01:09:41.759 --> 01:09:44.950 align:start position:0%
i'll get help i started
saying<01:09:42.159><c> positive</c><01:09:42.799><c> things</c><01:09:43.120><c> to</c><01:09:43.279><c> myself</c><01:09:44.080><c> that</c><01:09:44.319><c> uh</c>

01:09:44.950 --> 01:09:44.960 align:start position:0%
saying positive things to myself that uh
 

01:09:44.960 --> 01:09:48.390 align:start position:0%
saying positive things to myself that uh
everything<01:09:45.520><c> will</c><01:09:45.679><c> be</c><01:09:45.839><c> okay</c><01:09:46.319><c> i'll</c><01:09:46.560><c> be</c><01:09:46.719><c> fine</c>

01:09:48.390 --> 01:09:48.400 align:start position:0%
everything will be okay i'll be fine
 

01:09:48.400 --> 01:09:50.309 align:start position:0%
everything will be okay i'll be fine
so

01:09:50.309 --> 01:09:50.319 align:start position:0%
so
 

01:09:50.319 --> 01:09:52.470 align:start position:0%
so
two<01:09:50.480><c> days</c><01:09:50.880><c> later</c>

01:09:52.470 --> 01:09:52.480 align:start position:0%
two days later
 

01:09:52.480 --> 01:09:55.189 align:start position:0%
two days later
i<01:09:52.719><c> called</c><01:09:53.120><c> again</c><01:09:53.759><c> actually</c><01:09:54.159><c> he</c><01:09:54.320><c> called</c><01:09:54.640><c> me</c><01:09:55.040><c> and</c>

01:09:55.189 --> 01:09:55.199 align:start position:0%
i called again actually he called me and
 

01:09:55.199 --> 01:09:57.669 align:start position:0%
i called again actually he called me and
said<01:09:55.360><c> you</c><01:09:55.520><c> have</c><01:09:55.600><c> to</c><01:09:55.679><c> make</c><01:09:55.920><c> an</c><01:09:56.080><c> appointment</c>

01:09:57.669 --> 01:09:57.679 align:start position:0%
said you have to make an appointment
 

01:09:57.679 --> 01:09:59.830 align:start position:0%
said you have to make an appointment
for

01:09:59.830 --> 01:09:59.840 align:start position:0%
for
 

01:09:59.840 --> 01:10:02.070 align:start position:0%
for
for<01:10:00.159><c> surgery</c>

01:10:02.070 --> 01:10:02.080 align:start position:0%
for surgery
 

01:10:02.080 --> 01:10:06.950 align:start position:0%
for surgery
they<01:10:02.320><c> made</c><01:10:02.480><c> the</c><01:10:02.640><c> appointment</c>

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01:10:06.960 --> 01:10:12.470 align:start position:0%
 
i<01:10:07.120><c> had</c><01:10:07.360><c> a</c><01:10:07.440><c> surgery</c>

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01:10:12.480 --> 01:10:15.189 align:start position:0%
 
a<01:10:12.640><c> week</c><01:10:13.040><c> or</c><01:10:13.280><c> two</c><01:10:13.520><c> later</c><01:10:13.920><c> i</c><01:10:14.000><c> had</c><01:10:14.239><c> to</c><01:10:14.640><c> go</c><01:10:14.800><c> for</c><01:10:15.040><c> the</c>

01:10:15.189 --> 01:10:15.199 align:start position:0%
a week or two later i had to go for the
 

01:10:15.199 --> 01:10:18.229 align:start position:0%
a week or two later i had to go for the
results

01:10:18.229 --> 01:10:18.239 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:10:18.239 --> 01:10:21.590 align:start position:0%
 
he<01:10:18.480><c> said</c><01:10:18.800><c> patience</c><01:10:19.360><c> i'm</c><01:10:19.679><c> sorry</c>

01:10:21.590 --> 01:10:21.600 align:start position:0%
he said patience i'm sorry
 

01:10:21.600 --> 01:10:27.510 align:start position:0%
he said patience i'm sorry
there<01:10:21.840><c> is</c><01:10:22.159><c> more</c><01:10:22.480><c> we</c><01:10:22.640><c> have</c><01:10:22.880><c> to</c><01:10:23.120><c> take</c><01:10:23.760><c> like</c><01:10:24.000><c> [ __ ]</c>

01:10:27.510 --> 01:10:27.520 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:10:27.520 --> 01:10:31.590 align:start position:0%
 
i<01:10:27.760><c> had</c><01:10:28.320><c> three</c><01:10:28.840><c> surgeries</c><01:10:30.159><c> before</c><01:10:30.640><c> finally</c><01:10:31.360><c> i</c>

01:10:31.590 --> 01:10:31.600 align:start position:0%
i had three surgeries before finally i
 

01:10:31.600 --> 01:10:33.920 align:start position:0%
i had three surgeries before finally i
had

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01:10:37.840 --> 01:10:41.750 align:start position:0%
 
maxtatomy<01:10:38.880><c> i</c><01:10:39.040><c> had</c><01:10:39.280><c> to</c><01:10:39.440><c> take</c><01:10:39.760><c> both</c><01:10:40.159><c> out</c>

01:10:41.750 --> 01:10:41.760 align:start position:0%
maxtatomy i had to take both out
 

01:10:41.760 --> 01:10:45.350 align:start position:0%
maxtatomy i had to take both out
and<01:10:42.480><c> through</c><01:10:42.800><c> it</c><01:10:43.120><c> all</c>

01:10:45.350 --> 01:10:45.360 align:start position:0%
and through it all
 

01:10:45.360 --> 01:10:48.310 align:start position:0%
and through it all
i<01:10:45.520><c> was</c><01:10:45.840><c> believing</c>

01:10:48.310 --> 01:10:48.320 align:start position:0%
i was believing
 

01:10:48.320 --> 01:10:51.669 align:start position:0%
i was believing
in<01:10:48.560><c> god</c><01:10:49.280><c> that</c><01:10:49.679><c> everything</c><01:10:50.239><c> will</c><01:10:50.400><c> be</c><01:10:50.560><c> fine</c>

01:10:51.669 --> 01:10:51.679 align:start position:0%
in god that everything will be fine
 

01:10:51.679 --> 01:10:54.149 align:start position:0%
in god that everything will be fine
i<01:10:51.840><c> had</c><01:10:52.159><c> my</c><01:10:52.480><c> friends</c>

01:10:54.149 --> 01:10:54.159 align:start position:0%
i had my friends
 

01:10:54.159 --> 01:10:56.709 align:start position:0%
i had my friends
my<01:10:54.480><c> family</c><01:10:55.120><c> being</c><01:10:55.440><c> there</c><01:10:55.679><c> for</c><01:10:55.840><c> me</c><01:10:56.080><c> supporting</c>

01:10:56.709 --> 01:10:56.719 align:start position:0%
my family being there for me supporting
 

01:10:56.719 --> 01:10:58.950 align:start position:0%
my family being there for me supporting
me<01:10:57.120><c> in</c><01:10:57.360><c> all</c><01:10:57.600><c> the</c><01:10:57.760><c> ways</c>

01:10:58.950 --> 01:10:58.960 align:start position:0%
me in all the ways
 

01:10:58.960 --> 01:11:01.270 align:start position:0%
me in all the ways
i<01:10:59.040><c> had</c><01:10:59.280><c> my</c><01:10:59.520><c> church</c><01:10:59.840><c> family</c>

01:11:01.270 --> 01:11:01.280 align:start position:0%
i had my church family
 

01:11:01.280 --> 01:11:03.189 align:start position:0%
i had my church family
i<01:11:01.440><c> had</c><01:11:01.679><c> my</c>

01:11:03.189 --> 01:11:03.199 align:start position:0%
i had my
 

01:11:03.199 --> 01:11:07.430 align:start position:0%
i had my
siblings<01:11:04.239><c> visiting</c><01:11:04.880><c> and</c><01:11:05.120><c> all</c><01:11:05.280><c> that</c>

01:11:07.430 --> 01:11:07.440 align:start position:0%
siblings visiting and all that
 

01:11:07.440 --> 01:11:12.790 align:start position:0%
siblings visiting and all that
after<01:11:07.920><c> their</c>

01:11:12.790 --> 01:11:12.800 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:11:12.800 --> 01:11:16.390 align:start position:0%
 
i<01:11:13.520><c> had</c><01:11:13.920><c> um</c>

01:11:16.390 --> 01:11:16.400 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:11:16.400 --> 01:11:19.910 align:start position:0%
 
radiation<01:11:17.120><c> for</c><01:11:17.360><c> six</c><01:11:17.760><c> weeks</c><01:11:18.159><c> every</c><01:11:18.480><c> day</c>

01:11:19.910 --> 01:11:19.920 align:start position:0%
radiation for six weeks every day
 

01:11:19.920 --> 01:11:21.590 align:start position:0%
radiation for six weeks every day
i<01:11:20.080><c> had</c><01:11:20.400><c> injection</c>

01:11:21.590 --> 01:11:21.600 align:start position:0%
i had injection
 

01:11:21.600 --> 01:11:23.669 align:start position:0%
i had injection
once<01:11:21.920><c> every</c><01:11:22.239><c> three</c><01:11:22.480><c> months</c>

01:11:23.669 --> 01:11:23.679 align:start position:0%
once every three months
 

01:11:23.679 --> 01:11:26.950 align:start position:0%
once every three months
and<01:11:24.000><c> um</c>

01:11:26.950 --> 01:11:26.960 align:start position:0%
and um
 

01:11:26.960 --> 01:11:30.630 align:start position:0%
and um
i'm<01:11:27.280><c> taking</c><01:11:27.600><c> the</c><01:11:27.840><c> pill</c><01:11:28.239><c> for</c><01:11:28.480><c> seven</c><01:11:28.960><c> years</c>

01:11:30.630 --> 01:11:30.640 align:start position:0%
i'm taking the pill for seven years
 

01:11:30.640 --> 01:11:33.350 align:start position:0%
i'm taking the pill for seven years
and<01:11:31.040><c> the</c><01:11:31.199><c> hot</c><01:11:31.600><c> flashes</c>

01:11:33.350 --> 01:11:33.360 align:start position:0%
and the hot flashes
 

01:11:33.360 --> 01:11:34.790 align:start position:0%
and the hot flashes
headaches

01:11:34.790 --> 01:11:34.800 align:start position:0%
headaches
 

01:11:34.800 --> 01:11:37.510 align:start position:0%
headaches
loss<01:11:35.120><c> of</c><01:11:35.360><c> appetite</c>

01:11:37.510 --> 01:11:37.520 align:start position:0%
loss of appetite
 

01:11:37.520 --> 01:11:42.149 align:start position:0%
loss of appetite
tiredness<01:11:38.880><c> feeling</c><01:11:39.440><c> weak</c><01:11:40.320><c> i</c><01:11:40.480><c> can't</c><01:11:40.880><c> sleep</c>

01:11:42.149 --> 01:11:42.159 align:start position:0%
tiredness feeling weak i can't sleep
 

01:11:42.159 --> 01:11:44.709 align:start position:0%
tiredness feeling weak i can't sleep
and<01:11:42.400><c> all</c><01:11:42.560><c> that</c><01:11:43.040><c> but</c>

01:11:44.709 --> 01:11:44.719 align:start position:0%
and all that but
 

01:11:44.719 --> 01:11:48.070 align:start position:0%
and all that but
i<01:11:44.960><c> thank</c><01:11:45.199><c> god</c><01:11:45.520><c> that</c><01:11:45.679><c> i'm</c><01:11:45.920><c> still</c><01:11:46.320><c> here</c>

01:11:48.070 --> 01:11:48.080 align:start position:0%
i thank god that i'm still here
 

01:11:48.080 --> 01:11:54.709 align:start position:0%
i thank god that i'm still here
and

01:11:54.709 --> 01:11:54.719 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:11:54.719 --> 01:11:56.310 align:start position:0%
 
and<01:11:55.040><c> uh</c>

01:11:56.310 --> 01:11:56.320 align:start position:0%
and uh
 

01:11:56.320 --> 01:11:58.790 align:start position:0%
and uh
i<01:11:56.560><c> started</c><01:11:56.960><c> telling</c><01:11:57.280><c> all</c><01:11:57.440><c> my</c><01:11:57.679><c> friends</c><01:11:58.400><c> please</c>

01:11:58.790 --> 01:11:58.800 align:start position:0%
i started telling all my friends please
 

01:11:58.800 --> 01:12:01.669 align:start position:0%
i started telling all my friends please
make<01:11:59.040><c> appointment</c><01:11:59.679><c> for</c><01:11:59.840><c> your</c><01:12:00.000><c> mammograms</c>

01:12:01.669 --> 01:12:01.679 align:start position:0%
make appointment for your mammograms
 

01:12:01.679 --> 01:12:03.990 align:start position:0%
make appointment for your mammograms
just<01:12:02.080><c> go</c><01:12:02.560><c> just</c><01:12:03.040><c> go</c>

01:12:03.990 --> 01:12:04.000 align:start position:0%
just go just go
 

01:12:04.000 --> 01:12:05.990 align:start position:0%
just go just go
when<01:12:04.239><c> i</c><01:12:04.320><c> was</c><01:12:04.560><c> diagnosed</c><01:12:05.040><c> i</c><01:12:05.199><c> think</c>

01:12:05.990 --> 01:12:06.000 align:start position:0%
when i was diagnosed i think
 

01:12:06.000 --> 01:12:09.990 align:start position:0%
when i was diagnosed i think
um

01:12:09.990 --> 01:12:10.000 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:12:10.000 --> 01:12:12.709 align:start position:0%
 
three<01:12:10.320><c> months</c><01:12:10.719><c> later</c><01:12:11.600><c> my</c><01:12:11.840><c> friend's</c><01:12:12.320><c> daughter</c>

01:12:12.709 --> 01:12:12.719 align:start position:0%
three months later my friend's daughter
 

01:12:12.719 --> 01:12:16.149 align:start position:0%
three months later my friend's daughter
who<01:12:12.880><c> was</c><01:12:13.120><c> 31</c><01:12:13.760><c> years</c><01:12:14.080><c> was</c><01:12:14.400><c> also</c><01:12:14.719><c> diagnosed</c>

01:12:16.149 --> 01:12:16.159 align:start position:0%
who was 31 years was also diagnosed
 

01:12:16.159 --> 01:12:18.950 align:start position:0%
who was 31 years was also diagnosed
and

01:12:18.950 --> 01:12:18.960 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:12:18.960 --> 01:12:21.030 align:start position:0%
 
i've<01:12:19.199><c> been</c><01:12:19.440><c> a</c><01:12:19.600><c> big</c><01:12:19.840><c> support</c>

01:12:21.030 --> 01:12:21.040 align:start position:0%
i've been a big support
 

01:12:21.040 --> 01:12:23.189 align:start position:0%
i've been a big support
whatever<01:12:21.440><c> i</c><01:12:21.600><c> went</c><01:12:21.840><c> through</c><01:12:22.080><c> i'm</c><01:12:22.320><c> telling</c><01:12:22.719><c> her</c>

01:12:23.189 --> 01:12:23.199 align:start position:0%
whatever i went through i'm telling her
 

01:12:23.199 --> 01:12:24.709 align:start position:0%
whatever i went through i'm telling her
and

01:12:24.709 --> 01:12:24.719 align:start position:0%
and
 

01:12:24.719 --> 01:12:26.630 align:start position:0%
and
i'm<01:12:25.199><c> encouraging</c><01:12:25.920><c> her</c>

01:12:26.630 --> 01:12:26.640 align:start position:0%
i'm encouraging her
 

01:12:26.640 --> 01:12:30.630 align:start position:0%
i'm encouraging her
i'm<01:12:26.880><c> encouraging</c><01:12:27.600><c> her</c><01:12:27.920><c> and</c>

01:12:30.630 --> 01:12:30.640 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:12:30.640 --> 01:12:34.229 align:start position:0%
 
i'm<01:12:30.880><c> happy</c><01:12:31.280><c> i'm</c><01:12:31.600><c> able</c><01:12:31.840><c> to</c><01:12:32.000><c> do</c><01:12:32.239><c> that</c><01:12:32.560><c> for</c><01:12:32.800><c> her</c>

01:12:34.229 --> 01:12:34.239 align:start position:0%
i'm happy i'm able to do that for her
 

01:12:34.239 --> 01:12:39.910 align:start position:0%
i'm happy i'm able to do that for her
so<01:12:34.719><c> um</c>

01:12:39.910 --> 01:12:39.920 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:12:39.920 --> 01:12:41.830 align:start position:0%
 
i<01:12:40.239><c> joined</c><01:12:40.800><c> um</c>

01:12:41.830 --> 01:12:41.840 align:start position:0%
i joined um
 

01:12:41.840 --> 01:12:44.950 align:start position:0%
i joined um
the<01:12:42.080><c> bmc</c><01:12:43.120><c> support</c><01:12:43.679><c> group</c>

01:12:44.950 --> 01:12:44.960 align:start position:0%
the bmc support group
 

01:12:44.960 --> 01:12:47.270 align:start position:0%
the bmc support group
and<01:12:45.120><c> it's</c><01:12:45.280><c> been</c><01:12:45.679><c> very</c><01:12:46.159><c> helpful</c>

01:12:47.270 --> 01:12:47.280 align:start position:0%
and it's been very helpful
 

01:12:47.280 --> 01:12:49.910 align:start position:0%
and it's been very helpful
sometimes<01:12:47.920><c> what</c><01:12:48.159><c> i'm</c><01:12:48.400><c> going</c><01:12:48.800><c> through</c><01:12:49.520><c> another</c>

01:12:49.910 --> 01:12:49.920 align:start position:0%
sometimes what i'm going through another
 

01:12:49.920 --> 01:12:52.470 align:start position:0%
sometimes what i'm going through another
person<01:12:50.400><c> is</c><01:12:50.560><c> going</c><01:12:50.880><c> through</c><01:12:51.199><c> so</c><01:12:51.440><c> i</c><01:12:51.679><c> feel</c>

01:12:52.470 --> 01:12:52.480 align:start position:0%
person is going through so i feel
 

01:12:52.480 --> 01:12:54.790 align:start position:0%
person is going through so i feel
i'm<01:12:52.719><c> not</c><01:12:53.040><c> going</c><01:12:53.360><c> through</c><01:12:53.600><c> that</c><01:12:53.920><c> alone</c><01:12:54.560><c> i'm</c>

01:12:54.790 --> 01:12:54.800 align:start position:0%
i'm not going through that alone i'm
 

01:12:54.800 --> 01:12:57.510 align:start position:0%
i'm not going through that alone i'm
like<01:12:55.040><c> oh</c><01:12:55.280><c> that's</c><01:12:55.679><c> normal</c><01:12:56.640><c> and</c><01:12:56.719><c> then</c><01:12:56.960><c> i</c><01:12:57.040><c> like</c><01:12:57.280><c> to</c>

01:12:57.510 --> 01:12:57.520 align:start position:0%
like oh that's normal and then i like to
 

01:12:57.520 --> 01:12:59.669 align:start position:0%
like oh that's normal and then i like to
read<01:12:57.840><c> a</c><01:12:57.920><c> little</c><01:12:58.239><c> more</c><01:12:58.719><c> sometimes</c><01:12:59.280><c> it's</c><01:12:59.440><c> so</c>

01:12:59.669 --> 01:12:59.679 align:start position:0%
read a little more sometimes it's so
 

01:12:59.679 --> 01:13:01.830 align:start position:0%
read a little more sometimes it's so
scary<01:13:00.159><c> the</c><01:13:00.320><c> things</c><01:13:00.640><c> you</c><01:13:00.880><c> read</c>

01:13:01.830 --> 01:13:01.840 align:start position:0%
scary the things you read
 

01:13:01.840 --> 01:13:03.110 align:start position:0%
scary the things you read
but

01:13:03.110 --> 01:13:03.120 align:start position:0%
but
 

01:13:03.120 --> 01:13:04.870 align:start position:0%
but
it's<01:13:03.360><c> good</c><01:13:03.520><c> to</c><01:13:03.679><c> know</c>

01:13:04.870 --> 01:13:04.880 align:start position:0%
it's good to know
 

01:13:04.880 --> 01:13:06.950 align:start position:0%
it's good to know
what<01:13:05.120><c> is</c><01:13:05.280><c> going</c><01:13:05.760><c> on</c>

01:13:06.950 --> 01:13:06.960 align:start position:0%
what is going on
 

01:13:06.960 --> 01:13:07.750 align:start position:0%
what is going on
so

01:13:07.750 --> 01:13:07.760 align:start position:0%
so
 

01:13:07.760 --> 01:13:08.870 align:start position:0%
so
i'm

01:13:08.870 --> 01:13:08.880 align:start position:0%
i'm
 

01:13:08.880 --> 01:13:11.510 align:start position:0%
i'm
happy<01:13:09.440><c> i'm</c><01:13:09.679><c> still</c><01:13:10.080><c> here</c>

01:13:11.510 --> 01:13:11.520 align:start position:0%
happy i'm still here
 

01:13:11.520 --> 01:13:12.709 align:start position:0%
happy i'm still here
and<01:13:11.760><c> i'm</c>

01:13:12.709 --> 01:13:12.719 align:start position:0%
and i'm
 

01:13:12.719 --> 01:13:15.669 align:start position:0%
and i'm
counting<01:13:13.440><c> thank</c><01:13:13.679><c> you</c>

01:13:15.669 --> 01:13:15.679 align:start position:0%
counting thank you
 

01:13:15.679 --> 01:13:18.709 align:start position:0%
counting thank you
hello<01:13:16.159><c> my</c><01:13:16.400><c> name</c><01:13:16.560><c> is</c><01:13:16.800><c> marilyn</c><01:13:17.280><c> simmons</c>

01:13:18.709 --> 01:13:18.719 align:start position:0%
hello my name is marilyn simmons
 

01:13:18.719 --> 01:13:21.990 align:start position:0%
hello my name is marilyn simmons
and<01:13:19.199><c> i'm</c><01:13:19.920><c> on</c><01:13:20.159><c> january</c>

01:13:21.990 --> 01:13:22.000 align:start position:0%
and i'm on january
 

01:13:22.000 --> 01:13:23.149 align:start position:0%
and i'm on january
17

01:13:23.149 --> 01:13:23.159 align:start position:0%
17
 

01:13:23.159 --> 01:13:24.709 align:start position:0%
17
2022

01:13:24.709 --> 01:13:24.719 align:start position:0%
2022
 

01:13:24.719 --> 01:13:32.229 align:start position:0%
2022
i'll<01:13:24.960><c> be</c><01:13:25.120><c> a</c><01:13:25.440><c> 21</c><01:13:25.920><c> year</c><01:13:26.239><c> survivor</c>

01:13:32.229 --> 01:13:32.239 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:13:32.239 --> 01:13:33.430 align:start position:0%
 
and

01:13:33.430 --> 01:13:33.440 align:start position:0%
and
 

01:13:33.440 --> 01:13:36.149 align:start position:0%
and
i<01:13:33.600><c> went</c><01:13:33.840><c> for</c><01:13:34.000><c> a</c><01:13:34.159><c> routine</c><01:13:34.640><c> mammogram</c>

01:13:36.149 --> 01:13:36.159 align:start position:0%
i went for a routine mammogram
 

01:13:36.159 --> 01:13:38.149 align:start position:0%
i went for a routine mammogram
and<01:13:36.239><c> that's</c><01:13:36.560><c> how</c><01:13:36.719><c> i</c><01:13:36.880><c> found</c><01:13:37.199><c> out</c><01:13:37.600><c> that's</c><01:13:37.840><c> when</c>

01:13:38.149 --> 01:13:38.159 align:start position:0%
and that's how i found out that's when
 

01:13:38.159 --> 01:13:39.350 align:start position:0%
and that's how i found out that's when
um

01:13:39.350 --> 01:13:39.360 align:start position:0%
um
 

01:13:39.360 --> 01:13:41.669 align:start position:0%
um
they<01:13:39.600><c> saw</c><01:13:39.840><c> some</c><01:13:40.159><c> suspicious</c>

01:13:41.669 --> 01:13:41.679 align:start position:0%
they saw some suspicious
 

01:13:41.679 --> 01:13:44.229 align:start position:0%
they saw some suspicious
things<01:13:42.080><c> on</c><01:13:42.239><c> my</c><01:13:42.480><c> ultrasound</c>

01:13:44.229 --> 01:13:44.239 align:start position:0%
things on my ultrasound
 

01:13:44.239 --> 01:13:46.790 align:start position:0%
things on my ultrasound
and<01:13:44.400><c> i</c><01:13:44.480><c> had</c><01:13:44.640><c> to</c><01:13:44.800><c> go</c><01:13:44.960><c> back</c><01:13:45.199><c> in</c>

01:13:46.790 --> 01:13:46.800 align:start position:0%
and i had to go back in
 

01:13:46.800 --> 01:13:48.229 align:start position:0%
and i had to go back in
and<01:13:46.880><c> then</c><01:13:47.040><c> they</c><01:13:47.199><c> informed</c><01:13:47.600><c> me</c><01:13:47.760><c> that</c><01:13:47.920><c> i</c><01:13:48.000><c> had</c><01:13:48.159><c> to</c>

01:13:48.229 --> 01:13:48.239 align:start position:0%
and then they informed me that i had to
 

01:13:48.239 --> 01:13:50.950 align:start position:0%
and then they informed me that i had to
have<01:13:48.480><c> surgery</c>

01:13:50.950 --> 01:13:50.960 align:start position:0%
have surgery
 

01:13:50.960 --> 01:13:55.350 align:start position:0%
have surgery
so<01:13:51.120><c> i</c><01:13:51.280><c> went</c><01:13:51.440><c> in</c><01:13:51.600><c> for</c><01:13:51.760><c> the</c><01:13:51.920><c> surgery</c><01:13:52.880><c> and</c><01:13:53.280><c> um</c>

01:13:55.350 --> 01:13:55.360 align:start position:0%
so i went in for the surgery and um
 

01:13:55.360 --> 01:13:56.950 align:start position:0%
so i went in for the surgery and um
then<01:13:55.600><c> they</c><01:13:55.760><c> called</c><01:13:56.000><c> me</c><01:13:56.159><c> and</c><01:13:56.320><c> said</c><01:13:56.560><c> that</c><01:13:56.719><c> i</c><01:13:56.800><c> had</c>

01:13:56.950 --> 01:13:56.960 align:start position:0%
then they called me and said that i had
 

01:13:56.960 --> 01:13:58.390 align:start position:0%
then they called me and said that i had
to<01:13:57.120><c> go</c><01:13:57.280><c> back</c><01:13:57.520><c> because</c><01:13:57.679><c> they</c><01:13:57.840><c> didn't</c><01:13:58.000><c> get</c><01:13:58.239><c> it</c>

01:13:58.390 --> 01:13:58.400 align:start position:0%
to go back because they didn't get it
 

01:13:58.400 --> 01:14:00.229 align:start position:0%
to go back because they didn't get it
all

01:14:00.229 --> 01:14:00.239 align:start position:0%
all
 

01:14:00.239 --> 01:14:02.790 align:start position:0%
all
so<01:14:00.400><c> i</c><01:14:00.560><c> went</c><01:14:00.719><c> back</c><01:14:00.960><c> in</c><01:14:01.199><c> and</c><01:14:01.440><c> did</c><01:14:01.600><c> a</c><01:14:01.760><c> lymphectomy</c>

01:14:02.790 --> 01:14:02.800 align:start position:0%
so i went back in and did a lymphectomy
 

01:14:02.800 --> 01:14:04.709 align:start position:0%
so i went back in and did a lymphectomy
at<01:14:02.960><c> the</c><01:14:03.120><c> same</c><01:14:03.440><c> time</c><01:14:03.840><c> that's</c><01:14:04.080><c> when</c><01:14:04.320><c> they</c><01:14:04.480><c> take</c>

01:14:04.709 --> 01:14:04.719 align:start position:0%
at the same time that's when they take
 

01:14:04.719 --> 01:14:06.470 align:start position:0%
at the same time that's when they take
out<01:14:04.960><c> your</c><01:14:05.120><c> lymph</c><01:14:05.360><c> nodes</c>

01:14:06.470 --> 01:14:06.480 align:start position:0%
out your lymph nodes
 

01:14:06.480 --> 01:14:09.270 align:start position:0%
out your lymph nodes
so<01:14:06.640><c> they</c><01:14:06.800><c> only</c><01:14:06.960><c> took</c><01:14:07.199><c> out</c><01:14:07.360><c> 11</c>

01:14:09.270 --> 01:14:09.280 align:start position:0%
so they only took out 11
 

01:14:09.280 --> 01:14:12.070 align:start position:0%
so they only took out 11
but<01:14:09.440><c> they</c><01:14:09.679><c> found</c><01:14:09.920><c> cancer</c><01:14:10.320><c> in</c><01:14:10.480><c> four</c>

01:14:12.070 --> 01:14:12.080 align:start position:0%
but they found cancer in four
 

01:14:12.080 --> 01:14:14.070 align:start position:0%
but they found cancer in four
so<01:14:12.400><c> they</c><01:14:12.560><c> told</c><01:14:12.800><c> me</c><01:14:12.960><c> that</c><01:14:13.120><c> the</c><01:14:13.360><c> type</c><01:14:13.600><c> of</c><01:14:13.679><c> cancer</c>

01:14:14.070 --> 01:14:14.080 align:start position:0%
so they told me that the type of cancer
 

01:14:14.080 --> 01:14:16.310 align:start position:0%
so they told me that the type of cancer
that<01:14:14.239><c> i</c><01:14:14.400><c> had</c><01:14:14.960><c> was</c><01:14:15.280><c> uh</c>

01:14:16.310 --> 01:14:16.320 align:start position:0%
that i had was uh
 

01:14:16.320 --> 01:14:18.470 align:start position:0%
that i had was uh
very<01:14:16.560><c> aggressive</c><01:14:17.120><c> and</c><01:14:17.280><c> i</c><01:14:17.280><c> was</c><01:14:17.360><c> traveling</c><01:14:18.239><c> and</c>

01:14:18.470 --> 01:14:18.480 align:start position:0%
very aggressive and i was traveling and
 

01:14:18.480 --> 01:14:19.270 align:start position:0%
very aggressive and i was traveling and
um

01:14:19.270 --> 01:14:19.280 align:start position:0%
um
 

01:14:19.280 --> 01:14:20.790 align:start position:0%
um
i<01:14:19.360><c> didn't</c><01:14:19.600><c> know</c><01:14:19.760><c> at</c><01:14:19.920><c> the</c><01:14:20.080><c> time</c><01:14:20.400><c> and</c><01:14:20.560><c> i</c><01:14:20.640><c> think</c>

01:14:20.790 --> 01:14:20.800 align:start position:0%
i didn't know at the time and i think
 

01:14:20.800 --> 01:14:22.070 align:start position:0%
i didn't know at the time and i think
it's<01:14:20.960><c> a</c><01:14:21.040><c> good</c><01:14:21.280><c> thing</c><01:14:21.520><c> because</c><01:14:21.679><c> i</c><01:14:21.760><c> think</c><01:14:21.920><c> it</c>

01:14:22.070 --> 01:14:22.080 align:start position:0%
it's a good thing because i think it
 

01:14:22.080 --> 01:14:23.590 align:start position:0%
it's a good thing because i think it
messes<01:14:22.400><c> with</c><01:14:22.560><c> your</c><01:14:22.719><c> mind</c>

01:14:23.590 --> 01:14:23.600 align:start position:0%
messes with your mind
 

01:14:23.600 --> 01:14:25.430 align:start position:0%
messes with your mind
but<01:14:23.760><c> i</c><01:14:23.920><c> found</c><01:14:24.159><c> out</c><01:14:24.400><c> afterwards</c><01:14:24.880><c> that</c><01:14:25.040><c> i</c><01:14:25.199><c> was</c><01:14:25.360><c> a</c>

01:14:25.430 --> 01:14:25.440 align:start position:0%
but i found out afterwards that i was a
 

01:14:25.440 --> 01:14:27.030 align:start position:0%
but i found out afterwards that i was a
level<01:14:25.840><c> four</c>

01:14:27.030 --> 01:14:27.040 align:start position:0%
level four
 

01:14:27.040 --> 01:14:28.630 align:start position:0%
level four
and<01:14:27.280><c> sometimes</c>

01:14:28.630 --> 01:14:28.640 align:start position:0%
and sometimes
 

01:14:28.640 --> 01:14:31.669 align:start position:0%
and sometimes
stuff<01:14:28.960><c> like</c><01:14:29.199><c> that</c><01:14:29.360><c> can</c><01:14:30.000><c> play</c><01:14:30.239><c> havoc</c><01:14:30.640><c> with</c><01:14:30.880><c> you</c>

01:14:31.669 --> 01:14:31.679 align:start position:0%
stuff like that can play havoc with you
 

01:14:31.679 --> 01:14:35.030 align:start position:0%
stuff like that can play havoc with you
so<01:14:31.840><c> anyway</c><01:14:32.719><c> my</c><01:14:32.880><c> children</c><01:14:33.760><c> i</c><01:14:33.840><c> had</c><01:14:34.000><c> a</c><01:14:34.080><c> son</c><01:14:34.560><c> i</c><01:14:34.719><c> have</c>

01:14:35.030 --> 01:14:35.040 align:start position:0%
so anyway my children i had a son i have
 

01:14:35.040 --> 01:14:36.870 align:start position:0%
so anyway my children i had a son i have
a<01:14:35.280><c> son</c><01:14:35.520><c> and</c><01:14:35.679><c> a</c><01:14:35.760><c> daughter</c>

01:14:36.870 --> 01:14:36.880 align:start position:0%
a son and a daughter
 

01:14:36.880 --> 01:14:38.229 align:start position:0%
a son and a daughter
and

01:14:38.229 --> 01:14:38.239 align:start position:0%
and
 

01:14:38.239 --> 01:14:41.030 align:start position:0%
and
my<01:14:38.480><c> daughter</c><01:14:38.719><c> was</c><01:14:38.880><c> a</c><01:14:38.960><c> senior</c><01:14:39.360><c> in</c><01:14:39.440><c> high</c><01:14:39.679><c> school</c>

01:14:41.030 --> 01:14:41.040 align:start position:0%
my daughter was a senior in high school
 

01:14:41.040 --> 01:14:42.870 align:start position:0%
my daughter was a senior in high school
and<01:14:41.360><c> she</c><01:14:41.520><c> had</c><01:14:41.760><c> gotten</c><01:14:42.080><c> awarded</c><01:14:42.560><c> a</c><01:14:42.640><c> lot</c><01:14:42.800><c> of</c>

01:14:42.870 --> 01:14:42.880 align:start position:0%
and she had gotten awarded a lot of
 

01:14:42.880 --> 01:14:44.149 align:start position:0%
and she had gotten awarded a lot of
money<01:14:43.199><c> to</c><01:14:43.360><c> go</c>

01:14:44.149 --> 01:14:44.159 align:start position:0%
money to go
 

01:14:44.159 --> 01:14:45.830 align:start position:0%
money to go
to<01:14:44.320><c> college</c>

01:14:45.830 --> 01:14:45.840 align:start position:0%
to college
 

01:14:45.840 --> 01:14:48.070 align:start position:0%
to college
she<01:14:46.000><c> didn't</c><01:14:46.159><c> want</c><01:14:46.320><c> to</c><01:14:46.480><c> go</c>

01:14:48.070 --> 01:14:48.080 align:start position:0%
she didn't want to go
 

01:14:48.080 --> 01:14:50.709 align:start position:0%
she didn't want to go
i<01:14:48.400><c> told</c><01:14:48.719><c> her</c><01:14:49.360><c> you're</c><01:14:49.600><c> going</c>

01:14:50.709 --> 01:14:50.719 align:start position:0%
i told her you're going
 

01:14:50.719 --> 01:14:53.110 align:start position:0%
i told her you're going
because<01:14:50.960><c> whether</c><01:14:51.280><c> i</c><01:14:51.360><c> live</c><01:14:51.600><c> or</c><01:14:51.760><c> die</c>

01:14:53.110 --> 01:14:53.120 align:start position:0%
because whether i live or die
 

01:14:53.120 --> 01:14:54.790 align:start position:0%
because whether i live or die
you<01:14:53.360><c> have</c><01:14:53.520><c> to</c><01:14:53.679><c> live</c>

01:14:54.790 --> 01:14:54.800 align:start position:0%
you have to live
 

01:14:54.800 --> 01:14:56.550 align:start position:0%
you have to live
and<01:14:54.960><c> this</c><01:14:55.120><c> is</c><01:14:55.440><c> opportunity</c><01:14:55.920><c> don't</c><01:14:56.080><c> come</c><01:14:56.239><c> along</c>

01:14:56.550 --> 01:14:56.560 align:start position:0%
and this is opportunity don't come along
 

01:14:56.560 --> 01:14:59.669 align:start position:0%
and this is opportunity don't come along
too<01:14:56.800><c> often</c><01:14:57.600><c> and</c><01:14:57.760><c> i</c><01:14:58.000><c> ain't</c><01:14:58.080><c> going</c><01:14:58.400><c> nowhere</c>

01:14:59.669 --> 01:14:59.679 align:start position:0%
too often and i ain't going nowhere
 

01:14:59.679 --> 01:15:00.709 align:start position:0%
too often and i ain't going nowhere
so

01:15:00.709 --> 01:15:00.719 align:start position:0%
so
 

01:15:00.719 --> 01:15:02.470 align:start position:0%
so
she<01:15:01.040><c> cried</c><01:15:01.360><c> and</c><01:15:01.440><c> she</c><01:15:01.600><c> was</c><01:15:01.840><c> mad</c><01:15:02.080><c> with</c><01:15:02.239><c> me</c><01:15:02.400><c> and</c>

01:15:02.470 --> 01:15:02.480 align:start position:0%
she cried and she was mad with me and
 

01:15:02.480 --> 01:15:04.709 align:start position:0%
she cried and she was mad with me and
everything<01:15:02.800><c> but</c><01:15:03.040><c> you</c><01:15:03.120><c> know</c><01:15:03.280><c> she</c><01:15:03.440><c> got</c><01:15:03.679><c> over</c><01:15:03.920><c> it</c>

01:15:04.709 --> 01:15:04.719 align:start position:0%
everything but you know she got over it
 

01:15:04.719 --> 01:15:06.390 align:start position:0%
everything but you know she got over it
and<01:15:04.800><c> she</c><01:15:04.960><c> went</c><01:15:05.120><c> away</c><01:15:05.360><c> to</c><01:15:05.520><c> school</c><01:15:05.840><c> and</c><01:15:06.159><c> when</c><01:15:06.320><c> i</c>

01:15:06.390 --> 01:15:06.400 align:start position:0%
and she went away to school and when i
 

01:15:06.400 --> 01:15:08.950 align:start position:0%
and she went away to school and when i
went<01:15:06.560><c> to</c><01:15:06.719><c> take</c><01:15:07.040><c> her</c><01:15:07.280><c> to</c><01:15:07.600><c> school</c>

01:15:08.950 --> 01:15:08.960 align:start position:0%
went to take her to school
 

01:15:08.960 --> 01:15:10.470 align:start position:0%
went to take her to school
she<01:15:09.120><c> wouldn't</c><01:15:09.280><c> even</c><01:15:09.520><c> turn</c><01:15:09.760><c> back</c><01:15:10.000><c> and</c><01:15:10.080><c> look</c><01:15:10.320><c> at</c>

01:15:10.470 --> 01:15:10.480 align:start position:0%
she wouldn't even turn back and look at
 

01:15:10.480 --> 01:15:11.350 align:start position:0%
she wouldn't even turn back and look at
me

01:15:11.350 --> 01:15:11.360 align:start position:0%
me
 

01:15:11.360 --> 01:15:13.270 align:start position:0%
me
and<01:15:11.520><c> i</c><01:15:11.679><c> was</c><01:15:11.920><c> upset</c><01:15:12.480><c> but</c><01:15:12.640><c> the</c><01:15:12.800><c> reason</c><01:15:13.120><c> she</c>

01:15:13.270 --> 01:15:13.280 align:start position:0%
and i was upset but the reason she
 

01:15:13.280 --> 01:15:14.950 align:start position:0%
and i was upset but the reason she
didn't<01:15:13.600><c> turn</c><01:15:13.920><c> back</c><01:15:14.159><c> is</c><01:15:14.239><c> because</c><01:15:14.480><c> she</c><01:15:14.640><c> said</c><01:15:14.800><c> she</c>

01:15:14.950 --> 01:15:14.960 align:start position:0%
didn't turn back is because she said she
 

01:15:14.960 --> 01:15:16.950 align:start position:0%
didn't turn back is because she said she
would<01:15:15.040><c> have</c><01:15:15.199><c> broke</c><01:15:15.440><c> down</c>

01:15:16.950 --> 01:15:16.960 align:start position:0%
would have broke down
 

01:15:16.960 --> 01:15:18.709 align:start position:0%
would have broke down
but<01:15:17.120><c> i</c><01:15:17.280><c> was</c><01:15:17.440><c> getting</c><01:15:17.679><c> ready</c><01:15:17.920><c> to</c><01:15:18.000><c> cry</c><01:15:18.320><c> my</c><01:15:18.480><c> son</c>

01:15:18.709 --> 01:15:18.719 align:start position:0%
but i was getting ready to cry my son
 

01:15:18.719 --> 01:15:19.910 align:start position:0%
but i was getting ready to cry my son
said<01:15:18.880><c> don't</c><01:15:19.040><c> you</c><01:15:19.199><c> do</c><01:15:19.360><c> it</c><01:15:19.440><c> don't</c><01:15:19.600><c> you</c><01:15:19.760><c> do</c><01:15:19.840><c> it</c>

01:15:19.910 --> 01:15:19.920 align:start position:0%
said don't you do it don't you do it
 

01:15:19.920 --> 01:15:22.229 align:start position:0%
said don't you do it don't you do it
because<01:15:20.080><c> if</c><01:15:20.239><c> you</c><01:15:20.400><c> cry</c><01:15:20.640><c> i'll</c><01:15:20.800><c> be</c><01:15:20.960><c> crying</c><01:15:21.679><c> and</c><01:15:22.080><c> he</c>

01:15:22.229 --> 01:15:22.239 align:start position:0%
because if you cry i'll be crying and he
 

01:15:22.239 --> 01:15:25.430 align:start position:0%
because if you cry i'll be crying and he
said<01:15:22.480><c> i</c><01:15:22.560><c> don't</c><01:15:22.719><c> want</c><01:15:22.880><c> to</c><01:15:22.960><c> cry</c><01:15:24.000><c> so</c><01:15:24.159><c> anyway</c><01:15:25.040><c> i</c><01:15:25.199><c> had</c>

01:15:25.430 --> 01:15:25.440 align:start position:0%
said i don't want to cry so anyway i had
 

01:15:25.440 --> 01:15:27.590 align:start position:0%
said i don't want to cry so anyway i had
to<01:15:25.520><c> go</c><01:15:25.760><c> to</c>

01:15:27.590 --> 01:15:27.600 align:start position:0%
to go to
 

01:15:27.600 --> 01:15:29.110 align:start position:0%
to go to
two<01:15:27.760><c> regiments</c>

01:15:29.110 --> 01:15:29.120 align:start position:0%
two regiments
 

01:15:29.120 --> 01:15:30.870 align:start position:0%
two regiments
of<01:15:29.280><c> chemotherapy</c>

01:15:30.870 --> 01:15:30.880 align:start position:0%
of chemotherapy
 

01:15:30.880 --> 01:15:34.229 align:start position:0%
of chemotherapy
four<01:15:31.040><c> regimens</c><01:15:31.440><c> excuse</c><01:15:31.760><c> me</c><01:15:32.000><c> of</c><01:15:32.159><c> chemotherapy</c>

01:15:34.229 --> 01:15:34.239 align:start position:0%
four regimens excuse me of chemotherapy
 

01:15:34.239 --> 01:15:38.390 align:start position:0%
four regimens excuse me of chemotherapy
and<01:15:34.480><c> 33</c><01:15:34.960><c> radiation</c><01:15:35.600><c> treatments</c>

01:15:38.390 --> 01:15:38.400 align:start position:0%
and 33 radiation treatments
 

01:15:38.400 --> 01:15:41.430 align:start position:0%
and 33 radiation treatments
and<01:15:38.560><c> like</c><01:15:39.040><c> joyce</c><01:15:39.360><c> was</c><01:15:39.520><c> saying</c><01:15:39.920><c> earlier</c>

01:15:41.430 --> 01:15:41.440 align:start position:0%
and like joyce was saying earlier
 

01:15:41.440 --> 01:15:43.750 align:start position:0%
and like joyce was saying earlier
when<01:15:41.679><c> you</c>

01:15:43.750 --> 01:15:43.760 align:start position:0%
when you
 

01:15:43.760 --> 01:15:45.990 align:start position:0%
when you
they<01:15:43.920><c> told</c><01:15:44.159><c> me</c><01:15:44.400><c> 14</c><01:15:44.880><c> days</c><01:15:45.199><c> after</c><01:15:45.440><c> you</c><01:15:45.600><c> have</c><01:15:45.760><c> that</c>

01:15:45.990 --> 01:15:46.000 align:start position:0%
they told me 14 days after you have that
 

01:15:46.000 --> 01:15:49.750 align:start position:0%
they told me 14 days after you have that
chemo<01:15:46.880><c> your</c><01:15:47.040><c> hair</c><01:15:47.199><c> will</c><01:15:47.360><c> start</c><01:15:47.520><c> to</c><01:15:47.600><c> come</c><01:15:47.840><c> out</c>

01:15:49.750 --> 01:15:49.760 align:start position:0%
chemo your hair will start to come out
 

01:15:49.760 --> 01:15:51.510 align:start position:0%
chemo your hair will start to come out
that<01:15:50.000><c> was</c><01:15:50.159><c> hard</c><01:15:50.480><c> for</c><01:15:50.640><c> me</c>

01:15:51.510 --> 01:15:51.520 align:start position:0%
that was hard for me
 

01:15:51.520 --> 01:15:53.350 align:start position:0%
that was hard for me
looking<01:15:51.840><c> in</c><01:15:51.920><c> the</c><01:15:52.080><c> mirror</c><01:15:52.400><c> you</c><01:15:52.560><c> see</c><01:15:52.719><c> this</c><01:15:52.960><c> alien</c>

01:15:53.350 --> 01:15:53.360 align:start position:0%
looking in the mirror you see this alien
 

01:15:53.360 --> 01:15:56.149 align:start position:0%
looking in the mirror you see this alien
looking<01:15:53.679><c> at</c><01:15:53.840><c> you</c><01:15:54.400><c> you</c><01:15:54.560><c> have</c><01:15:54.800><c> no</c><01:15:55.040><c> eyebrows</c><01:15:55.920><c> no</c>

01:15:56.149 --> 01:15:56.159 align:start position:0%
looking at you you have no eyebrows no
 

01:15:56.159 --> 01:15:58.870 align:start position:0%
looking at you you have no eyebrows no
eyelashes<01:15:56.960><c> nothing</c><01:15:57.280><c> the</c><01:15:57.440><c> ball</c><01:15:57.760><c> head</c><01:15:58.080><c> shining</c>

01:15:58.870 --> 01:15:58.880 align:start position:0%
eyelashes nothing the ball head shining
 

01:15:58.880 --> 01:16:00.310 align:start position:0%
eyelashes nothing the ball head shining
from<01:15:59.120><c> the</c><01:15:59.199><c> reflection</c><01:15:59.679><c> of</c><01:15:59.760><c> the</c><01:15:59.920><c> light</c><01:16:00.159><c> and</c>

01:16:00.310 --> 01:16:00.320 align:start position:0%
from the reflection of the light and
 

01:16:00.320 --> 01:16:01.990 align:start position:0%
from the reflection of the light and
everything<01:16:00.719><c> and</c>

01:16:01.990 --> 01:16:02.000 align:start position:0%
everything and
 

01:16:02.000 --> 01:16:03.669 align:start position:0%
everything and
you<01:16:02.159><c> know</c>

01:16:03.669 --> 01:16:03.679 align:start position:0%
you know
 

01:16:03.679 --> 01:16:05.510 align:start position:0%
you know
your<01:16:03.840><c> hair</c><01:16:04.080><c> is</c><01:16:04.159><c> your</c><01:16:04.320><c> crown</c><01:16:04.640><c> of</c><01:16:04.719><c> glory</c><01:16:05.199><c> i</c><01:16:05.360><c> know</c>

01:16:05.510 --> 01:16:05.520 align:start position:0%
your hair is your crown of glory i know
 

01:16:05.520 --> 01:16:08.310 align:start position:0%
your hair is your crown of glory i know
that's<01:16:05.840><c> vanity</c><01:16:06.320><c> but</c><01:16:06.480><c> as</c><01:16:06.560><c> a</c><01:16:06.960><c> woman</c><01:16:07.360><c> that's</c>

01:16:08.310 --> 01:16:08.320 align:start position:0%
that's vanity but as a woman that's
 

01:16:08.320 --> 01:16:10.950 align:start position:0%
that's vanity but as a woman that's
my<01:16:08.480><c> prerogative</c><01:16:09.600><c> so</c><01:16:09.840><c> anyway</c>

01:16:10.950 --> 01:16:10.960 align:start position:0%
my prerogative so anyway
 

01:16:10.960 --> 01:16:13.669 align:start position:0%
my prerogative so anyway
um<01:16:11.760><c> i</c><01:16:11.920><c> got</c><01:16:12.159><c> through</c><01:16:12.400><c> that</c>

01:16:13.669 --> 01:16:13.679 align:start position:0%
um i got through that
 

01:16:13.679 --> 01:16:15.189 align:start position:0%
um i got through that
and

01:16:15.189 --> 01:16:15.199 align:start position:0%
and
 

01:16:15.199 --> 01:16:17.030 align:start position:0%
and
from<01:16:15.360><c> the</c><01:16:15.520><c> radiation</c>

01:16:17.030 --> 01:16:17.040 align:start position:0%
from the radiation
 

01:16:17.040 --> 01:16:19.430 align:start position:0%
from the radiation
i<01:16:17.280><c> got</c><01:16:18.000><c> third</c><01:16:18.320><c> degree</c><01:16:18.640><c> burns</c><01:16:19.120><c> under</c><01:16:19.280><c> the</c>

01:16:19.430 --> 01:16:19.440 align:start position:0%
i got third degree burns under the
 

01:16:19.440 --> 01:16:21.430 align:start position:0%
i got third degree burns under the
breast

01:16:21.430 --> 01:16:21.440 align:start position:0%
breast
 

01:16:21.440 --> 01:16:22.950 align:start position:0%
breast
and<01:16:21.679><c> um</c>

01:16:22.950 --> 01:16:22.960 align:start position:0%
and um
 

01:16:22.960 --> 01:16:24.470 align:start position:0%
and um
that<01:16:23.199><c> was</c><01:16:23.440><c> hard</c>

01:16:24.470 --> 01:16:24.480 align:start position:0%
that was hard
 

01:16:24.480 --> 01:16:27.189 align:start position:0%
that was hard
but<01:16:24.719><c> it</c><01:16:24.800><c> healed</c><01:16:25.120><c> quickly</c><01:16:25.520><c> thank</c><01:16:25.760><c> god</c><01:16:26.000><c> i'm</c><01:16:26.159><c> a</c>

01:16:27.189 --> 01:16:27.199 align:start position:0%
but it healed quickly thank god i'm a
 

01:16:27.199 --> 01:16:27.910 align:start position:0%
but it healed quickly thank god i'm a
a

01:16:27.910 --> 01:16:27.920 align:start position:0%
a
 

01:16:27.920 --> 01:16:29.910 align:start position:0%
a
fast<01:16:28.239><c> healer</c><01:16:28.960><c> and</c><01:16:29.120><c> that's</c><01:16:29.360><c> what</c><01:16:29.520><c> i</c><01:16:29.679><c> tell</c>

01:16:29.910 --> 01:16:29.920 align:start position:0%
fast healer and that's what i tell
 

01:16:29.920 --> 01:16:31.189 align:start position:0%
fast healer and that's what i tell
people<01:16:30.239><c> when</c><01:16:30.480><c> you're</c><01:16:30.640><c> going</c><01:16:30.960><c> through</c>

01:16:31.189 --> 01:16:31.199 align:start position:0%
people when you're going through
 

01:16:31.199 --> 01:16:32.950 align:start position:0%
people when you're going through
something

01:16:32.950 --> 01:16:32.960 align:start position:0%
something
 

01:16:32.960 --> 01:16:34.790 align:start position:0%
something
this<01:16:33.199><c> is</c><01:16:33.280><c> the</c><01:16:33.440><c> time</c><01:16:33.600><c> to</c><01:16:33.760><c> call</c><01:16:34.080><c> on</c><01:16:34.239><c> whatever</c>

01:16:34.790 --> 01:16:34.800 align:start position:0%
this is the time to call on whatever
 

01:16:34.800 --> 01:16:36.390 align:start position:0%
this is the time to call on whatever
faith<01:16:35.040><c> you</c><01:16:35.199><c> believe</c><01:16:35.600><c> in</c>

01:16:36.390 --> 01:16:36.400 align:start position:0%
faith you believe in
 

01:16:36.400 --> 01:16:37.750 align:start position:0%
faith you believe in
because<01:16:36.640><c> this</c><01:16:36.880><c> is</c><01:16:37.040><c> a</c><01:16:37.120><c> time</c><01:16:37.360><c> you</c><01:16:37.520><c> need</c><01:16:37.679><c> to</c>

01:16:37.750 --> 01:16:37.760 align:start position:0%
because this is a time you need to
 

01:16:37.760 --> 01:16:39.830 align:start position:0%
because this is a time you need to
depend<01:16:38.239><c> on</c><01:16:38.400><c> that</c><01:16:38.960><c> to</c><01:16:39.120><c> get</c><01:16:39.280><c> you</c><01:16:39.440><c> through</c><01:16:39.679><c> these</c>

01:16:39.830 --> 01:16:39.840 align:start position:0%
depend on that to get you through these
 

01:16:39.840 --> 01:16:41.270 align:start position:0%
depend on that to get you through these
hard<01:16:40.159><c> days</c>

01:16:41.270 --> 01:16:41.280 align:start position:0%
hard days
 

01:16:41.280 --> 01:16:43.990 align:start position:0%
hard days
and<01:16:41.520><c> so</c><01:16:41.840><c> um</c>

01:16:43.990 --> 01:16:44.000 align:start position:0%
and so um
 

01:16:44.000 --> 01:16:46.149 align:start position:0%
and so um
i<01:16:44.239><c> always</c>

01:16:46.149 --> 01:16:46.159 align:start position:0%
i always
 

01:16:46.159 --> 01:16:48.870 align:start position:0%
i always
knew<01:16:46.400><c> god</c><01:16:46.640><c> had</c><01:16:46.880><c> my</c><01:16:47.120><c> back</c><01:16:47.760><c> i</c><01:16:48.000><c> never</c><01:16:48.320><c> felt</c><01:16:48.560><c> like</c><01:16:48.800><c> i</c>

01:16:48.870 --> 01:16:48.880 align:start position:0%
knew god had my back i never felt like i
 

01:16:48.880 --> 01:16:51.430 align:start position:0%
knew god had my back i never felt like i
was<01:16:49.040><c> going</c><01:16:49.360><c> anywhere</c><01:16:50.239><c> i</c><01:16:50.480><c> kept</c><01:16:50.719><c> as</c><01:16:50.880><c> close</c><01:16:51.199><c> to</c><01:16:51.360><c> a</c>

01:16:51.430 --> 01:16:51.440 align:start position:0%
was going anywhere i kept as close to a
 

01:16:51.440 --> 01:16:53.110 align:start position:0%
was going anywhere i kept as close to a
routine<01:16:51.920><c> as</c><01:16:52.080><c> i</c><01:16:52.239><c> could</c>

01:16:53.110 --> 01:16:53.120 align:start position:0%
routine as i could
 

01:16:53.120 --> 01:16:55.189 align:start position:0%
routine as i could
i<01:16:53.360><c> worked</c><01:16:53.679><c> every</c><01:16:53.920><c> day</c><01:16:54.159><c> except</c><01:16:54.480><c> the</c><01:16:54.560><c> days</c><01:16:54.880><c> i</c><01:16:54.960><c> had</c>

01:16:55.189 --> 01:16:55.199 align:start position:0%
i worked every day except the days i had
 

01:16:55.199 --> 01:16:56.470 align:start position:0%
i worked every day except the days i had
treatment

01:16:56.470 --> 01:16:56.480 align:start position:0%
treatment
 

01:16:56.480 --> 01:16:57.430 align:start position:0%
treatment
and

01:16:57.430 --> 01:16:57.440 align:start position:0%
and
 

01:16:57.440 --> 01:16:59.189 align:start position:0%
and
my<01:16:57.679><c> children</c><01:16:58.000><c> were</c><01:16:58.159><c> both</c><01:16:58.400><c> away</c><01:16:58.640><c> at</c><01:16:58.800><c> college</c>

01:16:59.189 --> 01:16:59.199 align:start position:0%
my children were both away at college
 

01:16:59.199 --> 01:17:00.950 align:start position:0%
my children were both away at college
when<01:16:59.360><c> i</c><01:16:59.440><c> was</c><01:16:59.600><c> going</c><01:16:59.760><c> through</c><01:16:59.920><c> the</c><01:17:00.000><c> worst</c><01:17:00.320><c> part</c>

01:17:00.950 --> 01:17:00.960 align:start position:0%
when i was going through the worst part
 

01:17:00.960 --> 01:17:02.630 align:start position:0%
when i was going through the worst part
so<01:17:01.199><c> it's</c><01:17:01.360><c> me</c><01:17:01.520><c> and</c><01:17:01.600><c> my</c><01:17:01.840><c> daughter</c><01:17:02.159><c> had</c><01:17:02.320><c> this</c><01:17:02.480><c> big</c>

01:17:02.630 --> 01:17:02.640 align:start position:0%
so it's me and my daughter had this big
 

01:17:02.640 --> 01:17:05.110 align:start position:0%
so it's me and my daughter had this big
old<01:17:02.880><c> rottweiler</c><01:17:03.920><c> so</c><01:17:04.080><c> it</c><01:17:04.159><c> was</c><01:17:04.320><c> me</c><01:17:04.480><c> and</c><01:17:04.560><c> him</c><01:17:04.960><c> so</c>

01:17:05.110 --> 01:17:05.120 align:start position:0%
old rottweiler so it was me and him so
 

01:17:05.120 --> 01:17:07.430 align:start position:0%
old rottweiler so it was me and him so
you<01:17:05.280><c> have</c><01:17:05.440><c> to</c><01:17:05.520><c> get</c><01:17:05.679><c> up</c><01:17:05.840><c> and</c><01:17:05.920><c> take</c><01:17:06.080><c> care</c><01:17:06.320><c> of</c><01:17:06.400><c> him</c>

01:17:07.430 --> 01:17:07.440 align:start position:0%
you have to get up and take care of him
 

01:17:07.440 --> 01:17:09.830 align:start position:0%
you have to get up and take care of him
feed<01:17:07.760><c> him</c><01:17:08.000><c> take</c><01:17:08.239><c> him</c><01:17:08.400><c> out</c><01:17:08.560><c> to</c><01:17:08.719><c> walk</c><01:17:09.440><c> so</c><01:17:09.600><c> that</c>

01:17:09.830 --> 01:17:09.840 align:start position:0%
feed him take him out to walk so that
 

01:17:09.840 --> 01:17:11.510 align:start position:0%
feed him take him out to walk so that
gives<01:17:10.080><c> you</c><01:17:10.239><c> a</c><01:17:10.400><c> reason</c><01:17:10.640><c> to</c><01:17:10.800><c> get</c><01:17:11.040><c> up</c><01:17:11.120><c> and</c><01:17:11.199><c> do</c><01:17:11.360><c> the</c>

01:17:11.510 --> 01:17:11.520 align:start position:0%
gives you a reason to get up and do the
 

01:17:11.520 --> 01:17:13.590 align:start position:0%
gives you a reason to get up and do the
things<01:17:11.760><c> that</c><01:17:11.920><c> you</c><01:17:12.080><c> need</c><01:17:12.239><c> to</c><01:17:12.400><c> do</c>

01:17:13.590 --> 01:17:13.600 align:start position:0%
things that you need to do
 

01:17:13.600 --> 01:17:15.110 align:start position:0%
things that you need to do
and

01:17:15.110 --> 01:17:15.120 align:start position:0%
and
 

01:17:15.120 --> 01:17:17.750 align:start position:0%
and
people<01:17:15.440><c> say</c><01:17:15.760><c> a</c><01:17:15.840><c> lot</c><01:17:16.000><c> of</c><01:17:16.080><c> times</c><01:17:16.480><c> why</c><01:17:16.719><c> me</c>

01:17:17.750 --> 01:17:17.760 align:start position:0%
people say a lot of times why me
 

01:17:17.760 --> 01:17:19.510 align:start position:0%
people say a lot of times why me
i<01:17:18.000><c> say</c><01:17:18.239><c> why</c><01:17:18.480><c> not</c><01:17:18.719><c> me</c><01:17:18.880><c> because</c><01:17:19.040><c> then</c><01:17:19.280><c> you</c><01:17:19.360><c> can</c>

01:17:19.510 --> 01:17:19.520 align:start position:0%
i say why not me because then you can
 

01:17:19.520 --> 01:17:21.990 align:start position:0%
i say why not me because then you can
tell<01:17:19.760><c> somebody</c><01:17:20.159><c> else</c><01:17:20.400><c> about</c><01:17:20.719><c> your</c><01:17:20.960><c> journey</c>

01:17:21.990 --> 01:17:22.000 align:start position:0%
tell somebody else about your journey
 

01:17:22.000 --> 01:17:23.669 align:start position:0%
tell somebody else about your journey
and<01:17:22.159><c> make</c><01:17:22.320><c> their</c><01:17:22.560><c> path</c><01:17:22.880><c> a</c><01:17:22.960><c> little</c><01:17:23.199><c> easier</c><01:17:23.520><c> to</c>

01:17:23.669 --> 01:17:23.679 align:start position:0%
and make their path a little easier to
 

01:17:23.679 --> 01:17:25.110 align:start position:0%
and make their path a little easier to
travel

01:17:25.110 --> 01:17:25.120 align:start position:0%
travel
 

01:17:25.120 --> 01:17:26.790 align:start position:0%
travel
so

01:17:26.790 --> 01:17:26.800 align:start position:0%
so
 

01:17:26.800 --> 01:17:29.510 align:start position:0%
so
that's<01:17:27.040><c> about</c><01:17:27.440><c> it</c><01:17:27.679><c> for</c><01:17:27.920><c> my</c><01:17:28.239><c> story</c>

01:17:29.510 --> 01:17:29.520 align:start position:0%
that's about it for my story
 

01:17:29.520 --> 01:17:31.350 align:start position:0%
that's about it for my story
like<01:17:29.760><c> i</c><01:17:29.920><c> said</c><01:17:30.080><c> i</c><01:17:30.239><c> worked</c><01:17:30.640><c> every</c><01:17:30.880><c> day</c><01:17:31.120><c> and</c><01:17:31.199><c> then</c>

01:17:31.350 --> 01:17:31.360 align:start position:0%
like i said i worked every day and then
 

01:17:31.360 --> 01:17:33.669 align:start position:0%
like i said i worked every day and then
i<01:17:31.520><c> became</c><01:17:32.000><c> part</c><01:17:32.239><c> of</c><01:17:32.400><c> the</c>

01:17:33.669 --> 01:17:33.679 align:start position:0%
i became part of the
 

01:17:33.679 --> 01:17:36.950 align:start position:0%
i became part of the
pink<01:17:33.920><c> and</c><01:17:34.080><c> black</c><01:17:34.480><c> program</c><01:17:34.880><c> it</c><01:17:34.880><c> was</c><01:17:35.120><c> a</c>

01:17:36.950 --> 01:17:36.960 align:start position:0%
pink and black program it was a
 

01:17:36.960 --> 01:17:38.550 align:start position:0%
pink and black program it was a
thing<01:17:37.199><c> where</c><01:17:37.440><c> black</c><01:17:37.679><c> women</c><01:17:37.920><c> go</c><01:17:38.080><c> out</c><01:17:38.159><c> and</c><01:17:38.239><c> speak</c>

01:17:38.550 --> 01:17:38.560 align:start position:0%
thing where black women go out and speak
 

01:17:38.560 --> 01:17:39.590 align:start position:0%
thing where black women go out and speak
to

01:17:39.590 --> 01:17:39.600 align:start position:0%
to
 

01:17:39.600 --> 01:17:42.070 align:start position:0%
to
other<01:17:39.840><c> black</c><01:17:40.159><c> women</c><01:17:40.480><c> and</c><01:17:40.800><c> groups</c><01:17:41.120><c> and</c><01:17:41.600><c> schools</c>

01:17:42.070 --> 01:17:42.080 align:start position:0%
other black women and groups and schools
 

01:17:42.080 --> 01:17:43.110 align:start position:0%
other black women and groups and schools
and<01:17:42.159><c> everything</c>

01:17:43.110 --> 01:17:43.120 align:start position:0%
and everything
 

01:17:43.120 --> 01:17:45.830 align:start position:0%
and everything
about<01:17:43.600><c> um</c>

01:17:45.830 --> 01:17:45.840 align:start position:0%
about um
 

01:17:45.840 --> 01:17:47.430 align:start position:0%
about um
you<01:17:45.920><c> know</c>

01:17:47.430 --> 01:17:47.440 align:start position:0%
you know
 

01:17:47.440 --> 01:17:50.550 align:start position:0%
you know
pink<01:17:47.840><c> isn't</c><01:17:48.080><c> the</c><01:17:48.239><c> only</c><01:17:48.480><c> color</c><01:17:48.880><c> of</c><01:17:49.040><c> cancer</c>

01:17:50.550 --> 01:17:50.560 align:start position:0%
pink isn't the only color of cancer
 

01:17:50.560 --> 01:17:53.110 align:start position:0%
pink isn't the only color of cancer
and<01:17:50.719><c> then</c><01:17:51.040><c> through</c><01:17:51.280><c> that</c><01:17:51.600><c> group</c><01:17:51.920><c> i</c><01:17:52.080><c> met</c>

01:17:53.110 --> 01:17:53.120 align:start position:0%
and then through that group i met
 

01:17:53.120 --> 01:17:54.390 align:start position:0%
and then through that group i met
bob

01:17:54.390 --> 01:17:54.400 align:start position:0%
bob
 

01:17:54.400 --> 01:17:57.270 align:start position:0%
bob
through<01:17:54.560><c> another</c>

01:17:57.270 --> 01:17:57.280 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:17:57.280 --> 01:17:59.189 align:start position:0%
 
survivor<01:17:57.760><c> at</c><01:17:57.920><c> the</c><01:17:58.000><c> time</c><01:17:58.239><c> who</c><01:17:58.400><c> has</c><01:17:58.560><c> since</c><01:17:58.880><c> gone</c>

01:17:59.189 --> 01:17:59.199 align:start position:0%
survivor at the time who has since gone
 

01:17:59.199 --> 01:18:00.070 align:start position:0%
survivor at the time who has since gone
on

01:18:00.070 --> 01:18:00.080 align:start position:0%
on
 

01:18:00.080 --> 01:18:02.149 align:start position:0%
on
and<01:18:00.320><c> i've</c><01:18:00.560><c> been</c><01:18:00.800><c> part</c><01:18:00.960><c> of</c><01:18:01.120><c> the</c><01:18:01.280><c> group</c>

01:18:02.149 --> 01:18:02.159 align:start position:0%
and i've been part of the group
 

01:18:02.159 --> 01:18:03.910 align:start position:0%
and i've been part of the group
since<01:18:02.480><c> that</c><01:18:02.719><c> time</c><01:18:02.960><c> and</c><01:18:03.120><c> it</c><01:18:03.199><c> feels</c><01:18:03.520><c> good</c><01:18:03.760><c> to</c>

01:18:03.910 --> 01:18:03.920 align:start position:0%
since that time and it feels good to
 

01:18:03.920 --> 01:18:05.669 align:start position:0%
since that time and it feels good to
just<01:18:04.159><c> be</c><01:18:04.400><c> able</c><01:18:04.640><c> to</c>

01:18:05.669 --> 01:18:05.679 align:start position:0%
just be able to
 

01:18:05.679 --> 01:18:07.110 align:start position:0%
just be able to
share<01:18:06.000><c> what</c><01:18:06.159><c> you've</c><01:18:06.320><c> been</c><01:18:06.560><c> through</c><01:18:06.880><c> with</c>

01:18:07.110 --> 01:18:07.120 align:start position:0%
share what you've been through with
 

01:18:07.120 --> 01:18:09.270 align:start position:0%
share what you've been through with
somebody<01:18:07.600><c> else</c><01:18:07.920><c> who</c><01:18:08.239><c> doesn't</c><01:18:08.640><c> know</c><01:18:08.880><c> what</c><01:18:09.040><c> to</c>

01:18:09.270 --> 01:18:09.280 align:start position:0%
somebody else who doesn't know what to
 

01:18:09.280 --> 01:18:10.390 align:start position:0%
somebody else who doesn't know what to
expect

01:18:10.390 --> 01:18:10.400 align:start position:0%
expect
 

01:18:10.400 --> 01:18:11.830 align:start position:0%
expect
but<01:18:10.560><c> if</c><01:18:10.719><c> you</c><01:18:10.800><c> can</c><01:18:10.960><c> make</c><01:18:11.199><c> their</c><01:18:11.440><c> journey</c><01:18:11.760><c> a</c>

01:18:11.830 --> 01:18:11.840 align:start position:0%
but if you can make their journey a
 

01:18:11.840 --> 01:18:14.390 align:start position:0%
but if you can make their journey a
little<01:18:12.080><c> bit</c><01:18:12.320><c> easier</c>

01:18:14.390 --> 01:18:14.400 align:start position:0%
little bit easier
 

01:18:14.400 --> 01:18:15.990 align:start position:0%
little bit easier
it's<01:18:14.640><c> worth</c><01:18:14.880><c> the</c><01:18:15.120><c> effort</c>

01:18:15.990 --> 01:18:16.000 align:start position:0%
it's worth the effort
 

01:18:16.000 --> 01:18:17.910 align:start position:0%
it's worth the effort
and<01:18:16.239><c> i'm</c><01:18:16.480><c> going</c><01:18:16.719><c> to</c><01:18:16.880><c> leave</c><01:18:17.040><c> you</c><01:18:17.280><c> all</c><01:18:17.440><c> with</c><01:18:17.600><c> a</c>

01:18:17.910 --> 01:18:17.920 align:start position:0%
and i'm going to leave you all with a
 

01:18:17.920 --> 01:18:19.750 align:start position:0%
and i'm going to leave you all with a
little<01:18:18.239><c> song</c>

01:18:19.750 --> 01:18:19.760 align:start position:0%
little song
 

01:18:19.760 --> 01:18:20.550 align:start position:0%
little song
that

01:18:20.550 --> 01:18:20.560 align:start position:0%
that
 

01:18:20.560 --> 01:18:21.990 align:start position:0%
that
helps<01:18:20.880><c> me</c><01:18:21.040><c> get</c><01:18:21.199><c> through</c><01:18:21.360><c> and</c><01:18:21.440><c> help</c><01:18:21.679><c> me</c><01:18:21.840><c> got</c>

01:18:21.990 --> 01:18:22.000 align:start position:0%
helps me get through and help me got
 

01:18:22.000 --> 01:18:23.669 align:start position:0%
helps me get through and help me got
through<01:18:22.239><c> at</c><01:18:22.320><c> that</c><01:18:22.560><c> time</c><01:18:22.880><c> it's</c><01:18:23.040><c> only</c><01:18:23.199><c> a</c><01:18:23.360><c> couple</c>

01:18:23.669 --> 01:18:23.679 align:start position:0%
through at that time it's only a couple
 

01:18:23.679 --> 01:18:25.270 align:start position:0%
through at that time it's only a couple
words<01:18:24.000><c> of</c><01:18:24.159><c> it</c><01:18:24.480><c> but</c>

01:18:25.270 --> 01:18:25.280 align:start position:0%
words of it but
 

01:18:25.280 --> 01:18:27.189 align:start position:0%
words of it but
i

01:18:27.189 --> 01:18:27.199 align:start position:0%
i
 

01:18:27.199 --> 01:18:29.390 align:start position:0%
i
don't

01:18:29.390 --> 01:18:29.400 align:start position:0%
don't
 

01:18:29.400 --> 01:18:32.149 align:start position:0%
don't
feel<01:18:30.480><c> no</c>

01:18:32.149 --> 01:18:32.159 align:start position:0%
feel no
 

01:18:32.159 --> 01:18:37.110 align:start position:0%
feel no
ways<01:18:32.880><c> time</c>

01:18:37.110 --> 01:18:37.120 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:18:37.120 --> 01:18:38.390 align:start position:0%
 
i've<01:18:37.520><c> come</c>

01:18:38.390 --> 01:18:38.400 align:start position:0%
i've come
 

01:18:38.400 --> 01:18:39.350 align:start position:0%
i've come
too

01:18:39.350 --> 01:18:39.360 align:start position:0%
too
 

01:18:39.360 --> 01:18:40.390 align:start position:0%
too
far

01:18:40.390 --> 01:18:40.400 align:start position:0%
far
 

01:18:40.400 --> 01:18:43.110 align:start position:0%
far
from<01:18:41.280><c> where</c><01:18:42.239><c> i</c>

01:18:43.110 --> 01:18:43.120 align:start position:0%
from where i
 

01:18:43.120 --> 01:18:44.870 align:start position:0%
from where i
started

01:18:44.870 --> 01:18:44.880 align:start position:0%
started
 

01:18:44.880 --> 01:18:48.350 align:start position:0%
started
from

01:18:48.350 --> 01:18:48.360 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:18:48.360 --> 01:18:52.550 align:start position:0%
 
nobody<01:18:49.440><c> told</c><01:18:50.000><c> me</c>

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the<01:18:52.840><c> road</c>

01:18:54.709 --> 01:18:54.719 align:start position:0%
the road
 

01:18:54.719 --> 01:18:55.669 align:start position:0%
the road
won't

01:18:55.669 --> 01:18:55.679 align:start position:0%
won't
 

01:18:55.679 --> 01:18:56.709 align:start position:0%
won't
be

01:18:56.709 --> 01:18:56.719 align:start position:0%
be
 

01:18:56.719 --> 01:18:57.830 align:start position:0%
be
easy

01:18:57.830 --> 01:18:57.840 align:start position:0%
easy
 

01:18:57.840 --> 01:18:59.990 align:start position:0%
easy
[Music]

01:18:59.990 --> 01:19:00.000 align:start position:0%
[Music]
 

01:19:00.000 --> 01:19:01.350 align:start position:0%
[Music]
i<01:19:00.400><c> don't</c>

01:19:01.350 --> 01:19:01.360 align:start position:0%
i don't
 

01:19:01.360 --> 01:19:03.510 align:start position:0%
i don't
believe

01:19:03.510 --> 01:19:03.520 align:start position:0%
believe
 

01:19:03.520 --> 01:19:07.110 align:start position:0%
believe
he<01:19:03.920><c> brought</c><01:19:04.400><c> me</c><01:19:04.880><c> this</c><01:19:05.679><c> far</c>

01:19:07.110 --> 01:19:07.120 align:start position:0%
he brought me this far
 

01:19:07.120 --> 01:19:11.270 align:start position:0%
he brought me this far
to<01:19:07.520><c> lead</c>

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[Applause]

01:19:21.430 --> 01:19:21.440 align:start position:0%
[Applause]
 

01:19:21.440 --> 01:19:22.709 align:start position:0%
[Applause]
thank<01:19:21.600><c> you</c> me<01:19:21.920><c> much</c>

01:19:22.709 --> 01:19:22.719 align:start position:0%
thank you me much
 

01:19:22.719 --> 01:19:41.260 align:start position:0%
thank you me much
you<01:19:22.880><c> can</c><01:19:23.040><c> just</c><01:19:23.199><c> stand</c><01:19:23.520><c> right</c><01:19:23.760><c> there</c>

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[Music]

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01:19:52.560 --> 01:20:12.550 align:start position:0%
 
um

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01:20:12.560 --> 01:20:13.510 align:start position:0%
 
so

01:20:13.510 --> 01:20:13.520 align:start position:0%
so
 

01:20:13.520 --> 01:20:16.149 align:start position:0%
so
i'm<01:20:13.679><c> going</c><01:20:13.840><c> to</c><01:20:13.920><c> ask</c><01:20:14.480><c> our</c><01:20:14.800><c> mom</c><01:20:15.440><c> if</c><01:20:15.600><c> she</c><01:20:15.760><c> come</c><01:20:16.000><c> up</c>

01:20:16.149 --> 01:20:16.159 align:start position:0%
i'm going to ask our mom if she come up
 

01:20:16.159 --> 01:20:21.320 align:start position:0%
i'm going to ask our mom if she come up
and<01:20:16.560><c> present</c>

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01:20:21.330 --> 01:20:30.629 align:start position:0%
 
[Applause]

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01:20:30.639 --> 01:20:32.229 align:start position:0%
 
and<01:20:30.800><c> here</c><01:20:30.960><c> we</c><01:20:31.120><c> have</c><01:20:31.280><c> juliet</c><01:20:31.840><c> she's</c><01:20:32.080><c> going</c><01:20:32.159><c> to</c>

01:20:32.229 --> 01:20:32.239 align:start position:0%
and here we have juliet she's going to
 

01:20:32.239 --> 01:20:34.310 align:start position:0%
and here we have juliet she's going to
say<01:20:32.560><c> a</c><01:20:32.719><c> few</c><01:20:32.960><c> words</c><01:20:33.679><c> and</c><01:20:33.840><c> then</c><01:20:34.000><c> we're</c><01:20:34.080><c> going</c><01:20:34.239><c> to</c>

01:20:34.310 --> 01:20:34.320 align:start position:0%
say a few words and then we're going to
 

01:20:34.320 --> 01:20:47.189 align:start position:0%
say a few words and then we're going to
make<01:20:34.400><c> some</c><01:20:34.639><c> presentations</c>

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01:20:47.199 --> 01:20:49.430 align:start position:0%
 
hello<01:20:47.920><c> good</c><01:20:48.159><c> evening</c>

01:20:49.430 --> 01:20:49.440 align:start position:0%
hello good evening
 

01:20:49.440 --> 01:20:51.669 align:start position:0%
hello good evening
i'm<01:20:49.760><c> juliette</c>

01:20:51.669 --> 01:20:51.679 align:start position:0%
i'm juliette
 

01:20:51.679 --> 01:20:54.070 align:start position:0%
i'm juliette
i'm<01:20:52.239><c> not</c><01:20:52.480><c> prepared</c><01:20:53.199><c> just</c><01:20:53.440><c> as</c><01:20:53.600><c> i</c><01:20:53.760><c> wasn't</c>

01:20:54.070 --> 01:20:54.080 align:start position:0%
i'm not prepared just as i wasn't
 

01:20:54.080 --> 01:20:57.110 align:start position:0%
i'm not prepared just as i wasn't
prepared<01:20:54.560><c> for</c><01:20:54.800><c> my</c><01:20:55.040><c> diagnosis</c><01:20:55.840><c> either</c>

01:20:57.110 --> 01:20:57.120 align:start position:0%
prepared for my diagnosis either
 

01:20:57.120 --> 01:20:59.350 align:start position:0%
prepared for my diagnosis either
after<01:20:57.440><c> listening</c><01:20:57.760><c> to</c><01:20:57.920><c> all</c><01:20:58.080><c> you</c><01:20:58.239><c> ladies</c><01:20:59.120><c> tell</c>

01:20:59.350 --> 01:20:59.360 align:start position:0%
after listening to all you ladies tell
 

01:20:59.360 --> 01:21:01.030 align:start position:0%
after listening to all you ladies tell
your<01:20:59.520><c> story</c>

01:21:01.030 --> 01:21:01.040 align:start position:0%
your story
 

01:21:01.040 --> 01:21:03.350 align:start position:0%
your story
and<01:21:01.520><c> the</c><01:21:01.679><c> last</c><01:21:01.920><c> student</c><01:21:02.320><c> said</c><01:21:02.639><c> you</c><01:21:02.719><c> know</c><01:21:03.040><c> pass</c>

01:21:03.350 --> 01:21:03.360 align:start position:0%
and the last student said you know pass
 

01:21:03.360 --> 01:21:06.950 align:start position:0%
and the last student said you know pass
it<01:21:03.520><c> on</c><01:21:04.000><c> you</c><01:21:04.159><c> know</c><01:21:04.480><c> let</c><01:21:04.719><c> someone</c><01:21:05.040><c> else</c><01:21:05.280><c> know</c>

01:21:06.950 --> 01:21:06.960 align:start position:0%
it on you know let someone else know
 

01:21:06.960 --> 01:21:09.350 align:start position:0%
it on you know let someone else know
what<01:21:07.120><c> you</c><01:21:07.360><c> went</c><01:21:07.600><c> through</c><01:21:08.159><c> and</c>

01:21:09.350 --> 01:21:09.360 align:start position:0%
what you went through and
 

01:21:09.360 --> 01:21:11.189 align:start position:0%
what you went through and
how<01:21:09.520><c> to</c><01:21:09.600><c> help</c><01:21:09.840><c> someone</c><01:21:10.239><c> else</c>

01:21:11.189 --> 01:21:11.199 align:start position:0%
how to help someone else
 

01:21:11.199 --> 01:21:12.149 align:start position:0%
how to help someone else
i<01:21:11.440><c> said</c>

01:21:12.149 --> 01:21:12.159 align:start position:0%
i said
 

01:21:12.159 --> 01:21:13.910 align:start position:0%
i said
god<01:21:12.480><c> got</c><01:21:12.840><c> me</c><01:21:12.960><c> yeah</c>

01:21:13.910 --> 01:21:13.920 align:start position:0%
god got me yeah
 

01:21:13.920 --> 01:21:15.350 align:start position:0%
god got me yeah
he<01:21:14.080><c> talks</c>

01:21:15.350 --> 01:21:15.360 align:start position:0%
he talks
 

01:21:15.360 --> 01:21:16.470 align:start position:0%
he talks
so

01:21:16.470 --> 01:21:16.480 align:start position:0%
so
 

01:21:16.480 --> 01:21:19.510 align:start position:0%
so
back<01:21:16.719><c> in</c><01:21:16.880><c> 2015</c>

01:21:19.510 --> 01:21:19.520 align:start position:0%
back in 2015
 

01:21:19.520 --> 01:21:21.669 align:start position:0%
back in 2015
i<01:21:19.679><c> found</c><01:21:19.920><c> a</c><01:21:20.080><c> lump</c><01:21:20.320><c> myself</c>

01:21:21.669 --> 01:21:21.679 align:start position:0%
i found a lump myself
 

01:21:21.679 --> 01:21:22.390 align:start position:0%
i found a lump myself
and

01:21:22.390 --> 01:21:22.400 align:start position:0%
and
 

01:21:22.400 --> 01:21:23.990 align:start position:0%
and
i<01:21:22.639><c> called</c><01:21:22.880><c> the</c><01:21:22.960><c> doctor</c><01:21:23.360><c> it</c><01:21:23.440><c> was</c><01:21:23.760><c> on</c><01:21:23.920><c> the</c>

01:21:23.990 --> 01:21:24.000 align:start position:0%
i called the doctor it was on the
 

01:21:24.000 --> 01:21:25.510 align:start position:0%
i called the doctor it was on the
weekend<01:21:24.400><c> and</c><01:21:24.480><c> i</c><01:21:24.639><c> called</c><01:21:24.880><c> the</c><01:21:24.960><c> doctor</c><01:21:25.280><c> that</c>

01:21:25.510 --> 01:21:25.520 align:start position:0%
weekend and i called the doctor that
 

01:21:25.520 --> 01:21:26.470 align:start position:0%
weekend and i called the doctor that
monday

01:21:26.470 --> 01:21:26.480 align:start position:0%
monday
 

01:21:26.480 --> 01:21:29.430 align:start position:0%
monday
and<01:21:27.040><c> she</c><01:21:27.360><c> made</c><01:21:27.520><c> the</c><01:21:27.679><c> appointments</c><01:21:28.239><c> for</c><01:21:28.400><c> me</c>

01:21:29.430 --> 01:21:29.440 align:start position:0%
and she made the appointments for me
 

01:21:29.440 --> 01:21:33.430 align:start position:0%
and she made the appointments for me
i<01:21:29.600><c> went</c><01:21:29.840><c> in</c><01:21:30.000><c> the</c><01:21:30.159><c> next</c><01:21:30.400><c> day</c>

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01:21:33.440 --> 01:21:34.950 align:start position:0%
 
she

01:21:34.950 --> 01:21:34.960 align:start position:0%
she
 

01:21:34.960 --> 01:21:37.430 align:start position:0%
she
they<01:21:35.199><c> did</c><01:21:35.440><c> my</c><01:21:35.600><c> mammogram</c><01:21:36.239><c> they</c><01:21:36.719><c> but</c><01:21:36.880><c> she</c><01:21:37.120><c> also</c>

01:21:37.430 --> 01:21:37.440 align:start position:0%
they did my mammogram they but she also
 

01:21:37.440 --> 01:21:39.590 align:start position:0%
they did my mammogram they but she also
set<01:21:37.679><c> up</c><01:21:37.760><c> an</c><01:21:37.840><c> appointment</c><01:21:38.320><c> for</c><01:21:38.480><c> me</c><01:21:38.639><c> to</c><01:21:38.719><c> have</c><01:21:39.360><c> an</c>

01:21:39.590 --> 01:21:39.600 align:start position:0%
set up an appointment for me to have an
 

01:21:39.600 --> 01:21:41.270 align:start position:0%
set up an appointment for me to have an
ultrasound

01:21:41.270 --> 01:21:41.280 align:start position:0%
ultrasound
 

01:21:41.280 --> 01:21:43.750 align:start position:0%
ultrasound
the<01:21:41.440><c> mammogram</c><01:21:42.239><c> came</c><01:21:42.480><c> back</c><01:21:42.800><c> fine</c><01:21:43.360><c> they</c><01:21:43.600><c> said</c>

01:21:43.750 --> 01:21:43.760 align:start position:0%
the mammogram came back fine they said
 

01:21:43.760 --> 01:21:45.830 align:start position:0%
the mammogram came back fine they said
they<01:21:43.920><c> didn't</c><01:21:44.080><c> find</c><01:21:44.400><c> anything</c>

01:21:45.830 --> 01:21:45.840 align:start position:0%
they didn't find anything
 

01:21:45.840 --> 01:21:47.830 align:start position:0%
they didn't find anything
so<01:21:46.000><c> i</c><01:21:46.159><c> was</c><01:21:46.639><c> prepared</c><01:21:47.040><c> to</c><01:21:47.199><c> okay</c><01:21:47.440><c> i'm</c><01:21:47.520><c> ready</c><01:21:47.760><c> to</c>

01:21:47.830 --> 01:21:47.840 align:start position:0%
so i was prepared to okay i'm ready to
 

01:21:47.840 --> 01:21:48.950 align:start position:0%
so i was prepared to okay i'm ready to
go<01:21:48.000><c> home</c>

01:21:48.950 --> 01:21:48.960 align:start position:0%
go home
 

01:21:48.960 --> 01:21:50.550 align:start position:0%
go home
and

01:21:50.550 --> 01:21:50.560 align:start position:0%
and
 

01:21:50.560 --> 01:21:52.310 align:start position:0%
and
after<01:21:50.880><c> the</c><01:21:51.120><c> ultrasound</c>

01:21:52.310 --> 01:21:52.320 align:start position:0%
after the ultrasound
 

01:21:52.320 --> 01:21:55.110 align:start position:0%
after the ultrasound
they<01:21:52.480><c> told</c><01:21:52.639><c> me</c><01:21:52.800><c> to</c><01:21:52.960><c> just</c><01:21:53.440><c> wait</c><01:21:53.679><c> a</c>

01:21:55.110 --> 01:21:55.120 align:start position:0%
they told me to just wait a
 

01:21:55.120 --> 01:21:56.229 align:start position:0%
they told me to just wait a
and<01:21:55.360><c> i</c><01:21:55.440><c> was</c> minute

01:21:56.229 --> 01:21:56.239 align:start position:0%
and i was minute
 

01:21:56.239 --> 01:21:57.030 align:start position:0%
and i was minute
me

01:21:57.030 --> 01:21:57.040 align:start position:0%
me
 

01:21:57.040 --> 01:21:59.189 align:start position:0%
me
and<01:21:57.360><c> like</c><01:21:57.520><c> you</c><01:21:57.679><c> said</c><01:21:58.000><c> you</c><01:21:58.159><c> all</c><01:21:58.400><c> say</c>

01:21:59.189 --> 01:21:59.199 align:start position:0%
and like you said you all say
 

01:21:59.199 --> 01:22:00.550 align:start position:0%
and like you said you all say
and

01:22:00.550 --> 01:22:00.560 align:start position:0%
and
 

01:22:00.560 --> 01:22:01.669 align:start position:0%
and
um

01:22:01.669 --> 01:22:01.679 align:start position:0%
um
 

01:22:01.679 --> 01:22:04.070 align:start position:0%
um
they<01:22:01.920><c> said</c><01:22:02.080><c> they</c><01:22:02.320><c> found</c><01:22:02.639><c> something</c>

01:22:04.070 --> 01:22:04.080 align:start position:0%
they said they found something
 

01:22:04.080 --> 01:22:05.750 align:start position:0%
they said they found something
so<01:22:04.639><c> right</c><01:22:04.880><c> and</c><01:22:05.040><c> they</c><01:22:05.120><c> believe</c><01:22:05.440><c> it</c><01:22:05.520><c> was</c>

01:22:05.750 --> 01:22:05.760 align:start position:0%
so right and they believe it was
 

01:22:05.760 --> 01:22:08.229 align:start position:0%
so right and they believe it was
cancerous<01:22:06.560><c> so</c><01:22:06.800><c> they</c><01:22:07.040><c> set</c><01:22:07.280><c> up</c><01:22:07.440><c> an</c><01:22:07.600><c> appointment</c>

01:22:08.229 --> 01:22:08.239 align:start position:0%
cancerous so they set up an appointment
 

01:22:08.239 --> 01:22:09.669 align:start position:0%
cancerous so they set up an appointment
it<01:22:08.320><c> went</c><01:22:08.560><c> so</c><01:22:08.800><c> quickly</c><01:22:09.120><c> they</c><01:22:09.280><c> did</c><01:22:09.440><c> an</c>

01:22:09.669 --> 01:22:09.679 align:start position:0%
it went so quickly they did an
 

01:22:09.679 --> 01:22:11.270 align:start position:0%
it went so quickly they did an
appointment<01:22:10.239><c> to</c><01:22:10.480><c> have</c>

01:22:11.270 --> 01:22:11.280 align:start position:0%
appointment to have
 

01:22:11.280 --> 01:22:13.590 align:start position:0%
appointment to have
um

01:22:13.590 --> 01:22:13.600 align:start position:0%
um
 

01:22:13.600 --> 01:22:15.189 align:start position:0%
um
the<01:22:13.760><c> biopsy</c><01:22:14.400><c> done</c>

01:22:15.189 --> 01:22:15.199 align:start position:0%
the biopsy done
 

01:22:15.199 --> 01:22:18.470 align:start position:0%
the biopsy done
but<01:22:15.440><c> i</c><01:22:15.679><c> didn't</c><01:22:15.920><c> do</c><01:22:16.080><c> it</c><01:22:16.320><c> at</c><01:22:16.480><c> um</c>

01:22:18.470 --> 01:22:18.480 align:start position:0%
but i didn't do it at um
 

01:22:18.480 --> 01:22:21.189 align:start position:0%
but i didn't do it at um
new<01:22:18.639><c> england</c><01:22:18.960><c> medical</c><01:22:19.840><c> because</c>

01:22:21.189 --> 01:22:21.199 align:start position:0%
new england medical because
 

01:22:21.199 --> 01:22:24.149 align:start position:0%
new england medical because
the<01:22:21.360><c> way</c><01:22:22.000><c> some</c><01:22:22.560><c> staff</c><01:22:23.040><c> people</c><01:22:23.360><c> treat</c><01:22:23.600><c> you</c><01:22:24.000><c> the</c>

01:22:24.149 --> 01:22:24.159 align:start position:0%
the way some staff people treat you the
 

01:22:24.159 --> 01:22:25.830 align:start position:0%
the way some staff people treat you the
reception<01:22:24.800><c> is</c><01:22:24.880><c> the</c><01:22:25.040><c> people</c><01:22:25.280><c> that</c><01:22:25.440><c> you</c><01:22:25.520><c> meet</c>

01:22:25.830 --> 01:22:25.840 align:start position:0%
reception is the people that you meet
 

01:22:25.840 --> 01:22:27.750 align:start position:0%
reception is the people that you meet
right<01:22:26.080><c> at</c><01:22:26.239><c> the</c><01:22:26.320><c> front</c>

01:22:27.750 --> 01:22:27.760 align:start position:0%
right at the front
 

01:22:27.760 --> 01:22:29.430 align:start position:0%
right at the front
they<01:22:27.920><c> were</c><01:22:28.159><c> just</c>

01:22:29.430 --> 01:22:29.440 align:start position:0%
they were just
 

01:22:29.440 --> 01:22:32.550 align:start position:0%
they were just
she<01:22:29.600><c> was</c><01:22:29.760><c> just</c><01:22:30.239><c> had</c><01:22:30.480><c> no</c><01:22:30.719><c> feelings</c><01:22:31.520><c> you</c><01:22:31.600><c> know</c><01:22:32.239><c> so</c>

01:22:32.550 --> 01:22:32.560 align:start position:0%
she was just had no feelings you know so
 

01:22:32.560 --> 01:22:35.350 align:start position:0%
she was just had no feelings you know so
we<01:22:32.719><c> made</c><01:22:32.960><c> up</c><01:22:33.120><c> an</c><01:22:33.280><c> appointment</c><01:22:33.840><c> at</c><01:22:34.080><c> dana</c><01:22:34.480><c> farber</c>

01:22:35.350 --> 01:22:35.360 align:start position:0%
we made up an appointment at dana farber
 

01:22:35.360 --> 01:22:36.629 align:start position:0%
we made up an appointment at dana farber
i<01:22:35.520><c> went</c><01:22:35.760><c> over</c>

01:22:36.629 --> 01:22:36.639 align:start position:0%
i went over
 

01:22:36.639 --> 01:22:39.350 align:start position:0%
i went over
we<01:22:36.800><c> did</c><01:22:36.960><c> the</c><01:22:37.120><c> ultrasound</c><01:22:37.840><c> and</c><01:22:38.000><c> they</c><01:22:38.239><c> found</c><01:22:38.560><c> it</c>

01:22:39.350 --> 01:22:39.360 align:start position:0%
we did the ultrasound and they found it
 

01:22:39.360 --> 01:22:41.430 align:start position:0%
we did the ultrasound and they found it
it<01:22:39.520><c> was</c><01:22:39.679><c> stage</c><01:22:40.080><c> one</c>

01:22:41.430 --> 01:22:41.440 align:start position:0%
it was stage one
 

01:22:41.440 --> 01:22:43.590 align:start position:0%
it was stage one
so<01:22:41.600><c> i</c><01:22:41.760><c> went</c><01:22:41.920><c> through</c><01:22:42.080><c> the</c><01:22:42.239><c> motions</c><01:22:42.800><c> and</c><01:22:43.440><c> you</c>

01:22:43.590 --> 01:22:43.600 align:start position:0%
so i went through the motions and you
 

01:22:43.600 --> 01:22:45.910 align:start position:0%
so i went through the motions and you
know<01:22:43.679><c> i</c><01:22:43.840><c> finally</c><01:22:44.159><c> got</c><01:22:44.400><c> it</c><01:22:44.480><c> removed</c><01:22:45.280><c> i</c><01:22:45.440><c> did</c>

01:22:45.910 --> 01:22:45.920 align:start position:0%
know i finally got it removed i did
 

01:22:45.920 --> 01:22:48.470 align:start position:0%
know i finally got it removed i did
opted<01:22:46.320><c> for</c><01:22:46.480><c> the</c><01:22:46.560><c> surgery</c><01:22:47.600><c> they</c><01:22:47.760><c> removed</c><01:22:48.239><c> it</c>

01:22:48.470 --> 01:22:48.480 align:start position:0%
opted for the surgery they removed it
 

01:22:48.480 --> 01:22:50.830 align:start position:0%
opted for the surgery they removed it
they<01:22:48.639><c> took</c><01:22:48.880><c> up</c><01:22:48.960><c> some</c><01:22:49.199><c> lymph</c><01:22:49.440><c> nodes</c>

01:22:50.830 --> 01:22:50.840 align:start position:0%
they took up some lymph nodes
 

01:22:50.840 --> 01:22:53.910 align:start position:0%
they took up some lymph nodes
and<01:22:51.760><c> um</c><01:22:52.480><c> that</c><01:22:52.719><c> was</c><01:22:52.960><c> good</c>

01:22:53.910 --> 01:22:53.920 align:start position:0%
and um that was good
 

01:22:53.920 --> 01:22:56.310 align:start position:0%
and um that was good
you<01:22:54.000><c> know</c><01:22:54.480><c> i</c><01:22:54.639><c> healed</c><01:22:54.960><c> pretty</c><01:22:55.199><c> good</c><01:22:55.679><c> and</c><01:22:55.840><c> also</c><01:22:56.159><c> i</c>

01:22:56.310 --> 01:22:56.320 align:start position:0%
you know i healed pretty good and also i
 

01:22:56.320 --> 01:22:58.950 align:start position:0%
you know i healed pretty good and also i
was<01:22:56.480><c> in</c><01:22:56.560><c> the</c><01:22:56.639><c> middle</c><01:22:56.960><c> of</c><01:22:57.440><c> an</c><01:22:57.679><c> adoption</c>

01:22:58.950 --> 01:22:58.960 align:start position:0%
was in the middle of an adoption
 

01:22:58.960 --> 01:23:00.070 align:start position:0%
was in the middle of an adoption
so

01:23:00.070 --> 01:23:00.080 align:start position:0%
so
 

01:23:00.080 --> 01:23:01.189 align:start position:0%
so
i<01:23:00.239><c> had</c><01:23:00.480><c> to</c>

01:23:01.189 --> 01:23:01.199 align:start position:0%
i had to
 

01:23:01.199 --> 01:23:02.470 align:start position:0%
i had to
they<01:23:01.360><c> put</c><01:23:01.520><c> it</c><01:23:01.679><c> off</c><01:23:01.840><c> for</c><01:23:01.920><c> a</c><01:23:02.000><c> whole</c><01:23:02.159><c> year</c><01:23:02.320><c> because</c>

01:23:02.470 --> 01:23:02.480 align:start position:0%
they put it off for a whole year because
 

01:23:02.480 --> 01:23:03.910 align:start position:0%
they put it off for a whole year because
they<01:23:02.639><c> needed</c><01:23:02.880><c> to</c><01:23:02.960><c> make</c><01:23:03.120><c> sure</c>

01:23:03.910 --> 01:23:03.920 align:start position:0%
they needed to make sure
 

01:23:03.920 --> 01:23:06.070 align:start position:0%
they needed to make sure
that<01:23:04.080><c> i</c><01:23:04.239><c> survived</c><01:23:05.199><c> you</c><01:23:05.280><c> know</c><01:23:05.440><c> i</c><01:23:05.600><c> told</c><01:23:05.840><c> it</c><01:23:05.920><c> was</c>

01:23:06.070 --> 01:23:06.080 align:start position:0%
that i survived you know i told it was
 

01:23:06.080 --> 01:23:07.669 align:start position:0%
that i survived you know i told it was
gonna<01:23:06.239><c> be</c><01:23:06.480><c> fine</c><01:23:06.800><c> but</c>

01:23:07.669 --> 01:23:07.679 align:start position:0%
gonna be fine but
 

01:23:07.679 --> 01:23:08.790 align:start position:0%
gonna be fine but
you<01:23:07.760><c> know</c>

01:23:08.790 --> 01:23:08.800 align:start position:0%
you know
 

01:23:08.800 --> 01:23:10.470 align:start position:0%
you know
fast<01:23:09.199><c> forward</c>

01:23:10.470 --> 01:23:10.480 align:start position:0%
fast forward
 

01:23:10.480 --> 01:23:12.870 align:start position:0%
fast forward
i'm<01:23:10.639><c> on</c><01:23:10.800><c> the</c><01:23:10.880><c> same</c><01:23:11.120><c> medication</c><01:23:12.000><c> i</c><01:23:12.320><c> just</c>

01:23:12.870 --> 01:23:12.880 align:start position:0%
i'm on the same medication i just
 

01:23:12.880 --> 01:23:16.070 align:start position:0%
i'm on the same medication i just
finished<01:23:13.280><c> my</c><01:23:13.520><c> democracy</c><01:23:14.560><c> um</c><01:23:15.360><c> a</c><01:23:15.520><c> year</c><01:23:15.760><c> ago</c>

01:23:16.070 --> 01:23:16.080 align:start position:0%
finished my democracy um a year ago
 

01:23:16.080 --> 01:23:21.910 align:start position:0%
finished my democracy um a year ago
november<01:23:17.120><c> so</c><01:23:17.360><c> i'm</c><01:23:17.600><c> off</c><01:23:17.840><c> to</c><01:23:17.920><c> that</c>

01:23:21.910 --> 01:23:21.920 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:23:21.920 --> 01:23:23.270 align:start position:0%
 
unfortunately

01:23:23.270 --> 01:23:23.280 align:start position:0%
unfortunately
 

01:23:23.280 --> 01:23:25.430 align:start position:0%
unfortunately
fast<01:23:23.679><c> forward</c><01:23:24.080><c> two</c><01:23:24.320><c> years</c>

01:23:25.430 --> 01:23:25.440 align:start position:0%
fast forward two years
 

01:23:25.440 --> 01:23:28.310 align:start position:0%
fast forward two years
i<01:23:25.520><c> was</c><01:23:25.760><c> having</c><01:23:26.159><c> some</c><01:23:26.400><c> pancreatic</c><01:23:27.120><c> issues</c>

01:23:28.310 --> 01:23:28.320 align:start position:0%
i was having some pancreatic issues
 

01:23:28.320 --> 01:23:30.550 align:start position:0%
i was having some pancreatic issues
they<01:23:28.560><c> did</c><01:23:28.719><c> an</c><01:23:28.880><c> endoscopy</c><01:23:29.760><c> they</c><01:23:29.920><c> said</c><01:23:30.159><c> that</c><01:23:30.400><c> you</c>

01:23:30.550 --> 01:23:30.560 align:start position:0%
they did an endoscopy they said that you
 

01:23:30.560 --> 01:23:33.270 align:start position:0%
they did an endoscopy they said that you
know<01:23:30.800><c> it's</c><01:23:30.960><c> probably</c><01:23:31.280><c> just</c><01:23:31.520><c> rupturing</c>

01:23:33.270 --> 01:23:33.280 align:start position:0%
know it's probably just rupturing
 

01:23:33.280 --> 01:23:35.189 align:start position:0%
know it's probably just rupturing
then<01:23:33.520><c> they</c><01:23:33.679><c> said</c><01:23:33.840><c> well</c><01:23:34.159><c> have</c><01:23:34.400><c> your</c><01:23:34.960><c> um</c>

01:23:35.189 --> 01:23:35.199 align:start position:0%
then they said well have your um
 

01:23:35.199 --> 01:23:37.430 align:start position:0%
then they said well have your um
colonoscopy<01:23:36.400><c> because</c><01:23:36.639><c> you</c><01:23:36.719><c> haven't</c><01:23:36.960><c> had</c><01:23:37.199><c> one</c>

01:23:37.430 --> 01:23:37.440 align:start position:0%
colonoscopy because you haven't had one
 

01:23:37.440 --> 01:23:38.550 align:start position:0%
colonoscopy because you haven't had one
in<01:23:37.600><c> a</c><01:23:37.760><c> while</c>

01:23:38.550 --> 01:23:38.560 align:start position:0%
in a while
 

01:23:38.560 --> 01:23:40.310 align:start position:0%
in a while
and<01:23:38.800><c> i</c><01:23:38.880><c> didn't</c><01:23:39.040><c> have</c><01:23:39.280><c> it</c><01:23:39.360><c> because</c><01:23:39.760><c> i</c><01:23:39.840><c> was</c><01:23:40.000><c> going</c>

01:23:40.310 --> 01:23:40.320 align:start position:0%
and i didn't have it because i was going
 

01:23:40.320 --> 01:23:42.070 align:start position:0%
and i didn't have it because i was going
through<01:23:40.719><c> the</c><01:23:40.960><c> breast</c><01:23:41.280><c> cancer</c><01:23:41.600><c> and</c><01:23:41.760><c> all</c><01:23:41.920><c> like</c>

01:23:42.070 --> 01:23:42.080 align:start position:0%
through the breast cancer and all like
 

01:23:42.080 --> 01:23:43.030 align:start position:0%
through the breast cancer and all like
that

01:23:43.030 --> 01:23:43.040 align:start position:0%
that
 

01:23:43.040 --> 01:23:44.310 align:start position:0%
that
and

01:23:44.310 --> 01:23:44.320 align:start position:0%
and
 

01:23:44.320 --> 01:23:45.750 align:start position:0%
and
i<01:23:44.480><c> went</c><01:23:44.719><c> in</c>

01:23:45.750 --> 01:23:45.760 align:start position:0%
i went in
 

01:23:45.760 --> 01:23:46.629 align:start position:0%
i went in
had<01:23:46.000><c> it</c>

01:23:46.629 --> 01:23:46.639 align:start position:0%
had it
 

01:23:46.639 --> 01:23:48.950 align:start position:0%
had it
the<01:23:46.880><c> test</c><01:23:47.199><c> done</c><01:23:47.920><c> and</c><01:23:48.080><c> i</c><01:23:48.159><c> came</c><01:23:48.480><c> out</c><01:23:48.719><c> and</c><01:23:48.880><c> i'm</c>

01:23:48.950 --> 01:23:48.960 align:start position:0%
the test done and i came out and i'm
 

01:23:48.960 --> 01:23:50.870 align:start position:0%
the test done and i came out and i'm
looking<01:23:49.520><c> everyone</c><01:23:49.920><c> that</c><01:23:50.080><c> was</c><01:23:50.320><c> there</c><01:23:50.480><c> with</c><01:23:50.719><c> me</c>

01:23:50.870 --> 01:23:50.880 align:start position:0%
looking everyone that was there with me
 

01:23:50.880 --> 01:23:53.110 align:start position:0%
looking everyone that was there with me
everybody's<01:23:51.440><c> gone</c><01:23:51.679><c> and</c><01:23:51.840><c> i'm</c><01:23:52.000><c> still</c><01:23:52.320><c> there</c><01:23:52.960><c> so</c>

01:23:53.110 --> 01:23:53.120 align:start position:0%
everybody's gone and i'm still there so
 

01:23:53.120 --> 01:23:55.350 align:start position:0%
everybody's gone and i'm still there so
the<01:23:53.280><c> nurse</c><01:23:53.600><c> comes</c><01:23:53.920><c> out</c><01:23:54.400><c> and</c>

01:23:55.350 --> 01:23:55.360 align:start position:0%
the nurse comes out and
 

01:23:55.360 --> 01:23:57.750 align:start position:0%
the nurse comes out and
she<01:23:55.520><c> was</c><01:23:55.679><c> supposed</c><01:23:56.159><c> to</c><01:23:56.480><c> call</c>

01:23:57.750 --> 01:23:57.760 align:start position:0%
she was supposed to call
 

01:23:57.760 --> 01:23:58.950 align:start position:0%
she was supposed to call
um

01:23:58.950 --> 01:23:58.960 align:start position:0%
um
 

01:23:58.960 --> 01:23:59.990 align:start position:0%
um
the<01:23:59.120><c> first</c>

01:23:59.990 --> 01:24:00.000 align:start position:0%
the first
 

01:24:00.000 --> 01:24:03.030 align:start position:0%
the first
pam<01:24:00.320><c> who</c><01:24:00.480><c> was</c><01:24:00.639><c> waiting</c><01:24:01.040><c> for</c><01:24:01.199><c> me</c><01:24:02.000><c> and</c>

01:24:03.030 --> 01:24:03.040 align:start position:0%
pam who was waiting for me and
 

01:24:03.040 --> 01:24:05.030 align:start position:0%
pam who was waiting for me and
tell<01:24:03.199><c> me</c><01:24:03.360><c> the</c><01:24:03.520><c> news</c><01:24:03.840><c> together</c><01:24:04.400><c> but</c><01:24:04.560><c> she</c><01:24:04.719><c> didn't</c>

01:24:05.030 --> 01:24:05.040 align:start position:0%
tell me the news together but she didn't
 

01:24:05.040 --> 01:24:06.950 align:start position:0%
tell me the news together but she didn't
they<01:24:05.199><c> just</c><01:24:05.520><c> told</c><01:24:05.760><c> me</c>

01:24:06.950 --> 01:24:06.960 align:start position:0%
they just told me
 

01:24:06.960 --> 01:24:10.550 align:start position:0%
they just told me
and<01:24:07.440><c> it</c><01:24:07.600><c> was</c><01:24:07.920><c> like</c>

01:24:10.550 --> 01:24:10.560 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:24:10.560 --> 01:24:11.830 align:start position:0%
 
it<01:24:10.639><c> was</c><01:24:10.880><c> terrible</c>

01:24:11.830 --> 01:24:11.840 align:start position:0%
it was terrible
 

01:24:11.840 --> 01:24:13.669 align:start position:0%
it was terrible
because<01:24:12.000><c> they</c><01:24:12.239><c> said</c><01:24:12.480><c> i</c><01:24:12.639><c> had</c>

01:24:13.669 --> 01:24:13.679 align:start position:0%
because they said i had
 

01:24:13.679 --> 01:24:14.830 align:start position:0%
because they said i had
colon

01:24:14.830 --> 01:24:14.840 align:start position:0%
colon
 

01:24:14.840 --> 01:24:17.030 align:start position:0%
colon
cancer<01:24:15.920><c> they</c><01:24:16.080><c> didn't</c><01:24:16.239><c> know</c><01:24:16.400><c> what</c><01:24:16.560><c> stage</c><01:24:16.960><c> it</c>

01:24:17.030 --> 01:24:17.040 align:start position:0%
cancer they didn't know what stage it
 

01:24:17.040 --> 01:24:19.350 align:start position:0%
cancer they didn't know what stage it
was<01:24:17.280><c> at</c><01:24:17.360><c> that</c><01:24:17.600><c> point</c><01:24:18.239><c> so</c>

01:24:19.350 --> 01:24:19.360 align:start position:0%
was at that point so
 

01:24:19.360 --> 01:24:22.070 align:start position:0%
was at that point so
i'm<01:24:19.679><c> standing</c><01:24:20.159><c> in</c><01:24:20.159><c> the</c><01:24:20.239><c> middle</c><01:24:20.560><c> of</c><01:24:20.800><c> the</c>

01:24:22.070 --> 01:24:22.080 align:start position:0%
i'm standing in the middle of the
 

01:24:22.080 --> 01:24:24.149 align:start position:0%
i'm standing in the middle of the
atrium<01:24:22.719><c> at</c><01:24:22.800><c> the</c><01:24:22.960><c> hospital</c><01:24:23.600><c> and</c><01:24:23.760><c> we're</c><01:24:23.920><c> just</c>

01:24:24.149 --> 01:24:24.159 align:start position:0%
atrium at the hospital and we're just
 

01:24:24.159 --> 01:24:25.830 align:start position:0%
atrium at the hospital and we're just
there<01:24:24.400><c> crying</c><01:24:24.880><c> because</c><01:24:25.120><c> you</c><01:24:25.280><c> know</c><01:24:25.520><c> it</c><01:24:25.600><c> just</c>

01:24:25.830 --> 01:24:25.840 align:start position:0%
there crying because you know it just
 

01:24:25.840 --> 01:24:27.830 align:start position:0%
there crying because you know it just
hit<01:24:26.080><c> you</c><01:24:26.239><c> like</c><01:24:26.639><c> again</c><01:24:27.280><c> yeah</c><01:24:27.520><c> and</c><01:24:27.600><c> like</c><01:24:27.760><c> you</c>

01:24:27.830 --> 01:24:27.840 align:start position:0%
hit you like again yeah and like you
 

01:24:27.840 --> 01:24:30.310 align:start position:0%
hit you like again yeah and like you
said<01:24:28.080><c> why</c><01:24:28.400><c> me</c><01:24:28.800><c> you</c><01:24:28.880><c> know</c><01:24:29.120><c> why</c><01:24:29.280><c> did</c><01:24:29.440><c> i</c><01:24:29.520><c> get</c><01:24:29.679><c> it</c>

01:24:30.310 --> 01:24:30.320 align:start position:0%
said why me you know why did i get it
 

01:24:30.320 --> 01:24:32.709 align:start position:0%
said why me you know why did i get it
they<01:24:30.480><c> have</c><01:24:30.719><c> no</c><01:24:30.880><c> family</c><01:24:31.280><c> history</c><01:24:31.760><c> of</c><01:24:31.920><c> it</c>

01:24:32.709 --> 01:24:32.719 align:start position:0%
they have no family history of it
 

01:24:32.719 --> 01:24:34.229 align:start position:0%
they have no family history of it
or<01:24:32.880><c> anything</c><01:24:33.120><c> like</c><01:24:33.280><c> that</c><01:24:33.520><c> so</c><01:24:33.760><c> i</c><01:24:33.840><c> went</c><01:24:34.000><c> through</c>

01:24:34.229 --> 01:24:34.239 align:start position:0%
or anything like that so i went through
 

01:24:34.239 --> 01:24:35.830 align:start position:0%
or anything like that so i went through
that<01:24:34.480><c> i</c><01:24:34.639><c> got</c><01:24:34.880><c> through</c><01:24:35.040><c> they</c><01:24:35.199><c> took</c><01:24:35.440><c> out</c><01:24:35.600><c> about</c>

01:24:35.830 --> 01:24:35.840 align:start position:0%
that i got through they took out about
 

01:24:35.840 --> 01:24:37.270 align:start position:0%
that i got through they took out about
12<01:24:36.239><c> inches</c>

01:24:37.270 --> 01:24:37.280 align:start position:0%
12 inches
 

01:24:37.280 --> 01:24:40.709 align:start position:0%
12 inches
of<01:24:37.440><c> the</c><01:24:37.600><c> colon</c><01:24:38.480><c> but</c><01:24:39.040><c> i</c><01:24:39.199><c> survived</c><01:24:39.679><c> that</c><01:24:39.920><c> as</c><01:24:40.080><c> well</c>

01:24:40.709 --> 01:24:40.719 align:start position:0%
of the colon but i survived that as well
 

01:24:40.719 --> 01:24:44.669 align:start position:0%
of the colon but i survived that as well
all<01:24:40.960><c> right</c>

01:24:44.669 --> 01:24:44.679 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:24:44.679 --> 01:24:47.030 align:start position:0%
 
unfortunately<01:24:45.760><c> again</c>

01:24:47.030 --> 01:24:47.040 align:start position:0%
unfortunately again
 

01:24:47.040 --> 01:24:50.629 align:start position:0%
unfortunately again
fast<01:24:47.440><c> forward</c><01:24:47.840><c> two</c><01:24:48.080><c> years</c><01:24:48.639><c> um</c><01:24:49.360><c> 19</c><01:24:50.239><c> i</c><01:24:50.320><c> think</c><01:24:50.560><c> it</c>

01:24:50.629 --> 01:24:50.639 align:start position:0%
fast forward two years um 19 i think it
 

01:24:50.639 --> 01:24:52.790 align:start position:0%
fast forward two years um 19 i think it
was<01:24:50.800><c> 2019.</c>

01:24:52.790 --> 01:24:52.800 align:start position:0%
was 2019.
 

01:24:52.800 --> 01:24:55.830 align:start position:0%
was 2019.
they<01:24:52.960><c> said</c><01:24:53.199><c> that</c><01:24:53.360><c> i</c><01:24:53.520><c> had</c><01:24:53.760><c> um</c>

01:24:55.830 --> 01:24:55.840 align:start position:0%
they said that i had um
 

01:24:55.840 --> 01:24:59.270 align:start position:0%
they said that i had um
multiple<01:24:56.239><c> myeloma</c><01:24:57.120><c> the</c><01:24:57.360><c> blood</c>

01:24:59.270 --> 01:24:59.280 align:start position:0%
multiple myeloma the blood
 

01:24:59.280 --> 01:25:00.950 align:start position:0%
multiple myeloma the blood
cancer<01:24:59.679><c> in</c><01:24:59.840><c> the</c><01:24:59.920><c> blood</c>

01:25:00.950 --> 01:25:00.960 align:start position:0%
cancer in the blood
 

01:25:00.960 --> 01:25:02.310 align:start position:0%
cancer in the blood
they<01:25:01.199><c> can't</c>

01:25:02.310 --> 01:25:02.320 align:start position:0%
they can't
 

01:25:02.320 --> 01:25:04.790 align:start position:0%
they can't
cure<01:25:02.639><c> it</c><01:25:02.880><c> but</c><01:25:03.040><c> they</c><01:25:03.199><c> can</c><01:25:03.360><c> treat</c><01:25:03.679><c> it</c>

01:25:04.790 --> 01:25:04.800 align:start position:0%
cure it but they can treat it
 

01:25:04.800 --> 01:25:06.950 align:start position:0%
cure it but they can treat it
but<01:25:05.280><c> i'm</c><01:25:05.520><c> still</c><01:25:05.760><c> here</c>

01:25:06.950 --> 01:25:06.960 align:start position:0%
but i'm still here
 

01:25:06.960 --> 01:25:11.350 align:start position:0%
but i'm still here
you<01:25:07.040><c> know</c><01:25:07.280><c> so</c><01:25:07.440><c> i</c><01:25:07.600><c> thank</c>

01:25:11.350 --> 01:25:11.360 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:25:11.360 --> 01:25:13.669 align:start position:0%
 
i<01:25:11.520><c> go</c> god<01:25:12.080><c> three</c><01:25:12.320><c> months</c><01:25:12.880><c> to</c><01:25:13.040><c> have</c><01:25:13.199><c> my</c><01:25:13.360><c> blood</c>

01:25:13.669 --> 01:25:13.679 align:start position:0%
i go god three months to have my blood
 

01:25:13.679 --> 01:25:15.590 align:start position:0%
i go god three months to have my blood
checked<01:25:13.920><c> to</c><01:25:14.080><c> make</c><01:25:14.239><c> sure</c><01:25:14.400><c> the</c><01:25:14.560><c> levels</c><01:25:15.040><c> are</c><01:25:15.120><c> not</c>

01:25:15.590 --> 01:25:15.600 align:start position:0%
checked to make sure the levels are not
 

01:25:15.600 --> 01:25:18.390 align:start position:0%
checked to make sure the levels are not
rising<01:25:16.159><c> or</c><01:25:16.400><c> moving</c><01:25:17.199><c> they</c><01:25:17.600><c> haven't</c><01:25:17.920><c> moved</c><01:25:18.320><c> in</c>

01:25:18.390 --> 01:25:18.400 align:start position:0%
rising or moving they haven't moved in
 

01:25:18.400 --> 01:25:19.430 align:start position:0%
rising or moving they haven't moved in
the<01:25:18.560><c> last</c>

01:25:19.430 --> 01:25:19.440 align:start position:0%
the last
 

01:25:19.440 --> 01:25:21.590 align:start position:0%
the last
six<01:25:20.080><c> nine</c><01:25:20.320><c> months</c>

01:25:21.590 --> 01:25:21.600 align:start position:0%
six nine months
 

01:25:21.600 --> 01:25:25.270 align:start position:0%
six nine months
almost<01:25:22.000><c> done</c><01:25:22.400><c> so</c><01:25:23.040><c> no</c><01:25:23.360><c> treatment</c><01:25:23.840><c> right</c><01:25:24.080><c> now</c><01:25:24.719><c> um</c>

01:25:25.270 --> 01:25:25.280 align:start position:0%
almost done so no treatment right now um
 

01:25:25.280 --> 01:25:26.550 align:start position:0%
almost done so no treatment right now um
and<01:25:25.440><c> so</c><01:25:25.600><c> i'm</c>

01:25:26.550 --> 01:25:26.560 align:start position:0%
and so i'm
 

01:25:26.560 --> 01:25:29.189 align:start position:0%
and so i'm
thankful<01:25:27.120><c> thankful</c><01:25:27.520><c> to</c><01:25:27.679><c> god</c><01:25:28.000><c> for</c><01:25:28.639><c> sparing</c><01:25:29.040><c> me</c>

01:25:29.189 --> 01:25:29.199 align:start position:0%
thankful thankful to god for sparing me
 

01:25:29.199 --> 01:25:31.990 align:start position:0%
thankful thankful to god for sparing me
to<01:25:29.360><c> be</c><01:25:29.520><c> here</c><01:25:29.840><c> to</c><01:25:30.000><c> watch</c><01:25:30.239><c> this</c><01:25:30.480><c> little</c><01:25:30.719><c> one</c><01:25:30.960><c> grow</c>

01:25:31.990 --> 01:25:32.000 align:start position:0%
to be here to watch this little one grow
 

01:25:32.000 --> 01:25:33.590 align:start position:0%
to be here to watch this little one grow
and

01:25:33.590 --> 01:25:33.600 align:start position:0%
and
 

01:25:33.600 --> 01:25:35.189 align:start position:0%
and
i<01:25:33.760><c> don't</c><01:25:33.920><c> know</c><01:25:34.159><c> like</c><01:25:34.400><c> you</c><01:25:34.480><c> said</c><01:25:34.719><c> you</c><01:25:34.800><c> just</c><01:25:35.040><c> got</c>

01:25:35.189 --> 01:25:35.199 align:start position:0%
i don't know like you said you just got
 

01:25:35.199 --> 01:25:37.510 align:start position:0%
i don't know like you said you just got
to<01:25:35.280><c> talk</c><01:25:35.600><c> about</c><01:25:35.840><c> it</c><01:25:35.920><c> was</c><01:25:36.080><c> hard</c><01:25:36.320><c> to</c><01:25:36.480><c> talk</c><01:25:36.719><c> about</c>

01:25:37.510 --> 01:25:37.520 align:start position:0%
to talk about it was hard to talk about
 

01:25:37.520 --> 01:25:41.350 align:start position:0%
to talk about it was hard to talk about
and<01:25:37.600><c> then</c><01:25:37.760><c> i</c><01:25:37.840><c> met</c><01:25:38.000><c> my</c><01:25:38.239><c> sister</c><01:25:38.639><c> over</c><01:25:38.880><c> here</c><01:25:40.320><c> and</c>

01:25:41.350 --> 01:25:41.360 align:start position:0%
and then i met my sister over here and
 

01:25:41.360 --> 01:25:43.350 align:start position:0%
and then i met my sister over here and
she<01:25:41.600><c> started</c><01:25:41.920><c> telling</c><01:25:42.239><c> me</c><01:25:42.639><c> how</c><01:25:42.880><c> she</c><01:25:43.120><c> thinks</c>

01:25:43.350 --> 01:25:43.360 align:start position:0%
she started telling me how she thinks
 

01:25:43.360 --> 01:25:44.950 align:start position:0%
she started telling me how she thinks
she<01:25:43.520><c> was</c><01:25:43.760><c> going</c><01:25:44.000><c> through</c><01:25:44.239><c> it</c><01:25:44.400><c> well</c><01:25:44.560><c> did</c><01:25:44.800><c> you</c>

01:25:44.950 --> 01:25:44.960 align:start position:0%
she was going through it well did you
 

01:25:44.960 --> 01:25:46.709 align:start position:0%
she was going through it well did you
feel<01:25:45.280><c> this</c><01:25:45.520><c> or</c><01:25:45.600><c> did</c><01:25:45.760><c> you</c><01:25:45.920><c> have</c>

01:25:46.709 --> 01:25:46.719 align:start position:0%
feel this or did you have
 

01:25:46.719 --> 01:25:48.629 align:start position:0%
feel this or did you have
every<01:25:47.040><c> symptom</c><01:25:47.440><c> she's</c><01:25:47.760><c> had</c><01:25:48.080><c> every</c><01:25:48.320><c> symptom</c>

01:25:48.629 --> 01:25:48.639 align:start position:0%
every symptom she's had every symptom
 

01:25:48.639 --> 01:25:51.350 align:start position:0%
every symptom she's had every symptom
that<01:25:48.880><c> every</c><01:25:49.120><c> one</c><01:25:49.280><c> of</c><01:25:49.440><c> you</c><01:25:50.000><c> here</c><01:25:50.400><c> has</c><01:25:50.960><c> i've</c><01:25:51.199><c> been</c>

01:25:51.350 --> 01:25:51.360 align:start position:0%
that every one of you here has i've been
 

01:25:51.360 --> 01:25:52.870 align:start position:0%
that every one of you here has i've been
through<01:25:51.600><c> it</c><01:25:51.760><c> and</c><01:25:51.920><c> i</c><01:25:52.159><c> totally</c><01:25:52.560><c> and</c><01:25:52.719><c> i</c>

01:25:52.870 --> 01:25:52.880 align:start position:0%
through it and i totally and i
 

01:25:52.880 --> 01:25:56.790 align:start position:0%
through it and i totally and i
sympathize<01:25:54.080><c> in</c><01:25:54.239><c> a</c><01:25:54.400><c> sense</c><01:25:54.719><c> that</c>

01:25:56.790 --> 01:25:56.800 align:start position:0%
sympathize in a sense that
 

01:25:56.800 --> 01:25:58.629 align:start position:0%
sympathize in a sense that
it's<01:25:56.960><c> hard</c><01:25:57.199><c> to</c><01:25:57.360><c> explain</c><01:25:57.840><c> sometimes</c><01:25:58.400><c> when</c>

01:25:58.629 --> 01:25:58.639 align:start position:0%
it's hard to explain sometimes when
 

01:25:58.639 --> 01:26:00.310 align:start position:0%
it's hard to explain sometimes when
you're<01:25:58.800><c> being</c><01:25:59.120><c> mean</c><01:25:59.600><c> and</c><01:25:59.679><c> you</c><01:25:59.840><c> don't</c><01:26:00.080><c> even</c>

01:26:00.310 --> 01:26:00.320 align:start position:0%
you're being mean and you don't even
 

01:26:00.320 --> 01:26:02.629 align:start position:0%
you're being mean and you don't even
know<01:26:00.480><c> you're</c><01:26:00.719><c> being</c><01:26:01.199><c> angry</c><01:26:02.080><c> or</c><01:26:02.320><c> you</c><01:26:02.400><c> know</c>

01:26:02.629 --> 01:26:02.639 align:start position:0%
know you're being angry or you know
 

01:26:02.639 --> 01:26:04.950 align:start position:0%
know you're being angry or you know
you're<01:26:02.800><c> talking</c><01:26:03.120><c> to</c><01:26:03.280><c> someone</c><01:26:03.760><c> you</c><01:26:03.920><c> just</c><01:26:04.159><c> cry</c>

01:26:04.950 --> 01:26:04.960 align:start position:0%
you're talking to someone you just cry
 

01:26:04.960 --> 01:26:07.030 align:start position:0%
you're talking to someone you just cry
for<01:26:05.120><c> no</c><01:26:05.360><c> reason</c>

01:26:07.030 --> 01:26:07.040 align:start position:0%
for no reason
 

01:26:07.040 --> 01:26:09.189 align:start position:0%
for no reason
but<01:26:07.280><c> i</c><01:26:07.360><c> have</c><01:26:07.520><c> a</c><01:26:07.600><c> good</c><01:26:07.840><c> support</c><01:26:08.320><c> team</c>

01:26:09.189 --> 01:26:09.199 align:start position:0%
but i have a good support team
 

01:26:09.199 --> 01:26:10.790 align:start position:0%
but i have a good support team
the<01:26:09.360><c> little</c><01:26:09.679><c> ones</c><01:26:10.000><c> got</c><01:26:10.159><c> me</c><01:26:10.320><c> through</c><01:26:10.639><c> it</c>

01:26:10.790 --> 01:26:10.800 align:start position:0%
the little ones got me through it
 

01:26:10.800 --> 01:26:12.310 align:start position:0%
the little ones got me through it
because<01:26:11.040><c> you</c><01:26:11.199><c> got</c><01:26:11.360><c> to</c><01:26:11.520><c> give</c><01:26:11.679><c> them</c><01:26:11.920><c> the</c><01:26:12.080><c> same</c>

01:26:12.310 --> 01:26:12.320 align:start position:0%
because you got to give them the same
 

01:26:12.320 --> 01:26:13.750 align:start position:0%
because you got to give them the same
energy<01:26:12.719><c> that</c><01:26:12.880><c> they're</c><01:26:13.040><c> looking</c><01:26:13.280><c> for</c><01:26:13.520><c> i</c><01:26:13.600><c> know</c>

01:26:13.750 --> 01:26:13.760 align:start position:0%
energy that they're looking for i know
 

01:26:13.760 --> 01:26:16.229 align:start position:0%
energy that they're looking for i know
it<01:26:13.840><c> was</c><01:26:14.000><c> hard</c><01:26:14.239><c> on</c><01:26:14.320><c> them</c><01:26:14.560><c> as</c><01:26:14.719><c> well</c><01:26:14.960><c> but</c>

01:26:16.229 --> 01:26:16.239 align:start position:0%
it was hard on them as well but
 

01:26:16.239 --> 01:26:18.390 align:start position:0%
it was hard on them as well but
i<01:26:16.400><c> just</c><01:26:16.639><c> thank</c><01:26:16.880><c> god</c><01:26:17.440><c> for</c>

01:26:18.390 --> 01:26:18.400 align:start position:0%
i just thank god for
 

01:26:18.400 --> 01:26:20.310 align:start position:0%
i just thank god for
for<01:26:18.560><c> my</c><01:26:18.800><c> family</c><01:26:19.199><c> here</c>

01:26:20.310 --> 01:26:20.320 align:start position:0%
for my family here
 

01:26:20.320 --> 01:26:23.110 align:start position:0%
for my family here
those<01:26:20.639><c> that</c><01:26:20.800><c> supported</c><01:26:21.280><c> me</c><01:26:22.320><c> um</c>

01:26:23.110 --> 01:26:23.120 align:start position:0%
those that supported me um
 

01:26:23.120 --> 01:26:24.870 align:start position:0%
those that supported me um
and<01:26:23.280><c> there's</c><01:26:23.520><c> a</c><01:26:23.600><c> lot</c><01:26:23.840><c> of</c><01:26:24.000><c> friends</c><01:26:24.400><c> that</c><01:26:24.639><c> stood</c>

01:26:24.870 --> 01:26:24.880 align:start position:0%
and there's a lot of friends that stood
 

01:26:24.880 --> 01:26:26.950 align:start position:0%
and there's a lot of friends that stood
by<01:26:25.120><c> me</c><01:26:25.440><c> and</c><01:26:25.600><c> stood</c><01:26:25.840><c> by</c><01:26:26.080><c> us</c><01:26:26.400><c> and</c><01:26:26.560><c> helped</c><01:26:26.800><c> us</c>

01:26:26.950 --> 01:26:26.960 align:start position:0%
by me and stood by us and helped us
 

01:26:26.960 --> 01:26:28.470 align:start position:0%
by me and stood by us and helped us
through<01:26:27.199><c> a</c><01:26:27.280><c> lot</c><01:26:27.440><c> of</c><01:26:27.520><c> things</c><01:26:27.920><c> that</c><01:26:28.080><c> you</c><01:26:28.239><c> didn't</c>

01:26:28.470 --> 01:26:28.480 align:start position:0%
through a lot of things that you didn't
 

01:26:28.480 --> 01:26:30.229 align:start position:0%
through a lot of things that you didn't
have<01:26:28.560><c> to</c><01:26:28.800><c> ask</c><01:26:29.199><c> anyone</c>

01:26:30.229 --> 01:26:30.239 align:start position:0%
have to ask anyone
 

01:26:30.239 --> 01:26:32.390 align:start position:0%
have to ask anyone
to<01:26:30.400><c> do</c><01:26:30.639><c> this</c><01:26:30.960><c> for</c><01:26:31.199><c> you</c><01:26:31.360><c> they</c><01:26:31.520><c> just</c><01:26:31.840><c> do</c><01:26:32.000><c> it</c><01:26:32.320><c> you</c>

01:26:32.390 --> 01:26:32.400 align:start position:0%
to do this for you they just do it you
 

01:26:32.400 --> 01:26:36.870 align:start position:0%
to do this for you they just do it you
know

01:26:36.870 --> 01:26:36.880 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:26:36.880 --> 01:26:39.350 align:start position:0%
 
you<01:26:36.960><c> know</c><01:26:37.120><c> i</c><01:26:37.280><c> appreciate</c><01:26:37.840><c> every</c><01:26:38.639><c> last</c><01:26:38.960><c> story</c>

01:26:39.350 --> 01:26:39.360 align:start position:0%
you know i appreciate every last story
 

01:26:39.360 --> 01:26:41.270 align:start position:0%
you know i appreciate every last story
you<01:26:39.520><c> have</c><01:26:39.760><c> here</c><01:26:40.000><c> because</c><01:26:40.239><c> like</c><01:26:40.480><c> you</c><01:26:40.639><c> said</c>

01:26:41.270 --> 01:26:41.280 align:start position:0%
you have here because like you said
 

01:26:41.280 --> 01:26:43.030 align:start position:0%
you have here because like you said
someone<01:26:41.600><c> else</c><01:26:41.840><c> is</c><01:26:42.000><c> going</c><01:26:42.239><c> through</c><01:26:42.480><c> it</c><01:26:42.639><c> and</c>

01:26:43.030 --> 01:26:43.040 align:start position:0%
someone else is going through it and
 

01:26:43.040 --> 01:26:44.550 align:start position:0%
someone else is going through it and
they<01:26:43.280><c> believe</c><01:26:43.600><c> that</c><01:26:43.679><c> they're</c><01:26:43.840><c> the</c><01:26:44.000><c> only</c><01:26:44.239><c> one</c>

01:26:44.550 --> 01:26:44.560 align:start position:0%
they believe that they're the only one
 

01:26:44.560 --> 01:26:45.750 align:start position:0%
they believe that they're the only one
right<01:26:44.800><c> there</c>

01:26:45.750 --> 01:26:45.760 align:start position:0%
right there
 

01:26:45.760 --> 01:26:47.810 align:start position:0%
right there
so<01:26:46.080><c> god</c><01:26:46.320><c> bless</c><01:26:46.560><c> you</c><01:26:46.800><c> all</c>

01:26:47.810 --> 01:26:47.820 align:start position:0%
so god bless you all
 

01:26:47.820 --> 01:26:53.990 align:start position:0%
so god bless you all
[Applause]

01:26:53.990 --> 01:26:54.000 align:start position:0%
[Applause]
 

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thank<01:26:54.239><c> you</c><01:26:54.480><c> all</c><01:26:54.560><c> right</c><01:26:54.719><c> i'm</c><01:26:54.880><c> just</c><01:26:55.040><c> going</c><01:26:55.120><c> to</c>

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thank you all right i'm just going to
 

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thank you all right i'm just going to
leave<01:26:55.440><c> this</c><01:26:55.679><c> on</c><01:26:55.760><c> the</c><01:26:56.080><c> table</c><01:26:56.560><c> okay</c><01:26:56.960><c> we</c><01:26:57.120><c> have</c><01:26:57.280><c> the</c>

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leave this on the table okay we have the
 

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leave this on the table okay we have the
um

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the<01:27:00.719><c> last</c><01:27:01.360><c> shelby</c><01:27:01.840><c> first</c><01:27:02.320><c> and</c><01:27:02.400><c> the</c><01:27:02.560><c> first</c>

01:27:02.790 --> 01:27:02.800 align:start position:0%
the last shelby first and the first
 

01:27:02.800 --> 01:27:05.110 align:start position:0%
the last shelby first and the first
shall<01:27:03.040><c> be</c><01:27:03.280><c> lassos</c><01:27:03.920><c> and</c><01:27:04.000><c> julia</c><01:27:04.480><c> who's</c><01:27:04.719><c> the</c><01:27:04.800><c> last</c>

01:27:05.110 --> 01:27:05.120 align:start position:0%
shall be lassos and julia who's the last
 

01:27:05.120 --> 01:27:07.669 align:start position:0%
shall be lassos and julia who's the last
we're<01:27:05.280><c> gonna</c><01:27:05.920><c> bless</c><01:27:06.239><c> you</c><01:27:06.400><c> with</c><01:27:06.639><c> us</c><01:27:06.800><c> julia</c><01:27:07.520><c> and</c>

01:27:07.669 --> 01:27:07.679 align:start position:0%
we're gonna bless you with us julia and
 

01:27:07.679 --> 01:27:09.990 align:start position:0%
we're gonna bless you with us julia and
it's<01:27:07.920><c> a</c><01:27:08.000><c> certificate</c><01:27:08.560><c> of</c><01:27:08.639><c> recognition</c><01:27:09.760><c> in</c><01:27:09.840><c> the</c>

01:27:09.990 --> 01:27:10.000 align:start position:0%
it's a certificate of recognition in the
 

01:27:10.000 --> 01:27:12.709 align:start position:0%
it's a certificate of recognition in the
spirit<01:27:10.400><c> of</c><01:27:10.560><c> love</c><01:27:11.360><c> peace</c><01:27:11.760><c> and</c><01:27:11.920><c> compassion</c><01:27:12.480><c> for</c>

01:27:12.709 --> 01:27:12.719 align:start position:0%
spirit of love peace and compassion for
 

01:27:12.719 --> 01:27:13.669 align:start position:0%
spirit of love peace and compassion for
others

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others
 

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others
presented<01:27:14.159><c> to</c><01:27:14.480><c> and</c><01:27:14.639><c> each</c><01:27:14.880><c> of</c><01:27:15.040><c> you</c><01:27:15.199><c> will</c><01:27:15.280><c> have</c>

01:27:15.430 --> 01:27:15.440 align:start position:0%
presented to and each of you will have
 

01:27:15.440 --> 01:27:17.189 align:start position:0%
presented to and each of you will have
your<01:27:15.600><c> name</c>

01:27:17.189 --> 01:27:17.199 align:start position:0%
your name
 

01:27:17.199 --> 01:27:20.310 align:start position:0%
your name
for<01:27:17.360><c> being</c><01:27:17.760><c> a</c><01:27:18.080><c> cancer</c><01:27:18.560><c> survivor</c><01:27:19.280><c> angel</c>

01:27:20.310 --> 01:27:20.320 align:start position:0%
for being a cancer survivor angel
 

01:27:20.320 --> 01:27:22.709 align:start position:0%
for being a cancer survivor angel
awarded<01:27:20.880><c> this</c><01:27:21.040><c> 23rd</c><01:27:21.520><c> day</c><01:27:21.679><c> of</c><01:27:21.840><c> sept</c><01:27:22.639><c> of</c>

01:27:22.709 --> 01:27:22.719 align:start position:0%
awarded this 23rd day of sept of
 

01:27:22.719 --> 01:27:23.910 align:start position:0%
awarded this 23rd day of sept of
december

01:27:23.910 --> 01:27:23.920 align:start position:0%
december
 

01:27:23.920 --> 01:27:26.390 align:start position:0%
december
december<01:27:24.679><c> 2021</c>

01:27:26.390 --> 01:27:26.400 align:start position:0%
december 2021
 

01:27:26.400 --> 01:27:28.950 align:start position:0%
december 2021
uh<01:27:26.639><c> by</c><01:27:27.040><c> team</c><01:27:27.360><c> veronica</c><01:27:27.920><c> cancer</c><01:27:28.320><c> resource</c>

01:27:28.950 --> 01:27:28.960 align:start position:0%
uh by team veronica cancer resource
 

01:27:28.960 --> 01:27:31.510 align:start position:0%
uh by team veronica cancer resource
center<01:27:29.840><c> the</c><01:27:30.000><c> founder</c><01:27:30.400><c> director</c><01:27:30.800><c> new</c><01:27:31.040><c> brother</c>

01:27:31.510 --> 01:27:31.520 align:start position:0%
center the founder director new brother
 

01:27:31.520 --> 01:27:33.030 align:start position:0%
center the founder director new brother
dr<01:27:31.840><c> james</c>

01:27:33.030 --> 01:27:33.040 align:start position:0%
dr james
 

01:27:33.040 --> 01:27:36.149 align:start position:0%
dr james
truly<01:27:33.920><c> and</c><01:27:34.080><c> it</c><01:27:34.239><c> says</c><01:27:34.719><c> team</c><01:27:34.960><c> veronica</c><01:27:35.840><c> cancer</c>

01:27:36.149 --> 01:27:36.159 align:start position:0%
truly and it says team veronica cancer
 

01:27:36.159 --> 01:27:39.750 align:start position:0%
truly and it says team veronica cancer
resource<01:27:36.639><c> center</c><01:27:36.960><c> was</c><01:27:37.280><c> established</c><01:27:37.840><c> in</c><01:27:38.400><c> 2021</c>

01:27:39.750 --> 01:27:39.760 align:start position:0%
resource center was established in 2021
 

01:27:39.760 --> 01:27:43.750 align:start position:0%
resource center was established in 2021
in<01:27:39.920><c> legacy</c><01:27:40.480><c> of</c><01:27:40.800><c> robert</c><01:27:41.360><c> d</c><01:27:41.760><c> bruce</c><01:27:42.480><c> butler</c><01:27:43.440><c> so</c><01:27:43.600><c> we</c>

01:27:43.750 --> 01:27:43.760 align:start position:0%
in legacy of robert d bruce butler so we
 

01:27:43.760 --> 01:27:58.950 align:start position:0%
in legacy of robert d bruce butler so we
salute<01:27:44.239><c> you</c><01:27:44.560><c> this</c><01:27:44.800><c> is</c>

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you<01:27:59.040><c> ring</c><01:27:59.280><c> your</c><01:27:59.440><c> bell</c><01:27:59.679><c> so</c><01:28:00.000><c> we're</c><01:28:00.239><c> gone</c>

01:28:01.110 --> 01:28:01.120 align:start position:0%
you ring your bell so we're gone
 

01:28:01.120 --> 01:28:01.790 align:start position:0%
you ring your bell so we're gone
he's<01:28:01.360><c> gone</c>

01:28:01.790 --> 01:28:01.800 align:start position:0%
he's gone
 

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he's gone
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and<01:28:10.719><c> we</c><01:28:10.880><c> want</c><01:28:11.120><c> you</c><01:28:11.280><c> to</c><01:28:11.760><c> take</c><01:28:12.000><c> that</c><01:28:12.320><c> and</c><01:28:12.560><c> cherish</c>

01:28:13.030 --> 01:28:13.040 align:start position:0%
and we want you to take that and cherish
 

01:28:13.040 --> 01:28:14.790 align:start position:0%
and we want you to take that and cherish
it<01:28:13.199><c> and</c><01:28:13.360><c> yourself</c><01:28:13.920><c> when</c><01:28:14.080><c> you</c><01:28:14.320><c> feel</c><01:28:14.639><c> that</c>

01:28:14.790 --> 01:28:14.800 align:start position:0%
it and yourself when you feel that
 

01:28:14.800 --> 01:28:16.709 align:start position:0%
it and yourself when you feel that
moment<01:28:15.199><c> you</c><01:28:15.360><c> want</c><01:28:15.520><c> to</c><01:28:15.600><c> celebrate</c>

01:28:16.709 --> 01:28:16.719 align:start position:0%
moment you want to celebrate
 

01:28:16.719 --> 01:28:20.550 align:start position:0%
moment you want to celebrate
you<01:28:16.880><c> should</c><01:28:17.120><c> grow</c><01:28:17.280><c> up</c><01:28:17.440><c> celebrate</c><01:28:18.159><c> man</c><01:28:18.639><c> yeah</c>

01:28:20.550 --> 01:28:20.560 align:start position:0%
you should grow up celebrate man yeah
 

01:28:20.560 --> 01:28:22.440 align:start position:0%
you should grow up celebrate man yeah
thank<01:28:20.719><c> you</c><01:28:21.040><c> so</c><01:28:21.280><c> much</c>

01:28:22.440 --> 01:28:22.450 align:start position:0%
thank you so much
 

01:28:22.450 --> 01:28:23.630 align:start position:0%
thank you so much
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all<01:28:57.360><c> right</c><01:28:57.600><c> thank</c><01:28:57.840><c> you</c><01:28:58.239><c> so</c><01:28:58.480><c> much</c>

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marilyn<01:29:03.040><c> simmons</c>

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and<01:29:08.560><c> um</c>

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and um
 

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and um
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angela<01:29:21.600><c> jordan</c>

01:29:23.540 --> 01:29:23.550 align:start position:0%
angela jordan
 

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angela jordan
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and<01:29:41.920><c> then</c><01:29:42.080><c> we</c><01:29:42.159><c> have</c>

01:29:43.270 --> 01:29:43.280 align:start position:0%
and then we have
 

01:29:43.280 --> 01:29:47.760 align:start position:0%
and then we have
patience

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thank<01:30:03.600><c> you</c>

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i<01:30:10.400><c> just</c><01:30:10.560><c> want</c><01:30:10.719><c> to</c><01:30:11.040><c> let</c><01:30:11.280><c> everybody</c><01:30:11.760><c> know</c><01:30:12.000><c> for</c>

01:30:12.149 --> 01:30:12.159 align:start position:0%
i just want to let everybody know for
 

01:30:12.159 --> 01:30:14.550 align:start position:0%
i just want to let everybody know for
those<01:30:12.400><c> who</c><01:30:12.560><c> did</c><01:30:12.800><c> who</c><01:30:12.960><c> didn't</c><01:30:13.280><c> hear</c><01:30:13.840><c> um</c><01:30:14.239><c> yeah</c><01:30:14.400><c> i</c>

01:30:14.550 --> 01:30:14.560 align:start position:0%
those who did who didn't hear um yeah i
 

01:30:14.560 --> 01:30:16.870 align:start position:0%
those who did who didn't hear um yeah i
got<01:30:14.800><c> it</c><01:30:14.880><c> thank</c><01:30:15.120><c> you</c><01:30:15.760><c> the</c><01:30:16.000><c> bell</c>

01:30:16.870 --> 01:30:16.880 align:start position:0%
got it thank you the bell
 

01:30:16.880 --> 01:30:19.669 align:start position:0%
got it thank you the bell
signifies<01:30:17.760><c> at</c><01:30:17.920><c> the</c><01:30:18.159><c> end</c><01:30:18.400><c> of</c><01:30:18.719><c> our</c><01:30:18.960><c> radiation</c>

01:30:19.669 --> 01:30:19.679 align:start position:0%
signifies at the end of our radiation
 

01:30:19.679 --> 01:30:20.790 align:start position:0%
signifies at the end of our radiation
treatment

01:30:20.790 --> 01:30:20.800 align:start position:0%
treatment
 

01:30:20.800 --> 01:30:23.189 align:start position:0%
treatment
they<01:30:20.960><c> would</c><01:30:21.199><c> allow</c><01:30:21.520><c> us</c><01:30:21.600><c> to</c><01:30:21.760><c> ring</c><01:30:22.000><c> a</c><01:30:22.080><c> bell</c>

01:30:23.189 --> 01:30:23.199 align:start position:0%
they would allow us to ring a bell
 

01:30:23.199 --> 01:30:26.070 align:start position:0%
they would allow us to ring a bell
at<01:30:23.360><c> dana</c><01:30:23.760><c> father</c><01:30:24.320><c> yeah</c><01:30:24.960><c> just</c><01:30:25.199><c> to</c><01:30:25.360><c> signify</c><01:30:25.920><c> that</c>

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at dana father yeah just to signify that
 

01:30:26.080 --> 01:30:27.910 align:start position:0%
at dana father yeah just to signify that
another<01:30:26.480><c> one</c><01:30:26.639><c> made</c><01:30:26.880><c> it</c><01:30:27.040><c> through</c><01:30:27.360><c> so</c><01:30:27.520><c> this</c><01:30:27.760><c> is</c>

01:30:27.910 --> 01:30:27.920 align:start position:0%
another one made it through so this is
 

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another one made it through so this is
our<01:30:28.080><c> little</c>

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our little
 

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our little
uh

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uh
 

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uh
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but<01:30:38.560><c> not</c><01:30:38.880><c> least</c><01:30:39.360><c> mr</c><01:30:39.760><c> allen</c><01:30:40.159><c> jacobson</c>

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but not least mr allen jacobson
 

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but not least mr allen jacobson
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yes<01:30:56.320><c> so</c><01:30:56.560><c> if</c><01:30:56.800><c> all</c><01:30:56.960><c> the</c><01:30:57.199><c> recipes</c><01:30:57.760><c> is</c><01:30:57.920><c> coming</c><01:30:58.480><c> for</c>

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yes so if all the recipes is coming for
 

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yes so if all the recipes is coming for
a<01:30:58.719><c> nice</c><01:30:58.960><c> photo</c><01:30:59.760><c> if</c><01:31:00.000><c> it's</c><01:31:00.159><c> okay</c>

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would<01:31:13.199><c> you</c><01:31:13.360><c> like</c><01:31:13.440><c> to</c><01:31:13.679><c> join</c><01:31:13.920><c> us</c><01:31:14.320><c> since</c><01:31:14.639><c> uh</c>

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oh<01:31:27.280><c> yes</c>

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i<01:31:46.480><c> can</c><01:31:46.719><c> sing</c>

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camera<01:32:03.280><c> people</c>

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okay<01:32:23.520><c> so</c><01:32:23.679><c> we</c><01:32:23.840><c> stand</c><01:32:24.080><c> with</c><01:32:24.239><c> them</c><01:32:24.480><c> and</c><01:32:24.560><c> we</c><01:32:24.880><c> once</c>

01:32:25.110 --> 01:32:25.120 align:start position:0%
okay so we stand with them and we once
 

01:32:25.120 --> 01:32:27.189 align:start position:0%
okay so we stand with them and we once
again<01:32:25.360><c> we</c><01:32:25.600><c> salute</c><01:32:26.159><c> each</c><01:32:26.480><c> and</c><01:32:26.639><c> every</c><01:32:26.880><c> one</c><01:32:27.040><c> of</c>

01:32:27.189 --> 01:32:27.199 align:start position:0%
again we salute each and every one of
 

01:32:27.199 --> 01:32:27.990 align:start position:0%
again we salute each and every one of
you

01:32:27.990 --> 01:32:28.000 align:start position:0%
you
 

01:32:28.000 --> 01:32:30.310 align:start position:0%
you
we<01:32:28.239><c> uh</c><01:32:28.400><c> likewise</c><01:32:28.880><c> salute</c><01:32:29.280><c> all</c><01:32:29.520><c> your</c><01:32:29.840><c> support</c>

01:32:30.310 --> 01:32:30.320 align:start position:0%
we uh likewise salute all your support
 

01:32:30.320 --> 01:32:31.510 align:start position:0%
we uh likewise salute all your support
systems

01:32:31.510 --> 01:32:31.520 align:start position:0%
systems
 

01:32:31.520 --> 01:32:34.629 align:start position:0%
systems
uh<01:32:32.159><c> the</c><01:32:32.400><c> people</c><01:32:33.120><c> the</c><01:32:33.440><c> institutions</c><01:32:34.480><c> the</c>

01:32:34.629 --> 01:32:34.639 align:start position:0%
uh the people the institutions the
 

01:32:34.639 --> 01:32:37.350 align:start position:0%
uh the people the institutions the
organizations<01:32:35.760><c> the</c><01:32:36.480><c> uh</c>

01:32:37.350 --> 01:32:37.360 align:start position:0%
organizations the uh
 

01:32:37.360 --> 01:32:38.870 align:start position:0%
organizations the uh
the<01:32:37.920><c> scripture</c>

01:32:38.870 --> 01:32:38.880 align:start position:0%
the scripture
 

01:32:38.880 --> 01:32:40.790 align:start position:0%
the scripture
even<01:32:39.280><c> becomes</c><01:32:39.600><c> your</c><01:32:40.000><c> institution</c><01:32:40.639><c> your</c>

01:32:40.790 --> 01:32:40.800 align:start position:0%
even becomes your institution your
 

01:32:40.800 --> 01:32:43.510 align:start position:0%
even becomes your institution your
support<01:32:41.199><c> so</c><01:32:41.360><c> we</c><01:32:41.760><c> salute</c><01:32:42.159><c> all</c><01:32:42.320><c> of</c><01:32:42.480><c> that</c><01:32:43.120><c> because</c>

01:32:43.510 --> 01:32:43.520 align:start position:0%
support so we salute all of that because
 

01:32:43.520 --> 01:32:46.310 align:start position:0%
support so we salute all of that because
without<01:32:44.000><c> a</c><01:32:44.080><c> fan</c><01:32:44.880><c> you</c><01:32:45.040><c> will</c><01:32:45.280><c> not</c><01:32:45.520><c> be</c>

01:32:46.310 --> 01:32:46.320 align:start position:0%
without a fan you will not be
 

01:32:46.320 --> 01:32:47.110 align:start position:0%
without a fan you will not be
sure

01:32:47.110 --> 01:32:47.120 align:start position:0%
sure
 

01:32:47.120 --> 01:32:49.750 align:start position:0%
sure
who<01:32:47.520><c> you</c><01:32:48.000><c> are</c><01:32:48.719><c> you</c><01:32:48.880><c> know</c><01:32:49.120><c> and</c><01:32:49.280><c> all</c><01:32:49.440><c> that</c><01:32:49.600><c> you</c>

01:32:49.750 --> 01:32:49.760 align:start position:0%
who you are you know and all that you
 

01:32:49.760 --> 01:32:52.830 align:start position:0%
who you are you know and all that you
can<01:32:50.080><c> be</c><01:32:50.719><c> so</c><01:32:50.880><c> i</c><01:32:51.040><c> support</c><01:32:51.679><c> you</c><01:32:52.000><c> on</c><01:32:52.080><c> behalf</c><01:32:52.560><c> of</c>

01:32:52.830 --> 01:32:52.840 align:start position:0%
can be so i support you on behalf of
 

01:32:52.840 --> 01:32:56.870 align:start position:0%
can be so i support you on behalf of
rocket<01:32:53.920><c> d</c><01:32:54.239><c> bruce</c><01:32:54.719><c> butler</c><01:32:55.679><c> and</c><01:32:55.840><c> the</c><01:32:56.560><c> team</c>

01:32:56.870 --> 01:32:56.880 align:start position:0%
rocket d bruce butler and the team
 

01:32:56.880 --> 01:32:59.510 align:start position:0%
rocket d bruce butler and the team
veronica<01:32:57.440><c> cancer</c><01:32:57.840><c> resource</c><01:32:58.480><c> center</c><01:32:59.280><c> we</c>

01:32:59.510 --> 01:32:59.520 align:start position:0%
veronica cancer resource center we
 

01:32:59.520 --> 01:33:01.270 align:start position:0%
veronica cancer resource center we
salute<01:33:00.000><c> each</c><01:33:00.239><c> and</c><01:33:00.400><c> every</c><01:33:00.639><c> one</c><01:33:00.800><c> of</c><01:33:00.880><c> you</c><01:33:01.120><c> we</c>

01:33:01.270 --> 01:33:01.280 align:start position:0%
salute each and every one of you we
 

01:33:01.280 --> 01:33:04.070 align:start position:0%
salute each and every one of you we
thank<01:33:01.520><c> you</c><01:33:01.679><c> in</c><01:33:01.760><c> advance</c><01:33:02.239><c> for</c><01:33:02.400><c> your</c><01:33:02.560><c> continued</c>

01:33:04.070 --> 01:33:04.080 align:start position:0%
thank you in advance for your continued
 

01:33:04.080 --> 01:33:05.189 align:start position:0%
thank you in advance for your continued
faith

01:33:05.189 --> 01:33:05.199 align:start position:0%
faith
 

01:33:05.199 --> 01:33:08.229 align:start position:0%
faith
your<01:33:05.520><c> trust</c><01:33:06.159><c> your</c><01:33:06.400><c> hope</c><01:33:07.199><c> and</c><01:33:07.360><c> thanks</c><01:33:07.600><c> again</c>

01:33:08.229 --> 01:33:08.239 align:start position:0%
your trust your hope and thanks again
 

01:33:08.239 --> 01:33:10.070 align:start position:0%
your trust your hope and thanks again
for<01:33:08.480><c> sharing</c><01:33:08.880><c> your</c>

01:33:10.070 --> 01:33:10.080 align:start position:0%
for sharing your
 

01:33:10.080 --> 01:33:12.310 align:start position:0%
for sharing your
very<01:33:10.400><c> valuable</c><01:33:11.040><c> experience</c>

01:33:12.310 --> 01:33:12.320 align:start position:0%
very valuable experience
 

01:33:12.320 --> 01:33:13.750 align:start position:0%
very valuable experience
i<01:33:12.480><c> learned</c><01:33:12.800><c> a</c><01:33:12.880><c> lot</c>

01:33:13.750 --> 01:33:13.760 align:start position:0%
i learned a lot
 

01:33:13.760 --> 01:33:15.350 align:start position:0%
i learned a lot
and<01:33:13.920><c> i'm</c><01:33:14.080><c> sure</c><01:33:14.320><c> you've</c><01:33:14.560><c> learned</c><01:33:14.800><c> a</c><01:33:14.880><c> lot</c><01:33:15.120><c> from</c>

01:33:15.350 --> 01:33:15.360 align:start position:0%
and i'm sure you've learned a lot from
 

01:33:15.360 --> 01:33:18.070 align:start position:0%
and i'm sure you've learned a lot from
each<01:33:15.520><c> other</c><01:33:16.239><c> and</c><01:33:16.560><c> continue</c><01:33:17.040><c> to</c><01:33:17.199><c> give</c>

01:33:18.070 --> 01:33:18.080 align:start position:0%
each other and continue to give
 

01:33:18.080 --> 01:33:19.030 align:start position:0%
each other and continue to give
give

01:33:19.030 --> 01:33:19.040 align:start position:0%
give
 

01:33:19.040 --> 01:33:21.590 align:start position:0%
give
give<01:33:19.440><c> and</c><01:33:19.679><c> you</c><01:33:19.920><c> will</c><01:33:20.080><c> receive</c><01:33:20.639><c> back</c><01:33:21.120><c> god</c><01:33:21.360><c> bless</c>

01:33:21.590 --> 01:33:21.600 align:start position:0%
give and you will receive back god bless
 

01:33:21.600 --> 01:33:24.030 align:start position:0%
give and you will receive back god bless
each<01:33:21.920><c> of</c><01:33:22.000><c> you</c><01:33:22.320><c> thank</c><01:33:22.560><c> you</c>

01:33:24.030 --> 01:33:24.040 align:start position:0%
each of you thank you
 

01:33:24.040 --> 01:33:51.910 align:start position:0%
each of you thank you
[Applause]

01:33:51.910 --> 01:33:51.920 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:33:51.920 --> 01:33:53.510 align:start position:0%
 
and<01:33:52.080><c> which</c><01:33:52.400><c> happened</c><01:33:52.639><c> just</c><01:33:52.880><c> a</c><01:33:52.960><c> couple</c><01:33:53.280><c> where</c>

01:33:53.510 --> 01:33:53.520 align:start position:0%
and which happened just a couple where
 

01:33:53.520 --> 01:33:55.750 align:start position:0%
and which happened just a couple where
she's<01:33:53.760><c> not</c><01:33:53.920><c> a</c><01:33:54.000><c> big</c><01:33:54.400><c> big</c><01:33:54.639><c> time</c><01:33:54.960><c> speaker</c><01:33:55.440><c> either</c>

01:33:55.750 --> 01:33:55.760 align:start position:0%
she's not a big big time speaker either
 

01:33:55.760 --> 01:33:58.390 align:start position:0%
she's not a big big time speaker either
so<01:33:55.920><c> just</c><01:33:56.159><c> have</c><01:33:56.320><c> a</c><01:33:57.120><c> couple</c><01:33:57.360><c> of</c><01:33:57.440><c> words</c><01:33:57.679><c> from</c><01:33:58.080><c> her</c>

01:33:58.390 --> 01:33:58.400 align:start position:0%
so just have a couple of words from her
 

01:33:58.400 --> 01:34:01.330 align:start position:0%
so just have a couple of words from her
mom

01:34:01.330 --> 01:34:01.340 align:start position:0%
mom
 

01:34:01.340 --> 01:34:04.229 align:start position:0%
mom
[Applause]

01:34:04.229 --> 01:34:04.239 align:start position:0%
[Applause]
 

01:34:04.239 --> 01:34:06.790 align:start position:0%
[Applause]
um<01:34:04.639><c> thank</c><01:34:04.880><c> god</c><01:34:05.199><c> for</c><01:34:05.360><c> this</c><01:34:05.760><c> event</c>

01:34:06.790 --> 01:34:06.800 align:start position:0%
um thank god for this event
 

01:34:06.800 --> 01:34:08.229 align:start position:0%
um thank god for this event
tonight

01:34:08.229 --> 01:34:08.239 align:start position:0%
tonight
 

01:34:08.239 --> 01:34:11.110 align:start position:0%
tonight
and<01:34:08.719><c> for</c><01:34:08.880><c> all</c><01:34:09.040><c> the</c><01:34:09.199><c> survivors</c>

01:34:11.110 --> 01:34:11.120 align:start position:0%
and for all the survivors
 

01:34:11.120 --> 01:34:12.870 align:start position:0%
and for all the survivors
and<01:34:11.440><c> um</c>

01:34:12.870 --> 01:34:12.880 align:start position:0%
and um
 

01:34:12.880 --> 01:34:14.310 align:start position:0%
and um
thank<01:34:13.120><c> god</c><01:34:13.360><c> because</c><01:34:13.600><c> i've</c><01:34:13.679><c> worked</c><01:34:14.000><c> in</c><01:34:14.080><c> these</c>

01:34:14.310 --> 01:34:14.320 align:start position:0%
thank god because i've worked in these
 

01:34:14.320 --> 01:34:16.629 align:start position:0%
thank god because i've worked in these
hospitals<01:34:14.960><c> too</c><01:34:15.199><c> i've</c><01:34:15.360><c> been</c><01:34:15.520><c> cna</c><01:34:16.080><c> for</c><01:34:16.239><c> years</c>

01:34:16.629 --> 01:34:16.639 align:start position:0%
hospitals too i've been cna for years
 

01:34:16.639 --> 01:34:18.790 align:start position:0%
hospitals too i've been cna for years
and<01:34:16.719><c> i</c><01:34:16.800><c> worked</c><01:34:17.120><c> in</c><01:34:17.199><c> daily</c><01:34:17.600><c> fog</c><01:34:17.920><c> or</c>

01:34:18.790 --> 01:34:18.800 align:start position:0%
and i worked in daily fog or
 

01:34:18.800 --> 01:34:20.709 align:start position:0%
and i worked in daily fog or
all<01:34:18.960><c> the</c><01:34:19.120><c> hospitals</c><01:34:19.679><c> around</c><01:34:20.080><c> there</c><01:34:20.400><c> you</c><01:34:20.560><c> know</c>

01:34:20.709 --> 01:34:20.719 align:start position:0%
all the hospitals around there you know
 

01:34:20.719 --> 01:34:22.790 align:start position:0%
all the hospitals around there you know
and<01:34:20.880><c> i</c><01:34:20.960><c> just</c><01:34:21.199><c> loved</c><01:34:21.520><c> being</c><01:34:21.840><c> a</c>

01:34:22.790 --> 01:34:22.800 align:start position:0%
and i just loved being a
 

01:34:22.800 --> 01:34:25.910 align:start position:0%
and i just loved being a
cna<01:34:23.679><c> and</c><01:34:23.920><c> i</c><01:34:24.000><c> was</c><01:34:24.239><c> a</c><01:34:24.480><c> medical</c><01:34:24.960><c> assistant</c><01:34:25.440><c> too</c>

01:34:25.910 --> 01:34:25.920 align:start position:0%
cna and i was a medical assistant too
 

01:34:25.920 --> 01:34:28.390 align:start position:0%
cna and i was a medical assistant too
and<01:34:26.480><c> i</c><01:34:26.639><c> just</c><01:34:26.800><c> loved</c><01:34:27.040><c> the</c><01:34:27.199><c> medical</c><01:34:27.600><c> field</c><01:34:27.920><c> and</c>

01:34:28.390 --> 01:34:28.400 align:start position:0%
and i just loved the medical field and
 

01:34:28.400 --> 01:34:36.390 align:start position:0%
and i just loved the medical field and
the<01:34:28.560><c> people</c><01:34:28.880><c> i</c><01:34:28.960><c> was</c><01:34:29.120><c> able</c><01:34:29.360><c> to</c><01:34:29.520><c> help</c>

01:34:36.390 --> 01:34:36.400 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:34:36.400 --> 01:34:38.790 align:start position:0%
 
once<01:34:36.639><c> again</c><01:34:36.960><c> thank</c><01:34:37.120><c> you</c><01:34:37.360><c> you</c><01:34:37.600><c> all</c><01:34:37.679><c> have</c><01:34:37.840><c> a</c><01:34:38.159><c> safe</c>

01:34:38.790 --> 01:34:38.800 align:start position:0%
once again thank you you all have a safe
 

01:34:38.800 --> 01:34:41.030 align:start position:0%
once again thank you you all have a safe
journey<01:34:39.199><c> home</c><01:34:39.440><c> have</c><01:34:39.600><c> a</c><01:34:39.760><c> wonderful</c><01:34:40.719><c> happy</c>

01:34:41.030 --> 01:34:41.040 align:start position:0%
journey home have a wonderful happy
 

01:34:41.040 --> 01:34:42.149 align:start position:0%
journey home have a wonderful happy
holiday

01:34:42.149 --> 01:34:42.159 align:start position:0%
holiday
 

01:34:42.159 --> 01:34:45.750 align:start position:0%
holiday
and<01:34:42.320><c> may</c><01:34:42.560><c> god</c><01:34:42.800><c> bless</c><01:34:43.119><c> you</c><01:34:43.360><c> and</c><01:34:43.520><c> your</c><01:34:43.679><c> family</c>

01:34:45.750 --> 01:34:45.760 align:start position:0%
and may god bless you and your family
 

01:34:45.760 --> 01:34:48.229 align:start position:0%
and may god bless you and your family
a<01:34:45.840><c> wonderful</c><01:34:46.480><c> wonderful</c><01:34:47.119><c> and</c><01:34:47.280><c> a</c><01:34:47.440><c> save</c><01:34:47.920><c> please</c>

01:34:48.229 --> 01:34:48.239 align:start position:0%
a wonderful wonderful and a save please
 

01:34:48.239 --> 01:34:50.229 align:start position:0%
a wonderful wonderful and a save please
be<01:34:48.560><c> careful</c><01:34:49.040><c> and</c><01:34:49.280><c> say</c>

01:34:50.229 --> 01:34:50.239 align:start position:0%
be careful and say
 

01:34:50.239 --> 01:34:53.030 align:start position:0%
be careful and say
as<01:34:50.800><c> we</c><01:34:51.440><c> battle</c><01:34:51.840><c> this</c><01:34:52.080><c> next</c>

01:34:53.030 --> 01:34:53.040 align:start position:0%
as we battle this next
 

01:34:53.040 --> 01:34:54.070 align:start position:0%
as we battle this next
variant

01:34:54.070 --> 01:34:54.080 align:start position:0%
variant
 

01:34:54.080 --> 01:34:56.229 align:start position:0%
variant
god<01:34:54.320><c> bless</c><01:34:54.639><c> each</c><01:34:54.880><c> of</c><01:34:54.960><c> you</c><01:34:55.119><c> and</c><01:34:55.199><c> be</c><01:34:55.360><c> safe</c>

01:34:56.229 --> 01:34:56.239 align:start position:0%
god bless each of you and be safe
 

01:34:56.239 --> 01:41:15.910 align:start position:0%
god bless each of you and be safe
thank<01:34:56.480><c> you</c><01:34:56.880><c> thank</c><01:34:57.119><c> you</c>

01:41:15.910 --> 01:41:15.920 align:start position:0%
 
 

01:41:15.920 --> 01:41:18.000 align:start position:0%
 
you